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Dre’s Favorite Verses: Capital Steez - Apex

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SZA - HIT DIFFERENT

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meirl

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what the fuck happened to me

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I made fucked up bad decisions for temporary happiness

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I wish I could apologize to my younger self. I wish I could tell her I’m sorry for giving up on her dreams and living a life she feared.

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me: *is left alone with my thoughts for more than two seconds*

me: the suffering begins

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I cant cry, so instead, I’ll get high.

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Self care is getting so high you forget you hate yourself.

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“She was living a life that would only make sense to another drug addict.”

— the misunderstood, understand. 

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i don’t think i have a problem

i think i am the problem

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do i really have to be alive every day

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drugs are fun and all but some people don’t want to do drugs and you better respect that. i’m always up to share with anyone who wants some but i will never pressure anyone into doing drugs if they’re uncomfortable or don’t want to

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You’re my first and last thought of the day

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I say no worries a lot for someone who worries 101% of the time

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No one ever truly quits, you may think you have but in reality you’re just taking a longer break. Once you’ve been consumed by the drug whether you want to admit it or not you are a drug addict. Sure you can say you been sober for 1 year 3 years even 10 years but it’s only a matter of time.