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Sana ipakita nyo naman sakin na worth it yung sacrifices ko. Andami kong pinabayaan at napabayaan para sa inyo.

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Di ko na alam..... is it normal na mamiss mo yung isang tao kahit di naman kayo close?? Since last week, I always have this urge to give you a warm hug kasi feeling ko kailangan mo. Pero sarili ko lang din yung kinokontra ko with the thinking na sobrang magkalayo tayo and ayokong dumating sa point na I will be superdupermega desperate to get your attention :(

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"Is it too late now to say sorry?" There's no other name to be blame of but my name....

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Is being an option my only role in everyone's life?

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Is it really hard to choose me over someone or something? Do I always have to be the "someone in between"?

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"Everything in between.." Why do I always have to be the one who's "someone in between"? Am I really hard to choose? What's taking you so long to choose me over someone or something?

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“Pero mananatili akong bihag, bihag sa pagtingin na meron sayo.”

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Using slide in the pool is really one of my biggest fear. There is this something that scares me every time I am attempting to do it. The last time I tried it, I feel that it was my last life hahaha until I got to try it later but with different impact and “ouch” in my heart. 

Nagaaya kasi sila Ate Ninukie magslide nun then nung una, super ayaw ako kasi natatakot talaga ko to the highest level. Kakapilit nila sakin ni Judy and friends, sumama na ko paakyat sa may slide, kami na lang ni ate Ninukie natitira kaya yung kaba ko superduperultramega talagaaa whoo! Nasa pool sila Krys at Ryan then sila Meldren and Fern nasa gilid lang ng pool nagpapahinga ata or something. Then, all of them got to know how afraid I am, habang nasa taas ako, una kong nakita si Krys and I told him na saluhin ako as I slide down, super oo naman sya. To assure my safety, sinisigawan ko na rin si Ryan to immediately catch me pagbaba ko ng slide. Then eto naaaaa, \insert dugdug heartbeat/ super kabado and natatakot talaga ko to the highest level. Nagslide na ko, habang padulas ako pababa yung heartbeat ko super bilis dahil sa takot at kaba. Then nung pagkababa ko na, feeling ko bumagal yung oras ko sa pool, naulit na naman yung naging dahilan ng pagkatrauma ko sa pool/sea. Humanap ako ng makakapitan, hinanap kita..... I was expecting that you will take my hand and lift me up to save me. Nung naramdaman kong may humawak sa kamay at nagangat sakin, I thought it was you but then I am wrong, definitely wrong.... si Ryan. Si Ryan yung nagangat sakin at nagligtas sakin from that downfall. Habang naririnig ko yung tawa mo dahil sa nangyari sakin, ay sya namang paggilid sakin ni Ryan para mahabol ko yung hininga ko. Nung mga oras na yun, gustong gusto ng lumabas ng luha sa mga mata ko. Maling mali ako. Maling mali na isipin kong sa kahit na ganung sitwasyon ay magagawa mo kong saluhin, umasa ko kasi sinabi mo. Umasa ko sa assurance na sinabi mo. But then, isang malaking kat*ngahan ang maniwala pa sayo. Sobra kong nasasaktan. Sana di mo na lang akong tinignan at tinitignan ng kung pano nakikita ng iba tao para di na ko nasasaktan pa dahil sa kakaasa. Mali ako. Dahil kahit ano palang mangyari, hinding hindi mo magagawang tumupad ng pangako.

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✔️Mountain Hiking

It was the 12th day of April, 2016 when I was able to crossed-out one of the things in my bucket list. It was really a great experience hiking up. The way up is too rocky yet we manage to get to the top, thanks to Kuya Alex (our guide and photographer LOL). The best and most fulfilling part is when we get to the top. All the scratches, sweat and heavy breathing was all worth it. Even the rappelling part, which is the most complicated part for me, was worth it as we get to the top. Surely, I will be back again but on the other mountain, tho.  

Truely that God is really a great artist on making this one. Thank You, Lord for letting me experience this kind of thing in my life. Thank Youuuu. See you next hike, guys :D

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APRIL FULL

Happy April FULL day HAHAHAHAHA I'm just so full for today omggg hahaha full kasi busog na busog ako, especially dahil dun sa shawarma sa may Lagroooo!! Finally!! I had the chance na matikman na yunnn hahahaah praise God! huhu ang sarap nya kaya mas lalo kong nabusog. Pero srsly, sobrang busog ako for dis day. Busog sa kasiyahan hihi :'> Joyfully spent the day with ze Krys, Melds and Ferns HAHAHAHA naramdaman ko ulit si Tina omggg HAHAHAHA full of laughter hehe sobraaaaannnggg thank Youuuu, Lord <3 for giving me those kind of friends <3 worth the treat and the time hihi Hayyyy <3

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Alam ko namang nasasaktan ka eh pero mas nararamdaman ko yung sakit kada makikita kong kasama mo sila :( Di ako galit at hindi ko naman kakayaning magalit sayo eh :) Bestfriend kaya kita. Hindi man tayo magusap, ako pa rin ‘to, na laging ready para sayo hehe 

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Happiest birthday Caloy! :D Hahahahaha more than 3 years na tayong magkasama hehe words are not enough to express how I am very much blessed to have you <3 ayoko na magsalita, paparamdam ko na lang hahahaha

Kahit sobrang sakit na ng puson at tiyan ko, push pa din sa malamig at pagkain HAHAHAHA