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[lovemeornot]

There is a girl,

She is always looking like she is having the best time of her life

Laugh till her heart content

Made quirky jokes that made everyone laugh

Then when the sun down,

She lie on her bed ,stare at the darkness

And cry herself to sleep

[lovemeornot]

[lovemeornot]

I still cry when i woke up

I still cry before i sleep

But i ll be better tomorrow

Love is kind, Love is selfless,

But most importantly,

Love without expectation

He will come back if he loves you enough

If not, its okay, remember how much you love him

"If you are not making him happy, then you have to let go."

[lovemeornot]

D1

Its ok to be alone

You are about to find yourself

You are stronger than you think you are

Remember, you are worth it!

If he doesnt fight for you, someone will.

So stop making excuses hoping he will take notice and appreciate you.

Because if he does; he would already try......

At least on thè day, you doubt, he will not make a slightest comment , instead assure you he cares, and make sure you know ... you are precious to him.

Remember that my friend.

People made a choice, he did and so are you.

Be strong because you are better than you think you are!

As soon as you remember that, happiness will come to you.

[lovemeornot]

I just realize recently..

The art of mastering pain is leading to self destruction.

Who am i and what i am cant connnect.

[lovemeornot]

“Time betrays a love, shows you what it is made of, highlights its value.”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

[lovemeornot]

[lovemeornot]

Beautifully written D. @sketchedkisses ❤❣

[lovemeornot]

White sheets,-

Between the white sheets

You and i caress

Into the unknown abyss

What could it be?

A beautiful fairytale end, i used to dream as a lil one.

Or another road that lead to my final road of destruction.

Between the white sheets

Many secrets untwined

As i learnt you to understand

Hopeful that there'll be a time,

When we will become one.

Or it was just my wishful mind....

#IgobytheinitialC

[lovemeornot]

#langleuv

[lovemeornot]

I'm not looking for an answer

[lovemeornot]

no one tells you how much of life takes practice. not just writing, painting, running, singing, etc, but practicing how to make friends. how to make the right ones. getting practiced at how to be a good friend, a good sibling, a good person. practice identifying when people haven’t earned that. learning to recognize your right to rage and, eventually, how to offer mercy. so much of life is muscle memory, and i’ve begun to realize there are so many more parts of ourselves to flex and stretch and strengthen than those we’re taught in anatomy lessons

[lovemeornot]

Indeed...

[lovemeornot]

Whats Wrong?:

Aries: "It's just a headache.."

Taurus: "It's nothing for you to worry about..."

Gemini: "Oh nothing, I was just thinking..."

Cancer: "It's a long story..."

Leo: "do you REALLY want to know...?"

Virgo: "Nothing. I'm okay:):(((((((((((("

Libra: "What? Why? Does it look like something's wrong?"

Scorpio: "Well, people are idiots"

Sagittarius: "I can't really be bothered explaining it..."

Capricorn: "You wouldn't understand..."

Aquarius: "I'll figure out the details soon..."

Pisces: "Oh.. sometimes I just start crying for no reason"

[lovemeornot]

#Sept'19

Hai readers. Hai strangers. Howdy? Im good by the way. Has life been kind? Or are you still wanting to die but too scared to jump? Dont sweat it, dont lose to it and remember that hope still exist. There aint hope if there is aint you.

Im still running, yet pacing. Still hate being an adult but coming to term with it. One of many the reasons why i have changed drastically accustomed to norms, the society i used to despise.

I still like to write, but only in my diary. Media has become so overly fake. I had seen smiles and gratitude typed down all over and yet losing the trust of its origin. Was it really genuine or attention seeking behaviour so you feel the world acknowledgement?

Dont get me wrong, i learn to accustome but never have itention to be one of its own. Im still the puzzle, missing piece of its existence.

So long my friends, hope you have been well and be kind to yourself. Just because you have only you to answer. The rest are just noises.

With love,

#igobytheinitialC

Forever & always

[lovemeornot]

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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one of the best things abt meeting someone who’s survived the same shit as u is the warm fuzzy feeling u get when joking abt ur similarly damaged psychological states & terrible coping mechanisms