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Happy birthday to our little cinnamon roll. I miss you every day, baby Robin 🤍

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Yesterday a colleague told me “remember, he’s not the sun, you are” (unintentionally quoting GA) and I almost cried. Yeah.

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awee val, crushes are so sweet 💫 im so happy that you have something to be happy about, to look forward to, to make work less grump-inducing 💖 even if you struggle with mental health, you are still capable of liking someone. sending you so much love and so many positive vibes ❣❣❣

Aamana, baby 🤍 Thanks for your beautiful words! I’m excited for this thing, I’m really looking forward to see him again this Saturday when he’s back from his vacation. I can’t wait to see how it will work out but I’m overall happy he went away for two weeks cause it allowed me to calm down a little. I’m a little less overwhelmed by these new feelings! Sending lot of love to you 🤍

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Wow, I mean I don't know you personally, I just follow your blog and your stories, they are awesome by the way. But I think it is a bit harsh of you friend to tell you something like this. It's like just because you have mental health problems you cannot love. I just don't think like this and won't believe it either. Maybe you could ask him out for a coffee or something? Or you go eating together during work. Feel loved ❤️

Thank you, you’re sweet! Yes, I mean, I know I’m being way too happy for this thing and it’s weird because I’m usually grumpy at work. It must be strange to see me like that but I really can’t help it. I was really afraid to even consider it being a fixation but right now, I’m pretty sure I’m just crushing on him, because he’s cute and such a nice guy. My friend doesn’t like him, but she doesn’t even really know him. Yes, we all work together but he’s a private person and I only started to get to know him better when we had dinner together once. So yeah, maybe she will change her mind eventually, but overall her opinion, although hurtful, doesn’t really matter. And you know, I’m a disaster. I can be the shyest person in the room when I like someone. Every time he talks to me I’m like asdfghjkl. So yeah, now he has another week off so I just have to wait and see what happens when he’s back. But today I told about it to a common friend and he was super happy about it because “you’re both amazing people”. So yeah, I hope crush does agree with our friend lol

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So, I like this guy a lot and it has been forever since the last time I liked someone this much. Someone that is here and I see everyday. We work together but I started noticing him more since we dine out with some other colleagues and sat next to each other the whole evening. I think he started to noticing me as well after that dinner because something switched in our dynamic. It something little because he’s not really outgoing but we talked more in person and our eyes often meet when we’re at opposite side of the store. He comes to me just to tell me the most random things and it just makes me so happy. When all of this started it was a week ago, then he started his two weeks off and I just miss him a lot. I told my friend how I’m feeling and everything and she told me he’s weird and I’m acting too dramatic. She told me I shouldn’t feel so much already and that I should start to see a therapist again. Now I don’t know if I’m just fixating on him because I have a chemical unbalance going on or she is just mean.

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Take care I'm rooting for you💝

Thanks, sweetie 🤍

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So, yeah, sorry I have been MIA but something happened and it really destroyed my already fucked-up mental health. Sorry if it takes me forever to reply to your dms but I don’t even know how I’m still standing

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Two angels

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sander driesen + side profile in season 3

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a birthday gift from me to you

i always found it odd how the birthday person is given gifts for surviving another year. all i did was keep my head above water. what about the people below, pushing me up? don’t they deserve something too?

i know it’s not much, but it’s the best i can do, a new chapter - a long awaited chapter; i’m so sorry for the wait.

thank you to those who have helped me make it to twenty one.

i love you endlessly.

aamana x

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POST PLUS IS COMING, WHETHER YOU WANT IT OR NOT!

Despite the fancy survey, changes to the UI and TOS reveal we’re getting the service in the future whether we want it or not. Obviously, Post+ is a terrible idea that is trying to bank revenue on user content. Unlike patreon or onlyfans, tumblr’s primary focus is on FAN content. The legality of this is NOT in the users favor and as the new tumblr TOS states, said users will be entirely liable for whatever legal matters arise.

SO WHAT ARE WE DOING?

Besides filling out the survey, it’s time to show tumblr we mean business and show our displeasure by hitting them where it hurts.

Ad revenue.

We’re proposing a 24 hour log off as phase one of this protest.

WHEN IS THE PROTEST?

AUGUST 6th, 2021        12 am Eastern Time (US)          5 am Greenwich Mean Time          6 am Central European Time          8 am Moscow Standard Time          1 pm Australian Western Time          2 pm Japan Standard Time          3:30 pm Australian Central Time          4 pm Australian Eastern Time

AUGUST 5th, 2021

11 pm Central Time (US)          10 pm Mountain Time (US)            9 pm Pacific Time (US)

THE END TIME IS 24 HOURS FROM START TIME!!!

So no posting, no queues, no likes, and no reblogs!

WHAT IF I CAN’T/WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?

Like this post and share it AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE. Use the hashtags #tumblrlogoff2021 or #postplusprotest on ANY and ALL social media.

WILL THIS WORK?

Maybe, maybe not. It’s an attempt at doing SOMETHING.

BECAUSE I’M A TIRED IDIOT, USE THIS TO DOUBLE CHECK YOUR TIME ZONE!!!!

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May I present to you: my absolute favorite gifs of all times

Happy to make your day <3

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I have free backstage passes for one of the biggest post-covid festival here and yet nobody wants to come with me. Having no friends is so good.

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sander being safe in robbe’s arms

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Some shots from Robbe's hands

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Thanks to @letter-to-hermione and @wildfirexsobbe for tagging me 🥰

Okay this is the best I could do here:

Looks cute tho! Here is the link to do it, feel free to ignore!

I’m tagging @birthdaysentiment @debussyatmidnight @nyttvera @art3misjade @if-music-be-the-food-of-love

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