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I hope you stan shirtless Josh as much as I do.

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Ya llegó por quién lloraban. 

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It’s hard being in love with your best friend because you have to sit with them through everyone else. You have to tell yourself every time they aren’t with someone that they still won’t choose you. You have to pretend your stomach isn’t churning when you see them talking to the person they dated for two years. You have to pretend that the day they chose them didn’t blind you. 

Being in love with your best friend is fucking crippling. It’s craving a hug and wondering if it’s being sad and comfortable or just needing to touch them. It’s being nervous every time you get into their car. It’s waiting for the day they go to college and feeling naked when they leave. it’s wondering if that kiss meant something or if they were just lonely and a little too comfortable with you. It’s hating their sister because she reminds you too much of them. It’s loving their sister because she reminds you too much of them. It’s becoming friends with their partner to make them happy and then hating that you actually like this person. It’s pretending you aren’t taking a side when they break up. It’s kissing them the next day and answering a midnight phone call the next day from a crying ex that has no idea. 

Being in love with your best friend is such a state of vulnerability. It’s never knowing where you stand. It’s barely being able to stand when they touch you. 

It’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me and I couldn’t be more okay with it. 

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i always cry when someone else realizes i’m not okay

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Dreaming of the day where I won’t be counting the miles between us; only the seconds it’ll take to press my lips against yours.

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Serenity is a privilege.

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