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I logged in this account again after 2 years almost 3 years.

lol, what has happened for the last 2 years?

Well, I got back with my first ever love.. my first ever boyfriend, my one and only.. Ian Michael E. Ramos.

Yes, I know. After our second break up, I was so firm that “it would be the last”, “we are never ever getting back together” hahaha lol

But I guess, it was fate that the universe keeps on getting us back together. We drifted apart but we always come back to each other.

Wanna know our story?

We became lovers in November 2017 and broke up in July of 2018. Problem: He couldn’t stand long distance relationship and maybe not over with his ex. 😂

We never had communication until January 2021, we decided to start again. However, we broke again on the last day of May same year, a few days after my birthday, lol. Problem: I became clingy that I always wanted to talk to him. It was pandemic and I was work from home. So I had a lot of free time and he doesn’t have time for me.

We didn’t talk again for months. He added me on my social media account after 8 months (January 2022) but we just had casual convo, like asking for something and that’s all.

We met on December 17, 2022 at Vikings with his aunt and cousin. It was not planned meeting him. But we met. It was kinda awkward. I stayed at his cousin’s place overnight. I didn’t expect he would come over. I and Nicole (his cousin) decided to have karaoke sesh and drink some soju that night. He was there and drank, too. When he was a bit tipsy maybe, it was the time he had some confidence to talk to me.

I remembered he sat near me and asked, “Bakasyon niyo na?” I answered, “Oo” with a smile. The night ended us talking and singing and teasing one another. We got drank after 4 bottles of soju. I enjoyed that night because it felt like we were like close friends and no break up happened between the two of us. He went home after we got drank.

I left Baliuag, 3pm the next day. It was sad, I didn’t see him. I was hoping I could bid goodbye. But I left Bulacan without seeing him.

When I was already in Pampanga, I saw his message asking if I already got home. My heart sank.

After that message, our chats continued until now.

Yes, we got back together on January 20, 2023. We meet once a month. We’re almost on our 9th month. We did a lot of things already. I was able to stay with him for a few days. Cook together, sleep together with his dogs, tried different restaurants, watched some movies. Yes, I am happy. I am happy when I am with him. I love you, Ian Michael Ramos. I know you won’t even read this but yes, mahal kita.

I hope this will already lead to foreverrrrrrrrrrr. 🩷

I can’t wait to spend my forever with youuuuuu… 😘

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I look back on how and why I started Tumblr..

It was actually a recommendation from a college classmate. She said it was fun here. So I did register. It’s funny how I even asked her on how to layout my profile and all.

I guess the time I made an account here was when I was still head over heels to someone..the name yukien explains it well..

I just opened this college days when I was already tired reading my nursing books, every night after hospital duty, before doing my case studies and before I logged out on my computer.

Time flew so fast. It has been more than a decade. My God!! How old was I when I started tumblr? 17, 18, 19?? Haha I forgot.

I stopped opening this after I graduated nursing..

After graduation, I headed to Manila to review for my board exam. I was so blessed when I was able to pass my board. Then I got busy for different trainings, volunteer work.

I got busy with life.

It was a big decision when I changed my career path, from being a nurse to being a teacher.

I was back to square one. I had to study again and take another board exam.. and again I was so blessed to pass the board exam again for Teachers.

Presently, I am working as a Junior High School Teacher. 👩‍🏫

So scrolling to all the posts I had here, reading all my grammatically wrong sentences.. lol

It was so funny.

A big thanks to my experience being an ESL/EFL/TOEFL/IELTS teacher. 👏

What else should I say??

My favorite past time?? Since I got nothing to do for the past 3 weeks, I browse a lot.. to the fact that I even look at anyone’s profile, stalking?? Err, not really. Their lives were such an open book. I got interested reading. It was good seeing how they move on from something, how strong they were.

I even wanted to commend them by sending them a message but I didn’t know them personally.

In my case, I didn’t even have the courage to let go and go away..

I wish I could..

So I rest my case here ..

People have really good stories to tell. Once in our lives, we experience heartbreaks, loss and all shits.. but looking back We remain strong. 💪

Tumblr, this post is kinda long.. I don’t know when will I write again.

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It’s been a while tumblr. 🤗

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Captivating .. 

Skytree 🌸🗼🌸

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Hmm.

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LOL

Perks ng walang ka M.U at Single.

Wala kang inaasahan sa tao. 

Mga random good traits lang ng kaibigan ang inaasahan mong mangyari sa ‘yo. 

Malungkot ka man, tanggap mo agad.

Pwede kang matulog kahit anong oras.

Walang may pakialam sa ‘yo.

Pwede kang magpuyat ng walang nagagalit.

Wala kang kahati sa pagkain na bibilhin mo.

Wala kang inaaalalang itetext kinabukasan.

Wala mang magtext sa ‘yo di mo problema kasi alam mo ang sitwasyon mo.

Walang nag-aalala sa ‘yo.

Walang nagmamahal sa ‘yo.

HUHUHUHU

HUHUHUHU

HUHUHUHUHU

Nakakalungkot pala.

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TOP :)

I will never find the words.

Just…

Choi Seunghyun.

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