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﹒⪩⪨﹒⟡﹒ CINDERELLA

ᐢ..ᐢ﹒﹫ a heart that has been chasing.

‹𝟹 tsukasa suou x gn! reader (written in second pov, you/your used.), short fic. wc : over 1,000+ (not including this part).

ᶻ﹕→ [ inspired by this filipino song, link is the fil lyrics translated into eng, but play song while reading for best experience <3 ]

The red-haired male takes a deep sigh, before inhaling in the scent of fresh air he desperately wanted to grasp, opening his eyes and taking in the scenery of the garden of their school building.

He knows well enough he's getting tired, too tired to even keep up with his units schedule for this month. With what's going on in his family, who wouldn't be drained?

His feet drags him to the nearest place he can take a rest— a white gazebo. How pretty. He takes a seat, slouching his head down in obvious defeat.

What he didn't realize, was the person who he was currently sitting the opposite of.

You pause, seeing the unexpected male crashing down and obviously taking a toll on something. Taking off your earphones, you stare at him for quite sometime.

Tsukasa feels a set of eyes uncomfortably land on his figure, did he not notice anyone that was sitting here? He quickly sits up, your gaze meeting his.

Suddenly, now it's his turn to pause. The whole world feels like it's frozen as soon as you look at each other.

"Sorry." You mutter, why were you saying sorry? You ask yourself. Why were you saying sorry? Tsukasa asks internally.

You bow down slightly, standing up to excuse yourself, to perhaps give the unknown male some space. "Wait," He calls out, making you stop in your tracks.

"Can.." Tsukasa shakes his head, "I want someone new to talk to. Can you.. Please stay? I-if you have nothing to do.." He looks down, feeling ashamed to have even asked you to stay, for him.

You don't mutter a single word, but hesitantly sit back down in an uncomfortable silence between the both of you. "I don't see you here often," He tries to strike up a conversation, making you smile.

It felt like an arrow has just been shot through his chest as you smile, he quickly hides his face with the back of his hand.

The leader of Knights shouldn't be falling for someone who just gave him a single smile, it was improper. If he wanted to fall in love, he would've did it in proper time.

"Maybe because we're in different classes?" You state the obvious with a little giggle, before continuing. "But if you're talking about you never see me here.. Well,"

You hesitate for a moment, whilst he can feel his expression mirror your smile from how easily you can get along with people. He's always been weak to those kinds of people,

"Then maybe you just have bad timing? I'm always here." You tilt your head, a soft smile on your face. You're right, he didn't usually come to this place, anyway.

A place that had no type of memory to him, had just been given importance.

The male found himself often checking if you were there, to have conversed with you, more than he would have wanted to. The moment he saw you again and again, walking through the halls of the school with your friends— he will always, turn his head back.

A blush coats his face as he sees you, you've already turned your head back to look at him once more, before quickly turning away to focus where you're walking to, sure.

In these moments, finally. He has found what his heart truly desires.

He stumbles a little bit in his tracks when you smile at him once more, a view he'd kill just to see again. He's out of breath and he's weakening when he hears your laugh.

Ignoring that it was from the fact that he almost fell— but it didn't matter. Even if he fell, and he did. He fell, hard. But that's a different type of 'falling', now is it?

Even if he did fall, his heart would still be focused on how lovely your laugh sounded. He wanted to call out your name. Please stop, and please don't ever go away.

He makes a silent oath to himself, as he looks at your disappearing figure. You'll soon be his, just wait!

A push for the right words to come out of his mouth, as his right hand clutches his chest, struggling to even muster anything.

It's improper, for you to be the only one he can think of. Especially in the middle of a meeting. To the point where even Leo had to tell him to focus properly.

He feels like he's in a hazy dream, and his eyes are half-lidded. But even that won't stop him from thinking about you.

As the meeting ends, he sees you once again.

A smile and a wave was sent to his direction, he freezes. And as soon as you pass him, Ritsu playfully hits him with his elbow, as if to rub salt on the wound.

Just one look, and Tsukasa already knew. You're the one his heart is familiar with. Time is limited, and his heart is confused. But the show must go on.

He turns his head back, looking at the back of your figure, he feels the sudden urge to chase after you somehow. His senior pulls him back and shakes his head, and mutters; "Maybe think of a better time,"

Maybe he's right. Not now, especially not now.

But how can he ever stop himself? Just look at you. The sweet smiles you give him, the little giggles that come out of your mouth, just by the way you care.

He feels like he's going to melt whenever you're in his sights.

The way you cup his face whenever you know he feels down. You don't know how you even know, but you just do. The way he holds your hand protectively whenever you're crossing the street, as if you're a kid.

He notices the soft smiles you give him whenever he does so, and he can't help but wonder. Call him delusional, dumb, or what ever you want to. Maybe you do like him back.

High school love is stupid, really. But what if you two hadn't met at that gazebo? Well.. He's certain the world would have let you two meet again, for a different reason.

But for now, he'll bask in this feeling you're giving him.

myunghology : MY FAVORITE WORK SO FAR WOOOOO WE CHEERED

[luvizna]

୨୧ opulent - s. tsukasa x reader

━ rivals to lvrs socmed au

synopsis: (name) unfortunately is stuck with tsukasa for yet another school project, except this time around both of their lives change..

note: messed up BIG TIME with the honorifics this smau ignore that i fixed some of em at chapter 18 thanks

ch. 17 - "oh god"

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if ur not here pls tell me so i can fix it and if u change ur user pls tell me!!

[luvizna]

i lied about not updating I GOT MOTIVATION TO WRITE so new chapter up by tmrw!! i did not lie about being sick tho im still suffering

was planning to update tn but im sick and feeling terrible SJDJSJF THIS KS THE SECOND TIME THIS MONTH THAT IM SICK😭😭😭

[luvizna]

Hi 🌟,

I hope you're doing well. We're struggling to reach our fundraising goal to support my family and me during these difficult times in Gaza. We've only raised a small amount so far, and your help could make a big impact. 🙏

If you can't donate, could you please help by sharing or reblogging my pinned post? Spreading the word would mean so much to us. 💪

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Donation link: https://gofund.me/f751a38a

Thank you so much for your kindness and support! ❤️

ill share your gofundme to twt as well !!

[luvizna]

was planning to update tn but im sick and feeling terrible SJDJSJF THIS KS THE SECOND TIME THIS MONTH THAT IM SICK😭😭😭

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[luvizna]

୨୧ opulent - s. tsukasa x reader

━ rivals to lvrs socmed au

synopsis: (name) unfortunately is stuck with tsukasa for yet another school project, except this time around both of their lives change..

note: THIS IS SO LATE I THINK HALF OF U PROBABLY FORGOT THIS EXISTED IM SORRY

ch. 17 - "nervous?"

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As (Name) approached the outskirts of Ensemble Square, they were able to see the popup area that ES had put together for the Knights fan event. They’d been coerced by Aira into going, but they secretly felt a little bit excited to go, as they’ve been wanting to go to an event like this after hearing about it so much online. They didn’t expect to go to one belonging to Knights, however.

Out of everyone in the unit, they really did not want to see their King after the events that occurred days ago on that school night. It was more of a feeling of embarrassment, though. Usually they’d keep their guard up around him, but it seemed as if that guise had completely dissipated that night. They felt disgusted about being so open with Tsukasa after so long of keeping a distance between the two of them, whether it be physical or emotional.

They snapped out of these thoughts of theirs and went to go look for Aira, who’d already been there for the past half hour. It wasn’t hard to find him because of his striking blonde hair, making him stand out from everyone else despite the mask and cap that he wore. (Name) instantly hurried over to him upon having seen him. “Aira!!”

The blond noticed them immediately. “Ah, (Name), helloo!! I’m super excited for the event to start!!”

“I’m still baffled at how you signed up to come even though you’re an idol now..”

“I still miss the fan experience, though.. It truly is something special.” Aira handed (Name) the extra album that he brought for them.

They let out a sigh. “I mean.. I can’t blame you for that.” They scanned the contents of the album. The front had all five members of Knights dressed nobly and holding their swords out, and the inner contents of the album came out to be a photobook. They chose not to look inside.

The fan event wouldn’t start until several minutes later, so (Name) decided to kill time by going on their phone, earning a side glare (jokingly) from Aira. 

--

Sooner than later, the event had begun, and (Name) watched as the five members of Knights made their appearance on stage. They hoped they’d run unrecognized due to the cap and face mask that they wore, but those chances ran low. 

Each member did their own self-introduction and explained the contents of the event, Tsukasa laying down most of the procedures as their rightful leader. (Name) started thinking about how he looked somewhat cool as the King of Knights, but quickly dismissed the thought.

The fan event consisted of an album-signing event and a short performance of 2-3 songs later to be performed by the unit, so about 2.5 hours of time. It was pretty normal for an event hosted at ES, though.

Once the fansigning portion began, (Name) waited in line with Aira, silently waiting for their turn. But also not really silently as Aira couldn’t hold in his excitement.

“Once I have Narukami-senpai’s signature, my Knights collection will be complete..!” He exclaims.

“I’ve been telling you, just go to your circle meeting or whatever..”

“But that completely removes the fun of getting an autograph from your idol!”

“I can’t argue with you anymore..” (Name) sighed yet again as Aira fixated on the knights several feet in front of him. Their turn was up soon. They felt uneasy in their stomach as usual, anxiety creeping up their spine right before a major event. Why are they so nervous? What’s there to be scared of? Who’s there to be scared of? 

Aira watched as (Name) sent that tweet on their private account, their feet unconsciously tapping the floor with a worrisome speed.

“Hey (Name), you alright? There’s nothing to be scared of.”

“Were you watching me tweet!?! I mean, I’m just a little nervous, even though I somewhat know these people it feels too awkward to talk to them like this at a fansign..” 

“Huh, I never thought of it like that.. Although they do always tell me ‘We see each other every day and you still show up to these?’, so I guess I see where you’re coming from..” 

“That’s what I thought when you invited me to this, Aira.. But if you have no shame then why should I..” 

“Hey, that felt backhanded!!” Aira exclaimed.

“Maybe it was, but that's besides the point!”

Sooner than later, Aira left the line as it was his turn for the fansigning, leaving (Name) alone until it was their turn, which wasn’t very far away. The rest of Knights didn’t even know they were coming, aside from Arashi, of course. In fact, (Name) thought she might give her some emotional support (😭). They didn’t exactly care about the fansign itself, but they really did not want to see a certain member. Why are they having to meet him everywhere they go? What’s the meaning of all of this? 

Within a matter of 60 seconds, it was eventually (Name)’s turn to greet the members one by one. They were lucky Tsukasa was the last one they’d talk to, providing them with a moment’s worth of respite. 

With every minute, each member passed, making (Name) more and more anxious as they had to greet Tsukasa soon. At least Arashi was there right before him to give them some solace.

“Ahhh, (Name)! I could recognize those eyes anywhere! I can’t believe you actually came today.” She gently took the album out of their hands and began to write her signature on the front cover.

(Name) smiled, as if all of their problems washed away with her comforting presence. “Aira convinced me it was going to be worth it!! I haven’t seen some of you in a long time, so it was nice to talk to you guys again.” They looked over at Tsukasa, who was with Aira, rambling to him about how he finally got Arashi's signature.

“Are you nervous?” Arashi watched as (Name) anxiously looked over at him and then back to her,  “You look scared, even with the mask on.”

“I’m not scared—”

“Sure you aren’t," Arashi stopped writing and held their shoulder firmly, "Trust me, you’ll be fine! You two see each other at school every day, so it won’t be awkward.” She looked them in the eye.

“That’s what’s making it awkward though, us seeing each other at school everyday.. But I’ll take your word for it.” 

Arashi smiled, handing (Name) the album back. “You should tell me how it goes later~”

“I will!!”

Their time with Arashi came to an end, and soon they had to greet the member that they weren’t looking forward to seeing the entire day. Or rather, the one they were the most nervous to see.

They walked up to him, who immediately greeted them with a warm smile. 

“Welcome, princess, how are you doing today?” He looked (Name) in the eye, and his eyes widened as he realized who he was talking to. It was times like these where (Name) wished the cap and the mask were enough to conceal their identity.

“N-name?! What are you doing at a Knights fan event?” He took a few steps backwards, causing the other to giggle at his embarrassment.

“Trust me, Aira made me go!!”

He came back to where he was originally standing. “I’m guessing this album isn’t yours either..” He tenderly took it out of their hand, their hands lightly making contact for a second. (Name) internally flinched, but luckily appeared nonchalant on the outside. Usually they weren’t this sensitive to physical touch, so what’s different this time?..

“Yeah, it’s his.. Albums here are so expensive, I only have, like, one and that’s it,” (Name) watched as Tsukasa signed the album, his English cursive skills always impressing them. They knew English as well, but struggled to have neat penmanship like he had.

“Aren’t you also well-known, like Knights? Or are you just low on savings..”

“No, I’m well off, but I have priorities for other things.” 

“I understand.. I could easily spend the money my unit makes on what I want, but our agency is generally low on money, and our revenue is what keeps it going.”

“You’re from.. What’s it called again.. New Dimension??” (Name) hesitantly asks, not knowing what goes on in ES very well, as they aren’t under the organization.

“I’m surprised you know.. If you have the money one day you should get a Knights album of your own," He said as he finished writing his autograph, "Anyway, tell Shiratori-kun it was a pleasure to sign his album twice.” Tsukasa handed the album back to (Name).

“Is that an insult to me for not buying any?!” They narrowed their eyes.

“According to the requirements for signing up, you were supposed to bring your own album, (Name).. But it’s okay,” He smiled at them. “See you at school tomorrow.”

They softly waved goodbye, and left the stage feeling less anxious than they started out to be.

They didn’t know why they kept having to see him so many times ever since the second group project, but they were glad the awkward atmosphere was lessening. Maybe they were becoming friends after all.

"Friends", was it..

sorry that was kind of shit i have a quiz tomorrow and a test the day after dawg im COOKED

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[luvizna]

— knights + changing ur petname to 'bitch' on their phone

a/n — PLS I HAD TO. also tw for brainrotted ritsu i love him.. don't mind the nicknames i ws too lazy to change them

myunghology: anyway how's your day going bitch

[luvizna]

update coming this weekend 👆👆 after that one i might go on hiatus for a while imsosorry omg i have so much work and it's only been two weeks help .

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[luvizna]

i regret writing my last chapter like it does not fit into the stoyr but ill make it fit somehow.

[luvizna]

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Attention please 🙏

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I had one year left to graduate, but the war destroyed everything. I lost my education, my father lost his job and his small shop.

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[luvizna]

oh my days don’t worry about putting new chapters out because focusing on school is what’s best rn [yummy] and I lost yeojin from unboxing her on the airplane with my cousin… -waterboard anon

IM GOING TO END IT THIS IS WHY I DONT SHOVE 5 ADVANCED PLACEMENT CLASSES UP MY ASS AND EXPECT TO BE SANE IM DYINGGGGGGGGG BROOOOOOOOO its been 2 weeks since i last updated i truly am screwed. also what if ur yeojin fell off ur seat and osmeone else took it ..

[luvizna]

Hello, I am Ahmed. The war destroyed my life. Can you help me? I need 3 things from you:

1 : Share my campaign to your relatives and friends 🙏

2 : reblog my pinned post

3 : donate if you are able to donate.

Thank you for listening to me

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unfortunately i cant donate but i can 100% share!! i'll reblog your pinned post and promote ur gofundme on my twt

[luvizna]

[ ✦ ] . . . HONEY, HONEY! tsukasa suou x reader smau.

05. night changes — previous / m.list / next

a/n — hi..... NEW REN ART WADASIGMA.. God he's so fine I make the best ocs (+ my bbgs artstyle real)

SYPNOSIS [Name] Sheridan, a student who grew up in a house near the beach, soon moves to Yumenosaki to start a new life. Tsukasa Suou seems to have found himself deep into a little crush on the darling.

TAGLIST, opened! send in an ask to be added because i won't be accepting comments. if your name isn't highlighted, it means i cannot tag you. please notify me if you've change your user. 🏷 @lunavixia @luvizna @achildfloating @cosmical-flowers @ventiswisp @rinz3 @teacute @v3nnz @ritsleep @theblueslytherin @izumithinker

[luvizna]

THE ALBUM WAS ONE OF A KIND ALBUM FROM LOOSEMBE🙁🙁 I CANT. ELIEBE I LOST YEOJIN - waterboard anon

STOP NOOOOO I JUST GOT NEW ONE OF A KIND PCS THE IRONY.... HOW COULD U LOSE YEOJIN!!!!

[luvizna]

sorry i haven't been updated um school has been kicking my ass and im too tired to do anything once i finish my work HELP...