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You

I don't know why but today

I can't control myself

And

I cried and I missed you so much.

I wish i wouldn't have met you

before so that

I doesn't have to suffer this much.

I m here alone and

Everyday I miss u so much

But you doesn't bother.

There you are enjoying ur life

With your new love and friends.

I don't know what I became now

No one will understand the pain that

I m going through coz of you

Neither you.

I just wish one day you

Understand me and my love for you

But it's okay

If it's not possible

It's my mistake so

I only have to suffer alone

I can't blame anyone for this

Except me.

But I regret that now

Why I have met you.

Why I have given you so much importance in my life that now that only causing me pain.

I don't want to look weak so

I pretend that

I m fine and happy in my life

Without you.

I don't care

How are you doing?

Where are you?

Who is in your life now?

But deep inside

I want to know everything about you...

Are you alright?

Are you happy without me?

But I can't know.....

I really gets hurt whenever

I open your account and

See your new love in your account

I feel like dying and gets mad and

Then tears come out from my eyes and

Heart say that I have to move on

Just like u did.

I tried so hard

But I can't move on

Why you had done this to me.....

Why you stayed with me this long....

Why did I loved you this much that

I feel that

I can't ever love someone this much As

I love you.

Coz of you

I don't want to go out anymore

Where we used to hangout

I feel like that

I should just stay in my bed all day alone.

I think I m at the starting stage of depression.....

I want to hate you but I can't do it...

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Why

Why can't life be calm as the whether was!

Why their is no peace in life as the winds have!

Why life is not clear as the sky was!

Why their should be so much complication!

Why their is no one who can answer my questions!

Why their is no one to hold me!

Why their is no shoulder on which I can cry!

Why their is no one who knows how much I m broken from inside!

Why their is no one with whom I didn't have to act that I m fine when I m not!

Why their is no one who can understand the pain that I hold behind my smile everyday!

Why their is no end of my why!

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She can't rely on anyone expect herself

She doesn't have shoulder to cry on expect her pillow

She doesn't have someone she can talk her heart out

Only way she can put her heart out is with her writing

She doesn't have no one who can say that I m here and always will be with you

Everyone just want someone so that they can talk in their free time or when they feel lonely just to pass their time

But she doesn't want that people in their life

People called that she has no friends

she is alone but she only knows

she is not alone

She is just different from them.

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Everyone is busy with their life

They are busy in their virtual life or

can say that they were busy with their phones

Talking to their friends or someone special

And happily enjoying their life.

But at the corner their is a girl

Who is sitting alone and enjoying the whether

She doesn't want to talk to people

She want to live far from these people

AS everyone look real and caring

But they doesn't really care about others

They want someone who can they rely on

But she doesn't have anyone expect herself

She knows she would be much happy with living alone and spending time with herself,

rather than living in this world with people having different different faces.

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They are so different that

Their worlds can never crossed each other

But they try to coincide that

They try so hard that

They hurt each other

It was neither his mistake nor her

It's destiny which caused them suffer

When they were not meant to be together then

Why destiny try to meet them again n again

Why it try to convince that

They are meant to be together

When they r not...

In the first place

They should never crossed each other paths

And now they both blame themselves

And regret

Why they crossed that path which is not meant to be their

And now they both have again choose different paths

That will never meet again

Both are enjoying their life

Both are happy

But they feel that something is missing in their life...

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MOM

‌Whenever I get distrub or doesn't feel fine then

I wish you would there with me

Whenever I have problem

I wish I can see you so that

I can find a solution

Whenever I feel to cry

I wish you were there with me so that

I can hug you.....

Whenever something happen

(doesn't matter it is good or bad)

I want you would be there to know about that first

Whenever I try to hide something

I don't know how but

You always find out.

Whenever I m broken

You were their to give me strength.....

I just want that

You always stay by my side.

You give me strength to stand against this cruel world.

I may not have expressed but

You are really important to me.

Please always stay at my side

Never leave me alone.

If you are gone then

I can't be able to stand straight.....

I know you have suffered a lot in your life.

I promise you that

I will try my best to replace that time,

By making you proud and happy

And

I will try to fulfill all your wishes that

You had hide it from everyone.

I love you.

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No more together.

They are so different that

Their worlds can never crossed each other

But they try to coincide that

They try so hard that

They hurt each other

It was neither his mistake nor her

It's destiny which caused them suffer

When they were not meant to be together then

Why destiny try to meet them again n again

Why it try to convince that

They are meant to be together

When they r not...

In the first place

They should never crossed each other paths

And now they both blame themselves

And regret

Why they crossed that path which is not meant to be their

And now they both have again choose different paths

That will never meet again

Both are enjoying their life

Both are happy

But they feel that something is missing in their life...