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Okie pynch headcannon about the first time they go all the way and how the gang finds out

So Gansey and Adam have been at Aglionby all day and Adam’s acting weird. Not in like a bad way tho he’s actually smiling and joking and laughing (not just doing his trademark half-smirk) when Gansey says some stupid joke. Even the other guys at school who normally get on his nerves can ruin his good mood, tad just doesn’t even phase him. And Gansey would question why Adam’s sooo happy on like a random Monday but honestly he rarely gets to see this side of Adam so he’s not gonna say anything that might ruin it.

They go to ninos after school and meet up w Henry and blue, meanwhile ronans still running late. While they’re all chatting, Henry notices how different Adam’s being and is like wow, ur in a good mood, someone got laid last night! And Adam’s face just flushes and his eyes go wide and he’s like wait what??? Noooo what’re u talking about and everyone else just goes quiet and looks at him, and Adam just burrows his face in his arms. Ofc this is when Ronan shows up and is like damn, what happened here?? And Henry is like well lynch, I hear congrats r in order for last night! Just to be a little shit. And ronans like wtf Adam u told them?? And he storms off cause he’s embarrassed and upset that maybe it meant more to him than it did to Adam if he’s bragging about it to their friends.

And Adam has to storm out and console him but in doing so has to admit that he’s been all glowy and giggly cause they fucked last night. And ofc ronans like wow that’s pretty fucking humiliating Parrish it’s almost like u like me or something u loser, and happily ever after.

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started thinking about this pynch idea that i then wrote on the train because i simply had to

Ronan tightens the knot of the scarf behind Adam's head. "Yeah?"

"Yeah," Adam confirms. His voice has a note of steel in it, of resignation, determination. He doesn't like this, Ronan can tell. He has his hands tangled tightly in front of him, sitting on the bed, shirtless and shoulders twitching slightly. Ronan flicks his forehead.

"Hey. You sure?"

"Yes," Adam says, testily this time. He doesn't like being questioned, especially when he knows Ronan is right in reading his discomfort. Adam's set his mind to this and won't back down. Ronan has to do his best to make this as bearable as possible.

"Gonna kiss you," Ronan says, and Adam wets his lips in preparation. He's taken off guard by the flagrantly sloppy press of Ronan's lips on his jaw, and half-laughs, half-sighs at the feeling.

"Cheating."

"Didn't say where I was gonna kiss you," Ronan mumbles, grinning, letting his bared teeth scrape Adam's throat.

Adam's breath catches and Ronan pulls back to examine him. Adam flexes his hands at the sudden lack of presence. Ronan remembers those hands reaching out, wrapping around his throat, squeezing until he was breathless.

How lucky is Ronan that Adam Parrish, beautiful, calculated, resourceful Adam Parrish wants him to take care of him. Asked him, explicitly, to blindfold him again and talk him through the fear, turn that fear into something else.

Adam wanted to tie his hands too but Ronan said he'd only do one thing at a time. It's not that he doesn't trust how well Adam knows himself, but rather that he thinks Adam is too likely to push himself too hard, too fast in the name of penance. Ronan doesn't need that from him.

All he needs is Adam in front of him, quietly gorgeous with his now-stilled hands, freckled, tan skin and the black of an old scarf covering his brilliant blue eyes. Ronan leans in and blows cool air over Adam's deaf ear, making him shiver.

"Come on," Adam says, annoyed, and Ronan finally kisses him.

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Do u guys ever wonder if adam ever tagged along the lynch brothers in sunday mass? Do u guys ever wonder if adam sat out the holy eucharist, not wanting to engage in a tradition he had no place in, but still wondering if the communion can somehow fix whatevers broken inside of him? Do u guys ever wonder if ronan snuck out a piece of holy bread during one such procession and gave it to adam, wanting him to have a piece of him? Not in the way where he’s forcing adam to comply to his religion, but in a way thats like Hey i love you and this piece of bread is a really big part of who i am and i want you to take it because everything that I am belongs to you. Do you guys ever wonder if adam took that piece and ate it. Do you guys ever wonder if adam felt as though being loved in the image and likeness of Ronan Lynch has healed whatever was broken inside of him?

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the dreamer trilogy is for the people who are left behind. it is so deeply personal i cannot even articulate it.

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One thing I’m begging from the raven king graphic novel adaptations (god willing we get there 🙏) is like vivid imagery of the descriptions of the two pynch kiss scenes. Not just the kissing.

Like I need to see a young Adam standing outside as a storm rolls in and just soaking it up.

I need a panel of Ronan speeding down the highway with goosebumps on his skin and just taking it all in.

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i grew pale white lilacs and wild columbine — and all of it was mine.

in old recycling bins i grew watermelon vine — and all of it was mine.

and everything i saw seemed to get so small, like from a speeding car, old familiar barns…

(x)

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ship trope: bf who tans x bf who sunburns

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kinda miss pre-trc ronan that we never even had seen properly. wish we could get a little childhood au friends with pynch.

can you imagine curly and carefree ronan playing tennis with declan, while adam watches them. ronan winks at him and says something along the lines "hey, this one is for you" only to get a tennis ball straight in his face because he got distracted by adam's amused smile. can you.

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declan lynch is the personification of that moment when a boring looking guy walks past and you get a whiff of his cologne and it smells so good you have to look back just to rewrite his image as a little hotter that your first judgement

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thinking thoughts

samia, proof on substack

samia, proof

ribbon skirt, cut

blue lily, lily blue

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people sawed in half, rabbits out of hats

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Adam Parrish listens to Nirvana and loves Kurt Cobain but he’d never tell a soul abt it. Just btw.

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it’s like mstiefvater cracked my head open to write this

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ronan lynch in the dreamer trilogy

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I just think Adam Parrish is a really pretty boy. Really pretty boy with long eyelashes. And like. 30 different mental disorders. He’s also just a rlly pretty boy, yknow?

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sorry the faces of every man ive ever killed just flashed before my eyes was that a yes or a no to butt stuff

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is he, you know, [making a gesture that strangely perfectly conveys the sadness of a child orphaned by a car accident]