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Hi, sorry I'm new - is there actual proof that IICF and home were written when L & H were apart? What happened? (Also... Are there headcanons around this? Cause it's BEAUTIFUL) thanks!

yes, there’s proof and just be warned, because once you see all the timing you literally won’t recover. sorry this took so long, but i wanted to collect as much proof as possible to reeaaally fuck you up. :) 

so the OTRA tour break was from april 5th to june 4th, and the boys all talked about doing a lot of songwriting while they weren’t on tour. remember how they mentioned multiple times during MITAM press that they split up and went with different outside writers and came back with a bunch of material? that was during this time. 

the general fandom theory is that louis wrote home on april 14th, 2015, because that’s the song he wrote with liam and jamie, and he posted this on insta: 

they’d been apart for less than two weeks at that point. the next day, harry pops up wearing the famous blue bandana in west hollywood: 

and we assume it’s just a shout out to fandom, thinking that harry’s reassuring us that everything’s cool with them while louis is papped out at clubs every single night for weeks on end. not realizing that louis had just spent the day before writing what would become one of the most iconic relationship songs the band has done so far, and even made liam get all emosh: 

While Liam Payne said “Home” is the most meaningful song on the album for him but demurred about exactly why that is, he revealed Tomlinson tapped into his emotional side while writing and recording. “Having seen different things he’s gone through and different stuff this year – and obviously I’ve written a lot of songs with him – he can really get into that sensitive mindset to write songs, which is pretty cool.”

then louis was supposed to fly to LA to write with julian (and so he would have still been within the two week rule, as harry was already there and would be for a while), but julian changed his plans and flew to london. so the two week rule was broken, we were all sad but we understood, can’t be seen together, etc etc. 

we don’t know the exact day when iicf was written, as far as i know, but it was within those couple of weeks louis was supposed to be in LA and wasn’t. all we do know is that later, liam says he cried while recording it, anne says it’s her favorite, and louis says he cried too (DEATH!!!), and that harry has never, ever given an actual explanation of the meaning. here’s what he said in the track-by-track explanation: 

I’ve been working with Johan for a little bit; we did a couple of songs together. We did a song for Ariana Grande, and we did – he’s like a really good piano player. He’s just really good at it, so it’s quite natural to just sit with him at a piano and start playing. It was another one that kind of just, kind of fell down, out of, you know, it felt quite natural to like, sing it, and obviously if you get, like, a cool melody with instruments, you kind of decide whether it’s better to follow it or not. Sometimes it’s really cool, and sometimes it’s better to leave that as an instrumental melody, so.

which is basically “erm, um, PIANO. PIANO IS COOL LET’S. LET’S TALK ABOUT PIANO.” or also this. 

and then, at the MITAM listening party, the video for IICF turned out to be a literal homage to baby larry, showing unseen clips and sending us all spiralling.

later, as promo season rolled around, harry and louis very much claimed those songs as their own. the day the perfect EP was put on spotify (out of nowhere), louis tweeted this: 

and then (AND THIS IS POTENTIALLY THE WORST PART), when louis went in early november to vancouver and atlanta and the stalkers and update accounts started hinting heavily at a winter girlfriend who we’d later learn was danielle, harry tweets this: 

so basically, we don’t even need any headcanons. it’s bad enough all on its own. 

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Happy Anniversary?

More context for your unseen Harry & Louis pictures!

So this picture was posted yesterday (28 June 2018). I believe it was taken in September 2011, likely between the 1st and 9th when they had several days off and were not quite as busy with promo and travel as they were in the rest of the month.  It was taken at Caraffini Restaruant in Chelsea, London (thanks to all the anons and people who messaged me). 

Caraffini is an upscale Italian restaurant with entrees around $20-$30 per person. Most reviews are about family lunches and date nights. 

I was searching Twitter for any mentions about the restaurant and Harry and/lor Louis in 2011 and came across this tweet from 7 July 2011. 

This is a fan who was about 14-15 at the time of this tweet, someone who had been tweeting all the boys often since X Factor days. Just a typical twitter fan. I don’t think she’s anyone the boys know. 

2 minutes before this tweet, “Louis” tweeted:

He then went on to tweet several fans about X Factor promo and going to the the McDonald’s drive thru. 

At about the same time, Niall tweeted he wanted to go to Nando’s and Liam tweeted he needed some “bk” meaning Burger King. July 2011 was also the same month Louis was reprimanded for saying on Twitter than they weren’t always tweeting from their accounts. Given the heavy handed promo of the 3 tweets and fan service that followed, I think it’s safe to assume they were not tweeting themselves.

This is where the speculation begins.

I think the girl who tweeted back to him “tell the staff at Caraffini to hurry their asses up ;)” may have heard elsewhere/through other fans that Harry and Louis were at Caraffini this day. It’s a strange thing to say, especially given the picture of Harry and Louis outside the restaurant a few months later that we can now somewhat date.

Now, why is 7 July 2011 significant? The boys flew to Los Angeles the afternoon of 8 July 2011 and were there until about the 15th when they flew to Sweden. 

10 July 2010 was the day Harry and Louis auditioned for the X Factor in front of the judge’s panel. Jay tweeted about it on the 9th. 

So, I think it’s very possible Louis and Harry went to Caraffini’s on this date to celebrate the 1 year anniversary of their X Factor audition. And finding each other. They did it at a nice restaurant, alone in a posh part of London. Keep in mind this was also the exact same time Louis and Hannah were “breaking up” according to the implications of Hannah’s own tweets. And about 3 weeks before they started with the Caroline Flack and Eleanor bullshit narratives. 

So while Louis is ~breaking up with a bitter Hannah, courting Eleanor at the same time and Harry and Caroline are supposedly flirting, Harry and Louis had a late lunch date at a nice restaurant in London on the closest day to the X Factor audition anniversary that they could logistically pull off in London. 

Sorry Hannah, Eleanor and Caroline. 

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The typo on the Flicker Vinyl leads to a website that literally has an UNSEASONED CHICKEN as their header, that’s all

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Rico: Robbie! Where the hell have you been, loca?

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I need to know why L's sisters are always the ones making trouble on social media and looking for attention. I really don't understand why them

Look, im going to give you an answer from PR because that's my life so why not lmfao. And since i've worked with one influencer recently, i have no doubts regarding what is happening at this point with louis' sisters.

Im going to try to explain this as short and succinctly as possible. and im really sorry to say this but this is how things work in real life, i beg you to leave your parasocial relationship with louis aside for three seconds to think coldly about the situation, because i know perfectly well how some of you take every statement made related to louis. several statements can exist at the same time, not everything is black and white, etc. thank you...

Some of you may ask, why always the twins? and there is, actually, an answer to that question. The answer, believe it or not, is not because Lottie is older than the twins. Partly her age is related, but it is not the reason itself... let's see:

Lottie started working as Lou Teasdale's assistant during the OTRA Tour, and since then and thanks to her, she got in touch with many important job opportunities that another teenager who does make-up well wouldn't have.

She has been in Fashion Week, worked for Selena Gomez, etc. Everything from a very young age. Today, she doesn't live exclusively from social media, as many believe. Her income is not only from "being an influencer", she has her brand tanologist, she published a book.... In Lottie's case, social media is a fundamental communication tool that allows her to obtain opportunities that generate income, but it is not her entire income per se.

On the other hand, Daisy and Phoebe were too young to take advantage of job opportunities at that time (1D days) because they were kids... they, again it may not seem like it, didn't have the same level of important job opportunities as Lottie had at such a young age. Lottie was at Fashion Week when she was 17... the twins are still very young and their proper working careers are just starting.

Phoebe and Daisy started their modelling careers in 2020 and to this day, they are involved in social media, promoting products (swaps) and modelling in small photo shoots. They haven't really had a big job opportunity like Lottie has had.

Unlike Lottie, they did not have the same visibility from the start and their income comes exclusively from social media. Modelling and swaps/promo are things they do through social media, their working tool is Instagram/TikTok. They need that platform for their income.

Now, if you have social media accounts set up as public and as a content creator you will know this, but for those who don't: those who create content on social media in this way (influencers, among other cases) have their own tool that helps them most to calculate how much they will earn and that is metrics. The famous "professional dashboard/insights" from Instagram for example.

To hire an influencer (in addition to doing a previous investigation of who you should hire) you should ask them for their metrics so that you can reach an agreement on the amount of money for that exchange/interaction/etc. A fixed base number is set, but depending on the reach, the more money they receive is directly proportional to the amount of interactions and views that post has had. Like on instagram if you share the post as branded content, the company you tag can see your metrics.

The fact that the twins are the ones who post content that they know people will go to their stories/posts/comments to see or will make them follow them on their social media is not a coincidence because the amount of people who interact with them (whatever the reason, as your personal reason is not seen on a metric lol) is what generates them revenue, quite literally.

Yes, it can happen that once in a while as something "casual" because they are people, but not as a generality and even less so when a few days later they do another promotion or they are in one. What is going on and whether it is right/morally correct or not are two different questions, by the way.

This is what happens, welcome to the world of influencers! It doesn't matter if you agree or not, if you like it or not, or whatever, those are your personal opinions (which are perfectly fine, we all have them) but... that's how it is. lol.

I personally don't think it's right to use babygate as a method of generating interaction, and just as I brought it to the attention of the clark family, I will bring it to the attention of the tomlinson's. the child is a huge victim of this, everyone is violating his right to privacy and honestly its disgusting to see after like 9 years. It seems to me that gaining interactions (that lead you to gain money) with such a horrible situation and with a child seems to me something that people should be ashamed of, to be honest. Beyond babygate, imagining that larry and babygate never existed, it's wrong to do this, it goes way beyond fandom, which i think is something a lot of people don't truly understand.

if you really want the twins to stop posting this kind of shit, im sorry to inform yall that the only solution to the problem is going to be to stop following them, stop looking at their stories, stop liking and viewing their posts, stop commenting, etc. any viewing/interaction is reflected in a metric, check it out for yourself (besides there are more metric apps than just the ones IG/Tiktok gives you). If you spread a screenshot taken by someone else or stuff, you are not interacting directly with their account, so it's not the same ofc, but if someone doesn't understand how it works, they will go and see it for themselves and and they will generate interactions. It's impossible not to have them on the radar, i know, so at least i ask yall to focus on what's really important, and not on every idiotic thing that happens, because that way they just make it worse, literally.

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he has a secret

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i've had enough of being so brave about it i want to start screaming

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Part 2: Harry tweets lyrics and that..........

So this is the phase before they released their first single, when the X Factor tour was happening…….

PART 1

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2. 2011

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So Jan 2011, they played a gig in Hatfield on 2 Jan and it is reported that Simon has signed them to Syco. They played G-A-Y night club on 15 Jan and headed off to LA at the end of the month.

Harry tweets lyrics from the following:

Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros - Home

The Beatles - Here comes the sun

Bruno Mars - Count on me

Sandi Thom - I wish I was a Punk Rocker (with flowers in my hair)

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The only news story I could find for 10 Jan 2011 was this one:

One Direction’s Liam Payne horrified by friend’s New Year death

Which is really sad and I had never heard about before and doesn’t seem related to Harry’s tweets:

Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros - Home

‘Ah, home, let me go home, home is wherever I’m with you’

Just about one of my favourite songs of all time. And about having someone in your life that makes home no matter where you are…..

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So they set off to LA for recording songs and we get gems like this:

Breakfast tweets from Harry and Louis from LA……

The Beatles - Here comes the sun

‘Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here’

This song is about being happy, about one thing ending and a new thing starting. It is such an apt song for what they were doing and how exciting that time must have been. Not knowing whether they were going to make it and enjoying the moment while it lasted.

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Harry tweeted these lyrics in the gap between returning from LA and before the X Factor tour started. They were probably rehearsing together but this song seems to see into the future with it’s nautical references:

Bruno Mars - Count on me

This song is about friendship, true friendship which is what you need for true love.

If you tossin’ and you’re turnin’ and you just can’t fall asleep I’ll sing a song Beside you And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me Everyday I will Remind you

But the idea that Harry got a ship tattoo and Louis a compass which connects so beautifully and with the lyrics……..

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Sandi Thom - I wish I was a Punk Rocker (with flowers in my hair)

A song about being born in the wrong time, perhaps there is a romantic notion that hippy era was a more tolerant, loving and care free time.

I was born too late, into a world that doesn’t care,

So there has been much speculation about when decisions were made to quieten the relationship between Harry and Louis. Up to this point at least they were living in a glass closet. But then we get the above lyrics……

They are in Sweden during this month recording more for the first album and we get this tweet:

And then in August we get this:

Harry and Louis go to Leeds Festival the weekend 26 - 28 August and this was the last weekend before everything changed. I think they were told that Louis was going to be given a girlfriend in June and that this was the start of their relationship being shut down. An interesting period of time because they could have just been another mediocre boyband, no one could have predicted 2012. 

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Part 1: Harry's lyrical tweets and that....

So I did a post here ages ago about the tweets that Harry does which appear to be lyrics. I tried to make the post non Larry because I wanted to say what I thought the songs meant.

Now there are blogs who could or have or should or whatever do an analysis far better than me but I am going to try because I believe Harry has been speaking for years to his fans through his lyrical tweets.

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1. X Factor 2010

Harry tweets lyrics from the following songs:

- The Script - For the first time

- Ray LaMontagne - Hannah

- Thin Lizzy - Dancing in the moonlight

- Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

These are all songs about love, falling in love and being in love.

Clearly this doesn’t mean that Harry ‘was’ in love, however, during the first two months of X Factor these are the only lyrics he tweets. Random, at this point in the proceedings then perhaps.

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The Script - For the first time

This was the first one and it a Script song, the band that Harry and Louis saw at the same venue before they knew each other. I think that this song means a lot to Harry, because they met for the first time on the X Factor yet their paths had already crossed but fate had other plans.

Now I am including this tweet from Niall because this drives me crazy….. it is so hard not to put the tin hat on but seriously….. this seems big, he used capitols! But we can speculate what Harry told him, but I wonder whether it has to do with love because of the timing of things……

Ray LaMontagne - Hannah

And then this tweet, which was technically before in time, but it’s the title ‘Hannah’ - a song about someone falling in love with a person who may be isn’t ready. This is a story now. And Hannah is the name of Louis’ said 'girlfriend’ at the time.

Harry and Louis talk about their feelings, Louis needs to sort things out - because of Hannah - Harry is in love. They didn’t meet at the Script but they were both there - fate. 

Thin Lizzy - Dancing in the moonlight

Then this one, when I think they were staying in a hotel because they couldn’t move straight into the contestant house because there was a problem with security is again about taking a chance on love. Was Harry trying to convince Louis to take a chance?

Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

A love song. And we know that they love to stare at each other!

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Harry tweets lyrics and that.....

Status Quo - Doing it all for you

This is a song about being away from the one you love.

I won’t be with you Can’t you see I’m doing it all for you

I get home and I need a rest You need lovin’ I do my best To keep you happy, leave you smiling At least you know I’m doing it all for you

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The sun has got his hat on

Besides the ‘coming out today’ part, it is a song about being happy, but also considering the lyrics in today’s context it does seem to be a play on ‘coming out as gay’ perhaps…..

Now we’ll all be happy, Hip-hip-hip-hooray! The sun has got his hat on, And he’s coming out today

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The Cat Empire - The Car Song

Do the life you chose…… like the famous saying 'it is what it is’ - accept what you have as the choices you make will lead you somewhere or not, be happy with what you have. (And sang by Harry Angus the trumpeter)

And then Someday…

Imagine all the things I could do. (That was 1998 now Bring it forward to the present day now Cause some things have changed but some things never change)

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Cage the Elephant - Cigarette Daydreams

This song is about a not being able to find what you are looking for and wanting to change what you have. Isn’t it pointless to try and change things which just are? It is what it is. And 'Cage the elephant’, the 'elephant in the room’….. lock it away…… perhaps…….

You can drive all night Looking for answers in the pouring rain You wanna find peace of mind Looking for the answer

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Thornley - It all comes out in the wash

So when I read the lyrics, this song struck me as a break up song, but not necessary a romantic one, perhaps the end of another kind of relationship. And the fifth amendment part, right not to speak, right not to incriminate yourself makes me think of contracts ending perhaps…..

I’d rather plead the fifth

And every time the morning comes  I wonder what I’ve done After all is said and done, it’s over after all You barely cried as you waved goodbye It all comes out in the wash

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Mary Lambert - Secrets

I interpret this song as being a fighting song about being proud to be gay and not wanting to keep it secret. Essentially for lack of a better way to describe it. but a 'coming out anthem’ perhaps. This is a bold song, a confident song and a proud song. “So what!”

They tell us from the time were young to hide the things that we don’t like about ourselves inside ourselves I know I’m not the only one who spent so long attempting to be someone else well I’m over it

I don’t care if the world know what my secrets are

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Ray Montangne - Burn

A sad song about losing someone you love and need, to someone else and the person you lost is burned into your skin, like a tattoo.

Yes I will stand here And burn in my skin

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Michael Jackson - Black or White

Don’t believe everything in front of you, it’s not about things being ‘black or white’ that doesn’t matter, racism, discrimination, but a play on the double meaning of this phrase.

And I told about equality and it’s true Either you’re wrong or you’re right But, if you’re thinkin’ about my baby It don’t matter if you’re black or white I am tired of this devil I am tired of this stuff I am tired of this business Sew when the going gets rough

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Drowners - Long Hair

A song about someone no longer being with another.

Once a week I’ll keep an evening free for you. Does he teach you things Does he teach you things That you’d never do for me?

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The Pinstripes - Do what you want

From looking at the lyrics which seems to be song about wanting wanting to be free, that perhaps things are not as truthful as he would want….. it’s a song which is about being controlled and not feeling free, perhaps……..

Say what you want,

Do what you want,

Don’t you step out of time,

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(tweeted pride weekend)

Johnny Cash - I got stripes

A song about freedom and feeling forced or chained into something you don’t wan to do. Being in a prison, literally or metaphorically.

I got chain, s, chains around my feet I got stripes, stripes around my shoulders And them chains, them chains, They’re about to drag me down

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Birdy - People help the people (Cherry Ghost cover)

A song about the value of being a good, kind person who helps others and of course about loving someone.

Oh and if I had a brain, Oh and if I had a brain I’d be cold as a stone and rich as the fool That turned, all those good hearts away

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Water Fountain Tune-yards

I had never heard this song before but it seems to be a comment about community needing help, and yet somehow she seems to link this sense of practical disaster to a personal situation.

A two-pound chicken tastes better with two And I know where to find you, so Listen to the words I say, baby Sing give me your head A birdie go round and round and round Now I’m in your bed How did I get ahead Whoop Your fingers through my hair Fingers through my hair

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Eddy Grant - Electric Avenue

About smoking cannabis of course! But it is also a comment about society, poverty and a community struggling. Electric Avenue is in Brixton, London and was released at the time of the Brixton riots.

Who is to blame in one country Never can get to the one Dealin’ in multiplication And they still can’t feed everyone, oh no

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Willie Nelson - Hands on the wheel

A song about the person you love making everything make sense. Even when things are complicated and out of control, a person can help make things better again.

And with no place to hide, I looked in your eyes And I found myself in you I looked to the stars, tried all of the bars And I’ve nearly gone up in smoke Now my hand’s on the wheel of somethin’ that’s real And I feel like I’m goin’ home

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Ryan Adams - My Winding Wheel

A song about an ultimate soul mate.

'Or better still be my winding wheel’

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Kings of Leon - Temple

A song about taking a shot in the head for the one you love, perhaps.

I’d take one in the temple I’d take one for you

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Tupac Shakur - California Love

A song about LA.

'Diamonds shinin lookin like I robbed Liberace’

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Dean Martin - How do you like your eggs in the morning?

A song about breakfast, oh and love.

'I like mine with a kiss’

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The Bangles - Manic Monday

Not wanting the weekend to end and a new week to start……..

'He tells me in his bedroom voice

C'mon honey, let’s go make some noise’

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The Kinks - Shangri-La

It’s a sarcastic song - about being trapped in a boring and hard life.

'You’ve reached your top and you just can’t get any higher’

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Van Morrison - Tupelo Honey

This is a song about freedom.

'You can’t stop us on the road to freedom

You can’t keep us ‘cause our eyes can see’

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Joni Mitchell - My Old Man

This is a beautiful song about how love isn’t about getting married, but about all those wonderful things that only love can bring you.

'He’s my sunshine in the morning

He’s my fireworks at the end of the day’

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Augustana - Rest, Shame, Love

About someone thinking someone is marrying the wrong person for the wrong reasons.

'take your time honey, take your time’

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The 1975 - The City

Healy explained to WTGR: “It’s a love song I suppose - a love letter to the baffling cacophony that is teenage self exploration in places loud and inspiring.”

'Yeah you wanna find love then you know where the city is’

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Lil’ Wayne - A Milli

A tune

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Rolling Stones - Jumpin Jack Flash

About facing adversity and winning.

'I was crowned with a spike right through my head But it’s all right now, in fact, it’s a gas!' 

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Robert Wyatt - Heaps of sheep

A song about difficulty sleeping. Also a small maritime reference at the end.

Once again, no longer daring To close my eyes, still not sleeping I realized my goose was cooked I wondered ship shaped on the shore

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INXS - Just keep walking

A  song about life on the road.

'Money can buy almost anything 

But anything’s nothing when you’re dead’

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One Direction - Best Song Ever

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Beach Boys - God Only Knows

A love song.

'God only knows what I’d be without you’

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Grateful Dead - Comes a time

Acceptance but not giving up what you feel is right.

'Gotta make it somehow on the dreams you still believe.

Don’t give it up, you got an empty cup only love can fill’

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The 1975 - Chocolate

About drugs - about being naughty, breaking rules and pushing the boundaries.

'Oh we go where nobody knows, with guns hidden under our petticoats’

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Everything Everything - Torso of the week

About women working hard, children, their bodies, weirdness of people running no where…..

'You’re screaming like a siren ?

Your wrist is not unnoticed in the trembling’

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Kings of Leon - Back down South

A song about being away from home on the road. And about a time before everything changed.

'Come on take my hand, I’m going back down south now’

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James Taylor - Fire and Rain

Such a sad song about grief and loss.

I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend

But I always thought that I’d see you again’

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Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros - Home

A message about having someone in your life that makes home no matter where you are.

'laugh until we think we’ll die

Barefoot on a summer night

Never could be sweeter than with you’

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The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition

This song seems to be about first love, when you are young and things are always so intense.

'And won’t stop til it’s over Won’t stop to surrender Songs of desperation I played them for you’

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Sandi Thom - I wish I was a Punk Rocker (with flowers in my hair)

A song about being born in the wrong time, perhaps there is a romantic notion that hippy era was a more tolerant, loving and care free time.

I was born too late, into a world that doesn’t care,

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Bruno Mars - Count on me

This song is about friendship, true friendship which is what you need for true love.

If you tossin’ and you’re turnin’ and you just can’t fall asleep I’ll sing a song Beside you And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me Everyday I will Remind you

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The Beatles - Here comes the sun

This song is about being happy, about one thing ending and a new thing starting.

'Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here’

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Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros - Home

A message about having someone in your life that makes home no matter where you are.

'Ah, home, let me go home Home is wherever I’m with you’

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Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

A love song.

'Cause you’re amazing  Just the way you are’

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Thin Lizzy - Dancing in the moonlight

Perhaps about a love (in the summer) when you are not really allowed out to see them - about a love that is challenged. But it captures being in young love though.

It´s a habit worth forming, It´s a means to justify the end

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Ray LaMontagne - Hannah

Falling for someone who may be isn’t ready.

'I never knew a man fall so far until I landed here Where all of my wounds turn into gold when I kissed your hair’

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The Script - For the first time

'You meet each other for the first time, when you have nothing’ - Danny O'Donoghugh.  Things can be tough but then you appreciate things all the better.

We just now got the feeling that we’re meeting For the first time For the first time Oh, for the first time Yeah, for the first time Just now got the feeling that we’re meeting For the first time

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So I’m not trying to read too much into it but many of the songs he does tweet seem to be about love, freedom and strength. The meanings are my views. I think the songs make it seem that Harry is in a loving relationship with another person. I don’t think he would tweet so consistently about love otherwise.

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Y’all know what’s truly messed up in this whole Liam situation( besides everything 🤦🏻‍♀️). That man gave his everything, all the time. He gave his all when in One D, managing finances, keeping band members on track, being the dad of the group and working on song writing for the band. He was One Direction. He gave his entire soul to make others happy then and for years afterward. He spent most of his life doing to make others happy. He gave YouTube’s, TikTok’s, livestreams and so much content during lockdown and kept one d alive for all of you when the world was still. He gave hope and light and laughter through his entire life for the fans and general public to turn on him and treat him like dust after he poured his entire soul into being kindness and laughter and love for that band. He was fed dust by other members whe he showed support EVEN IF THEY WERENT on good terms, he knew IT MATTERED TO THE FANS to have that lifeline and so so many of you paid him back by tearing him down over every decision he made, every breathe he took. Do you know what it feels like to give your entire soul over to something and have that thing/person tear you down?!?!

No wonder he was such a mess.

I don’t think I will ever not be utterly broken by this entire situation.

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(im only on chapter 5, don't tell me if it follows through or not)

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Happy New Year! 🖤

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just a gentle reminder…

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This just feels correct.