magickschoolpupil

[magickschoolpupil]

December 8th, 2019

Today I dreamed about Styxhexenhammer666 coming through my childhood bedroom window on a ladder and talking about politics and the occult in my bed. I didn’t go to bed until around 8 in the morning after Lorenzo came home from clinics. I actually got to sleep in the bed and slept well after my ThC pill kicked in. I plan to quit all cannabis products as a New Year’s resolution. I must focus on nursing school, meditation, and magick.

I did some random chores around the house. I must clean my environment before I begin my Magickal journey. I don’t want to be a mere dabbler or nothing will work.

Lorenzo had done the dishes for me and made himself taco’s. He made us both waffles which was nice. I will have to make it up for him.

I’ve been listening to a song called “Killing the Mercy” by a German synth pop band called “And One.” It’s stuck in my head on repeat.

I’ve also been listening to a band I used to enjoy in my emo days called “The Birthday Massacre.”

I’ve also rediscovered my love for the 80’s goth rock band “Sisters of Mercy” as I have been also revisiting “The 69 Eyes.”

I discovered a vlogger I quite enjoy called “AmazingPolly.” She has a Bitchute account as well which is good backup for the YouTube purges scheduled in a few days.

Lorenzo has been reading and studying for most of the night. We are going to get Milo back from his Dad tonight.

Reminders:

-Esperanza’s chicken recipe from yesterday

-Ask grandma about having new gel nails put on (holiday colors?)

-Holiday online shopping for Lorenzo

-Start collecting essential oils corresponding to Kabbalah chart