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We will persist 💙

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it’s hitting me that it’s not 2022 and that’s fucked up

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I forget that there are things that are so fulfilling to me. it feels like I was made to do this

minecraft mapmaking is so fucking awesome you can just make your own game and it’s cool as fuck

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minecraft mapmaking is so fucking awesome you can just make your own game and it’s cool as fuck

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hahahahahahahahahahah I am genuinely so fucking stupid I hate it

I hate being a fucking idiot. I don't understand how basically everybody is able to read a text with non-literal meaning and understand that meaning without being told that there is non-literal meaning to find.

I just read words and what they say is what I understand. I keep thinking about that fucking mug post and how I didn't even realize that the OP was using a metaphor until they said explicitly that they were using a metaphor. And it made sense, and I agree with and relate to OP, but I don't know how I was supposed to pull that meaning out of thin air.

Maybe it's just a part of being autistic or maybe I'm just stupid, but evidently it's not normal--I asked my friends about it and almost all of them understood the metaphor immediately.

How

I'm so

fucking

stupid

I can't fucking understand basic communication from another human being, nobody can explain to me how to stop being like this, and I desperately want to not be like this

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I hate being a fucking idiot. I don't understand how basically everybody is able to read a text with non-literal meaning and understand that meaning without being told that there is non-literal meaning to find.

I just read words and what they say is what I understand. I keep thinking about that fucking mug post and how I didn't even realize that the OP was using a metaphor until they said explicitly that they were using a metaphor. And it made sense, and I agree with and relate to OP, but I don't know how I was supposed to pull that meaning out of thin air.

Maybe it's just a part of being autistic or maybe I'm just stupid, but evidently it's not normal--I asked my friends about it and almost all of them understood the metaphor immediately.

How

I'm so

fucking

stupid

I can't fucking understand basic communication from another human being, nobody can explain to me how to stop being like this, and I desperately want to not be like this

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I should really schedule time for writing that’s not 4 am

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scribblenauts is fucking awesome how do I keep letting myself forget about it

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My psychiatrist told me I could be a good therapist because I was pretty insightful/thoughtful, and I think if I was a therapist I would inadvertently end up talking people into killing themselves

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it’s supposed to be a recap of the year not a recap of eleven months

it is dumb as hell that spotify wrapped and stuff like it is this early, it’s especially bad because like in december most people are listening to more holiday music like why would you purposely exclude important data it’s infuriating

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it is dumb as hell that spotify wrapped and stuff like it is this early, it’s especially bad because like in december most people are listening to more holiday music like why would you purposely exclude important data it’s infuriating

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I've got plenty to say about pixel blocks :P

I've got two more 10/10 gd levels in the tank that I'm planning on reviewing once I beat them, I feel like I need to review more crap levels to balance it out lol

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I've got two more 10/10 gd levels in the tank that I'm planning on reviewing once I beat them, I feel like I need to review more crap levels to balance it out lol

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literally minecraft survival mode

why would you like media that is good if you can like media that is bad instead and pace around your room like an insane person thinking about What If It Was Good

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I don’t know if I’d rather have been a cis woman but it’d sure be less expensive

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it’s kinda crazy that you basically get one chance to get mental health stuff diagnosed and then once you’re an adult you have to figure it out for yourself and nobody yells you that or helps

like I’m autistic and depressed and it’s OBVIOUS, why did nobody figure this shit out when I was 5

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You don’t have to belong everywhere!