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If my feet have to touch a shoe, it's sock time even in Summer, if my feet touch the ground, it's barefoot time!

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I love you wiggle!

every time you mention jackles in posts about capybaras I go "yes!! he's friend shaped!!!!" big capy energy :3

FREN SHAPED!!!!

like idk — idk how to explain it

like behold, one of the lead actors of spn

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How to make Dead Chicken With Old Milk. (via jackapollo)

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Hey, I was wondering if you could tell me where to find the leaked m&g... I have no idea what is going on and people keep posting bits and pieces but not enough to get the whole picture.

If you are not comfortable sharing this then that’s totally understandable

There you go!

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Jensen’s meet and greets require a signed NDA to attend now, so definitely don’t record and post video unless you want a lawsuit!

Yeah, absolutely.

But like, that's the risk the individual person had to take.

It's no a moral issue.

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Peeps, don't be so pressed about leaked m&g videos.

The people who post them might get in trouble and depending on which people it hits, I don't care.

But creation is literally a capitalist nightmare company. They're not trying to preserve the actors privacy they literally want to keep the m&go private to milk attendees for their money.

These cons are ridiculously expensive to a point where it should be considered usury.

So yes, post those videos! Make those m&gs worth less.

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As a German, I can tell you, whatever that dude found out in his study is probably bullshit but Germany is BIG on homeopathic bogus. Like, we're not even legally allowed to publicly state it's useless bullshit because they can just send you a cease and desist so you have to pay money if you say that on public it's MAD.

You remember how a while ago rich people started paying huge amounts of money to drink dirty water? They're at it again. They're eating dirt now. Black Oxygen Organics, among others. It's fucking bog mud and compost in fancy supplement guise

What

(googles)

https://blackoxygenorganics.com/

oh my sweet lord fucking…….

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hot take from your local mentally ill friend with swiss cheese memory; saying “if you dont remember something it means you dont care” is fucking ableist. 

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i also think that if cas once put his finger against deans lips as a be quiet gesture in a completely normal situation dean would’ve just. just fuckinnnhhuhhhhhuhahhhhwhsbsnakjsdnndd eucnxmslauedhyxhdhzbhfundbhebfjsbng

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It is not possible for them to break up as they have never been in a relationship. they are just close friends. Stop the weird rumor. There has not been and never will be a romantic relationship between them. Jensen is a married man

"Even if they broke up or even if they aren't even in a relationship, they're at the very least super close friends and still love each other dearly."

You literally quoted my own words in which I say that they might not be in a relationship so... How did you score in reading comprehension at school?

Also, I'm poly so the married man excuse doesn't convince me!

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Omg. This!!!!

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This last reblog is actually amazing and exactly what I've been trying to say.

Even if they broke up or even if they aren't even in a relationship, they're at the very least super close friends and still love each other dearly.

They finally have the possibility to love privately. To enjoy and keep what they have to themselves.

Please please remember that before the pandemic we literally only had cons. Actually, we only had JIB. There were much longer periods of time with hardly any cockles.

The only difference now is that we don't get a new season of SPN and that gives us the impression of having less when actually there isn't much of a difference.

Someone submitted something in my inbox and they wanted to remain anonymous. Since this is an extremely long essay, I will put it under the cut. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

xxx submitted: hey, i was the one who ask what do you think of Misha and Jensen's current relationship First off all thank you for your answear it means much to me cause im easy to be convice and this person who keep telling me that they are no longer friends can be so convicing, so I'm actully trying to forget what she said 😅 so I'm just writing a few. she said that since they no longer work together, they will forget about each other, and do their common things like the gay jokes, face touches ect. With other people, and neglect each other, don't talk to each other, and then meet new people who will replace the other. And and she talked about the gish thing, she said she sure they didn't talk since the end of the series, because Jensen didn't know where Misha was and Misha didn't know about the Radio Company vol 2 (but i saw people say that, they were just pretending, because Misha liked something about Radio Company Vol 2, before the gish live, so in theory he already knew then or something like that) and She said Misha wrote a poem about Darius not Jensen and now I will write down what she sent me : I saw a post about Jensen's current activities on social media, and I've come to the conclusion the only person he doesn't interact with is mish. Sadly this makes my break up theory even stronger. I feel like this is a goodbye to one of the biggest parts of my life. They've moved on from "uk what I haven't told you today? That i love u"+ from "miss my only jensen" from "i love u misha i mean it from the bottom of my heart" from "jensen has no flaws" from "misha is the funniest thing ever happened to me" from all that love and affection from everything they developed together and now they're apart leaving their lives like nothing happened and call me a dramatic but they both have the same energy now as someone has after a big break up. and Jensen comments on almost every of his friend’s post except Misha’s"+ Jenmish is genuinely the best thing that has ever happened in my entire life. I owe them literally everything. They're the reason i hold on. Unfortunately on this essay i have to start using past tense verbs for them, and i have to continue on that. I don't know for how long y'all been in spn fandom. But even if u joined one year before the show ended you'd know how close and intimate jensen and misha were. Everything about them was unmatched.+ The chemistry and how they just fit eachother. They had always been all over eachother. Like they were holding on eachother for dear life. They completed eachother and were like world's most powerful thing. They were the definition of soulmatism. No matter where, they ALWAYS kept interacting with eachother. Each possible tweet or insta post. On cons that the other wasn't there, the other one would bring up the othere's name for no absolute reason. +The looks and repeated love confessions. How invested they were both into eachother. The family they had built together cuz we know how close dee and mish are (look all the charity work they've been doing together recently). There are youtube videos to proof everything I've said so far.When i say break up, my real intention is that they've grown apart. Everything started in the the third or forth month of pandemic. Before than jensen used to interact +(comment mostly) on almost all of misha's posts. But after a while everything just stopped. At first personally didn't care that much. Bcuz I believed too much in them that I thought not even the gods above could separate them. I told myself maybe they spend long hours chatting or video calling and that's why online public interactions are gone. But as it passed it almost diminished to zero. Except some likes from jackles and eventual ones from misha there weren't anything else.+ We got absolutely no content and the show went off too. We were helpless and were sticking to everything we had Dee had a big social media shot down, so as jensen. Misha was busy with the election. We got some interviews for it with all of them. But we didn't get much.except remember both of them pulling a bff

move. and texted eachother during an online con where everyone else were dead-serious about politics? That flickered something in me. That showed me that+ they can't ever possibly let eachother go. And the times everyone else were talking and these too would just talk random things together (the one jackels had a white hat on with stacy abraham).And then Misha posted that for jensen's bday We really overlooked it. That shit was too intimate. To close. Fav march baby? U just don't go around and called ur bestie baby and when u mean it deeply. Especially not when ur friend is jensen ackles the "I suffered form internalized homophobia my whole life+ but fuck my wife's an angel and i have an angel bf too and another angel which is his wife but I'd rather die than come out cuz my asshole dad pulled a John winchester on me". It doesn't work like that. But uk how mish is. Carefree and open. I believe they got into a fight bcuz of this. He didn't even like the post. AND that was when the tiny bit of interactions we had was gone too. For a while jensen didn't even liked his posts. After a month it started again.What made me finally believe in that they had grown too+ far: I still remember the night misha posted that he and jensen were going to have a con for gish together. I remember how hard I cried. Lile the whole world was given to me. But deep down in my heart I knew that something would definitely happen. It didn't sit right with me and unfortunately my senses never lie to me. Jensen showed up at the wrong time bcuz of misunderstanding the time zones (this was HILARIOUS). That's not even my point.+ I've seen that interview 3 times so far. It always reminds me of when i saw my ex at a party and we were both so thrilled to see eachother and we still loved the other dearly, but we just couldn't work it out. Jensen and Misha's expressions were EXACTLY the same. The genuine smiles and longs pauses were they just stared at eachother. I'm so happy that it was online cuz if they actually gave that looks to eachother standing right next to the other one I would've collapsed. Misha didn't know that jensen's album+ was out. And he got so embarrassed when he found it out. He didn't know that jensen was on set and hadn't been home for 8weeks. Jensen had no idea where misha was. And this means that they hadn't talked in a long long time.When you're that close with someone for more than a decade, i mean THAT close, even if u're separated from eachother you'd at least check on the once a week, or at least once in two weeks. But it was vividly clear that they hadn't. I hate how this world works. They would always be in my heart.+ I would be thankful from them for everything. It hurts, and it won't stop and im so sure I'd be carrying this pain for a long time. They mean too much to a lot of us. Sometimes I think to myself that god i love them so much. Remember in 2019 when we used to get SO many jenmishdee interactions? That was LIT. It was THEE year for us. I hope they're doing good. I really do. I hope we don't get more proofs and I won't have to update this thread. Cuz my heart won't be taking it very+ well.Something i gotta add U may say that Jensen's busy and that's why he doesn't comment. But he comments on a lot of jared and his new costar's posts. So that's no excuse. So yeah that's it. I don't know what am I supposed to think. english isn't my native language, so sorry for the mistakes

Here is my response:

I don't know who this person who has been talking to is but I have to say they seem to be project their previous relationship experience on cockles.

I believe Jensen and Misha are okay and are together. Social media likes and comments don't mean anything. I mean it's not like Jensen or Misha used to comment on each other's posts before. Jensen didn't even wish Dee Happy Mother's Day this year, does that mean they are not together anymore? Nope. He has other best friends he has known for over 20 years like Jason Manns, Steve Carlson etc that he doesn't wish happy birthday, does that mean they are not friends anymore.

Please let's not put value on social media likes. I don't even follow my own family on sm and I don't always like or comment on my bf's or bff's posts on sm. So it doesn't mean anything.

As for the Gish Panel, I have talked about it before, the time Jensen was slotted to attend the panel, he was meant to answer fan questions. I honestly believe they decided to not do it at that time because they knew the questions would be about Destiel and not their new projects. If you watched that panel, Misha knew that Jensen's album was out as I pointed out. He was just trying to promote the album and soldier boy. He knew Jensen had also buffed out. It was all to promote Jensen. Anything else you hear is trolls and antis just being loud. Also don't forget Jensen called him "babe".

If Jensen and Misha weren't okay, he wouldn't have attended or participated all those panels Misha organized especially for Gish. Danneel also posts a lot about RA and likes Misha's posts. I am 100% Misha visited the Ackles when he went to Colorado last month.

Stop listening to trolls and/or antis or just people who are projecting and look at facts.

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Guys, let's make it happen.

August 20!

Donate to the Random Acts Afghanistan children’s hospital fundraiser to celebrate 100,000 Destiel fics on AO3! Get it to $250,000 by Misha’s birthday challenge! Share the link! Spread the word! #DESTIEL #MishaCollins 😇

Yes Anon!! Thank you so much spreading this!

HAPPY 100K ANNIVERSARY GUYS..!!

LETS SPREAD SOME GOODNESS. OUR OVERLORD HAS TAUGHT US VERY WELL.. SO HERE WE ARE. :)

Let's Celebrate by donating our bit ! We can put a smile on their faces and I am sure no one will be happier than ourselves when we succeed to do that.

Let's do it for DeanCas100k!!❤

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That's absolutely true but a lot of us didn't overlook it. I suspected something was going on around January, my suspicions grew when he posted the cameos with his children.

I need to clarify one thing though. We didn't overlook it and therefore are blind or gullible.

We overlooked it, or, rather, did not address it because we are respectful. Even MENTIONING it either on Tumblr or on discord felt like a violation of his privacy and it felt disrespectful considering how J2 tinhats constantly DEMAND a divorce.

Not expecting it or being silent about suspicions was a positive thing.

I’ve realized something… we all know that at the GISH cockles panel, Jensen and Misha were performing the “I don’t know you too much” roles, so they asked each other questions with the purpose of making people believe they didn’t keep so much contact. I don’t think they did it so people wouldn’t speculate about them (they can keep in touch even if they are just friends), but more for the sake of a conversation to deliver personal, not previously known information to the audience, like Misha’s whereabouts or Jensen’s work in The Boys.

But now, knowing what happened between Misha and Vicky, I realized that at the panel Jensen didn’t ask Misha about Vicky and the kids. He asked him where he was living now, and he did know Misha was moving all over the country, and yet he didn’t ask about his family, which is strange because he should know they would also moving with him. Misha did ask Jensen about Dee and their kids, and yet Jensen didn’t ask him in return.

And the reason, obviously, is that Jensen already knew, he had known for long time, that Misha was struggling with his marriage and finally broke up. So Jensen didn’t bring up anything related to Misha’s family, because he knew it would put Misha in a troubling situation in a live panel. Jensen did it to respect and protect Misha’s privacy.

And we overlooked it. We were unaware of this, just lost into their online flirting and the “ok babe” debacle, and analysing what they said, but we didn’t pay attention to what they didn’t say, which now, in perspective, was actually far more important.

The silent, non-spoken hints of the end of Misha’s marriage were there, at that GISH panel, and nobody notice them.

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By now, the Misha Collins tag for me is only a very curated place of love. I've blocked all of you mf antis and I've never been happier about this than today.

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Guys , are you all Okay? Hanging in there? ❤️ Everything is going to be okay! I can imagine some people are pretty shocked right now. Don't let anyone tell you those feelings are not valid!

Even to those who have known for a while, the news is shocking. Maybe it was the way he just said it, or the timing. We guessed the book would address the separation and tried to mentally prepare ourselves but apparently.. weren't prepared at all 😂

But remember:

It was a decision they didn't make lightly and was probably the best solution for their situation. Separation is often viewed as a negative thing because of the emotions it brings at first. But in many cases it can also be a "good" thing. A step to make both parties be able to move in the different directions their lives take them in. Misha has struggled with it quite a lot and he was in a bad place for a while, but he is on his way to finding peace and it shows. The fact that he told the world and he lets us peek into his mind with his book is a privilege for us. Please be aware that he gives this to us while he doesn't have to. Do not make a giant deal out of it on twitter or instagram and respect both his and Vicki's choices. No matter how much you may grieve the separation, voicing any negative opinions about it to him is only going to hurt and not change the situation. It is OK to grieve. Your feelings are valid. But, as the lovely @lovelesscupcake said: "what we feel is our grieve not his". Please take care, talk to your friends or come chat with us, try and come to terms with it, hydrate and breathe!

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