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Black haired beauty x White haired crazy

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imagine you have to kill the love of your life, the only person who ever saw you as just you. not the strongest, not the savior of the world. no, just you. and he loved you for it.

you know you should take proper care of his body, people could do things with it, but no. this is your lover's body, you don't want to destroy it. not the body you spent so much time with. and so you don't, you give it back to his family. you think you're doing him a service.

and then, a year later, he comes back to you. but he's hurting you now, he talks differently. your eyes tell you it's him. it's suguru. it's your love. and you believe it, for a split second, you believe it. even though you felt his life drain away under your fingertips, even though he is different. he's hurting you. suguru wouldn't hurt you.

it's not him, how could it ever be him? no, it's some monster, a thing that has taken over his body, a thing that wears his skin. he wears his skin because you love him. because he saw all the memories you made together. he knows how much you love him, he knows suguru is the only one who could ever distract you. the only one able to distract the strongest. so what do you do? you scream, you plea—how long will you let them control you, suguru? and what does he do, what does your dead love do? he fights back, takes control of his own corpse, it's futile, it's also impossible, yet he did it. for you.

then you die. you die on the same day he did. it was inevitable, really. you spent your life as a living weapon (except when you were with him), you always knew it was going to end this way (except sometimes when you were with him you dared to hope). and when you die, what happens? they take your body and use it as a weapon. not only a living weapon, but a dead one too. they take your body and do the same thing they did with your lover.

oh, yes you were a weapon, but weapons have love and dreams too, do they not?

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No ship has ruined me more than Satosugu.

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thinking about how suguru’s ultimate ideal was to create a world where sorcerers like himself and satoru wouldn’t be needed at all, much less overworked. but in leaving to pursue that goal he left jujutsu society with only one active special grade sorcerer, effectively dooming satoru to spend the last of his teenage years and all of his short adulthood being overworked by the higherups. and if suguru had meant a little less to satoru, if satoru valued his opinion only half as much, it wouldn’t have been a problem; but satoru truly did see suguru as his moral compass, so he let himself be used for the benefit of others when he likely wouldn’t have cared enough to do so before he met suguru. satoru let himself be worked to death because suguru left to make a world where nobody would need to be worked to death. even if suguru never talked to yuki and didn’t come up with an extreme plan, even if he just left jujutsu society behind the way nanami did, even if he stayed in contact with satoru, it couldn’t have changed anything between them. they were doomed from the second suguru gave satoru something to really care about, because suguru was never going to stay and satoru was never going to follow.

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Thought I'd call you up, but you won't pick up Another fortnight lost in America

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from "good luck holding a conversation with him" to being able to understand him better than anyone else

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I wonder what was going through the Higher-Ups' minds when Yuta's reason for going after Yuji is "Inumaki's arm got cut off"...

Like, he didn't say "he killed hundreds of people" or "he destroyed Shibuya"...

He specified that Toge got hurt now he wants blood.

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"they are not gay!!" mf i have seen literal fruits being less fruity than those two?? wdym??

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i still can’t get over how yuta’s fake reason for going after yuji is that sukuna cut off toge’s arm. not “he killed all those people” no the “believable reason” he gives the higher-ups for being down to kill yuji is that he supposedly harmed TOGE.

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Okkotsu Yuta is such a funny character cause you're initially introduced to him as 'super powerful upperclassman studying overseas' and you go 'ah yes, I recognize this trope- this is a Secret Tool that will help us later, he will return an opportune moment when things look most dire to aid Our Heroes' but then you watch his prequel movie and realize it's all about him ending his toxic comp het relationship with his childhood best friend('s ghost) and getting what amounts to a magical divorce and then you realize he is a giant loser (affectionate) and actually he's not overseas training, he's off doing some 'eat pray love' white girl shit and trying to Find Himself post divorce, and you think "well good for him"-

AND THEN when he finally shows up in the story proper he's back in the EXACT SAME TOXIC COMPHET MARRIAGE he spent his prequel getting out of, because it turns out said marriage was the source of his Terrible Cosmic Powers and not only is he not here to help Our Heroes, he's gunning for the Main Protagonist specifically because said protagonist (accidentally) cut off his side piece boyfriend's arm and so he Must Die, and no it turns out that Yuta did not in fact learn anything from the events of the prequel about his attachment issues, co dependency, and letting go, and he fully intends to weaponize his toxic marriage to avenge his boyfriend in a conflict that could maybe level all Tokyo but who cares about that? A bad thing happened to Someone He Loved and it's Overreaction Time Baby.

Anyways, Okkotsu Yuta is a loser (overwhelmingly affectionate) and I support him 100%.

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It's always two gays and a lesbian

Two gays and a Lesbian

Two gays and a Lesbian

Two gays and a Lesbian + Panda

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Aubrey Plaza as Rio Vidal in Agatha All Along (2024) 1.04

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Florence Pugh as Yelena Belova Thunderbolts* (2025) dir. Jake Schreier

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the strangest thing to me about the BSD fandom is the fact that the vast majority of people in it are dazai fans, while also consistently assuming the absolute worst of him, disregarding the circumstances around his actions and giving him no grace or consideration of his situation whatsoever.

there's no doubt dazai is a bad person in many ways. he did plenty of unjustifiable, inexcusable things. he's pathologically manipulative with a totally skewed moral compass, most of which was undoubtedly brought on by his upbringing in the mafia. but at the same time, i see such a huge number of people taking that and somehow ending up with - and vehemently defending - this idea that he's a remorseless, indifferent, innately cruel person by nature?

are we forgetting this is the same dazai who was forced to false-witness a murder at fourteen years old? the same dazai who already wracked up numerous suicide attempts barely out of his pre-teens?the same dazai who was referred to by everyone around him as a 'demon' at fifteen years old? the same dazai consistently described as having grief-filled, empty expressions and detached, vacant reactions to practically everything when he was so young? the same dazai that oda described as "a child crying in the dark, alone, left to fend for himself with a hole in his heart as large as the world itself"?

that dazai is an indifferent, heartless, innately psychopathic person? really? i'm not convinced.

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injury recovery…

*break an arm or two out there kids!*

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why did NO ONE tell me that bsd beast would literally have more explicit soukoku than og???

LIKE???? CHUUYA IS DAZAI'S RIGHT HAND?? the CLOSENESS?? DAZAI'S SMIRK??

HELLO??? THE SEZUAL TENSION??? DAZAI'S FINGER ON CHUUYAS LIP??

also chuuya actually explicity showing his care about dazai??? this is FEEDING me rn

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I made a what the fandom thinks of you generator

edit: please remember

1. i have to read all the tags

2. ITS RANDOMLY GENERATED I AM SORRY IF YOU DONT LIKE YOUR RESULT BUT DO NOT FUCKING HARASS ME ABOUT IT

thank you