lyrabyeo

[lyrabyeo]

how it feels to be the only (active) s1 focused writer

[lyrabyeo]

[lyrabyeo]

pls tell me good ideas to write im so blank in my brain rn

[lyrabyeo]

you can ask me, (and i'll come)

Jiyeong has to go out to run some errands and leaves Saebyeok alone, who's unregressed. But maybe, things dont always go as planned.

a/n: this is STUPID OKAY i rlly can't get good ideas but i just wanna write LITTLE SAEBYEOK🙁 leave a girl to be.. title is from a song in my native language [proud]

notes: mama titles, jiyeong calls saebyeok baby and angel, accidents, mentions of diapers/diaper usage, use of pacifiers, THIS ISNT ANGSTY (i hope), THEY ARE DATING 😭😭😭

"Okay then, I'll be back in half an hour. You sure you don't need to come along?" Jiyeong asked, holding Saebyeok by the waist. Jiyeong had to make a quick run to buy some groceries, but was a bit hesitant about leaving Saebyeok alone.

"Mhm. I'll be fine." Saebyeok said, not wanting to worry her girlfriend, who was inches away from her. Though Jiyeong was a lot shorter, Saebyeok much rather prefered being held.

Jiyeong then placed a quick kiss on her lips and took off. As soon as the door closed, Saebyeok returned to her (and Jiyeongs) bed. She did love spending time with her girlfriend, but a few alone moments couldn't hurt anyone - but she did understand why Jiyeong was so hesitant on leaving her alone.

When Jiyeong had found out about Saebyeoks age regression, the girl had became hesitant on leaving Saebyeok alone, in case she regresses and there's no one to help her or be with her; So it was best to play safe. But it did get annoying fast.

Now, as Saebyeok laid in bed alone, she took a few deep breaths in. She was really sleepy. Jiyeong had convinced her to watch a movie till late, and they didn't get much sleep, as it was a horror movie. Heh, look. I can handle being alone very well, Saebyeok thought to herself, before she cradled herself into the sheets and took off to dreamland.

Her deep slumber didn't last for more than 10 minutes. Saebyeok shivered, memory hazy from all thats going on. All she remembers is seeing a nightmare. And now she felt overwhelmingly little. Oh fuck. This can't be happening, She thought to herself, scared out of her mind. She was scared, cold and really tiny. Where was Jiyeong? The realization that Jiyeong was no where to be found, Saebyeok started crying.

Oh, now she'll never get left alone again! But it was the last one of her worries right now. She just wanted her mama to make everything all right. That's all her cloudy and fuzzy mind knew; If she had mama, everything will get fixed.

Like Jiyeong had telepathically heard Saebyeok's thoughts, right then the door opened. "Saebyeok?" Jiyeong's voice rang in the empty halls, but when she listened closer, she heard the soft cries. Oh shit.

Jiyeong quickly kicked her shoes off of her feet and ran towards their bedroom. The door was slightly ajar, good thing it wasn't locked. Jiyeong bursted into the room, quickly cradling Saebyeok in her arms.

"Oh baby, I'm here, I'm here..." she whispered, holding her baby close, only to realize the wet spot on the bed. Oh.

"Hey, angel." Jiyeong whispered, trying to calm Saebyeok down. "You had an accident."

Then the bigger waterfalls erupted. Saebyeok hadn't had an accident in a long time. Last time she did, she was deep in baby space and it was really, really embarrasing, when Jiyeong bought it up.

"No, baby, it's alright. It's all okay. Shh," Jiyeong lulled, voice soft with nothing but love for her baby. She didn't know if Saebyeok understood her words right now, but hoped that she'd understand that she's safe with Jiyeong.

"It's no biggie baby. We'll get you cleaned up. Please don't cry." the carer whispered, but to no avail. Saebyeok kept on crying, cries getting louder as the moments passed. She must be so uncomfortable and cold, Jiyeong thought.

In a moment, Saebyeok's cries slowed down. Jiyeong's pants now had a wet spot, but she paid no mind to it. As her little had cried in her arms, she had time to look for her pacifier.

"Sae, you want this?" Jiyeong cooed, holding her littles beloved pacifier. The littles face lit up a bit, opening her mouth for it. "There's my baby." Jiyeong giggled, when Saebyeok cuddled closer. "We still need to get you changed hun. You must be so uncomfy and cold."

Saebyeok started tearing up again. She did feel cold and uncomfortable, but she much more hated the feeling of humiliation. Having an accident meant that she was super little at the moment of it happening, though she might not be as little right now.

"Oh I know baby. But mama promises," Jiyeong said, petting Saebyeok's head, "When you feel all warm and cozy, we can come back to bed." After she changes the sheets, of course. But she's not going to tell Saebyeok that.

With that, Jiyeong got them both up from the bed, struggling to carry Saebyeok, but managed just fine. Saebyeok had curled up so small in Jiyeong's arms, she swore she could've fallen asleep right there. The carer had taken a change of clothes for the little and a diaper. Yeah, Saebyeok didn't need diapers that often when she was little. But right now, maybe it was more logical to be safe than sorry.

"Won't take long baby, I promise." Jiyeong said, as she laid Saebyeok down on the floor. The other girl had seemingly slipped further into her headspace, possibly teetering on the edge of babyspace. She fussed and kicked while Jiyeong tried to change her.

"No baby, you're okay." Jiyeong hushed, as she closed the diaper. "Please stay still for a second. Mama is right here." She said gently, other hand petting Saebyeok's head. Saebyeok did calm down and stopped kicking. She just babbled when Jiyeong put on the change sweatpants.

"There, all done! You did so well baby," Jiyeong praised, lifting the other girl up and placed a quick and small kiss on Saebyeok's cheek. "Wanna go back to bed now?"

The little nodded, almost falling asleep right there. Saebyeok had never felt so warm and tiny, being in Jiyeong's arms made it even better. Being so tiny and warm, but still safe with mama.

"Okay, sleepyhead." Jiyeong giggled. While she had completely forgotten about the sheets that needed to be changed, they could just sleep on the other side of the bed.

The two climbed into bed, snuggly and warm. Saebyeok had definetly slipped into babyspace, more tinier than she usually was.

Oh, how Jiyeong loved tiny baby Saebyeok. When the little had no other clue in the world, but just her and her mama. And in baby Saebyeok's head, her mama was the world.

The two fell asleep slowly, enjoying each others company and sharing the warmth between them. The world was so big, but the only thing that truly mattered in this moment was the two girls being safe, with each other and nothing else.

a/n; hope this makes more sense than the previous one. this took me a DAY my attention span is so shit AUGHSHSGS

[lyrabyeo]

bare vanilla (skin to skin)

just little!saebyeok and carer!jiyeong spending an afternoon together, just the two of them.

a/n: okay so this is my first fanfic in like what. 2 years? im a bit rusted... leave me alone!!! this gets kinda sad blame me i was listening to sad music while writing. title is from victoria's secret body mist bare vanilla

stuff: mama titles, jiyeong calls saebyeok baby, they're gfs, usage of bottles and pacifiers, ali is mentioned twice, gihun and inho cameo, this is sort of sad at the middle, insecure jiyeong (💔💔)

if you'd ask jiyeong what the best feeling was, she'd probably say being together with saebyeok. just the two of them, no disturbances, enjoying each others company. holding her close skin to skin, in their dimly lit room, with no other worry in the world.

but there was something she liked even more.

she liked waking up in the morning to see her girlfriend peacefully sucking onto her thumb and nuzzling closer to jiyeong.

while jiyeong loved being saebyeok's girlfriend, she much more loved being saebyeok's mama. they had been dating for a while before jiyeong had found saebyeok cuddled in her bed, pacifier in her mouth holding on her pillow. since that night, jiyeong promised to herself to take care of saebyeok - little or big.

though little saebyeok isn't so uncommon anymore, there was a time jiyeong had to use special skills to try and get her girlfriend to regress. she tried every trick in the book, but to no work. though when gihun tried, he got saebyeok to regress on first try. jiyeong was bitter afterwards.

her worries about not being a good enough caregiver were then cut short when saebyeok called for mama - she was her mama.

but in the present moment, jiyeong was standing in their kitchen with her pyjamas on, waiting for the milk in the microwave to be done. she had asked for gihun and inho to run errands for her, as she was currently hands full with her baby. saebyeok had woken up little, and had apperantly slipped further as the day went on.

"byeok, you should't hang onto mama like that. it'll get us both hurt." jiyeong lulled, voice with nothing but love for her baby, who looked at her with nothing but confusion in her eyes. jiyeong smiled, "oh my baby is so pretty." she said, as she caressed saebyeok's soft hair, ruffling it a bit.

saebyeok didn't really understand what she was told, but she did understand that jiyeong was happy and so, so pretty. and mama was smiling, because she loved saebyeok so much.

the sweet, but short moment was cut short by a rhytimic beeping, causing them both to snap back into reality. jiyeong took out the milk, tried the warmth onto her hand (a thing ali had taught her, it was really useful) and hummed. she then turned her eyes back into her baby. "do you want your milk, baby?"

no reply. jiyeong was only met by those big, soft eyes she loved so much. she smiled again.

"you're lucky mama loves you so much. no need to even say words." jiyeong lulled, kneeling to saebyeoks level, who was still clung to her leg. the little giggled, again not really understanding what she was told. jiyeong placed the bottle onto the floor, then pulling saebyeok onto her lap.

it wasn't easy, really. saebyeok was so much taller, and truly, the only person who could hold her with ease is gihun. that's another reason why jiyeong didn't feel fit enough to be saebyeok's carer. as she held her baby closer and closer, those thoughts took over. the doubts she often locked away in a deep part of her brain, the wonders and questions of her abilities and possibilities. maybe she was a good carer, but she did lack in so many qualities.

as jiyeong fed the girl in her arms, she sighed. though she really wasn't perfect, she was perfect to saebyeok. it was her who had asked jiyeong to be her caregiver (not so directly), and obviously saebyeok knew what was best for herself.

but sometimes, when ali and his wife looked after saebyeok and seemed so much better at taking care of her or when gihun volunteers to babysit (though inho does protest it), saebyeok is taken good care of. she is insecure, yes. but does she talk about it? not really. she doesn't want to worry saebyeok, or make ali or gihun feel bad.

she was snapped out of her trace by a silent hum. saebyeok had been staring at her this whole time. she wonders if her thoughts were getting read. saebyeok had finished her bottle, and probably had a while ago.

"mama," saebyeok babbled, nuzzling herself closer to jiyeong. she then lifted her head up, and the two met eyes. then saebyeok gave a tiny baby kiss next to jiyeong's mouth.

okay, now jiyeong was tearing up. her baby was so perfect, and all worries jiyeong might've had about not being good enough faded away. she almost snatched the other girl into her arms, rocking herself and saebyeok back and forth. "oh, my baby."

saebyeok placed her face to jiyeong's neck, seeking that warm and comforting mama scent she loved so much - it was really just midnight bloom from victorias secret. jiyeong was sure she'd choke on her own sniffles, but she didn't want to worry her baby. her oh so perfect little baby.

the house was silent, other than the silent sound of muffled sniffles from jiyeong. "mama," saebyeok mumbled, causing jiyeong to snap out of her trace.

"yeah, angel?" her voice was watery, but still so happy and content. saebyeok stared at her pacifier. oh, right. jiyeong quickly took it and handed it to the other girl, "is it nap time sweet baby?" she cooed, as saebyeok leaned in closer and sucked on the pacifier with so much content.

"nu uh. no sleep." the baby babbled, rubbing her eyes. jiyeong giggled, "sure. we can stay up."

jiyeong does not remember falling asleep, but she remembers waking up to gihun and inho standing in their doorway, as the two girls still were on the kitchen floor. saebyeok in her arms and closer than she remembered.

"okay sorry. you didn't pick up your calls and neither did saebyeok. we got worried. but here's the groceries." gihun said, talking really fast, feeling rude for waking up the two sleepy heads. jiyeong only smiled.

"yeah, you can unpack if you'd like," she said, feeling saebyeok stir awake, "and stay if you'd like."

inho was already unpacking, as gihun helped both the girls up. he held saebyeok, as jiyeong lifted herself up, "gihun." a silence, "can you give saebyeok to me?" jiyeong muttered out. she felt a bit crazy, but right now all she needed was her baby in her arms.

"yes, of course." gihun handed still regressed saebyeok to jiyeong, who sighed with content. gihun smiled.

though jiyeong has her insecurities, the only thing she needs to know is that saebyeok is just her baby. not anyone elses.

a/n: woah this is a bit messier than i indented it to be😭 but hope u liked this! i'll be writing more soon muehe he he he...

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hi ( ^ω^ ) ! i'm elsa, i'm 18 and a demigirl lesbian! i use she/they pronouns and all fem terms! ⋆｡‧˚ʚɞ˚‧｡⋆ (no masc terms used in another context than slang!)

i'm a flip ! i haven't regressed in 2+ years but i'm often age dreaming 𐙚⋆.˚ i'm not looking for a carer/little rn ! pls don't ask ―୨୧⋆ ˚

this is my sideblog, but i treat it like my main one ! i mostly write agere fics here ! my main blog is @lyrayeok !

۶•ৎ i mainly write saebyeok & jiyeong, while i do enjoy a handful of other ships ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶

i currently keep this as a squid game blog, but i have lots of other interests, like k-pop, magical girl animes, etc.

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