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got told at lunch "you feel like Tumblr Incarnate" and i had to tell them i've been here for 13 years and counting. i was here three years before dashcon happened. i saw the mishapocalypse. i survived the gigapause. i've been here longer than the shoelaces post. i've been here since it was hipsters versus fandom and i played both sides extensively by overdoing the sepia filters on everything and making my own flashing galaxy gif edits for my fandom posts. i'm every tumblr. it's all in me

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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?

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the way my partner talks about my ocd is so hilariously on point. for context, i experience a lot of verbal compulsions (feeling like i Have to Say a Certain Thing to magically fix another) and he just told me. "most of the time it's easy to spot a compulsion cause literally nobody asked"

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I think the entity who's pulling the strings doesn't want anyone catching on to what started everything in town. Like its a curse, and if they can solve the mystery they might find a way to dispel it. So it reacts to people trying to find answers by messing with those they care about. Boyd found the talismans and returned to find his wife shooting everyone, he killed a monster so it reincarnated through his daughter in-law. Tabitha found that there was no source to the electricity, so it collapsed the basement on her, and then she ended up in the tunnels, and it collapsed the house on Jim. Tabitha and Jade have remembered their past lives, it kills Jim. Julie was contemplating if it was possible to save her dead baby brother, she tried to do the same for her now dead father

They really love reminding us Tabby shouldn't have been digging up her basement floor lmao, like let her breathe how was she supposed to know what was down there not like the town gives them a good "hey, maybe, like don't do that?" pamphlet.

I think the entity of fromville just loves to watch people fuck around and find out. Like it stands back and goes wow hey bestie are you sure about that, but way too casually so everyone is like fuck you *gets seriously maimed and clawed*. like lmao okay.

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Once again, From did the most horrible scene in the simplest way:

There. Some random place on a hill with a stone painted by a child in cheerful colors. That's not that bad, right?

Wrong.

The implications, the heartbreak. Knowing that Victor, as a little child, had to carry his mother's maimed body there (and his sister's) to bury her. He had to dig the grave and bury her and then he decided to paint a rainbow and some flowers on a stone to mark the place.

'I tried to make it pretty. The way she would have liked it.'

And this?

Even worse.

'Is that Eloise?'

'I think so. All I found were pieces. She was so small. There wasn't much left.'

😭😭😭💔💔💔

(Henry wasn't the only one whimpering in that scene, I scared my cat.)

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I wanted the Tabitha and Jade ship to sail but not like that 😭

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It's so weird talking to people who's view of "here's the way life is for everyone" is shattered as soon as they talk to someone with disabilities (physical, mental illness, any). Like you'll say you'll have a problem and instead of helping you they'll argue with you about how you're not actually facing that problem. Like,

Me: Hey, I'm really struggling to find a job and a part of it is my resume. I was depressed & psychotic during highschool so I didn't do anything to gain skills or achievements to put on my resume. I also don't have anyone to put as a reference. What can I do?

Them: You can add your skills, hobbies, clubs you're in, and different volunteer work you've done! You can also get your teacher as a reference.

Me: I already know what to put on a resume, my issue is that I don't have things that I can use. Also, I'm in my mid 20s so I don't know if I can put my highschool teacher as a reference.

Them: Well if you're a part of a church or an activity group, you could add that. Also, think of any projects you've worked on in the past.

Me: I already know you can put these things on a resume. I'm not looking for suggests of things I've already done, I'm looking for what I can do now if I haven't done anything.

Them: There's no way you didn't do anything during highschool?? What about some odd jobs you definitely did for extra money, like babysitting or mowing the lawn?

Me: I spent all of highschool either in modified classes or in bed doing nothing - not even hobbies, what about that do you not understand?

And then you talk to someone who's also disabled and they're like "Here's a bunch of jobs you can do from home that don't pay much but look good on a resume, here's some free online courses that also look good on a resume, here's how you can be making small amounts of money in the meantime, here's some things you can put besides a professional reference, and here are your rights if your future employer tries to take advantage of your disability - which you probably shouldn't tell them about unless you need accommodations."

And suddenly my will to continue trying returns!

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perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

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the blueberry… a serene, noble animal

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oh so we're doing scooby doo crimes now

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Where's my Jewish phrase for when you people are being irrevocably horny?

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I know all the posts about how to stockpile hrt come from a good place but yall. Stockpiling T on purpose is a felony and its not one i judge you for but...STOP admitting it out loud on your blogs frankly and with none of the "teehee THEORETICALLY" shoplifter blogs used to have. Im seeing people talk abt the stockpiles they already have AND their plans to share it and my guys... this website WILL give your personal info to the government if subpoenad. Idk that its LIKELY but I know itd be embarrassing as hell to go to JAIL for felony possession of controlled substance w intent to distribute bc you couldnt stop yourself from YAPPING on a fucking tumblr post and then mr hammers gave your email and login ip to the cops. I KNOW youre all not using secure enough burners and vpns and shit 4 that Cmon now

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There's an open pit in the middle of our office plan that drops down into a bunch of very sharp spikes that kill you instantly. This is bad. People keep falling in there and dying. Someone put a sign up, the other day, all bright yellow so you can't miss it, that says "Beware!!! Spikes!!!"

The office immediately split into two factions over it. One says that if anyone falls in the spike pit it's their own fault for being so stupid and not watching where they're walking, so we should remove the sign. The other says that the sign is an insult, there shouldn't be a spike pit in our office at all, and having the sign up like that is just normalising the existence of the spike pit, so we should remove the sign.

We ended up removing the sign. Probably for the better. Still... for a while there it looked like it might have worked...

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