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Yet, you grew a wall.

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Love when I have to drop everything for you, but you can't answer a text when I'm in need...

Gotta love toxic parents

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Fuck this world.

I want out.

I'm sick of being fucked over.

Fucked over by employers, health care, the government..

I want out.

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Here's another wip I thought 8d share with you all!

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Beginning of the year update?

1. I hate my job

2. I am broke as fuck

3. B12 deficiency semi diagnosed

4. Covid fucking sucks

5. Stardew Valley is a blessing in disguise

6. The goof ball and I want to buy our own place or at least hope the house mates move out soon

7. I cut a toxic person off 2 years ago now and as shit as life is, that just makes mine easier

8. I am making sales on my art again

9. Tiktok be booming

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Anyone else just try to smoke their problems away and drown out their emotions with music?..

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Why is Christmas always the hardest part if the year. Every year I end up in tears whether it be past trauma or the emotional ache my partner goes through every year (we've been together for 2 Christmas'). It always ends up in q shit show some how. So here I am again taking to tumblr to hash out what I'm feeling which really doesn't help.

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I love the feeling of the bass in music when it's loud enough to vibrate through my chest.

Like you can feel it travel from your headphones through the bones of your chest.

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Being able to tell your partner that you're depressed and instead of saying there's no reason to he just asks if I know why. And not knowing is okay.

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Gotta love them 3am tooth/jaw pains and headaches. What a lovely time for me.

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Fuck this shit. Just fuck this week as a whole.

Its been none stop. Slow at work, migraines on and off all week. Legs in pain (yay chronic pain), mental health is shit. Then today we have a team meeting and its good, we're all good. Teams great.

Then screaming kids come in, and everyone's a negative Nancy. Then team member start to bicker and its dealt with but then it all blue up after the place was closed for the day and we're all meant to be cleaning so we can leave. But no no no. We just need to add to the roller coaster of events for the week.

Now I'm stuck pisses off at home waiting to hear back from my partner who was meant to be home when I got back from work so we could go out tonight. But no. I don't know where he is, or when he'll be back and I'm just so fucking annoyed.

Oh have I mentioned I still haven't caught a break to get some fucking food? No? Cool this is your warning. I also have no food in the house because I haven't had a second to go do groceries for the week so fuck today and fuck this week

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someone: so how’s your mood today? me: good. wait bad. no wait, good. wait

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Its been a whole year if not more since I've touched this app and so much has changed in this fucked up world.

I've also just found yet another post from someone I thought was my best friend, writing about how toxic I was in the relationship. Which has caused a spirall effect again. Ever since shit has hit the fan I have been quiet and haven't said anything, still supported her home side business and everything and now she's blasting my life on social media. And I'm about to hit breaking point. I don't know how much longer I can take with being quiet about the entire situation...

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2020 update?

Since 2020 has started a lot has happened. Here’s some personal things I’d like to share.

I moved out of home.

I lost my job.

I started therapy, and get to meet my therapist face to face for the first time in a couple of weeks.

I’ve had many interviews

I’ve learned it’s okay to aim for jobs that weren’t in your ideal career path.

I started a FLP business journey

I started a FLP 24 day journey that encourages you to eat healthy again.

I’ve been out of home for almost 5 months.

So even with all the bad THATS happening currently, I found some little good things that have happened to me.

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