lovetelle

[lovetelle]

the world is so full yet so empty

i hate this feeling of yearning for warmth because i know i am safer alone, my heart is safer alone. however, it is hurting. i am missing people more than the time spent with them.

[lovetelle]

i am my parent’s daughter, (un)fortunately.

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🤍

holding yourself accountable and tearing yourself down are two different things

[lovetelle]

recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur

[lovetelle]

Don’t chase people. Be yourself, do your own thing, and love people. The right people - the ones who really belong in your life - will come to you, and stay.

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[lovetelle]

i had to make it because if i didn’t, then all the damage i got isn’t good damage, it’s just damage.

from the deepest core of my existence, i am proud of you, self. we finally did it 🤍🌻✨

[lovetelle]

we all know it is.

[lovetelle]

[lovetelle]

bleed.

[lovetelle]

had to find something that will help.

i found this. thank you, dustin.

[lovetelle]

*guilty*

buuuuuuuut, my tears are not meant to intimidate anyone in any way huhu it's just that my outbursts have always been beyond my control. i really really want to settle things like how adult adults do it.

okay let's settle this like adults. *starts crying in front of you*

[lovetelle]

watch party <3 howl's moving castle <3

at lola amour's discord channel!!!

this fam huhuhu ty ty ty ty sa pagsagip

[lovetelle]

guess who's back, back again

[lovetelle]

hey, it's june.

how come i am still alive today? i have no idea.

everything still hurts and this month's supposed to be my comfort but i guess not this year.

i hope it's better for y'all.

[lovetelle]

fragmentedxx as a home for some shitty and nonsense talking so people don't have to hear more from me. i believe they are annoyed olredi.

[lovetelle]

if i will not set a sched for consultation, i think my body will set it for me.

[lovetelle]

it's been 3 months since all the heaviest problems i've ever had and i am still carrying on today are just bottled up inside me. if you'll ask me, i also don't know how i managed to survive every day knowing that i will always have those.

the fact that i have no one to talk about these with is a great factor. i also don't know if it is helping me get through or i am just waiting for myself to blow up and end things in a snap.

i am thankful that i get to write on my pages like this, though of course, i am still not comfortable giving the details since duh it's on the internet. also, this is most of the details i can share with whichever curious individual i'll talk with. so yeah yeah yeah.

thanks, nonetheless.