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[lonelylittleromance]

Never look into eyes so hollow

Burry all your secrets under willows

Getting high up here to look down below

What you’re looking for, it’s right under your nose

And all the lost souls they told me to go

Oh, Baby girl, it’s not worth your gold

Better be wise, better learn to say no

Then I realised we’re all stuck in a bowl, swimming round and round and round

Round and round we go

And I keep running far and far away

but you keep pulling me back

Your eyes pleaded me to stay

But with you words you love to attack me

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Gone all the days I used to pretend

That all my mistakes they never happened

And all the ways I lied back then

Is it too much for you to comprehend?

Here’s to the ones who choose to fall

Don’t know when to quit so they lose it all

Can’t let it go so I take them all

Never been enough myself so I always want more

(*)It’s not too late for you to get away cause I like to put myself down

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Darling you know I’m a bad news but you still can’t stay away

Home wrecker, trouble maker, heart breaker but you like it

Hard drinker, womaniser, I’m a danger but you wanna kiss it

Your record’s clean so come hang with me

I’ll take you for a ride til you forget what it’s like to breathe

(*)Don’t say I didn’t warn you that I’m not the best

Cause the only heart I could give is the one I rip from your chest

Oh boy I’m not a good girl so don’t go home crying cause I broke you

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I bet it’s been a while since you have me on your mind

Is it really been that long or did I just closed my eyes?

The season changes like God just changed the reel

It took my breath away how quickly things slipped pass your hands right through

Do you like the same film you used to? Do you still dressed the same?

I threw away all my shirts and now I wear yours instead

I do realise how things can change so perhaps that’s why I try to keep my memory fresh of the day we met

(*) And you know I never like to break promises so maybe that’s why I never say when we’ll meet again

Because the course of events can sometimes change at the slight inconvenience such as you not loving me like you did back then

(**)So don’t meet me at our usual spot cause I know you may not be there

You gave me a forget-me-not, oh forgetting’s not why I’m scared

And I don’t have a place, I don’t have a time

Only got a face you once said “This one’s mine”

You asked “How soon can I see you?”

I said “I’ll see you when I see you”

See you when I see you

Cause I believe there’s a magnet pulling you and me

And baby, that’s exactly why I think I’m gonna run into you soon

Maybe our cars will collide, maybe I’ll accidently sit by your side

Just locked my inside your mind so when you see my face you’ll recognise

(*)

(**)

And I believe nobody belongs to anyone so I won’t ask you to be mind

You are free to go if you ever want to

And I’ll see you when I see you

(**)

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You never cared about me the way I do to you

So stop watering my poor heart with glismpes of hope ‘cause you know it’s cruel

You see I was not even my mother’s favourite so when you asked me “are you fine?”

It feels like you have just committed a crime

(*)And then I realise I was never in your sight

Just another fool who thought she was finally somebody’s type

Thought I was special when in the end I wasn’t even an option in your multiple choice

(**) Yet you somehow heard my voice when I prayed in my bed

What’s it like living  in someone else’s head?

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Can I stay in your mind just for a moment or two?

Oh please baby be kind to a soul who’s confused

Certain things in life are only what’s true

I don’t know if that thing is you

Would you take me to see your favourite place?

Oh darling, time runs so fast and I’m not getting enough time with you

And forever isn’t true

Wake me up, call my name

Make me forget who I am and let me your pain

(*) So take a walk tonight under the stars

We talked and talked till we don’t know where we are

Oh destiny, isn’t she so bizarre?

When you’re with me, do you forget who you are?

Lay your sleepy head next to mine

Shut your eyes and realise that you’ll forever in my mind and I’ll keep you safe there.

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Never call him baby

Wish we’re talking lately

Never call him what you used to be to me

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And I’ll be the one you’ve forgotten

If it ease you from the pain please remove me from your brain

And I’ll carry you with me

Be cursed by the memories, so you can be set free.

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Tell me what you think if you think I fucking care

Tear me down to shreds cause life isn’t fair

singing hey

Trying so hard to blend in the crowd

So why am I the one you're thinking about?

Not been seen so I'm making the sound

by saying hey

down the hallway I go

seeing things you'll never know

(*)These are the people you will meet along the way

Better make some friends so you better pay attention

Are you ready for this intervention?

So now let me introduce you to my friends, ladies, gents, and all my nonbinary friends.

That boy over there with the bright red hair

Kissed a guy but the boy was dared

The guy on the left with tattoos on his hands

His skin’s so dark so now he’s banned

Well that man in the corner with those bright blue eyes

Like the sea it’s full of secrets and lies

Standing by his friend in a black leather jacket

Try to fit in but he’s just an outcast

And I’m sitting in the back and I’m wearing all black with a frown on my face and a stare so blank

Stuck in my head but I’m out of my mind

No where to go and there’s no where to hide

Down the hallway we go

(*)

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Never once I thought I would met someone who love me

I’m a deer caught i headlights the moment I met your eyes

You are wanted by everyone so why do you want someone nobody wants?

I wanna be the one but I know I’m not the one you really want

Cause it’s too good to be true

And I don’t deserve you

Wake me up from this daydream

(*)And I’m sorry for not being able to believe that you really love me sincerely

Cause who could love me when I don’t even love myself

And honestly, you know you can do way better than me so I owe you an apology

Cause how can I love you when I can’t even love myself?

You took me to see the better side of the world not knowing I already found that when I see your face

Cause I’m still a poor soul thinking about suicide when I was seventeen and I’ve fallen from grace

But somehow you still know me best

Cause you’re too good to be true

You don’t deserve to stuck with someone like me

(*)

Don’t know who I’m trying to fool

Is it myself or you?

Swore I’ll never be in love again

cause I can’t take another heartbreak

(*)

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Jamie always wearing a pearl-white dress keeping everyone’s guessing what’s underneath.

Susie loves to stare at the gate wanna take a leap of fate just to see

Johnny now he thinks he’s a man. Never give damn about the souls he broke

Chirsty drinks from her cups until she’s throwing up while getting choked

(*)Yet everyone looks so nice in their suit and tie

Sometimes I wonder if there’s any reason why

(**)Stop pause, look in the mirror

We all have monsters behind the eyes with the lies and everytime they seems to win

Shove them into the shadow

Slap on a smile put on a tie and keep walking just to end up at the exact same place

Cause you know I never forget a face

Jenny has the bluest eyes but they always lie about the soul inside

Danny’s hiding the fact that he wants makeup on his face

And I’m here wondering how we can escape this vicious cycle

Cause all the kids want was to be out of trouble

(*)

(**)

Suit and tie, slap on a smile

Oh I must confess it has been a while

And everybody looks dashing in their favourite jeans

Sometimes I wonder what this all means

(**)

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Baby, are you really ready to face the cruel world.

Just another soul inside a lonely girl

Wait for me in the calming sea that hides all the rage beneath.

Better make sure you know how to swim

But now I’m drowning in the crowd with people who wants the crown and the girls who are proud of what they see on the screeen

(*)Cause tonight is the night where the normal goes insane while the basket case hides in the plain sight.

Hoping no one realise how I’m watching you drown in her eyes and she smiles and I die a little inside knowing you’ll never be mine.

Walk away from this misery that keeps you awake at night wondering if you’ll ever get it right

Stay awake just for me to dream about you and wish everything there was true

But then you were there again playing games looking desperate for your friends who only likes you because of daddy’s business

(*)

I guess homecomings are just the pretty kids

Too bad I’m not a pretty kid.

Can I at least have a kiss?

(*)

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They tell me keep my friends close but my enemy closer but they never tell you what to do when both are the same

I tried to avoid the pain by having a friend but they always end up driving me insane

So I took a gun, and you took one

Bang Bang! You aimed at me while I aimed at myself

Are you satisfied with your shot? I’ll say yes while I’m on the floor bleeding to death

You say a prayer while I lay there

Thanks for nothing but I hope it’s worth it anyway

(*) And you now love the person who say you hate

Is this really worth the price I pay?

As I took my last breath I thought I heard you cried my name

But it was you looking for somebody to blame

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You claimed that you gave us a choice and yet ignore our voices

I must confess I’m not sure who I’m agreeing with

But is it really fair for the ones with opinions to be punished?

Are we really free if we still have to hide

Behind the weaved web is where we confide

How can you still be here when you know you’re unwanted?

Never knew that power is worth receiving all the hatred

Sending out dead threat, harassing citizens

(**) Cause we are outnumbered, outgunned

Sometimes I wonder how further we will have to run

Take it out on the young

Do you really think we’re doing this just for fun?

Claim that we’re the future

Created disasters

Listen to us, never

And we’re outnumbered with no guns

Only voices that wished to be sung

So stained us blue, as blue as your blood

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Oh foolish boy who thinks he knows the best

But you can’t even speak with a stranger without a stutter

Fill in the void in your head. Who put to the test?

You think you don’t need me yet I’m on your emergency contact

You think you’re the one yet everything you did, I have done

Think you’re so edgy but you only got your edges from me

(*)Really think that you could treat me with silence?

Boy you haven’t been to my deep end

Don’t even talk on the weekend

Are you sure that we are related

(**) You think you’re so original but everything you do in under my shadow

You’re just a draft of who I didn’t wanna be

You act like you’re so smart but never paint your own art

Boy you’re just sailing in my sea

Sometimes I think I did something wrong. Was I that cruel when we were young?

But you acted no different around Mum

Sometimes I feel so longing for someone to rely on

But sadly you only want my shoulder but refuse to offer me yours

(*)

(**)

I sit back and I wonder are you heartless because I didn’t have one in my lungs

I’m supposed to set an example but I’m not strong enough

(**)

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Pretty gowns and golden rings

Dying to be the next miss thing

I will never understand the things you are willing to do to be where you stands

All those food and you’re still hungry

All those food won’t feed your ego, huh?

Why don’t you give a damn to all the people who fall to put you on the stand?

Self made? Oh please

Lemonade made of flesh and skin

Want a bread? Have a cake

Want your head on a stake

(**)Oh I love your house what a pretty shade of red

How many have bled for you to be satisfied

The way it flies over your head how we’re all dead for you to be unsatisfied

That golden chair you call a thorne

How special it must be?

Is it really that impressive if all you have was stolen?

That shiny ring you call a crown

Is it suffocating your head til you can’t think?

Want a break? Oh please

Just a money-making machine

All you take is all you’ll get

Better learn to make your bed

(**)

Take a look around what you’re surrounded with

What comes around will take you down with it

Take a look around who you’re surrounded with

They’re come around, drag you down the pit

(**)

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Aren’t you a curious creature?

Wondering who I am beneath all the makeup

Aren’t you feeling tired?

Of telling people off, tell them to turn their feelings off

Cause I didn’t choose who I wanna be

I was born this way, it’s in my destiny

Love is a choice but preference isn’t

Are you that dumb to not understand

(*)And I’m gonna wear my pride like it’s a stripe

Gonna sing my heart out until I cried

I may be wearing all black

But my heart is were the rainbow splashes

(**)So come on now, open up your mind

If you don’t, being stupid is how you’tr