loveletters4teo

[loveletters4teo]

do you believe you are actually attached to each other with your own red strings? mind telling me why do you think so?

i do!! i really, really do.

ever since we met, everything felt as if it just. fell into place! like the last missing puzzle piece has been found and put into its slot or like breathing out after being underwater for too long. i was relieved when we met, and i felt comfort like i have never felt with anyone else. and it has kept expanding, ever since we met!

it’s… so easy and yet complicated at the same time hahahaha i believe we were always meant to meet. and i know we were always meant to love.

and besides, i would also say it’s because we know each other so well! we’ve been together for a while now and we’ve made some habits for ourselves! so hi, my love :) so nice to see you here! thank you for the questions <3

i love you so much

[loveletters4teo]

have you always believed in the concept of love before believing that you (finally!) have it today?

that’s a good question!

i think i did, i just was never able to feel it. i was holding out hope to finally find something and someone that was right for me, and i did! i really did :)

however, there were times i didn’t believe in it. i thought i was unlovable and undeserving of love, beaten down and alone always.

i’m lucky it’s not like that 🫂💛

[loveletters4teo]

what did love ever feel like to you before meeting her?

it felt dull. subdued, somehow.

i did my best to love my past partners as best as i could, but it was never right, there was always something missing, from myself and them alike. it was incomplete, unnatural, sometimes even forced.

but with dana, it’s the easiest thing i could ever do. i told her before and i still believe it is true, i loved her the moment we met!! everything felt so right and as if it was always meant to be us, and ever since, i know it is true!!

thank you for the lovely ask :)

[loveletters4teo]

commitment to the bit to lovers

[loveletters4teo]

sorry for putting my whole pussy into it... im just a passionate soul

[loveletters4teo]

impusively kissing! kissing when laughing! kissing cheeks to say thanks! kissing noses! kissing foreheads! kissing hands! kissing wrists! kissing temples! kissing fingertips! lazy kissing! goodbye kisses! see you later kisses! wait for me kisses! be right back kisses! that is so stupid but i love you kissing!

[loveletters4teo]

What if we were two touching stars in Minecraft.... and our creators made sure that we would stay together even when fate tries to tear us apart.........

[loveletters4teo]

ugh why must I be always so repulsed by my own vulnerability but I find it very moving and impressive if other people are vulnerable with me????

[loveletters4teo]

🌈🌈🌈🌈

[loveletters4teo]

the joy of realizing someone is a similar type of freak as you

[loveletters4teo]

just spent the softest, most comforting night with dana and i just. i could cry. she is an angel, in all meanings of the word. i want to hold her in my arms and keep her safe from everything, i want her to be happy.

i feel like i can’t contain my love for her sometimes, it bubbles up and overflows and i just want to give it all to her. she truly lights up my life in so many ways. i feel such a warmth right now.

but since this is addressed to her anyway; dana- i love you so much. you make me feel like i have a purpose, you make me feel important and useful, not only to you, but in general as well. the way you give me your love so freely always puts a smile on my face and reminds me that it’s you i’m in love with and that it could never be another. i am deeply in love with you and am forever grateful i get to be in your life. next to you. together, nonetheless. i wish i could hold you right now, i’d gently caress your face and tuck your hair behind your ear, and then i’d kiss your forehead and eyelids.

i think you are the holiest thing i’ve ever known. i will keep you safe, i promise.

i love you endlessly.

always yours,

teo

[loveletters4teo]

i have one person in my head all day

[loveletters4teo]

their letters in waffle were the sweetest. 🧇 these were the days where i always felt so tired after my little job, they were always there to cheer me up. i tend to look at these and read them all over again when i feel too tired to exist, and now all of a sudden it feels like the sunshine is hugging me once again.

[loveletters4teo]

why does people info-dumping turn me into a love-stricken dumbass. like. i'll be listening to a girl yapping about what's on her mind or her interests or whatever else, and suddenly I have a painful urge to make out with her under the moonlight. what's up with that

[loveletters4teo]

i let them hit because they were honest about their intentions and created a healthy, open line of communication between us that made me feel safe and secure enough to let them see me in one of my most vulnerable states

[loveletters4teo]

hi! :) long time no see, dear blog,

it feels like i picked you up and brushed off the dust from your cover, i hope you don’t mind me writing in here again. feels a bit lonely, being all alone with my thoughts…

anyway, i just wanted to catch you up with the last few months! it feels like so much has happened, and yet so little at the same time. one thing always remains the same and it’s the fact that i love dana more everyday. it’s always been this way since i got to know her. we’ve been doing well, by the way! love feels like it’s growing everyday, it’s very sweet. uni has been going okay so far, been overwhelmed at times, but that happens, just small setbacks. i know i get get through them well, especially with dana by my side.

she has been exceptionally patient and supportive with me, even when i feel like the worst person on the planet. she always makes me take a step back to see the situation differently and not be as mean to myself as i would have been, i really appreciate that. it’s something i’ve been struggling with my whole life and when it comes to dana, i can just go up to her all teary eyed and she immediately knows exactly what to say to make it all better. she knows me so well, it amazes me all the time.

she’s been doing so well in uni, too! last semester, she made it onto the dean’s list for her efforts and it made me really proud of her. i know how hard uni has been for her and seeing her excel makes my heart soar. my dana truly is exceptional in everything she does. she puts in so much love and effort, it’s so inspiring to see. makes me feel as if i can make those canva designs like her when i see her create her intricate and beautiful designs! (spoiler alert, it doesn’t work, gonna show you one of my designs)

but! i am very proud to see her grow. we’ve truly gotten better at communicating and understanding each other, it’s like we can anticipate when the other might be feeling down or weird or anything. it honestly feels like a superpower or like we have a psychic bond, we just know without needing to know.

we even started a dnd campaign together! we made two characters that were basically us when we first met, and we made them fall in love with each other. playing these games with her truly has made me fall in love with dana all over again, each time we had any interaction, it felt like i was hit by lightning!!! man, i love her so much. everything about her is perfect.

i know i have not used much flowery language, i think i just felt like talking about all the facts. it’s been the best time of my life being with dana so far, and i know it will only get better. we are nearing one year and i’m as sure that i’m gonna marry her now as i was when i first met her. (but don’t tell her i knew back then already, okay? it’s our secret, blog)

i don’t know, i feel like i’m just rambling at this point and not truly tapping into my full romantic potential, but i just… i’ve never been as sure of someone, or something, as i have been of dana and our relationship. it simply is a fact that we are together, and there is nothing pulling us apart, and it’s a fact we will get married one day. it’s just… so secure!! it’s such a wonderful thing, to know that you will always have this amazing person close to you. and they want the same thing, too!! they want you just as much as you want them, in the same way you want them. it’s such a blessing and i am so, so lucky and thankful i got to find it in my beloved.

anyway, my blog, i might start writing stuff again here, it felt nice just to get excited about dana and everything we have built together! gods, hold on, can i just say!!! the dedication dana has to fixing stuff and communicating and getting better and not leaving when things get hard? it makes me fall in love with her ten times more, like, i’m worth all that effort for you? you wanna spend your time with me? you wanna give your love to me unconditionally? it’s all so, so sweet, and sometimes, with all the love that dana shows me, it’s so… insane to think about. but i have it all, no matter what happens and i love it all so much. and i hope i treat dana just the same and she feels all the love i feel for her 🫂💙💐

okay, gonna wrap it all up now since i really wanna spend more time with my girlfriend before she leaves for uni but!! thank you for listening <3 and to my sweet dana, thank you for making my days so much sweeter and my life so much better and worth living. everything is so much better with you, my love.

i love you with every fibre of my being, my heart is yours.

forever yours,

your teo 💛

[loveletters4teo]

you’re sitting across from me in a shitty diner in anywhere, america, and i watch you pour too much creamer in your coffee and i think “i love you.” you look up, catching me staring, and for a moment i think i’m brave enough to say it, but i take too long and the moment passes. i take the balled up straw wraper and flick it at you, pretending that was my plan all along. you laugh. i never want to go another day without hearing that laugh. i think i will have all the time in the world to say it.