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watched eighth grade and now i desperately need to ask my father if he hates me

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AND WHILE WE'RE AT IT LET ME PUT THIS DUMB CUNT BITCH ON THE LIST. I HATE YOU WHORE !!!1!

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"they want you or. they. dont. say yes."

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question(s) for the culture;,,;

will it ever be enough? and when. and can we speed this up please.

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liking a girl will make you go feral and want to die btw

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not normal about orpheus and eurydice. you loved someone so much it opened the stones of the underworld. so much that death had to listen. so much that everything stopped for your love. so much that you turned around. so much that even when you did wrong. she forgave you.

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there have been so many days where ive sat and wondered what people may find of me once i die. i hope i am not diminished to a will. i hope they see the calendars with special days written in and the snacks hidden in my drawers. i hope they see the letters scattered around my room and realize that i loved and have been loved. they will see my books and clothes and lost items sitting deep in crevices. all of this will be laid out for them and still they will never know who and why i was. i dont think i want them to fully know me. i only want them to know that i was here and that i cared so very deeply.