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i am working on in my dreams i swear, but this semester is killing me 😭 i'm the only one who did my group presentation and we might have to present today so i'm losing it rn.

garrance... save me... save me, garrance..

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GUESS WHO LOCKED THE FUCK IN AND FINISHED EDITING THE FIRST 3 CHAPTERS OF IN MY DREAMS? ME!!!

planning on releasing chapter 5 soon... sorry, marvel rivals has been taking up my brain this whole time

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i have some unfortunate news. my computer is officially done for. something with the memory/cpu caused it to stop working so i won't be able to finish it as of now 😭

i'm trying to finish it up on google docs on my phone but it's really de-motivating, HOWEVER i shall push through.

i have never been more inspired to start in my dreams back up again UNTIL NOW. i'm literally working as hard as i can on the new chapter and editing the old ones so that it can be peak 🔥

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i have never been more inspired to start in my dreams back up again UNTIL NOW. i'm literally working as hard as i can on the new chapter and editing the old ones so that it can be peak 🔥

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went from having 6 words for chapter 5 of in my dreams to 785!!!

which yes, i know isn't a lot, however because i've been on hiatus for 5 months, so 785 words of progess within a day IS better than 7 words in 5 months 😭

after i finish the chapter i'll go ahead and update the first 4 chapters because they annoy me (nothing too drastic, just more descriptive and well rounded)!

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i am a lying liar who lies. this will not be happening 😭

maybe one day i'll finish it solely to wrap it up because i don't like leaving things unfinished, but i don't think i will at the moment 💀

LOVELARS DROP ANOTHER MCD ZANE X READER AND MY LIFE IS YOURS🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

(Sorry if i got your name wrong)

I WILL AFTER I GET TO MY CURRENT REQUESTS!!! 🔥🔥

i'm going to hopefully beat the writing slump today (with the power of adderall)

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also, just as a little note, i'm not done at ALL with aphmau related fics, i'm only done doing x readers/requests. i don't really find joy in writing them.

i only made them because it felt fun to interact with the fandom and make others happy, so apologizes if you followed for x readers or requests!

i'm sorry, but for any of my current requests in my inbox are going to be deleted as i'd prefer to just write more of what i feel happy doing instead of taking requests to force myself to improve. i feel happier when writing something i'm more passionate about rather than prompts from others!

but i'll keep everything up! you don't have to worry about me deleting any of my x readers (atleast for the time being).

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um. do you guys remember that one garrance fic in my dreams. haha man that sure was a fic. am i right.

(i only just started working on chapter 5 after 5 months sorry guys)

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R u alive?

that i am, anon. that i am.

unfortunately i have not been motivated to write as of late and have been secluding myself to reading obey me! x readers along with miraculous rewrites... but i hope to return. most likely not aphmau x readers anymore since i have grown a bit weary of those... but others instead! i do intend to continue my other aphmau related fics after i get out of this slump as well as start some other fandoms as well!!!

my longterm goal though is to improve my writing to the point in which i finally feel i can write one of my favorite ships, kanej, with the justice it deserves. six of crows how i LONG to write for you but i fear i am not good enough yet...

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In My Dreams Chapter 4

After dreaming of Laurance in a way that left him bewildered, Garroth begins to distance himself from the guard, but his plan to do so only lasts so long. Why, you may ask? Well, what do you know! The time for the masquerade ball has arrived! How will our eligible suitor prince manage in such a setting?

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I made fanart for a Prince x Knight Garrance fanfic, In My Dreams! 💙💚

It's a super cute Prince x Knight AU and i'm just, so in love with it… Please go check it out on AO3!!

and also, I did intentionally reference the Bridgerton posters for this composition, I just thought it was a fitting aesthetic/vibe to go for…

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In My Dreams Chapter 3

After waking up from his eerie dream, Garroth, who wasn't able to fall back to sleep, struggles to navigate through his daily princely duties due to his exhaustion.

So sorry for the late update, but this is my comeback chapter into writing again! I hope you all enjoy! Also, below I have linked my friend's fanart of the fic as well! Please go give it some love!

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ok so. hey guys! so i've been very afk for the past 2-3 months and i apologize! after recovering from surgery, i ended up starting an aphmau fan discord server that ended up getting 470 members. now, since it has died down a lot due to the hype dying out and school starting, i've gotten back into writing!

first off, i'm writing the next chapter of my garrance fic, but hopefully after that i'll begin continuing my requests! though, i'm going to be clear about this, for the future i'm going to be a bit different with the requests i'll take in.

in the past, i used to do any request given to me as i wanted to improve my writing, however, i find myself writing some stuff that i don't really feel like writing. so from now on i'm going to be picking up any requests i find to be fun or enjoyable.

to be clear, this doesn't mean i'll turn down any and all ships i don't ship! it's more or less just what i feel inspired to do in the moment and just a way to make sure i don't get burnt out again like i did before! there are no specific examples as to which i will/won't do, so honestly it's just trying your luck when i open requests. (i will do my best to finish up the bunch of requests i have already gotten)

of course, i am also taking college courses this semester, so i will also be busy writing essays and such for english, so please be sure to be patient with any writings i do post!

that being said, i hope this isn't a downer to anyone, as i just want to make it so i don't lose motivation again. i can't wait to get back into writing again and hope this will be fun for everyone! if you have any questions or anything, feel free to ask and i'll do my best to answer!

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LOVELARS DROP ANOTHER MCD ZANE X READER AND MY LIFE IS YOURS🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

(Sorry if i got your name wrong)

I WILL AFTER I GET TO MY CURRENT REQUESTS!!! 🔥🔥

i'm going to hopefully beat the writing slump today (with the power of adderall)

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*grabs you by the shoulders* i have been desperate for laurance content for months, THANK YOU FOR YOUR BLESSINGS

YWWWW i love him so much i am very normal about him

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i'm coming back from vacation today so i PROMISE i will get back into getting the requests done! i've just been taking a short hiatus because i wasn't really in a creative state of mind, so hopefully i will get these done quickly!

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i'd like to apologize for being gone for so long on here! dw, i will be back with the rest of my requests soon! i just got out of a writing slump and needed time to explore different creatives!