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I made this.

Hi myyd,

I know that I haven’t been the greatest lately. Pirme ra ka m.disappointed in everything I do, and banga kaau ku with the ways I show my love to you. I want to be able to make you feel special because you really are. I want to make you feel the the sun was something I built for you in my tool shed. You’re special to me, and I don’t want you to leave. You have become a big part of me na, With you, I’m complete.

I want us to be together always. I want to be there always to wipe away your tears. I want to be there to take candid pictures of you bahalag unsa k.bati ku m.take jd. I want to be the one you share your fries, pizza, C2, croissant, crab, pudding, and whatever food that has you written all over it pa. I want to get to the time na naa tay pupper together (shiba or corgi or both *note: both is better but mahal). I still want to receive early morning chicken calls from you. Mka.wake up ku better ana kaysa sa alarm clock nku jd. I want to share memes with you sd (I know, not romantic but cge lng gd), bhalag wlay point jd (like kato story that n.angry jd ka nku). I want to stay up late with you as you study, and cheer for you. Additionally, if wa ku dha bsin mag.scroll2 npd kag.maau and you forgot na naa pa diay kay daghan studyhan.an suss kaw jd. I still want you to be the test data I use para m.test run sa ako code if m.work ba or dili (If di mu work with you as test data, then it don’t work at all yo). I want to be able to hear sa imu mga things na i.share sa ako everyday. Gnhan ku mka.hear nmu mag.share2 ug things about ni Patchi, like he’s the most wonderful doggo in the world. I still want to go on dinner outs and sem enders with you, even if wala koy idea where to go at all (but somehow m.end up rman tag someplace sd *note: I don’t really care asa as long as naa ka :> ). Gnhan pa ku mag.instagram story ta and mag.kiat2 sa car when mang.laag ta. I always always want to hear your voice everyday. I feel na mao jd ni na voice na di jd ku m.tired of listening to. I want to be able to call you dude or myyd always gyd. those words have a value to me na and they’re special.

There’s so many things I still want to be able to experience with you. Wa pa ta k.try ug movie out together na kita ra duha (with consent of course), wa pa ta k.try nag.groceries ta together. I want na mka.shopping na ta together for clothes and stuff (I know naa tuh one time but it was so short and wa tay n.buy jd). I want na mka.travel ta together to some places na kita ra 

I know na there are some bad parts of me na you can’t come to like jd. I know naa sometimes m.disappoint gyd tka. I’m sorry for all those times gyd. This time, I won’t do all those na. I will show you how much tka love gyd. I will show you so much you’re gonna drown in it. DROWN IN IT!! I hope na you can come to forgive me for everything bad that I did since sauna hntud krun :/

I made you something! I remembered n.ask ka nko for voice recording since kato ra landslide naa nmu. I recorded 3 other songs!! and I’ll do more some time later since m.saba na ang things krun afternoon because of neighbors and stuff. I hope that you’ll like it ra

I love you my dude :) 

NOTE: DAGHANA NKUG SAYOP SA RECORDINGS DUDE BAI. ANG USA KAY G.KARAOKE NKO KAY DI KU KAMAO M.PLAY ON GUITAR HAHAHAHA

Link: https://soundcloud.com/sotbe

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Happy 20th Birthday, Myd!!!!!!!

Hi duuudeee!! Oh Em Gee what is this? Is this a speech? A birthday speech? At 12 midnight??? Yes this time wa ko kalimot na speech first sahh para nice ang start sa imu earliest of early mornings. This time, tarungun na gyd nko. This time, I'll make you sure that you'll feek special jd because of the sole reason that you are. I know na daghan kaau sa tnan bawi.un because a lot of your birthdays passed na and 4/4 nila kay I messed up and disappointed you so much :( Daghan kaaug things that I failed to do. I'm sorry for all of those times na bad kaau ku to you, made you feel that you're not special at all, the times that I made you cry.  BUT NOT THIS TIME!! HAHAHA THIS TIME IT WILL BE SPECIAL BECAUSE U SPECIAL AND U DESERVED TO BE TREATED IN A WAY THAT'S THE SPECIALEST OF ALL SPECIAL THINGS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DUUUUUDEEEE!!!!

On this day, you were born, and the world was never luckier jd. The universe spiraled a lot more, and the black holes spewed all that they sucked back out, and the stars burned even more brightly to let the world know that a person that is so cool, so bananza, and so legen - wait for it - dary (HIMYM REFERENCE!!!) was born. If and when you're feeling down just know that you are the greatest and the best, and it goes without saying that the universe is just not the same without you :)

I'll try to lessen the cheese that will come out of my mouth. Well, actually brain because I'm typing this and I'm not moving my mouth or anything hahahahahah. Here goes nothing:

Thank you so much for being always with me. I know that gahi kaau ku sa tnan ug ulo sometimes. I kept on doing the things you don't like and mag.lagut ka nko, and di pjd ku maminaw nmu sometimes :( A lot of times I hurt you, but you never left me jd. You continue to be with me ra ghpon no matter what. I want you to know that no matter what happens sd, I'll never leave your side pd. I'll always have your back jd. K.remember ka ato time na hangos kaau ku because n.dagan ku from house to school? Or from asilo to school? Or kato time na nag.lakaw ra ko to get to you? School to school? M.happen pa na :D :D :D :D :D hahahahahaha I'll do anything gyd to get to you to cheer you up after a bad day, or to congratulate you after a good day, or to make your day a bit better after an okay/not so okay day. I'll always be there for you through everything, good and/or bad. Kay it's you I want to be with for a long long time hahahahahah. We went through so many things together. A lot has happened between us na. Some of them good, some of them are bad sd. Some of them we just don't know what to feel. There were also times na we almost went away from each other. I just want you to know that no matter what we're feeling, may it be happy ta duha, or we're sad, or angry ta at each other, it'll all be okay just as long as I'm spending all those moments with you.

To me, you'll always be my person and no matter what di jd ko m.stop ug try to make you smile, even if ako ang reason why m.sad and angry ka sometimes T_T because, to me, you are special :) You will always be the greatest person ever, and you'll always be my dude. You mean so much to me, and I'll keep on showing you how much I love you and care for you jd. So how about another year of awkwardness and awesomeness combined? How about another year of us being together? What do you say? :D

P.S. I hope you say YES o.o

P.P.S. Duuuuudeee hapit na gyd ta mahuman with school!! Well, naa pa kay lain agi.an tho but that's besides the point!! Point being, after so many years of dread and stress, na kaya ra nato together!! Which meaanss, after all of this is over na, and you're going to go to med school na, m.kaya ra ghpon na nmu because DI GYD TKA BIYAAN HAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU SHALL BE STUCK WITH ME!! I'LL BE THERE ALWAYS TO KICK YOUR FEARS AWAY FROM YOUR FACE, WREAK HAVOC ON THOSE THINGS NA NAG.PA.STRESS NMU, AND HELP YOU WITH STUFF JD!! DILI M.WA IMU ONE-MAN CHEERLEADING SQUAD!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WE GOT THIS DUUDE AND WE'RE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS THROUGH SHEER POWER OF WILL!!! WE GOT THIS RA GYD