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式日 Ritual (2000), dir. Hideaki Anno

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Shiki-Jitsu (Ritual), 2000, by Hideaki Anno

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Copy for Jun Togawa's compilation album, Tokyo Barbarism.

I do not want to die. Although the world abounds with death, from accidents or illness, I will avoid it with all my might and live as long as I can. (Perhaps this is too obvious to say...) But what is the reason for this attachment to life, which amazes even me with its strength? After all, I do not have a reason to live. This, I am sure, is the barbarism within me.

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i crocheted the brand of sacrifice hehe

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Rhipsalis pilocarpa

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Me: *playing FF8 and come across a save point*

My cat, Miss Molly:

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ウトロ東217, 斜里町, 日本

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Hi, I'm Kurigohan, due to long-term health issues and limited opportunities I'm struggling to live normally. Every month and every day it is a struggle to sustain myself and it is difficult to buy groceries and meds. I worked every time I felt a little better and every time I could find a job, but a month ago I collapsed at work again and I had to stop. Where I live it is difficult to find a job that I can sustain, mentally and physically. I'm doing my best to keep going and I share things that I like and express myself through writing, photography, and sometimes art that I post mainly here on my blog. If anyone could help me — any donation, no matter how small — would truly mean a lot and I would be extremely grateful. Right now I am asking for support to sustain myself, but If you'd like something in return — like a small piece of art, a drawing, a creative request, or a personalized thank-you, either as a gesture of gratitude or for a small commission — we can talk about it, and I’d love to give something back. ‪‪‪‪❤︎‬ Ko-fi

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陽の当たる和室

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ICO, 2001

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I don't have money to survive, every month and every day it is a struggle to buy groceries and meds. I have chronic health conditions, I am doing bad and my mental health is totally destroyed, but I don't have money for therapy nor food. I worked every time I felt a little better and everytime I could find a new job, but a month ago I collapsed at work and I had to stop again. Where I live it is difficult to find a job that I can sustain, mentally and physically. I need money to survive and find a job that can keep me alive. Everything would be extremely helpful. Paypal | Ko-fi