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IM. BACK.

FROM THE FUCKING DEAD

HOLY SHIT

FaceTimed @tallseaweed and told her to wake the fuck UP

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so the childhood yearning to live in a fantasy world just never goes away huh

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hey I'm sorry I stopped in the middle of that sentence my brain decided to flush its cache and I totally forgot what this conversation was

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[TW: Long Post, American Politics, potential quarter life crisis. Do not feel pressured to interact if you do not have the mental space for it. It's okay!]

Times are stressful here in the U.S.

I have a question for everyone and there is absolutely no pressure to answer it.

I'm 23 years old. For the first time in my life, I feel like I finally have an idea about what my next step in life is gonna be. To be quite honest with you, for a while there I was just on autopilot, not really planning on something. Just existing. Career path was not even on the back burner of my mind. It was in a pot, on the counter, exactly right where I left it 5 years ago. And there are many factors that kept it there, but that's a can of worms for another time, another place. I'm currently studying to get my bachelor of arts in music, specifically focusing on music education.

Trump has been in office for about a month and some change. Which has felt like the longest year of my life. These days it feels likes there's a different headline every hour on the hour talking about something tragic and disheartening leaving one exhausted and overstimulated by the end of the day. The department of education is at risk of being cut of all government funds. Racism is through the roof, mass deportations, we're practically on the brink of another world war, etc.

Many people, including myself, are currently thinking to themselves, "What's the point of continuing an education in a field that's at risk of being defunded/ shut down/ or completely taken over by the government? Is it all worth it?". And I know fascism thrives on us being exhausted. They want us to feel hopeless. I'm hanging in there. I am also aware that it is times like these when it's most important to continue my education in this field regardless of what the media and the government throws at us. And I will. But I can't lie with you, I'm tired and most of all I'm scared. I'm scared because I feel as though I took too long to figure out what I want and I am now stuck in a place in which the future of the country and the world feels so uncertain and now it's too late.

I'm gonna keep going to protests. I'm going to keep speaking up for those that can't. And I'm gonna keep fighting regardless of how low the ceiling feels. I just can't help but feel so hopeless sometimes y'know?

My question for everyone is: What do you do to keep holding onto hope? And to the older generations, what have you done in the past that's helped you keep going?

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i cannot emphasize how necessary it is to have a buddy to participate in fandom with. completely elevated experience. don't have a buddy? find someone you like and message them and be their friend. gush over every sketch and drabble and insane headcanon they have. live life to the fullest.

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My gif-making skills are rusty, but I MADE A THING 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

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if i were in charge of star wars i would end the last movie witth yoda reading the story out of a big book and he gives a little chuckle and says "happened, none of that did." and then he gets out of his truck and waddles into walmart

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An eye for an eye, a life for a life

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man if I was a russian mob boss and my worthless layabout son killed baba yaga's dog I'd just fucking give him up. like immediately. like call john wick's secret basement landline and be like "iosef's at the club. all his goons and bodyguards have been instructed to stand down. there's a new puppy on your front porch. do you want an edible arrangement or anything"

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AFFIRMATIONS

There is no shame in taking a few tries to get it right

Everyone struggles with fine motor skills from time to time

I can do fine motor activities

I can locate a port and plug in a cable

I can plug my phone in on the first try

I can plug my phone in while sober

BBC Sherlock does not exist

I can do hard things

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First day of spring semester 🧍🏻‍♀️yippeee 😐

FALL SEMESTER IS OVER

I FINALLY SCROLL ON TUMBLR GUILT FREE!!!

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By: elithienart

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my brain every time I see a picture of them

insane in the membrane

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This is so precious!! 🥺🩵💚

besties!!!