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Mr Frank Close, I understand very well that for your non fiction incestigative book about Cold Fusion research you needed a catchy title, but maybe calling it Too Hot To Handle was not that great of a choice considering how many smut novels are called the same. Just sayin.

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My body dysphoria is getting worse due to my weight situation, and since I already need to shift to better diet (i.e. being less indulgent in junk food) I'm goin to try replace my boredom spawned cravings with something that's stimulating in other aspect.

It's been a while since I held a pencil, so maybe I'll try doodling when those happen.

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I love painkillers sooooo much

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I would never have predicted I'd see making of a pipe bomb in a "worst wii games" video but here we are I guess

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So is anyone else gonna sit with me in the fact that Curly, who has 0% OF HIS SKIN LEFT by the looks of it, is put into cryostasis....? Did they even think to test it on someone who had cuts or skin loss at the Pony Express??

Like.... imagine how much more being frozen alive would hurt if the nerves were even *more* exposed to the cold? Forget freezer burns, he'd be FROZEN TO THE GD CHAIR TONGUE-ON-A-POLE STYLE. I just can't help but think that, even at the end, Jimmy didn't gaf about Curly enough to think that far ahead. He just thought he did....

Or is this my cross to bare? qwq

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That... actually went way better than I imagined. Crisis averted (for now).

Robin is about to go to fancy wine party with rich cohort, and I cannot express in words how terrified I am. The cringe, the mortification of secondhand embarrassment are doing a preemptive strike on me. I have to force my eyes back onto the page. This is humiliating.

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Robin is about to go to fancy wine party with rich cohort, and I cannot express in words how terrified I am. The cringe, the mortification of secondhand embarrassment are doing a preemptive strike on me. I have to force my eyes back onto the page. This is humiliating.

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Low key exploded on a coworker that I despise for professional reasons because they kept asking me the same question and refusing to accept the answer because it's not aligned with what they wanted to hear.

Low key fuck them, I don't regret it.

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Had an ominous dream that wayback machine servers started running out of space and deleting the oldest snapshots of the internet just to save fresh ones, and I was Devastated, because the old comprehensive post with Homestuck test "which class would you be" from Tumblr was lost now

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'My heavens, you're so thin already-'

'The food is horrible,' he said. A great big smile spread over his face; he hadn't realized how much he'd missed her. 'Just as you said. Dinner yesterday was salt herrings-’

She gasped. 'No.'

'-cold beef-’

'No!'

'-and stale bread.'

'Inhumane.'

I love Mrs Piper so much, she is just delightful. Child abuse ignoring not withstanding.

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GROPECUNT LANE

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On page 44 I was abruptly reminded why I don't read too many older novels: the allconsuming desire to take a stick with rusty nails in it and beat the shit out of old entitled men talking about different races and women like they're just things. I cannot fight it, the rage is coming back every time.

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Judgement Day Blues got me.

I'm starting a collection of sponsored posts that come across my dash that I call "who paid for this?"

First category, AI art

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Never has it ever felt so appropriate to have a dictionary open while reading a book.

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What even IS that??? What does it do? What does it measure?

I'm starting a collection of sponsored posts that come across my dash that I call "who paid for this?"

First category, AI art

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Couldn't stomach it any longer and removed myself completely.

Feels a little bad because it's like I gave up on a person. But it's really not that deep, and also this person isn't, and never has been, my responsibility.

Sometimes a person will express a hardship they face, and when you try to offer any solution or path to one, you get rebutted on all and any turn by the person in question just rejecting all of it because in their head they've already decided that they're doomed, catastrophisazing in all directions.

And at some point you just... Give up. Like, fine, you Want to stay in this situation and refuse to even try any way out of it? Be like this then. I've tried.

If person doesn't want to be helped, you can't force them.

I get that anxiety and depression are big time bitches to deal with, and everyone is different, and require different ways of approaching the problem. It's just so frustrating being on the other side of the fence.

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Sometimes a person will express a hardship they face, and when you try to offer any solution or path to one, you get rebutted on all and any turn by the person in question just rejecting all of it because in their head they've already decided that they're doomed, catastrophisazing in all directions.

And at some point you just... Give up. Like, fine, you Want to stay in this situation and refuse to even try any way out of it? Be like this then. I've tried.

If person doesn't want to be helped, you can't force them.

I get that anxiety and depression are big time bitches to deal with, and everyone is different, and require different ways of approaching the problem. It's just so frustrating being on the other side of the fence.