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loveotomization · 6 hours ago
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i want to- *remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health* kill someone else
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loveotomization · 18 hours ago
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loveotomization · 1 day ago
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Grabbed my sketch book for apparently the first time since 2017 and found the smolest Yusuke. He is on one tiny corner of the page and his expression is killing me.
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loveotomization · 1 day ago
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'Bout ready to start drawing again, purely out of spite.
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loveotomization · 1 day ago
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slay!
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loveotomization · 1 day ago
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Trying to be positive here- At least with so few eyes reading my fics, I can feel free to get as weird as I want from now on without a shred of embarrassment since hardly anyone will pay attention anyway. lol
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loveotomization · 2 days ago
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Going to be honest- I poured months of hard work and love into this one trying to get everything just right because it all meant so much to me to get this story out in the world. I hope you can feel that as you read.
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Akechi knew Yusuke better than to assume that he was trying to make Akechi feel sorry for him; he was simply dealing out a fact to fall where it may.
“Quiet,” he hissed, touching the knife tip to Yusuke’s throat, drawing forth a bead of blood, a tiny red poker chip that Yusuke could stake his life on, adding it to the same pot he had begun to recklessly build when throwing his lot in with the enemy only weeks earlier. --- Yusuke offers Akechi an intriguing new outlet for his anger.
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Kudos, comments, and reblogs appreciated!
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loveotomization · 2 days ago
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Writing niche stuff that appeals just to you may feel good at the time, but it's so hard to balance that feeling and weigh it up against how lonely and disappointing it feels after sharing. It's hard not to get discouraged going forward.
It's just kind of soul crushing when the only thing you're good at is a completely useless skill.
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loveotomization · 2 days ago
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Every time I start posting my writing again, I get yet another visit from my bestie the dunning-kruger effect :')
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loveotomization · 2 days ago
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I wish akekita was a popular enough ship to have a 21+ discord. Most of the currently active vocal shippers are 10+ years younger than me and/or have me blocked.
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loveotomization · 3 days ago
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Seeing "toxic yuri fan" in their blog header and skimming their last few dozen posts to see whether that's toxic yuri as in "I have ambivalent feelings about the central relationship in She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, a PG-rated cartoon for children" or toxic yuri as in "I want them to kill and eat each other".
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loveotomization · 3 days ago
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Yusuke bag complete! 🦊✨️
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loveotomization · 3 days ago
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loveotomization · 3 days ago
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Happy new year🎍
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loveotomization · 4 days ago
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Mikan Thoughts
(based how far I am in the game and my scattered memories of later chapters)
Mikan has actually more control, agency and awareness of both her actions and the world around her. Even before chapter three we see glimpses of a side of her that wouldn't exactly be acceptable in the general public due to going against the specific femininity nurses should project, like her more in depth medical info dumping (and her 'clumsiness', a sure undesirable trait for an important medical professional, though it plays into other things too). Considering her wider backstory into account, it makes sense.
Her 'sexily falling over' is a short of coping mechanism, in the same sense that it connects with hiyokos bullying and her love of crustaceans; she can endure any punishment and humiliation as long as in the end she is treated well and 'forgiven' for it, even better if they dont think it is her fault.
Also, i think the interpretation of that self soothing mechanism connects her even further to junko, because just like her despair and bliss/hope are directly connected!! She has to bring herself despair of falling over in order to get the bliss of everyone's support afterwards or, more appropriately, love! The whole deal of the remnants is that they're affected in ways where junkos ideals would appeal to them!
And it'd make sense why mikan would see junko in such a high regard because then she'd really be the only other person who truly understands her, even her ugly side!
And i still think it makes a nice contrast with komaeda. Komaeda was alienated from everyone because he was truthful while mikan was accepted because she played into a stereotype, an exaggerated waifish version of herself.
And it makes her comments towards komaeda much more 'mean' and projecting; she had to contort into this mechanism because she remembers how people treated her when she didn't. She herself sees komaeda as a failed mirror of herself, especially since she *is* spot on with the somebody to love stuff. (You know her ass was internally giggling when the person closest to komaeda at that point completely disavowed him and even kinda left him to die in chapter three (his deepest fear mind you)), while komaeda is more like "damn this bitch cray cray", he doesn't even detest her as an equal.
I am not saying she's secretly a mastermind manipulatior mind you, that's why i said 'exaggeration', the falls are just the final peak in her 'testing the waters' so to say , in order to see if shes in a safe environment to be supported and validated, it's just that she feels like she can't be nothing but that, and that there are parts of herself she needs to conceal, like the ones more openly enthusiastic with the "gross" parts of anatomy.
In any case, i think the fact that almost everyone except hiyoko seemed to care about her and be worried rather than outright dismissing her might also play a role in future interactions and her next fall, even if it isn't that exact "forgiveness".
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loveotomization · 5 days ago
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I feel bad separating them to make the Yusuke bag 😞 Sorry, boys.
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loveotomization · 5 days ago
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Organizing my Yusks so I can finally make an itabag. ✌️
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