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im tired of this. i really really am.

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I HATE MYSELF SO BAD I WANT NOTHING MORE BUT TO FUCKING DIE

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I CANT FUCKIGN TAKE IT ANYMROE

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I CANT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO WORTHLESS I WANNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF SO BAD I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I FUCKING HATE MYSELF I WANNA CUT MYSELF UNTIL I FUCKING DIE I WANNA PASS OUT TONIGHT IM GON A FUCKIGN KILL MSYELF

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btw i got a new blog theme !! i hope yall like it !!

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guys,,, i dont think he likes me as much as he says he does. i think hes gonna leave me soon what should i do,,???

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i will one day, my love. you just gotta wait for me. we'll have a great life together, no matter what it takes.

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i want to eat him all up. i dont want him to leave me. i want him to myself and no one else. if i have to lie or make up stuff to do so, i will. i fucking love you, honey.

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i wish murder was legal. i hate how my boyfriend has been paying attention to his friends who literally doxxed my name, more then me. i cant do this. how do i make him love me more?

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naa ~ guys ~ today mitty found out what he wants to do in life ~ ! mitty wants to die.

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take everything away from me ill just be fine i´ve devoted all of my life to you naa~

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naaaa~~ im having the silly thoughts again~ i want to protect him, but hes not even in danger,, i just want him to know,,, im his new body shield haa~ im tired of making people fear me, i want to be protective over one specific person. people think im weird for my obsessions,,, i cant control it ,

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[not yan related] but generally a vent NAAA :[ WHY AM I GETTING R@P# SUGGESTIONS I WANNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF I HATE THIS i hate these memories s bad stop stop stop

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naaa ~ <3 i love devoting my entire life to a singular person. once they ever try to leave me i loose everything ! its such a cute risk to otherthink of 𓁹

i can't wait till he watches me suffer another downwards spiral~ he never cared in the first place naa~~ but thats what makes it better~

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HIII !! im Beam/Rebecca ! [if you know me from "br41nd4nce" pls dni.] this is my vent blog ! i am a minor who suffers from BPD, ADHD, relationship trauma, and hypersexuality. i am a sexual assault victim. i really like future diary and made in abyss, i heavily associate myself with Yuno Gasai, Mitty, and Faputa, you'll see alot of them. i have a boyfriend ! i love him so much ! i'm pretty new to having a vent blog naa~... TWS!! - yanderes - slurs - s/a - s/h - self hate - obsessiveness - religions [i have religious trauma so i might go on weird rambles abt hating religions n stufs,,, pretty rare tho DNFI - i know you from "br41nd4nce" - against yandere blogs or yandere stuff in general - g/t stuff please go away not in my silly safespace - proshit - just generally gross other yan blogs PLZ interact !! plz plz plz !! i love u all !!!