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sometimes u just gotta say “okey dokey” and just like.. rely on urself.. take things as impersonally as u can.. love and let go.. move on.. try and find all the good things, soak those in. and that’s all u can do! and sometimes, that’s enough

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Soft wings, warm heart

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concept: me, sharp teeth, wings

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when you have three different chewy necklaces for this exact purpose but you still end up using your hands instead

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 Stim toy tag yourself meme, i’m The Dude

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Ashish Spring/Summer 2012 details

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when a mutual calls u by ur first name

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i hate when people are like “dont be paranoid!! it’s just in your head hunny!!” like yeah i know, where else would it be karen? in my mouth? up my ass?? in those burger king chicken nuggets??? no

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Are you a cries every twenty minutes or hasn’t cried in 3 years ND? Are you a binge eats or skips every meal ND? Are you a drinking or smoking ND? Are you a loud angry music or soft sad music ND? Are you a stays awake for 4 days or sleeps 23 hours a day ND?

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a reminder

that theres nothing “neurotypical” about saying that “your mental illnesses are no excuse to be toxic and to abuse/manipulate your friends/partners”

and yes, this applies no matter your circumstances lmao you dont get a free out of jail card because your unhealthy behavior is caused by symptoms - if someone tells you that your behavior is hurting them or you YOURSELF realize that your relationships arent healthy on your part, its on YOU to

1) communicate with the other person to try to work around it, so that you can see whether your needs are compatible with what theyre capable of giving you in terms of friendship/partnership. sometimes needs are incompatible, and sometimes relationships dont work out despite mutual (platonic or romantic) affection because there are too many factors that make the relationship more harmful than beneficial - even if its harmful only to one party.

in a relationship, it’s the responsibility of both people to make sure that there is enough communication and safety for people to establish boundaries and voice their needs so that theyre heard. voicing needs doesnt mean that they HAVE to fulfill them even at the cost of their own wellbeing; it means compromising and discussing what can be done so that the relationship isnt draining for either party.

2) apologize for hurting them, take accountability and look into resources to change your behavioral patterns (if it’s a persisting thing). google is your friend. talk with a school counselor/therapist/etc if you have one available for you. go to a library, see if theres any books on mental health and relationships that might help you out. there ARE resources for mentally ill people and for people who need help at unlearning toxic behaviors caused by trauma or other similar factors. Use them.

trying to opt out of responsibility because your shitty behavioral patterns are caused by trauma/mental illness is you excusing your toxic and/or abusive behavior and at the least makes you an abuse apologist. it should be obvious why that’s not something the ND tumblr should encourage.

we need to be better and STOP protecting abusers and excusing abusive/toxic behavior under the guise of “mental health positivity/acceptance”

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adding pigment to silicone (via thenailcrown)

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me: *starts screaming*

somebody: whoa there buddy whats that all about?

me: sorry i just remembered my whole entire life

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friend: ends a text with a period me: i don’t know what i did but what can i do to make up for it, please,

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thenailcrown:

Here’s your dose of soothing silicone!

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intrusive thoughts: drop out of school and be a sex worker!! you'll get money AND sexual attention!

me, beating my brain with a stick: no!!! shut up!!!!! let me live for once!!!! leave me alone!!!