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SCREENCAP MEME: supernatural + scenerygasm 

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I’m not just an ex-blood junkie…I’m a hunter too, i help people. I save the world.

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“Once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return.” - Leonardo da Vinci

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To Tamy, Lilly and Bear

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10.09 The Things We Left Behind || Favorite caps of Dean Winchester 45/100

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if you've cut and need help:

use tissue or a dark blue, black, or red (it hides the blood well) towel to clean up the blood—do not use toilet paper.

apply pressure to the wound until you are sure it has stopped. if you have multiple wounds that you cant put pressure on all at the same time, tie towels or bandages around the wounds that you cant reach, make sure its a tight knot. add more cloth if you bleed through the first one

ice will help slow bleeding and soreness, but dont put ice directly on the wound

if you feel dizzy, drink some orange juice or apple juice, maybe a small snack

be careful when removing the bandages, it may start the bleeding again. if you’re afraid of this, dampen the bandage lightly to help loosen the bandage up.

wash the area gently with water or saline solution. dont scrub it!

if you think the area needs stitches, go to your nearest hospital to get this dealt with. if not, just disinfect and bandage the area.

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if you have hurt yourself, are planning on hurting yourself, or are afraid you might attempt to hurt yourself soon, please:

call 911

have a family member, friend, or car service take you to a hospital 

call a suicide prevention hotline

here is a list of international suicide hotlines and here is a list of US ones. here is a video on what to expect when you call the national suicide prevention hotline.

not into the whole phone thing? here is a forum with a link to different chats about depression and related issues, and here is a depression support chat room that seems active and well moderated. 

for less immediate (but still important!) concerns:

if you think you might not reach out when you need help, come up with a check in schedule with a trusted friend. make sure your friend knows your address, what medications you take regularly, and the information for an emergency contact near you. if regular check ins seem like too much, develop a code (keep it simple - a word or even just a letter) you trust yourself to text to them when you need help, and another code for if you need them to contact a hospital.

if you’re looking for some nice posts, heroes-get-made who is a total sweetheart who makes ‘cheer up��� posts for people by request. tumblr is full of self love posts. if you’d like, message me at any time and i’ll hunt some down for you.

if you’re receiving anon hate, this post shows how to track the IP address. this is incredibly important right now. in light of the consequences of the most recent bullying issue, it’s possible that criminal charges could be brought against the people/person who sent anon hate to people who have hurt themselves. making public record of those IP addresses is a step we can take to help put an end to this aggression.

thelovingkindness is a fandom-centric network that encourages its members and followers to send love to blogs receiving hate. you can message them or tag them for support. (h/t to holidayclaire for the info!) 

please remember: people who get mad at you for being depressed or insult you by calling your suicidal thoughts selfish are NOT trying to help you. they are trying to hurt you. distance yourself from those people as much as possible and focus on positive influences and reasons to recover.

there is nothing wrong with you for needing assistance right now. this is a challenge that people struggle with every day. it’s also a challenge people overcome every day. 

i’ve lost friends and a family member to suicide. there’s nothing i wouldn’t do right now to have been able to help them. please reach out to your family, friends, or strangers on the internet (like me!) if you can. we want to help. 

you are not a burden. you are not attention-seeking. you are not your grades or your income or your debt. you are not your depression. you may need support right now, and that’s not a bad thing. you have so many possibilities, and you can change things. you are worthy of love. you are worthy of care.

(if you have anything to add to this post, please message me! thank you)