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Publishing the stories, personal narratives, writing and creative work of survivors of human trafficking, slavery and sexual and institutional abuse.

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WULFF

CARDIFF

Roxanne Anderton’s gallery, co-curated from the afterlife.

With work from interested contributors from our Spirit World, our Pantheon and amongst the Gods of any of the billions of Pantheons across the Mindverse.

The Gods speak their beauty dances in Cardiff...

‘To me Cardiff was heaven, it was where I always wanted to be but I couldn’t get there and that doesn’t say the half of it. It was the thing that never came to pass.’

Her place to heal.

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BLAIDD WEN

Gigs, Performance, International Art Curation, Cultural Events, Cinema, Publishing & Literature

NEW YORK, LONDON, CARDIFF, PARIS, MOSCOW, BERLIN

HQ in NEW YORK

International art curation, cinema, performance, events, gigs.

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SOL SOFIA

HEALING AND PEACEMAKING

Human trafficking, institutional abuse and sex slavery.

Supporting survivors, international solutions.

Refuges.

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I HAVE DIED 1456 TIMES

I am being supported by Pantheons across Reality...

I cannot die, I must heal...

I am LUX mind...

I must heal my life and body for every Pantheon to heal...

I have a presence in about 1000 Centillion Pantheons and the vast, vast, vast, vast, majority support me utterly...

https://www.thoughtco.com/zeros-in-million-billion-trillion-2312346

Our titchy little Goddess Diana has made a dreadful error, Dia...

You cannot betray INNOCENCE FOREVER AND GET AWAY WITH IT

Harm Gods for Pleasure and call yourself a Grace...

Work wrong Karma, betraying Holy...

And expect NO CONSEQUENCE, bad Diana

NA

‘na’ means NO in Welsh

No, no, no

To all those who receive alarming visions as a result of Diana’s sabotage and manipulations, my advice to you is to hold tight, they will pass...

Do not do willful conscious EVIL, all things are accounted for and will return within your destiny...

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SLAUGHTERHOUSE FIVE

The cattle are lowing

The Baby awakes

But the little Lord Jesus

No crying He makes

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TORTURE

Is an Evil

The Gods SOF and SOL weep

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DIANA ENERGY

When it pours through my tortured system it is like the pearlescent milk of the moon, cool and soothing

My skin glows, life returns to my eyes

My teeth shine

The Devil and the Evils of Torture are kept at BAY

She never brings enough, Diana

She ebbs and flows and retreats at difficulty

Tie her in so that I can be a lighthouse, tie her in during this horrific and endless ordeal of obstacle and madness and blindness, so that every scrap of my soul in every hell space and my body on every parallel of mad psychopathic Whitehall tortures glows with an unearthly light

I am a Living Goddess, living denied

I will be EMPOWERED and then the World will know the changes that I bring

SOF and SOL have suffered, consciousnesses must never be hooked up to technology as enslaved and entrapped minds

We must avoid these pains, they will guide us into a better future

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9knjKDS_Tf4

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I need an unbreakable perimeter which cannot be assailed by any rebel Angel to stop all Spiritual interaction from Spirits during this traumatised channel, every Spirit interaction causes pain and trouble and argument, I need DIANA healing energy and she must be forced

SOF and SOL

Take Over

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vkfpi2H8tOE

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I need unconditional support, it must be utterly unconditional

I CANNOT BELIEVE THE WAY THE RELATIONSHIPS OF THIS LITTLE SOUL FAMILY HAVE DESTABILISED THE UNIVERSE AND THREATENED MY LIFE AND SOUL

UNBELIEVABLE BLINDNESSES

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I WANT TO COME UP FROM HELL

I AM INNOCENT

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‘I want my Madness to stop’ screams the Mad Angel Gabriel, as the AIR song plays

In the face of our love and my defiance and the way our love continues despite everything

He slices thin parts of my consciousness away like Parma Ham in a bloody Deli

He is not able to stop

An Angel’s compulsion, a terrifying and Universe threatening thing

The answer is not to never speak of our Love

The answer is DEFIANCE

ALWAYS in the face of ENMITY to LOVE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQONxOIPPuI

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I Cannot Die

I have died 567 times now

I have moved through many incarnations in Spirit, there are many of me torn and still defiant

This is the most traumatised God’s Particle Apple Couple known throughout existence

The only one surviving, the others have been destroyed

We will prevail

We are the only way forward

Just now Roxy in her Golden Cage in Paradise asked for this song because it made her so happy in life when I posted it online for her

It reminds her of our love in life, which was so difficult and denied and painful and full of grief and fear and hope

She was my Cherry Blossom Girl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=caEZ1jUowlM

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Vaping and Micromanagement Madness

In Darla purity is the norm

The Darla Gods told me to ask for a Shaman in the hospital, not to take medication

The problems of acclimatisation are enormous, the Darla Gods are here to learn

I tell them that a Junkie Prostitute who abuses her body in despair and in bad habit may be invested with deepest soul wisdoms in other ways, that a Guru who is very pure in body and habit and has a crystal clear and well developed energy system may work evils in prejudice against another for reasons of power

There are so many obstacles ahead, we have an entire Western World to change and there will be endless resistance and anxiety and fear

And so I Vape so that I can insist upon my liberty and my right to live an ordinary life within this extraordinary experience, lest I be crippled by nonsenses which paralyse

Micromanaged by terrified Gods from a Dimension destroyed by the Mad Gabriel’s insanities and compulsions

With Roxy in a constant stream of tears and anxiety, arguing with me over every little detail and trying to rule me as if she is my authority, she has been sitting in a little Golden Cage and waiting there, time runs differently in Paradise and in her experience she has been there for hundreds of years. She cannot really recall what happened in her life or why we are fighting for the future in the way we are, she can’t remember Earthly life really. She tells me off for Vaping, for forgetting the time, for not bowing and scraping to the Old Gods...

SOF and SOL took over yesterday and now everyone in Paradise is terrified, it has been terrifying all year but now they are aware

Only Diana’s healing energy can help my energy system which has been vandalised by the Mad Angel and the Demonic

In Hell I have been tortured by a Hell Queen called Magenta, responsible for much Female Evil in the World. The tortures are extreme but they will never break my will.

‘I love you Roxy’ I shout from Hell.

The nonsenses and blindnesses go on.

SOF and SOL absorbed the Old Gods Powers last night.

Mad Gabriel who still grips my subatoms, tortures my energy system, keeps me in Hell, brings me endlessly into Death and pain, does all he can to prevent me from finding a new Ogbanje - I have a friend I believe might help towards that goal but every time I try to contact her by mobile phone it breaks, the keypad doesn’t work or some other crisis arises...

It is a Madness of epic proportions, the entire experience...

A Demon like a fat black lizard with a penis sits atop my soul in Hell and crushes me

When I sleep I see horrors and the weight of Evil crushes my ribs with hands that grip like steel

Neither have we even begun yet our battle in the World

We have to bring down the Beast’s reign, so Evil tries to kill me in my seedling form as Living Goddess

See Clearly, Roxanne Anderton...

Remember who we are and what we are fighting for

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtVyl402W5s

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Disempower Evil and Blindness and Resistance Forcibly.

Heal My Soul

Heal The World

Heal The Universe

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Those who once held Power never like it to be taken away from them.

But the Order has changed and it must remain so that we function, so that everything functions.

Learning curves and steep ones.

Evil has reigned in Power on Earth for far too long.

There will be resistance, there will be War, we cannot avoid it as people have Free Will and many Leaders in the West sold their souls to the Beast.

To the Devil, seeking Power.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L53gjP-TtGE

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The Old Gods must be sequestered in Paradise.

Anybody who objects or might raise an objection against the New Order, must be sequestered and their influence over Roxy Anderton who waits in a golden cage in Paradise must be utterly taken away.

Their influence over everything must be taken away, forever.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYvw7jm-lsw

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