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Going through the motions.

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I cried today as a train passed in front of me. All I could hear is her voice. #that's my daddy's train."

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The truth is coming out. Slowly, but surely.

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I can't even remember what you feel like, but when these girls fuck me I know it's not the same. Wish I could fall in love with someone else as easily as you did.

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I love her, but I will not accept something I'm not comfortable with. I will not trust her when she doesn't deserve my trust. Maybe somewhere down the line, she'll come around. I can only hope.

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The thing about depression is, no matter where you are, it's still there. Like a shadow on every single day. Never show it, but I can feel it there. Feels like I'm trying to outrun it. Like if I keep moving it won't catch me. Trying to fill my life with good things to fool myself that it's not there. But it's always there. I don't know how much longer I can pretend.