lovingnerdvoidgiant

[lovingnerdvoidgiant]

Waiting

Long before i was born Your name was written beside mine 🌸

All these Winters and Springs i was doing just fine 🍃

Now that my sights getting blurry

Don't you think you should be in hurry!

22 years old raphsody will be in brief

U might find tales of joy and grief

My side of the world was always sunny

I spent my childhood like a butterfly and grew up as a moth

Ask about the revolution i went through; You'll find it funny

Thousand Fridays passed and u still didn’t show up

Seems like destiny seized you in shackles and hand cuffs

I want to feel the fragrance of the air you breathe

Till the sunset of aliveness ;We named it death

I hope you have stories for me too

I am longing to know how have you been and how was your life

By the time we share this i will be your wife 😁

Don't worry about things being tough

Whatever comes our way we'll devide it in half🍰

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

It’s been a wonderful journey.

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Oh ALLAH i realised this over time why you ordered your slaves to lower their gaze because you know what you have created. You know the danger of the beauty of your creation also you know the coolness of the beauty of your creation.

You are the ultimate creator Oh LORD OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN

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It’s been ages i am struck with myself. Please oh LORD of the heavens and the earth and everything in between Help me.. Please!

[lovingnerdvoidgiant]

Bon Voyage

How often people inquire what happened to the girl i used to be!

Where did the dreams go i used to see!?

I think it's time i unfold some tales

Have you got time to listen with details?

The journey is still the same

It’s just my boats that got changed

Gone case, astray, whatever You name!

I am aging like a great pine tree

Each passing season took a part of me

I look like a failure to my butterfly peers

Not a big deal since i traded with heartaches and tears

Ask me why and how i became this freak!!!

Murky times of life shaped me so meek

I feel like the ancient moths;

Lights and fire all they seek.

So u took turns sailing towards different path

Are you even sure if you are sailing right?

Yesss...

Yess

That's my belief i am heading towards home

Yess i am sure. Sure from the core

My journey shall succeed the day my feets will meet the shore.

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I am so good at making friends and equally terrible at keeping them 🥲

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A part of me wants to die young another insists on being an oldie with lots of grandchildren

🤦‍♀️

[lovingnerdvoidgiant]

Why do i have to prove myself to anyone?

Why?

Why should i stab my heart thousand times to get validation from them.!

Why?

If where i am now and where i want to be makes me happy. What’s the problem?

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Our Lord, indeed we have heard a caller calling to faith, [saying], 'Believe in your Lord,' and we have believed. Our Lord, so forgive us our sins and remove from us our misdeeds and cause us to die with the righteous.

Holy Qur’an, al-i Imran 193

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Because it was the flower i plucked last Monsoon.

From Where?

From the backyard of my Heart!!

🫀🥀

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It feels good sometimes spending time with people regardless of the bitter experiences we have.

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It’s been a while i struck here and I am tired. Believe me i no longer cherish things i was crazy for. I am tired o LORD of the heavens.

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Delicate December

It's all past now since December came

Long list of Unknown things yet to name

December is for late Bloomers

For those who wished, Prayed and always dreamed

For all those who cried, crawled but never Stopped

December is for loners

For those Who lost, left but still search for love

For all those who stood back when life gave them a hefty shove

December is accused of being too cold

But feels forever young to the old

December is for reaping

December is for Seeding

Soon December shall pass

Assigning New Chapter of life ;leaving January in- charge.

Wild

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OUR ANGELS

Oh Bright Sun! Oh Shiny Sun!

Light up the Graveyard of My angel, My Son

Do you Remember time he used to play?

His little hands used to be covered in clay !

I still wait for him when u r setting in the West

In hope to give him the last kiss on his chest

Do you remember how He looked?

The day when his playground was nuked

You must've seen while his soul was being raised to the heaven!!!

That day my angel was wearing the sweater i've Woven .

Oh Sun! Oh luminous Sun!

Do you know I'll meet my sweetheart

In the gardens of paradise and we'll never be apart

-Wild

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My pot of Magic

Every Word, My tongue denied to speak...

My Pen decided to pick

The crowd left a long ago

But i'll still preach

To the chambers of the hearts

my voice Couldn't reach.

Letters did heal me and letters did the fight

My words were the armors that made me a Knight

I still long for speaking,

Speak; lest the words fly

Now i do the talking before my ink dries

All those years i recall all those time

I witnessed my wrenching

I witnessed the burst

Nothing but my LORD'S words quenched my thirst

Revolutions altered me ; did so in galore

But somewhere i am still the same knop

Still the same i was from the core

Nurture them, Nourish them,

write them up

See the Magic see

how they develop

The power of words is farmented Love

U'll taste the sweetness never before thereof.

Wild

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Even if what you are saying is right doesn’t make sense because you don't have a "degree"

Even if your Logics make sense it won't be acceptable because you are being too "religious "..

Uuuh.. In the name education we are watering our Ego.