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November 20, 2024

325/366 Days of Growth

In love with peach keen 🍑 Monster and studying/reading.

Watching Yoora Jung videos in my study breaks , she is adorable 🥰

Using the holiday in BR to do my things slowly 🙏🏾

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November 19, 2024

324/366 Days of Growth

Reviewing Network and IP basics due to my NMAP & Wireshark course on Udemy.

It is cool, but without reviewing it is hard to keep up 😁

I brought a lot of delicious things from Sao Paulo, but they will end fast. Also, I thought this pink Monster was more flavored, but the taste is simple and soft (we do not have it in Brazil, usually, it is imported).

Journaling a little, this is so good! 😊 It is great to be connected with yourself.

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November 17, 2024

322 Days of Growth

Last day's photo dump. Yesterday (Nov 16) was my birthday 🎂 and I went to Sao Paulo to celebrate it with my parents, aunt, and sisters, I thought a lot about this year, about my life, hopes, dreams, and efforts to get where I want... However, a video about Alan Watts made me think more profoundly about it.

Where is my where? Is it a state of mind, a place to live, enough money, or happiness? And then I figured out that I already have almost all these things; all I have to do is be present, enjoy the present, and do my best with the time that is given to me.

I planted hard work, kindness, and resilience this year and will harvest blessings along the way. I believe it!

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November 12, 2024

317/366 Days of Growth

Enjoying Linux and using mode CMD 👩🏾‍💻⌨️

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November 11, 2024

316/366 Days of Growth

Recovering from the past weeks and trying to be more positive.

I am studying NMAP and Wireshark, and reading a book about network fundamentals, which is a core subject for Cybersecurity.

Had a great weekend thanks to my lovely husband 💖 which is doing all he can to make me feel better day after day. This year is being hard for him too 😞

At least, this week will be shorter due to a holiday in November 15th in Brazil, and I will go to Sao Paulo to see my parents, aunt, and sisters, and have some fun with them😁.

Have a great week, dears ❤️🤓

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Appeared by surprise 😁

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cozy autumn days 🐈‍⬛️ 🍂 🤎

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Looking for active studyblrs and gradblrs to follow!

Hi!! My name is Kinoko and I'm working on my masters in addiction counseling and clinical counseling. I absolutely bombed the summer semester, so I'm looking for some inspiration and motivation!

Pls like or reblog if you're an active studyblr 🤗

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tuesday, november 5th, 2024

I'm still working through the labs for chapter 11 of Practical Malware Analysis. I feel like I'm moving both too slowly and too quickly, but this is just going to be one of those skills that takes a lot of practice. I'm slightly behind my schedule of one chapter per week to finish the book by the end of the year, but I'm determined to get back on track! I really want to learn this stuff.

I finished reading Cascade Failure last night and I am absolutely obsessed with it. These characters have my entire heart! I resigned myself to waiting forever for a sequel, since the first book was only published in March of this year, but the next book is already out! My library doesn't have a copy though, so I think I might just buy the paperback. Maybe it'll be my reward for finishing all these labs 😅

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November 5, 2024

310/366 Days of Growth

I told myself this would be the planting year. Planting is hard and requires effort, everyday commitment, and working a lot.

That is why I thought that I was wrong thinking that life is too hard now... it is supposed to be hard.

To make an amazing harvest, I must work hard.

I will be rejected for job roles, I will have to study every day, and I have to do self-projects to create a good portfolio. And I have to do it every single day.

Growing is painful, but it is also rewarding. I will not give up, I can't do it to myself. I just must remember to take care of myself a little more along the way.

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[Off-topic]

Some images of my Halloween 🎃 👻 this year.

Shout out to my husband that did his best to make me feel better about the job interview thing.

Ps: Yes, my husband is a Simon "Ghost" Riley cosplayer.

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November 4, 2024

309/366 Days of Growth

I am missing due to some things happening in my life as waiting for feedback from an interview, the bureaucracy regarding an apartment acquisition, and an intense study for a basic Python course and an ISO27001 certificate.

I did not get the job, the apartment process was affected by a recent government resolution, so I have to be more patient about it.

My health was affected by the terrible environment of my current job (even being full remote), only now, after weeks coffing and feeling unwell, I am a little better.

Sometimes I think about how much I can take before explode... or think about how little I control. Well, I think that none of us control much of the things that affect our lives, so I am trying to control myself and provide me good things to wait for. I will keep giving my best.

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Everyone is fighting a tough battle so reblog to give previous a sword 🗡️

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Nobody is coming to save you. Get up.

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October 17, 2024

291/366 Days of Growth

A tbt from my vacation days. I am studying every single day to leave my current job (which is making me very sick, mentally and physically), and start to work elsewhere as a information security analyst.

Until there, I will keep doing my best to: 1) leave that place 2) achieve my goal to land a job in something I really want 3) regain some peace of mind.

Plus, I don't know if it is due that toxic job, but I am disliking to develop... they make me feel like I have no brain and that I am not enough...ouch, what a sad text to such happy pictures. Sorry guys! I will try to be more positive, and keep doing my best.

This sis the year of planting for me, of course it would be hard... I hope I can have a good harvest after all this hard work.

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October 9, 2024

283/366 Days of Growth

What an amazing book! I cried so much.

It is good to read something different than study books only 🤓❤️

"What you are looking for is in the library" - Michiko Aoyama 📘