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Life lately...

Keep doing your best!

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13.02.2025

Messy desk.

Work, work, work.

Sleep deprived.

Life these days 🤖

(lame screen cover 🤣)

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Week 6 - 2025

In the end of 2024 I didn't think 2025 would be so hard in the beginning.

This will be a challenging year!

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[ 5th february, 2025 • 150/152 days ]

it's finally over 😭😭

-> studied CDI-I + reviewed everything (total: 4h00)

-> CDI-I exam (total: 2h00 - it didn't go very well.. 😞😮‍💨 i just hope it's enough to pass or idk what i'll do,, i'll just cry for a month)

-> pharmacy run

-> picked up a package (books!!)

-> finished watching Romantic Killer

-> volleyball practice (total: 2h00 - super productive, went very well for the most part)

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A castle with a story as intricate as its architecture: Ardross Castle. This baronial masterpiece in the Scottish Highlands blends Gothic revival grandeur with a rich past, evolving from a 19th-century estate to a celebrated venue and filming location. Timeless allure in every stone.

scotland.co

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05.02.2025

Rough week with 3 days at hospital with my husband for a surgery. I am doing my best to help him!

And. I. Am. Working. From. Here.

Didn't sleep well for the third night in a row.

2025 wants to kick my ass for real 🥹

Sorry for those I did not reply yet (tag games, messages, etc.), my mind and my body are wrecked. I will answer as soon as I can.

Ps: At least they are taking good care of him here, and the view is nice.

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Week 5 - 2025

I already regretted accepting that job offer. This is the current picture of my situation: HR is still working on my process to enter the company I work for as a contractor at the moment, but I am already working with vulnerability management. But, as the former employee was fired, he couldn't make a proper handover, and most parts of his notes weren't structured or were obsolete due to changes done by the Information Security team in January. Plus, my immediate boss left for his vacation and I had to work with my boss's senior manager, known for being a "hard" person, which I could feel and understand why. In the past 3 weeks, I could sleep properly, worked for 12 hours straight at least 3 days during these weeks, and couldn't lunch with peace. In other words, I am f*cked. Well, I can't give up. This new compensation they offered me will help my biggest dreams to come true, allow me to support my family, and help me to organize my future... I only have to endure as much as I can. Just like my heroes from literature, series, and movies, I can't stop fighting, and not retreating just because it will be harder than I thought it would be.

As Neo said to Agent Smith in the 3rd Matrix when he asked why he persists, I must say to myself: "Because I choose to." Now, I have to face the consequences of my choices, handle the hell I will face for the next months, learn a lot inside the company, and, most importantly, keep studying (tired, sleepy, sad, whatever), once it will be the spine of the life I am building to me.

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[screaming]

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Week 4 - 2025

Life is... Crazy these days. There's so much happening, some bad things included (work related) that I feel under pressure even so early in this new year.

What is saving my mind is rewatching Supernatural, watching Mashle, eating better, and doing exercises.

I will live one day at a time in 2025 because this will be the only way to get through it... It will be a rough year.

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21.01.2025

I am planning a new trip to Scotland 🥰

Edinburg bookstores: here I come

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Week 3 - 2025

I finish the Santander Cybersecurity bootcamp! I loved the Kali Linux labs, and learned a lot about cybersecurity tools I wanted to know more about.

There is just one last module of my MBA and the final project to finish, too, which will open more agendas for the CISCO Ethical Hacker course I started, the technical readings I must do, and learning Power BI, which I will need in my new role/job.

I am glad I could find time to go out with my husband, have fun, buy a few things we needed, and adjust some exciting plans.

Worked hard last week, as, due to internal changes in the company that is hiring me (the one I already work for, but through a third party), I will work with Cybersecurity more closely: performing the overview and data analysis of the vulnerabilities from a department inside the company. Isn't it crazy? It will be great for my career plans, as this will provide me Cybersecurity experience (FINALLY)... I am happy, anxious, nervous, grateful... so many mixed feelings.

Well, I will give my best, will keep studying, organizing my finances, and going for my dreams, as things are already happening in my life (´⊙ω⊙`)！ To wrap it up: the profiterole picture is a homage to Mashle! What a great anime!!! I was reading the manga, and loved it, but the anime is so funny, he is lovely, and his friends are amazing (laughed and cried watching it). Finished the first and second seasons, and I cannot wait for the third. Also loving Spy Family and My Happy Marriage ༼♥ل͜♥༽ Have a great week guys ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

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Tagged by @cyberstudious @berry-notes and @chu-diaries Thank you <3 So here it is my "nine books I want to read in 2025" ٩(＾◡＾)۶

Dears @moonlight-n-moondust @meimeiwatson @getbreaded and @nyxscave if you want to participate, it will be awesome - but no pressure ໒(⊙ᴗ⊙)७✎▤

PS: I already started the Addie Larue book (＾-＾)

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2025 - Week 2

This week left me tired, as I did my best to catch up with my MBA lectures, and the boot camp projects (only 3 left);

I started a new book and an audiobook, bought a few things I needed and used our exercise bike a lot (yay).

Although I did a lot, my to-do list remains huge, I promised myself I would find time to write more articles for the learning platform I assign to, and will use their English classes to improve my skills for IELTS (spoiler: I did not this week).

Well, is a new week, so I will organize everything to distribute my tasks in a way that help me to tackle all of them.

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Still in love with my new planner 🤭💕

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I love this weather so much. I’m studying for uni, knitting my sweater and enjoying the view. It’s a lovely day 😋

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2025 - Week 1

This first week of 2025 was very calm initially, but its ending was wild. I received a job offer that I did not want, but that going to help me in, basically, every objective and goal I was planning for this year and the next.

It is funny how life acts just like Alanis Morissette song "Ironic"... I planned so many things based on what I would do this year according to my current situation, and then, life says: - "I know you thought about this a lot and organized yourself to work with these tools you have but f*ck it! I will change the whole scenario". I have been thinking about what to do for the past three days. Furthermore, I also talked with my sisters, husband, and favorite auntie, and the road I have to take seems obvious. It will be challenging and scary and will require some sacrifices from me, but it will help me grow in ways I was delayed due to fear of failure. It will not be fully in Cybersecurity, though, but (again) will help me get there.

The fact that this is happening this early in 2025 says two things to me: 1) If you don't jump into the adventure, it will come for you one way or another; 2) Think about the worst thing that can happen, and then remember that 💀 is REALLY the worst thing that can happen.

My dreams and hopes are worthy. I cannot hold myself back by fear and suffocate my dreams for lack of courage. I made myself some promises, committed to goals, and cannot disappoint my soul, not due to fear, not due to a comfort zone that might stagnate me little by little.

I don't know if anyone else is facing a crossroads similar to the one I am facing now, but if you do: stop, think a lot, and act. Start over if needed, but act. You own yourself this, to live.

Wow! Profound for the first week of the year, but life is just like this. After all: "Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out... Helping you out"

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Thank you very much @chu-diaries ٩(＾◡＾)۶ Let's start this year with games here! summer or winter // coffee or tea // straight hair or curly hair // fiction or nonfiction // necklaces or bracelets // marshmallows or whipped cream // night in or night out // sunset or sunrise // pizza or pasta // cold drink or hot drink // crop top or oversized hoodie // be able to fly or run at super speed // speak many languages or able to speak to animals // be invisible or read minds// phone call or text // laundry or dishes // pool or beach //flats or heels //stay home or go out // coke or pepsi // cook dinner or do dishes // books or movies // dogs or cats // chocolate or vanilla // facebook or instagram// over-dressed or under-dressed // morning or late nights // always late or always early // dancer or singer // always eat only dessert or always eat only savoury // shopping or museum // art gallery or zoo // parties or picnics // white lights or multicolored lights

I loved it! Summoning @cyberstudious @nyxscave @moonlight-n-moondust @getbreaded @berry-notes @meimeiwatson @academicfever for the game, if you want to join it - please, do only if you would like to, dears (❍ᴥ❍ʋ)

Thank you for the tag, @s0lavellan 🤍

summer or winter // coffee or tea // straight hair or curly hair //fiction or nonfiction // necklaces or bracelets // marshmallows or whipped cream // night in or night out // sunset or sunrise // pizza or pasta // cold drink or hot drink // vampire or werewolf // crop top or oversized hoodie // be able to fly or run at super speed // speak many languages or able to speak to animals // be invisible or read minds// phone call or text// laundry or dishes // pool or beach //flats or heels //stay home or go out // coke or pepsi // cook dinner or do dishes // books or movies // dogs or cats // chocolate or vanilla // facebook or instagram// over-dressed or under-dressed // morning or late nights // always late or always early // dancer or singer // always eat only dessert or always eat only savoury // shopping or museum // art gallery or zoo //parties or picnics // white lights or multicolored lights

No pressure tags: @polskasroka @beardedladyqueen @harpyhunting @elfroot-and-gooseberries @solasisms and anyone else who'd like to do this (: