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Tangina sobrang masokista ko na kung hihintayin pa kita noh? Hahahahahah di na nga ko pasok sa standard mo una palang ekis nako hahahahahahah putangina naman hahahahahah

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Emotionally unstable.

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Gusto ko umiyak hahahah fuck

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Ang sakit, sa totoo lang haha

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“She wants everything from love and is always disappointed.” - Gustave Flaubert, Madame Bovary

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“my heart cries to my soul each night because she knows that you’ll never be mine”

– crying heart // 10:19pm

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here is the thing about being someone’s second choice.

everyone says it’s better than not even being someone’s choice at all, but it’s not.

see,

not being someone’s choice gives you closure. you know it’s not gonna happen; you know to move on, and it hurts but you know. but being a second choice?

it’s being held on by the smallest touch of hope, because maybe, (just maybe,) tomorrow might be the day they change their mind.

it’s abandoning your homework to comfort him after their latest fight, even though in the back of your mind you know he’s gonna make up with her tomorrow, and you’re probably better off finishing that essay.

it’s staying up late waiting to hear from him because what if?? it’s one of his bad nights?? while he goes straight to sleep without giving you a second thought.

it’s only existing when they’ve had a fight and he wants to talk to someone who he knows will drop everything for him.

it’s thinking maybe, maybe he’s finally over her and maybe it’ll finally be you then seeing him post a cute quote and just thinking, ‘oh.’

it’s painful, it’s repetitive, it’s an endless cycle. it sure as hell isn’t better than not being a choice at all. it’s constant dedication to the smallest hopes that it’ll be you

- even though you know it’ll never be you, don’t you? // w.m.m

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“I can’t go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.” - Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

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“When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he’s everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he’s not easy to spot; he’s really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair.”

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“The first time I saw her, everything in my head went quiet.”

— Neil Hilborn, from Our Numbered Days 

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SOCIAL MEDIA BREAK LOL.

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“Ain’t a lion still a lion without his mane?”

— Raych Jackson, “Even The Saints Audition”

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We can’t eat in Spanish now? Picnic time.

So I used to sit next to this boy I’ll call Josh for this story in almost all my classes. He was really funny and used to be very overweight, but lost all the weight within the summer holiday. He had a very strict diet and his eating schedule was super specific. Our Spanish teacher was super cool and let me and this kid do whatever we wanted in class. He’d let us nap or eat so long as we did the work sheet.

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Sweet Gerard

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My dream car 😭

1964 Mini Classic Cooper S  MK1 970cc

© my mini revolution

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