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Hiii! I’ve been in a bit of a tough spot recently and was wondering if you could to Pavitr x Transmasc(he/him) reader going through dysphoria and struggling to take care of themselves? Maybe like Pavitr notices Y/N is wearing more hoodies, keeping more lights off(maybe Y/N is going through overstimulation bc of lights being too bright or loud), covering mirrors with stuff, etc. I would love if something could be tied into the reader being taller than Pav!

angst/fluff preferred and romantic if that’s okay!! I love your work and thank you so much if you reply to this!! I know it’s super specific but it would really mean a lot to me.

Pavitr x Trans Masculine Reader :^)

So… I have to write this a second time because Tumblr like didn’t post it when I clicked to post it?? but anyways :))

I’m sorry you’re going through a hard time anon !! I will be honest, I do not personally struggle with dysphoria so this was kind of hard,, so I wrote this more in like a headcanon style,, I’m sorry that’s not exactly what you were looking for, love. I hope this can give you a bit of comfort though,, I really do<33 I hope you start to feel better,, take care!!

Warnings/Includes:: Mentions of overstimulation,, insecurities,, dysphoria,, masculine terms and pronouns used for the reader,, maybe ooc Pav??

Pavitr definitely notices something is wrong almost right away. It might take a little bit for him to notice as soon as possible, but he quickly picks up on the signs and makes note of them.

For one, your usual outfits have now been replaced with baggy sized clothes, lots that cover your body, and even if you wore clothes like that quite often, he notices other things that worry him, like the fact that your bathroom mirror has been covered by a towel, and the fact that you barely leave your room other then to eat

He eventually goes to check on you,, though he’s discrete about it, coming in your room with the excuse of asking you a question— something simple, like if you wanted something that he was making to eat or drink. He didn’t want you to know that he was totally panicking, he didn’t want to make you feel worse

But when he gets into your room? He freaks out just a tad bit more

The lights are completely turned off,, and the blinds are shut. The mirror you have in your room has been covered up by a large blanket,, and other things that could possibly reflect things are covered, too.

He tries to remain calm and sweet towards you as you both speak, and when he exits the room he totally panics.

His boyfriend is TOTALLY feeling awful about something, and he can’t quite place a finger on what— but judging by the way that you’re acting,, he sort of figures it out after a few minutes.

He decides to let you come to him; he doesn’t want to push you, and even though he’s scared,, he wants you to be okay.

If you do come to him and tell him, he relaxes a bit,, now knowing the cause of your problem

If you don’t tell him and things get worse though,, he eventually asks. He doesn’t want this to continue,, and even though he knows you probably might feel weird about it,, he wants to make sure you’re okay

Either way,, he eventually figures it out, even if it might take a little force

He tries his very best to be comforting and help you out if he needs to,, like turning down the lights if you’re feeling overstimulated,, and maybe keeping you away from mirrors

Pav also compliments you A LOT already, but be prepared to get even more compliments now that he knows you’re struggling with insecurities

“Did you know like…. You’re the handsomest person ever?? :D”

“I literally have the cutest boyfriend in the world oml”

“I really like the fact that you’re taller than me,, I like seeing your handsome face from down here:))”

He’s.. probably not THAT smooth with it lol, but he tries

He tries not to make it two obvious,, but he does try. He wants you to know that he loves you and cherishes you and he’ll be here if you need anything

If you need any favors, Pav tries to help. He’ll do anything that can give you some sense of comfort, he’ll even leave you alone if that’s all that you want at the moment

If a person was the reason you were feeling insecure, Pav would not deal with it AT ALL. He would be quit to tell you whatever they said or however they tried to make you feel was bs, and that you’re gorgeous and handsome and that he loves you

If its just because of your appearance in general? He’ll try to find ways to help with that, too. You want to start taking T? He’ll find a way to get it to you. You want a haircut? You’ve got one. You decide you maybe want to start wearing a binder? Expect one at your porch in two to three business days— he’ll even try to help remind you when to take it off when you need to

And if there’s not really a specific reason? He’ll still be there for you,, and he’ll try his best to comfort you and be there for you and make you feel better, bc he loves you and he hates to see you hurting

Overall 10/10 boyfriend, hes super accepting <33

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“To protect oneself’s best interests and mental health, it’s best to cut off negative relationships. The memories perhaps were great, you’ll always be grateful for what it was at the time, but like failed relationships, it’s time to move on. You don’t have to be friends with everyone forever. You need to set clear and firm boundaries that people around you should not cross to protect your best interests and mental health.”

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