loveletters4teo

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thinking about her wondering how anyone could be cruel to her when she’s genuinely the sweetest most understanding person i’ve ever met and deserves nothing but love

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sketch

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— Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

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more on my substack <3

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here's a fake interview about my me & my girlfriend that i transcribed from my head. enjoy!

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https://instagram.com/p/BM94H-ahUm7/

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my girlfriend and i are listening to margaret by lana del rey at the moment, specifically at “when you know, you know 🎵” line and they just said, “nice! i just got the fortnite update :D” like ...... this girl is such a nerd and i love them so much, they’re mine

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beauty standards are so fucked up what happened to i love your body because it's you. what then.

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Btw "I Have An Intense Yet Welcome Feeling Of Genuine Love For You And Even Though You May Not Feel The Same, I'm Grateful To Have Rediscovered My Capability Of Feeling This Way All Thanks To You"

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had amazing lesbian sex yesterday. never kill yourself

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when masc women go "yeah?" in that specific voice they do i literally hear my pussy make the windows startup sound

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listening to bags by clairo as i watch my feelings get rejected (my girlfriend's just sleeping peacefully on the other side of the call)

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i do believe in god, but i also believe that you are my savior.

you brought back the genuine smile i never thought i’ll ever crack again in my lips, you taught me to raise my hand with confidence when i have to bill out of my favorite pizza shop, you made me like wearing skirts and dresses again because i wear it for no one else—but you will always shower me with the sweetest compliments, you taught me to cry without clenching my fists and hug you instead, you taught me to not be scared of what lies ahead of us because you will always be welcoming me along with the sun with open arms. you taught me to be me, i cannot fathom what and where i will be without you.

normally, songs like these would make me cry because i crave to be loved like a sailor, to be cared for like a violent dog, to be held by an angel. it’s scary, i was taught to never feel as if i have completely forgotten i have a beating heart, a brave soul, and a life. the life i always wished to have, the life i always wished to spend with someone who wouldn’t make us feel like we’re running out of time. i’ve loved, and loved, and loved, and loved— i was so scared not until i met you.

god has given us so much favor that it’s dripping off our fingertips the moment we were born in this world; our lives etched with a promise that we will always be destined to meet no matter what time it is, no matter where we are.

i write this letter with so much worry, but can’t writers be a little controversial and feel free to feel like they’re humans sometime in their lives? now i chuckle to myself while your beautiful face continues to manifest in my head whenever i recall the word love. you made me bold. sometimes i wish i could kiss you until the day greets us hello, not because i want you when i actually do want you and i want more of it. i wish i can pull you close to me and say all the things i want to do to you, as well as the things i want to do with you. crazy, isn’t it?

i want to see you talk about the things you like, the things you love, the things that pisses you off, the things that scares you, the things that boggles you. i want to see you hold my hand if there’s something that worries you, if you feel sick, if you just don’t feel like going outside. i would be more than happy to welcome you in my arms like you always do for me.

i shouldn’t be worried. the moment i take off and leave the corners of my room with nothing but my fading presence, i know i lived a good life experiencing my blessed moments with you by my side.

💐

i love you, @loveletters4dana. always and forever.

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missing my mushroom girlfriend right now 🍄

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i don’t know if i already wrote about how much i fear death, let alone losing the love of my life that will be the ultimate cause of my death, but i’m going to write it down anyway.

i miss my dearest even if they’re only sitting in the bathroom, studying in their university, or they’re sleeping next to me. i miss my dearest when i can’t hear their voice, i miss my dearest when the only thing i could feel is their breath hitching against my skin. i have never been craved by someone as much as they did when they picked me up in their arms and cradled me as if i’m divine, how could i not stop thinking about them and make them my whole world?

yes, my whole world revolves around them. my time will be spent with them. my days will always pass as i stand right next to them, hand in hand.

i try my best to let them know much i love them. in every greeting i bring, in every question i thought about their day, in every giggle i let out whenever they’re being funny, in every moan i possess when they make me feel good. what makes all of this so great is the fact at the end of the day, they love it—they love me back.

i’ve been a lost cause these past few days, but they’re always right there—holding me, wiping the tears in my eyes, hugging me. all the comfort and validation i’ve been seeking for my existence, they had all of that within them. in fact, they always had it in them the moment we met.

as soon as i lay in my coffin, i will sleep with a smile on my face. knowing that it will always be them that my heart will choose, knowing that every kind of love we’ll share is different; yet familiar, knowing that i’ll see them again very soon? the time is just a passage, our love is eternal. that feeling they just had in their heart will always have occupy a corner in every reincarnation.

for me! yes, for me. then they’ll tell me, ‘yes, indeed. it will always be yours, my dana.’

no matter what happens, no matter where our life takes us. tomorrow, i might be daphne. the next day, i might be lorraine. somewhere in the universe, i’m probably daniel—the way my parents intended to name me. either way, every figment of my existence, every part of my own heart, it will always find its way back to them.

suddenly, i’m not afraid of dying.

oh, my love. this is why i will never get tired of hearing your snores. i always make a mess thanks to the tears in my eyes and your heavenly face. i love you so, so much.

i love you. i will always love you, @loveletters4dana 💛

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i could hear them almost bang their head against the wall at how fast they moved away from me (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ they’re so adorable ~ !! i’m so glad it had that effect on them, i was honestly really anxious about it and hoped it would work ........

day by day, i find more ways and reasons to fall in love with them! they make me so so happy, especially when they openly admit how much i mean to them 🫂 i’ll do anything for you, my teo!! (like making you flustered more often from now on hehehehehe)

hey so uhhhh…… i’m supposed to be writing my essay and usually i do not post things that are sexual, especially ones written by me but………

how the hell am i supposed to focus when all i can think of is the way my girlfriend gasped while she was guiding my hand between her legs, letting me feel her over her underwear, telling me, “oh honey… i am so wet for you” ,,,,,,,

LIKE WHAT!!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE??? WHAT THE FUCK??? MY TUMMY DID A FLIP JUST THINKING ABOUT IT HELLO???? HELP?????

oh my god i am so hopeless. i love my wife so much

(sneaky tag of her because i know she loves when i mention her @loveletters4teo i love you 💕)