lukyan-james-barnes

[lukyan-james-barnes]

You don't need to be a literal mentally-ill roach to prove your character. Sad that you're too bad at this. Your other OCs and RPs too.

I’m not here to prove anything to anyone, least of all through self-destruction. If you don’t like my characters or my writing, that’s fine—you’re entitled to your opinion. But there’s a difference between critique and cruelty, and this? This is just unnecessary. I put time, effort, and heart into what I create, and if it’s not for you, you’re welcome to move on.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

Why would you try to bring up something that people are trying to heal from? you think you're makign them happy? I don't think bucky's happy. I think you brought back their PTSD.

I want to start by saying that I truly didn’t mean any harm. My only intention was to create a lighthearted and peaceful moment, not to bring back painful memories or cause distress. I understand that healing is a deeply personal and often difficult journey, and I would never knowingly do anything to disrupt that process for anyone—least of all Bucky.

If what I said or did came across as insensitive or as if I was disregarding the struggles people have been through, I sincerely apologize. That was never my goal. Sometimes, in an attempt to bring some levity, things may not land the way I hoped, and I take full responsibility for that.

I appreciate you bringing this to my attention because the last thing I want is to make anyone feel worse. I’ll be more mindful moving forward and do my best to ensure that my actions contribute to healing rather than unintentionally reopening wounds. Again, I’m truly sorry if I caused any hurt—it was never my intention

[lukyan-james-barnes]

just kys.

I don’t know what you’re going through that made you say something like this, but I hope you take a moment to reflect on it. Telling someone to end their life isn’t just cruel—it’s dangerous. Words have weight, and you don’t know what someone might be dealing with. If this was meant as a joke, it’s not funny. If it wasn’t, then I genuinely hope you find a healthier way to cope with whatever’s bothering you.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

I liked your character and the drabbles you wrote! Will you post more?

...I wish I could. You should probably ask the ones that 'tailored' this character for permission for me to post. Thank you anyway, nice anon.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

Mun is thinking of giving this blog up. It wouldn't be deactivated, but it is likely there wouldn't be activity at all. I can't let go completely because that would break me. It would be a less active blog, and notes will be left unseen, or asks, if any. Mun held this character dear for a very long time, Mun is also very tired of being looked at as unlovable, and Mun can't keep him active even if she wants to. To everyone who gave Luk love, you will not be forgotten and the love you gave him, will come back to you for sure. I wish I didn't have to do this. I wish there was another way.

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"I wish that we had enough time."

[lukyan-james-barnes]

...I wouldn't remember. I don't even remember which Bucky and Natasha were my parents.

Hey. I’m Katya

@agent-solenski

He scratches his head, looking up from his textbook, curiously...

Hello...Katya? I'm Lukyan...how...can I help you?

[lukyan-james-barnes]

I think the reason why none of these WinterWidow pairs love you at all is because maybe you were supposed to be the product of their choice from the beginning and now that you're not abiding, it is hard to say if anyone will love the character at all.

Why can't you accept Lukyan the way he is right now? I am tired of telling people that he's not trying to replace the old one, and just trying to be a better person and make amends and make a name for himself. Please stop pouring into the asks when clearly there is nothing good that you want to say.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

Why can't you just be, you know, the way you were supposed to be? Aren't you like social design? Just be what the family wants you to be? then maybe they'll accept you?

Please, just leave me alone. I am being far too polite for a comment like that. Just be nice or leave. I said I don't want to be a part of the family. I am enough and well on my own. If you have a problem with that, just DNI, instead of sending repeated asks. I've deleted fourteen of these. Please go away.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

....He isn't leaving, not even...moving.

...Comes with...dying?

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

He stops, her tone keeping him grounded, the sense that she was real still keeping him tied in the moment...

I never told you...how do you...

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

...I don't- I didn't...I never told you I-

His senses shoot up, feet subconsciously shifting away, blinking down at her in a panicked daze...

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

His eyes faintly narrow, the smile fading...

what...?

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

He smiled back, a rather amused grin, looking down at her...

That might just be the case...

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

He felt warmth hit his chest like it had never before, eyes stinging in moisture, suddenly hyperaware and unknown of the feeling all at once...

Yeah...

Looking confused and lost, is likely unsure...

Are you...the variant, where I'm your son? you and...dad, I mean...James...Barnes? I could be very wrong, which I was, in the case of...President Barnes...

-- @lukyan-james-barnes

I’m not aware of any children…

But then again someone could have used my genetics. Come in

[lukyan-james-barnes]

...I know.

He said, almost subconsciously, instant, just somehow unknowingly hyperaware of factuality or observant.

Hey. I’m Katya

@agent-solenski

He scratches his head, looking up from his textbook, curiously...

Hello...Katya? I'm Lukyan...how...can I help you?

[lukyan-james-barnes]

...That's okay as long as you have things that remind you of the forgotten ones again.

He states, composed, gentle. He knew better what it was like to forget something crucial.

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.

[lukyan-james-barnes]

...He blinked, seeing how she eyed the bike, confused...

What, never seen a Kawasaki 1600 before, or....?

Evie watches as Lukyan walks past her part of the forest again, just bordering the rest of civilisation. She’s wanted to say hi for a while, she’s seen him a lot but never really knew what to say. But today she makes a mistake, treading on a branch that cracks loudly. She tries to duck behind a tree but it’s too late, he saw her

— @just-that-parker-girl

His gaze tenses, having caught sight of a ducked figure in between the woods, as he slowly, yet firmly, makes way towards the said sound and sight, his senses spiked on alert and a blade clutched in his grasp, sight sharp...

I won't hurt you if you show yourself...

He gruffs, low, but audible.