lonelyhobi

[lonelyhobi]

jimin and taehyung are only two months apart but jimin sounds like hes 12 and taehyung sounds like he’s gone through puberty twice and this is why i have trust issues 

[lonelyhobi]

are you really so caught up in your favs that you cant even objectively criticize the members? get youre headass out of here, even sehuns a better rapper than jin. Youre saying that an overproduced mediocre good-for-nothing-else-so-we'll-make-you-a-rapper is the best rapper of all time is disrespectful. tupac, biggie, and naz are laughing at you as we speak. punk ass kpop fans. you know nothing about hiphop.

i got this ask because i called seokjin the godfather of rap

[lonelyhobi]

Honey Bunny

Summary- your boyfriend wasn’t one for romance, but a misunderstanding leads to an unforgettable Valentine's day Pairing- yoongi x reader Genre- established relationship AU, smut, fluff  Warnings- oral (m), fingering, unprotected sex, little cum play, creampie, kissing while cumming (romance at it’s finest), misunderstandings, yoongis lil heart </3, Everyone needs to mind their business Word count- 5.9k

A/N: Happy SUPER LATE  Valentine’s Day everyone! And a special super late Valentine’s to @dionysusrage​​ Azul <3 She was my lovely valentine’s gram this year so I wanted to write something even if it’s seven years late. I hope you like it! And also thank you to @agustdef​ for letting me use their beautiful name! <333

beta’d by- the lovely @yoon2k​​, thank you so so much Fi! 

“Annnnnnd, done” Yoongi mutters to himself as he finally aligns the flower petals in the most symmetrical heart he could manage to form on the bed. Some people may think the attention he was putting into the symmetry of the heart was pointless, but not his girl. He knew you would understand the effort.

Yoongi had been hurrying to decorate your place for the most ridiculous and capitalistic holiday, but if it was what you wanted, then he would endure the insane amount of red that littered your home. 

This entire holiday was miles away from being in his wheelhouse, but after overhearing a conversation between you and your best friend, he set out to give you the flashiest, most special Valentine’s he could manage. 

He had spent most of the morning begging for a reservation at your favorite fancy restaurant, followed by the purchasing of flowers, chocolates, balloons, and so many candles it could be considered a fire hazard. He had an arrangement sent to your job with the biggest stuffed bear they had. Ticking all the boxes of the classic V-day things left Yoongi utterly exhausted and in need of some rest. 

The couch would have to do for his nap because there was no way in hell he was ruining that damn heart that took forever to arrange on the bed.

So when you had walked into your shared apartment a few hours later, that’s how you found him. Kicking off your shoes, you had called out for your boyfriend, eager to tell him about the hilarious events that occurred at work today. 

“Yoongs! You won’t beli-” you cut yourself off when you see him cuddled up under a blanket peacefully sleeping. Your heart is full when you hear his little snores and you can’t help but tiptoe over to him and plant the softest kiss on his forehead. 

Your hair tickling over his face and the familiar scent of your perfume is enough to bring Yoongi to his senses and he starts opening his eyes. “Babydoll?”

Tilting your head to the side you press your lips together at the sudden term of endearment coming from your boyfriend. Yoongi was incredibly loving and thoughtful, he was just more the type to show it through quiet actions. Like leaving your mug and k-cup ready for you every morning. Or the mini hearts he would draw in your palm while holding hands. But still the unusual sweet word is welcomed and has you smiling at him.

Just as Yoongi sits up you fling yourself on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck, his own arms coming to wrap around your waist. “Hi” you mumble from your spot pressed against his neck where you leave a soft kiss. “Good nap?”

“Mmm” he hums against your head. “Didn’t mean to, jus’ tired. How was work? Anything eventful happen, darling?” Yoongi tries to hint at the delivery you got, slightly surprised you didn’t haul it to the apartment or thank him over the phone.

You instantly come out as you get excited to recount the hilarious story from earlier today to your boyfriend. “Oh my gosh you won’t believe what happened, okay so you know how today is Valentine’s? By the way, Happy Valentine’s, anyway!” you rush out as Yoongi prepares for the millions of kisses you’re going to give him once you talk about your flowers. 

“You know Miyeon?” After confirming with a nod, you eagerly continue. “Well she was waiting the whole day for something, anything to be delivered to her for Valentines. She was so antsy everytime the delivery guy came. Literally she practically pushed Jungkook everytime he walked in.�� You can’t help but laugh at the thought of the poor doe eyed delivery guy getting interrogated every few hours by your co-worker.  

“Finally like halfway through the day the biggest, and I mean biggest floral arrangement and stuffed bear came in. And Yoongi I don’t think you get it, like Jungkook is not a small dude and even he was struggling to carry this bear and the flowers.” your eyes are big and full of joy as you explain to your boyfriend and he’s trying to fight back his smile. He loved seeing you happy and he can’t help but kick himself in his mind for not having thought to spoil you like this regularly if it made you this content. 

“And then Miyeon starts crying and she reads the card that was on the flowers and I literally had to stop myself from laughing.” Yoongi furrows his eyebrows while his fingers stop stroking around your waist for a second. “Because she was upset they weren’t for her?”

You stare at your boyfriend confused at his question, “What do you mean? Obviously they were for her; she's the only one whose partner would send her that, anyways she reads the card and guess what? Her husband wrote her poem!” Things start to click for Yoongi as he realizes that his Valentine was misdelivered. Once again Yoongi wants to beat himself up for not just signing it under his name or putting your own name.

“What was the poem sweetie?” he grits out but you ignore him as you giggle out.

“‘Words fall short whenever I want to tell you how special you are to me. You are what happens when I wish on a star- I love you my honey bunny.’ Ahh!” you start squirming and cringing as you recite what took Yoongi a good hour to think of. 

“What’s wrong with that? Why are you laughing?” Yoongi is still so confused at your reaction. Weren’t you the one who wanted more romance?! That’s what you told Niah, like, not even 24 hours ago. 

After wiping the imaginary tears from your eyes and you stop laughing, “Yoongi you’re joking right? That’s SO cheesy, like I got second hand embarrassment! It’s almost as bad as Joon saying ‘sugarplum’.” You pretend to shiver as you gag.

Yoongi has never considered himself an emotional person but as he’s sitting there with you unknowingly laughing at his attempts to woo you, he feels his heart tighten a bit. You had continued to talk about your day but at that point he wasn’t listening. His hands come up to your waist as he maneuvers you to the couch, standing up once you're seated. “Yoongi?”

“Gotta pee” he grunts trying to steady his voice. Yoongi isn't ashamed of crying or anything like that. He just couldn’t bear the embarrassment of having completely missed the mark. If anything, as soon as he was done crying he would be bitching out Namjoon for being an idiot and guilting him into doing something you hadn’t even wanted. But something still wasn’t adding up. He literally heard you say that you wanted this!!

He made it into the bedroom and you stayed there confused as to why he seemed so upset. After about five minutes of you scrolling through your phone while waiting for your boyfriend to return, a loud pop startled you into throwing your phone and rushing to the bedroom.

“Yoong- Woah” you cut yourself off looking around your bedroom a hand coming up to cover your mouth. “What is all this?” 

You take a step inside as your puffy teary eyed boyfriend stands there holding a deflated balloon. There were candles decorating almost every surface along with numerous red and pink balloons with what you assume are pictures attached to the ends. On the floor you have to be careful of the many Hershey kisses that are scattered with rose petals. Your room looks like it was pulled straight out of a rom-com or Pinterest Board and you can’t help the tears that fill your own eyes.

“Y-yoon-”

“You weren’t supposed to see this. I mean you were but not- surprise, I guess” he mumbles, eyes finding entertainment in the patterns on the ceiling. The mortification was evident by the fingernail he was currently chewing on and the redness that had brought color to his cheeks. 

“Was it for your other girlfriend?” joking to diffuse the situation turns out to have the opposite effect as Yoongi scoffs.

“Hilarious. Now can you please go so I can pop the rest of these and pretend I didn't do anything?” 

With caution you make your way to your boyfriend, stopping briefly to stare at the pictures hanging from the ends of the balloons. Each was hole punched and tied with a little bow and you can’t help but think of how much time he had put into this for some reason.

“Hey.” Reaching for him as he drops the deflated balloon and string, you rub your thumb on his hand for reassurance. “Sorry, you know I didn’t mean it like that. I guess I’m just confused? You did all,” waving your free hand around to emphasize “of this. We usually don’t do the sappy romantic stuff. Where’s my little anti-capitalist, who rejects the societal imposition of this Hallmark holiday?” 

A small smile has graced your boyfriend's face as he mutters, “right here.” 

“Yes you are, now care to tell me how this happened? Because I have a feeling there’s more to it?” you bring your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you. Standing there wrapped in each other's arms he takes a breath before explaining the conversation from the day before.

“Wait so you guys don’t do anything on Valentines?” you had been laying on your bed, feet padding along the headboard. A habit that irked Yoongi to no avail considering his office was right on the other side. He could hear each time your feet knocked the headboard against the wall and normally he would ignore it, but you’re coming up on a 2 hour conversation and he’s not sure when you plan to hang up. 

On the other side of the phone was your friend Niah, who was dating Yoongi's best friend Namjoon. The two of you had hit off great from the moment you met and had somehow become closer than your own boyfriends. 

The topic of Valentine's Day had come up since it was right around the corner and Niah was boasting about her own efforts to celebrate with her boyfriend. She had even scolded you for your lack of effort with Yoongi. 

“I mean it’s not that crazy, Valentine's Day is literally a capitalist construct. The holiday was fabricate-”

“Oh hey Yoongi! I thought I was on the phone with your girlfriend, didn’t know you were here.”

“Haha. Hilarious,” your eyes roll as you continue to play with the buttons on the headboard. 

“But seriously Niah, not celebrating Valentine’s Day doesn’t mean I love him any less or vice versa.” 

By now your pounding had been enough for Yoongi so he was walking to your shared room. The words coming through the speaker had him stopping at the door.

“No one is saying that, Yoongi adores you. But when’s the last time he’s taken you out to dinner? Bought you flowers? Or called you something other than your legal name? And when’s the last time you’ve done that for him?” 

“Well that’s not how we are though.” Yoongi tried to get a look at your expression but you were upside down and he was trying not to get caught.

“That’s my point, you guys have been together for a while now and honestly it doesn’t seem that different other than you guys now fucking”

“Jeez, Niah,” you giggle at her comment. 

“I’m still right. Like I’m not saying anything negative. Yoongi is such a wonderful person and honestly he’s one of the best guys out there that’s not up for debate. What I’m saying is maybe it wouldn’t hurt to see him put in some effort? And you too–like, it goes both ways. Have you ever gone out and bought a nice lingerie set to surprise him?” 

Yoongi couldn’t fault Niah for butting in. She only had your best interest at heart, and she truly thought this is what you guys needed. He was well aware of the many things Namjoon did for his girlfriend. But you were different. You weren’t nearly as high maintenance and the way Yoongi expressed his love to you had always been enough and you to him. 

“That’s not how we are used to expressing love, Niah. Not everyone can be you and Joon, Sugarplum.” Your teasing at the ridiculous name is matched by Yoongi who is silently cheering on and agreeing with you.

“Exactly, not a week goes by that Joonie doesn’t take me on a date. And he’ll send things to my work randomly when he’s thinking about me. He’s literally so sweet and it’s not just material things but he tells me that he loves me all the time and calls me cute names. It just feels like you can see the love you know.”

If you had asked him at that moment, Yoongi would’ve sworn he could see the inside of his head from how far he had rolled his eyes.

“Not everyone has the same love language though” That’s his girl! 

See he knew that you wouldn’t be hung up on those over done displays of affectio-

“But I see what you’re saying. I guess a change would be nice, you know feel special like that and all-” The way his jaw had dropped and his eyes had peeled wide open was almost comical. 

Had Yoongi been wrong this whole time? Was he not doing enough? He was pretty sure you knew how much he loved you. Hell if it weren’t for you, he was sure he would’ve never found anyone to settle down with.

You were so special to Yoongi, the most special person in his life. He had to figure out how to fix it even if that meant asking Namjoon how he romanced his Sugarplum. A literal shiver ran through Yoongi at the pet name, but he quickly scolded himself. If that’s the kind of treatment and love you wanted then no matter how weird that felt for him he would do it.

Without a second more to spare Yoongi was walking back to his office phone in hand reaching out to his best friend. 

“So that’s why I thought you wanted all of this. I mean you literally said it.” Yoongi pulls away from you to wipe the drying tears off his face, no longer feeling sad just confused. 

“You didn’t listen to the rest of the conversation though babe. I literally reiterated that all this stuff,” you pull away to gesture towards the decorations around the room. “It’s just that. Stuff. But no one can ever make me feel like you do everyday.” Your hand comes up to stroke at his cheek, Yoongi leaning into your touch.

Sighing out he continues, “I called Namjoon and he convinced me that this stuff would be a good idea. I’m literally gonna beat the shit out of him.”

“We, baby. Let’s be real he’d snap you in two but together we might stand a chance,” a snort comes from him as he tugs on your hand. He hesitates for a moment before pulling you down to lay on the bed with him, effectively ruining his masterpiece.

After a beat of silence and the soothing rhythm of his heartbeat you ask “What exactly did Joon tell you to do?”

“First he told me to book a fancy dinner at your favorite place. Which I told him was ridiculous because there was no way I could snag a spot on the day before Valentine’s you know?” you nod for him to continue as he traces patterns on your arm.

“You wouldn’t believe what I had to promise Seokjin in return for a reservation since you know he went to culinary school with the dude that runs the restaurant. Also he’s extremely offended

that Epiphany isn’t your favorite place.” giggling, you shake your head.

“Then he mentioned the decorations and sending you the flowers and stuff. He even convinced me to write a poem so it would be special. Literally took forever since that’s not like my thing you know? But clearly it sucked considering you laughed,” he lets out with a false mirthlessness.

“Baby I-”

“No it’s ok-”

You lean up to grip his soft cheeks between your palms “Hey no it's not. I don’t want you to think that you expressing your feelings to me was funny in any way. It was funny when I thought it was Miyeons shitty husband saying that stuff to her because he’s a dick. I legit thought he just ripped that off of google because it was so good.” pulling you back into his chest, his cheek on your hair.

“Liar,” he mumbles against the crown of your head.

“Am not! It was extremely sweet!” you whine out as he continues to sulk.

“Lies,” he whispers placing a kiss on your head, “lies” pecking your forehead and then placing one at your lips “Lies from my little liar”

Looking up into his eyes you see the wet streaks on his cheeks and his little sniffle has your heart cracking into two. Your own tears well up and you can’t help but cry out as you hold onto his hands. “Baby you are the most perfect man for me.”

“Like you get me and you love me exactly how I need. And even when things aren’t perfect, there's no one else I'd want to navigate life with than you.” At this point you’re both letting out a few tears and Yoongi’s heart feels incredibly full seeing your overwhelming desire to make him understand your love. 

“God damn you're everything,” is all you hear before his lips are crashing against yours, wet cheeks pressed against each other, and teeth clacking from smiling so hard.

Limbs tangling around each other and mouths moving as one lasts for a while until you pull away to take a breath. The sight of Yoongi heavily breathing staring at you from below his lashes has you swooning. You push him towards the bed on top of the now jumbled mess of rose petals before settling on his lap.

“Not that everything isn’t super sweet and thoughtful, but I don’t need material things to know that. Nor do I need a special day of you being attentive only for the other 364 to be shitty. That’s the whole reason we agreed not to do the Valentine’s Day mess. Everyday you make me feel like I’m the luckiest girl in the world.'' It's Yoongi's turn to eagerly press a kiss to your lips, turning both of your bodies over so he was on top.

“I fucking knew that you felt that way.” He shakes his head, leaning down for another kiss as he groans, “God.”

“I,” kiss, “hate,” kiss. “Namjoon,” kiss. “Niah deserves better,” kiss.

You laugh into the last kiss before pouting at your annoyed boyfriend, “He just wanted to help, plus this is getting you laid so he was right, kinda.”

“Oh I’m gonna get laid huh?” Eyebrows wiggle up and down suggestively as his kisses start to trail down from your mouth to your chin and along your jaw. The playfulness is starting to be replaced with more passion.

Your eyes flutter shut as he continues to kiss at your neck. You let yourself enjoy the feel of his lips for a few seconds before snapping back, “Wait no!” immediately Yoongi pulls away to look at you. 

“You've worked so hard in trying to give me the Valentine's day you thought I wanted, why don’t we just do what I had planned?” 

“You had something planned?” A look of surprise overtakes his handsome face.

With a small nod you push his body off of you before standing on the side of the bed “Mhm, I took Niah’s advice actually. Thought you’d enjoy this,” you trail off as your fingers undo the buttons of your shirt slowly. A satisfied smirk makes its way to Yoongi's face as he takes in his present. 

As you slip off your shirt, a lace black set is revealed to your boyfriend who hungrily stares you down. Your breasts are pushed together showing them off perfectly and Yoongi cock feels awfully constricted in his pants. He makes grabby hands for you as soon as your dress skirt makes it to the floor.

“Be patient baby” you chide softly as you crawl up his body, slowly undressing him. You start with his socks pulling them off before placing a peck at his ankles. He’s leaning up on his elbows, eyes roaming from your plush lips to your ass wiggling in the air. 

“So fucking lucky” he mutters out as you pull down his pants leaving him in his tented boxers. 

You can’t help but nuzzle against his growing cock letting your tongue trace around. His little whimpers have you smiling before you continue to undress him. 

Your hands grip at the hem of his shirt as he sits up fully to help with getting it off. You both share a grin as you push him back down against the bed before your tongue is playing around on his stomach. 

Trailing kisses you playfully nip at his nipple before soothing it with your tongue, “Naughty babydoll” he scolds with a soft smile. You press kisses along his collarbone and up his neck until your lips meet his again.

Hand trailing down Yoongi’s body to palm at his cock over his boxers. Once he’s whimpering into your mouth a muffled “Please” escaping his lips, you slide down to get rid of his underwear.

“You’re so handsome Yoongi” you whisper out as you take in your beautiful boyfriend. From the messy black strands, to the impressive length that stands leaking for your attention. 

You lean forward, running your tongue up his length before curling your lips around the head of his cock. He groans as you kitten lick at the tip, his hand curling loosely around your upper arm. His cheeks have gone dark with flush as he stares down at you, seeming unsure what to do with his hands. You begin moving your mouth shallowly up and down him, and he lets out a shaky breath, his hand hesitantly moving to your hair.

“Fuck feels-” his words turn into a moan, as you take him further into your mouth, the head of his cock hitting the back of your throat.

You do your best to swallow around him and he moans, his hand tightening in your hair as his head falls back. You run your hands up the insides of his thighs, over his stomach, dragging your nails back down over his skin.

“Ah-,” his hips buck slightly up towards your mouth and you moan around him, hoping to encourage him to do it again.

He hesitates before thrusting farther into your mouth, repeating the action when he sees it’s not hurting you. You close your eyes, bracing your hands against his thighs as he fucks into your throat. You enjoy the tight sounds falling from his lips, desperate and needy and close.

“Enough,” he gasps and then he pulls hard enough on your hair to pull you off him and you blink up at him. You let him guide your mouth hurriedly back to his, moaning low into your kiss as he pulls you into his lap. His fingers curl hard into your hips as his kiss leaves you once again struggling to catch your breath.

“If i’m gonna cum, it’s gonna be inside of your pretty little cunt, cupcake but not before I eat” with that he’s tugging you up as you try to fight his strength. “Wait, Yoongs no-”

“Why?” he all but whines out at your refusal to sit on his face where you belong.

“This is your gift” you try to reason before a smirk takes over your boyfriends face, “Exactly, and what better gift than getting to eat my girl until she creams all over me?” 

Well there was no arguing with that logic, so you drag your knees to rest at the side of his shoulders as you grip the headboard. His hands tug at your waist to pull you over his mouth firmly where he inhales your scent deeply. “Fuck”

You feel his tongue stick out and lap over the sodden material of your thin panties. Eagerly he licks up and down your slit, your juices seeping through and onto his tongue. One hand leaves your waist to tug your panties to the side so he’s greeted with your unobstructed leaky cunt. 

He moans out at the sight before dicing in and running his tongue up your slit before sucking harshly on your clit. You squeak out at the unexpected force on your sensitive nub, clenching out wetness that leaks onto his chin. Yoongi’s dark eyes meet yours as he slips his tongue into your hole, quickly thrusting it in and out. 

“Get those tits out for me princess” He breathes out quickly before returning to your cunt. This time his hand wraps around your thigh, his thumb and index finger exposing your clit for him to nip and suck at. 

Your hand unclip your bra quickly and you're discarding it just too fast to grip at your breasts, tugging on your nipple. Cries of your boyfriends name escape your mouth as you grind yourself onto his tongue that has gone back to fucking into your pussy.

Yoongi himself moans at your taste but also the sight of you shamelessly fucking yourself on his tongue, leaking all over him. You look absolutely sinful using him for your pleasure, head thrown back and playing with your breasts. His cock feel unbelievably hard and as much as he’d love to fuck into your tight pussy, he needs to feel you cum on his face. 

With a renewed vigor Yoongi’s fingers trail up your ass pushing you to lean forward a bit so he can sink a finger into your hole. You moan out as you clench around him begging for more. He easily obligues slipping in another finger before scissoring them, stretching out your wet cunt. 

He latches his lips around your clit as he continues to finger fuck you. The squelching noises leaving your pussy are borderline pornographic and he wouldn’t have it anyother way. He’s absolutely soaked from nose to chin and he continues to fuck you with his fingers, inserting a third. 

The stretch is all too good and you feel your orgasm coming. “Y-Yoongi close” you whine but continue to hump his face. “Yeah? You gonna cum for me sweetheart?” 

Your only response is a high pitched moan as he curls his fingers upward, “My sweet girl, taking what I give her” he grunts as he quickens his fingers. 

You grip tightly at his hair making him moan on your clit, “C’mon baby that’s it, come on my face” he encourages between sucks of your clit. “So close baby, give it to me angel-” 

He’s cut off by a loud cry of his name as you fall against the headboard, your orgasm taking over. 

“My fucking good girl” Yoongi groans as he pumps his fingers guiding you through your high. He sucks at your clit softly as you grind against him until you can’t take it.

Your thighs press at his shoulders as you wiggle, “S-stop babe, s’too much.”

To his dismay he’s pulling away, his fingers coated in your slick. As he gently cleans the cum around your cunt, he brings his fingers to your mouth for you suck clean which you eagerly do.

With a pat on your thigh, you glide yourself down his body. Some of your leftover wetness coating his body, not that Yoongi cared, until you were face to face with your boyfriend. Gripping his cheeks you pull his lips to yours.

“Thank you” you whisper against his lips making him chuckle.

“I should be thanking you, I could eat you for hours” he grins smacking your ass lightly.

“You have?”

“Exactly. Thank you for having a yummy pussy honey” He gives you a gummy smile before kissing you again as you giggle. 

“Alright enough of that, put my cock in you” you stare at him fighting the laugh as he pats at your ass again signaling you to move.

“Who said I was gonna ride you?” you tease him as you sit up in his lap, hands pressed against his chest. His hands come up stroking softly at your sides. “Come on love please?” he asks sweetly. 

You reach down to line him up with your entrance and take in a sharp breath when you push the tip slightly in. “Happy Valentine’s Day baby” 

Sinking down onto his hard cock, Yoongi’s eyes roll bad as he feels your tight cunt swallowing him. Your own whines reach his ears and he stroking your hips softly. “Good girl, there you go” 

He wraps around your body pulling you closer to him, you sit there adjusting to his size never quite used to the delicious stretch. In your ear Yoongi praises you for taking him so well. 

 “Such a good girl for me huh baby? Always so warm and wet for me” 

Your nails dig into his chest as you start to rock your hips enjoying the feel before Yoongi impatient hands are lightly bouncing your own hips to get you to move and fuck yourself on his cock. 

“Fuck I love how you feel inside Yoongs” moaning out you start to lift your hips. Yoongi loves this view more than anything in the world. Your cunt leaking on his cock, eyes filled with lust as you stare at him, breasts bouncing with the movement of your hips. If he died right now Yoongi wouldn’t be too bothered. 

“You’re such a dream angel” he mumbles out before planting his feet on the bed, Yoongi gains leverage and starts fucking into you at a quicker pace, the smacking of skin echoes through the room. He grips your breasts holding onto them for leverage as he tugged on your stiff buds roughly. 

“You were made for my cock” you hear Yoongi grunt out as he stares at where you two connect. Playfully you squeeze his cock earning you a groan from him and a smack to your ass.

You move your hand to rest next to his head while your other one slides down to rub your swollen clit, head lolling every so often as you enjoy the feel of his thick cock. “Gon’ cum” you cry out as your hand speeds up. 

“Fuck yes so fuckin’ wet” He moans out gripping your ass cheeks to ground himself as his hips continue to thrust up into your pussy. “Use my cock baby it’s all yours”

Fingers rubbing quickly you cry out “M-mine Yoongi'' as you clench and cum around his length. Your body spasms as you lay on your boyfriend while he keeps fucking you through your orgasm.

Stroking your head he flips you over in one swift moment, your cunt still stuffed with his dick. “Shh good girl, gonna keep going okay? You can give me another” he says, planting a kiss on your forehead while you nod.

His own forehead comes down to rest on your as he thrust into you quickly, his hand snakes down to lightly rub circles on your sensitive clit. You cry out at the overstimulation but soon you feel another orgasm coming. “P-please gonna cum”

“Give me to me sweet girl” 

His other hand gripped your chin as he pulled you in for a kiss, tongues and teeth clashing as you cry into his mouth, your orgasm starting to hit deliciously. 

“Fuck love you-ou” is what Yoongi hears muffles out in his mouth. He slows down his thrusts to work your high through as he stares at your eyes tightly closed and whimpering moans. His hand leaves your clit in favor of stroking your hip as he places light kisses on your collarbone and neck while you come down. 

“That’s it baby, so good, squeezing me so good” he praises you as your own arms wrap around his shoulders, your mouth searching for him. 

Between kisses and the feel of your creamy cunt tightening around his cock Yoongi feels him orgams coming. His favorite way to finish was inside your tight cunt while looking into those beautiful eyes of yours. So he pulls away from your lips to rest his head on yours. 

For someone who hated eye contact there was never a better feeling for Yoongi than showing you his love while filling you up. “Gonna cum babe, you gonna take it?”

“Come on baby, I want your cum” you whisper as your own eyes trace the beautiful slope of his nose, to his reddened lips from your nips and kisses. “Want to feel it inside me, love it”

He groans “So perfect, all mine” 

“Yours baby, I love you” you peck his lips squeezing your cunt around him helping him out. Yoongi’s cock fills you up with his seed and your tummy flutters at the feel.

You gasp and he slowly rocks his hips doing his best to keep his eyes on you as he enjoys emptying his cock in his favorite place.

“Love you” he mumbles before he thrusts once more, letting his arms drop down his body resting gently on yours. 

You both stay like that in silence, his soft cock in you keeps the mess he made somewhat contained. Your fingers were carding through his hair as his breathing evened out.

“Don’t get too comfortable, we still have dinner reservations.” Yoongi chuckles as he rises to press his lips to your mouth rolling the both of you over so you are on his chest. 

“Yoongi,” you muffle out, squished against him.

“Mmh?” he hums as his hands trail down to rest at your hips. 

“How long did that heart take you to arrange?” you ask, hand coming up to rest on his chest to prop yourself to look at his face. His eyes flutter open as he throws you an inquisitive look. “A while.. Why?”

“Nothing. It was just super symmetrical, I was so impressed. Almost suggested going at it on the ground so we didn-” 

Tugging you down Yoongi’s lips crash into yours. You smile as his lips part away, “What was that for?”

“See I knew you’d appreciate it, my little honey bunny” he throws you a gummy smile before leaning to kiss your nose as you scrunch it. 

“Ew, you’ve been calling me names all day weirdo” you cringe at the pet name.

“It’s cute,” he pouts. “You don’t like it?”

“Not as much as I like you” you smile at him, making him roll his eyes

“Too bad, c’mere sweet cheeks. Bet I can make you cum again before we go!”

Safe to say that the rest of your Valentine's Day was absolutely perfect.

[lonelyhobi]

Omg the Jimin story was amazing!!!

aw!! Thank you much! I'm glad you enjoyed it <3

[lonelyhobi]

FIIIIIIIII ! I’m so happy you posted this and I spent my morning reading and writing this at work lol this is going to be long my bad..

Okay so first off, the exposition? Iconic. I legit had the best time sitting here trying to guess who would be playing what/what role they’d have in OCs life. So you can imagine how excited I was that my beloved Chuck Bass would be Tae. Like there couldn’t have been a more accurate casting 👏🏼

“She’s not even a backdoor virgin thanks to Jung Hoseok”

this made me laugh out loud #Assmanhoseok

OKAY BUT NOT JUNGKOOK AND THE SHAGGY BROWN HAIR, I couldn’t help but picture Nate’s god awful pilot hair (sorry if anyone liked it, it was a little offensive to me) but on Jungkook lmao. But also like I knew he was gonna be that main guy obviously, but part of me was there like “wow wonder who?” (Also the talk with jk and his dad has me stressed waiting to see if he’s also gonna go through the same family mess)

“His patience was especially a liability when… you were around.” -me dying at that line

Also I’m reading as OC so I’m rooting for OC, but I felt terrible for poor Lani getting shoved off like plz she just wants her deluded idea of perfection, someone help her,, Tae????

THE FLASHBACK?!? The way I screamed seeing Namjoon, my ass thought he was the brother. But when Oc said “Not unless you’re gonna fuck me like your baby–” you and I both sister, like plz mr joon break that runback rule. Also not me loosing my card to joon, getting passed around through half of bangtan?? my dream 🤧 Still what a piece of sh- like sir I’m drunk.. also who’s the brother?!?! We got yoongi, jin, and jimin left or a random person. Hoping it’s Jackson Wang so he can throw a party, honestly it would be a wasted opportunity to not throw him in this somewhere lmao

But I do already like the relationship between OC and her brother, I love the little backstory you threw in about him taking care of OC and being a constant for her in a life that is constantly a whirlwind. So I do want to see more of that and how his presence plays into OC’s life and like his own issues he has going on.

I already know Im gonna love Tae and Jk’s friendship, like I’m really hoping you add some scenes so we can see the bromance and understanding between them. Esp because Jungkook is sitting here with a midlife crisis and Tae is rolling a blunt, like I love that dynamic lol

Almost cried seeing Lani and OC like make up a little and the compassion for her bestie return to Lani. But shout out JK for fucking it up <3 I knew he was gonna irritate me solely bc of Nate and he sure did. But I did like his little interaction with OC outside the apartment, it’s cute and I’m like Lowkey rooting for them but I can’t be fully invested until Hoseok shows up and I know his deal lmao I’m always team hobi until he proves otherwise 😔✊🏼

I will say that scene at the wedding with Jungkook. Holy crap it was sooooo good, the build up and tension. Like no kidding they were gonna do the deed. My dude said ‘its Jungkook’ like yes sir omg 🥵 And I know well Tae was standing there watching like the freak he is omg

You have me sitting here playing detective trying to map out the timeline, figure out what I think is going to happen, matching characters, what plots are present here, etc. I LOVE IT! I cannot wait to read the next part, I loved gossip girl so much so reading this feels like so familiar but exciting at the same time especially because I get to see your take on things plus Bangtan 💖

affluenza | jjk

⤑ part 1: Pilot

⇀ SUMMARY continue reading blog post: [ “Rumor has it that yn is back for good. But what do our resident upper east siders think about that? Her best friend to start?—We always thought Lani’s boyfriend, Jungkook, had a thing for yn anyway. Catch the latest scoop here! XOXO” ]

⇀ RATE 18+

⇀ GENRE gossip girl AU, rich kids AU

⇀ PAIRING Jungkook x Reader, mention of Namjoon x Reader

⇀ WARNINGS mention of recreational drug use, classism, shitty rich people, woman to woman rivalry, mentions of drug and alcohol abuse, mention of a mental breakdown, mention of relapsing, mention of rehab, rehab centers, brief mention of depression, mention of overdosing, slut shaming, absent father, mentions of divorce, heavy petting, mentions of virginity (f!), loss of virginity (m!), mentions of intoxicated sex, unprotected penetrative sex, creampie, infidelity

⇀ PLAYLIST ♫♫

⇀ WC 10.7k

⇀ A/N okay so!! this is finally happening!! really excited bc gg is one of my favorite shows of all time, so im looking forward to this <33 i tried to keep some of the plot the same especially in this chapter (so you're going to see a lot of similarities to the show here) to make sure it still has that authentic vibe, but there are going to be bigger plot changes that will differ from the show later on. ALSO , i made up a lot of the side characters and rlly only kept like ,, the core 4. anywho, i hope yall can see the characters as i cast them somewhat, and that my blair girls aren't too upset with me (i was a blair girl myself when i was younger trust me.) send me all your reactions when you read this bc i am very curious as yalls impressions !!

⤑ SERIES MLIST

- August, Lani’s estate -

The news spread through the party like a wildfire.

In circles of the elite, there was no piece of gossip left unturned, no stone left unthrown. Idle talk ran through their veins as readily as blood. Especially when it detailed the return of someone who had disappeared. Especially when it was you.

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[lonelyhobi]

Amigos Con Derechos

summary: Jimin was great in bed. And that was the extent of your relationship. But the more time you spend with him it seems like he has other plans for you two in mind

pairing: jimin x reader

genre: fwb

warnings: fingering, unprotected sex (be responsible), oral sex (f & M), multiple orgasm, body worship, ONE pussy slap, creampie, Jimin is so in love with OC, OC is kind of an asshole poor Jimin, Mint Yoongi is a dick

word count: 15.9k

note: honestly i’ve been working on this fic forever and it was supposed to be Jimin's bday fic but now it’s my first fic of 2022 omg. A huge thank you to moon aka @lavienjin​ for being kind enough to beta this mess and providing great feedback!! I felt so much more confident uploading this after they had the chance to go through it and make sure it wasn’t a disaster so thank you so much for being so nice and sooo helpful!!

Time and time again you found yourself in this situation with him. You had been fuck buddies with Jimin for a few months now. Having been fresh out of the worst relationship you’d ever experienced, the last thing you wanted was to give your heart to someone again. 

After Jimin proposed the idea of no feelings and no strings attached sex, you jumped at the offer. Not only because you were insanely serious about your emotional ban of men but also because everyone knew Jimin was a good lay.

Everything had been going fine up until recently when you had broken one of the cardinal rules of a friends with benefits situation. He had spent the night. Having both been too drunk and tired there was no way he would’ve been able to make it home especially considering how late it was once you were done. 

Ever since that night you noticed something else in Jimin's gaze. Aside from the regular lust filled, seductive gaze he usually gave you, there was now a look you couldn’t place your finger on. 

But it scared the shit out of you.

The reason this thing with Jimin was working out so well was because you had managed to do everything in your power to not fall in love with him, which had actually been an extremely difficult job. 

With those sultry eyes, and that crooked smile of his. He was a walking dream. Thankfully you could give into temptation but there was no way you were letting yourself give into your heart.

You were holding back from him because of the absolute fuckboy that Jimin was. He had assured you multiple times that since he was getting his rocks off with you, he didn’t need the meaningless flings but now that you saw that feeling in his eyes you want to encourage him to fuck anything if it means he doesn’t like you. You were afraid. Afraid of giving yourself up to someone again only to be thrown out like week old leftovers. (Fuck you Yoongi.)

A particularly harsh thrust and fingers making their way to circle your clit, brings your focus back to Jimin.

“You’re so beautiful” Jimin says as he strokes your cheek. Having stilled while inside of you he forces your eyes to lock with his. Feeling too much emotion in his gaze, you tear away rolling your eyes. 

“If you don’t start moving again I’m gonna kick you out Park.” 

He throws his head and graces you with that boisterous laugh as his eyes form tiny crescents. Pecking you quickly, he breathes out “My bad, angel” against your lips and continues his thrusts, leaning down to take one of your nipples into his mouth.

“Oh fuck just like that” you moan out coming back to him and gripping the nape of his neck.

Focusing on your pleasure you see Jimin’s brow furrowing as he puts his energy into his thrusts and gets you to your orgasm. There was nothing in the world that he loved more than seeing you come undone for him. He told you countless times, but every girl has heard that bullshit line before. Guys will say anything when they’re balls deep about to cum in you, let's be real. But ever since that night you're starting to believe him.

“Are you close, baby? You look so pretty moaning like that.” he smirks, licking up the side of your neck.

“Not- ugh, your baby!” gasping as he hits that particular spot in you that has you seeing stars. Even in your state of pleasure you couldn’t let him get too comfortable. 

“Not yet” he giggles out sitting back on his ass to properly watch you as he fucks you to your orgasm. You couldn’t help but feel your walls clench at his unrelenting quest to annoy you. “Fuck, you got so tight. D-do it again”

“Make me- ah cum first” you challenge back through noises of pleasure. With his task at hand Jimin pistons out of you relentlessly continuing his steady pace on your clit until you’re screaming out his name. 

“Fuck Park yes!!” you call out as you cum around his cock. Clenching around him, he feels his high approaching. 

“Holy shit you feel so good I’m close” he moans out, and before you can yell at him he’s pulling out and stroking himself unbelievably fast. Another one of your rules. He had already fucked you over by kissing you, getting filled to the brim with his cum wasn’t going to be added to the list of shit you should be doing with your fuck buddy.  

With one final stroke of his cock, you feel his cum begin to spurt out on your pussy and lower tummy. His hand comes down beside your head as he buries his face in the crook of your neck. Emptying himself out on you is incredibly hot but when you feel your body come back to you and his breathing regulates you’re quickly pushing him off of you.

“Ow!” he screeches as you shove him a little too hard on accident.

Ignoring his dramatic whimpers for attention, you run to the bathroom to clean yourself up. When you’re done and come back out, you see he’s already dressed, as he sits on your bed looking at you. Reaching for a big t-shirt from your dresser you throw it on quickly, feeling insecure under his gaze.

“You don’t have to do that, you know?”

“Do what?” you mumble out searching for a hair tie to throw your hair up.

“Be embarrassed. You’re the most beautiful girl I know.” The sincerity in your voice makes your knees feel a little weak. Nope. 

“Shut up”, turning to your desk you grab your water bottle to avoid his stare.

“Hey do yo-”

“Well that was fun”

You cut him off before he can get his question out. Every time after you guys had sex he would try to wiggle his way into being with you longer. Whether he's asking you to go  eat or just hang out. But you weren’t here for that, you just needed his dick and he could be on his merry way.

Sighing out, Jimin takes his defeat. Standing up he starts searching for his jacket around your room. 

“Are you going to Tae’s party tomorrow?” he questions as he’s hunched under your bed. You couldn’t help but admire his backside. God you loved grabbing at it. 

You start to wonder how it would feel to walk side by side as you cheesily place your hand in his back pocket and his in yours. No no no.

“Depends. You gonna be there?”

“Of course!” he responds enthused as he comes up from the floor with his jacket in hand. Maybe you were warming up to him, he thinks. 

“Think I might have to pass then.” you smirk.

“What why?” a whining Jimin comes stomping over like a child. 

“Because you’re extra needy when you're drunk and I can’t have you running around crying for me. Again.” you roll your eyes thinking of the last time you went to a party that Jimin was at. 

He hadn’t expected to see you there and he would be lying if his heart hadn’t skipped a beat when he saw you. Before he had made it to the party, the two of you had gotten into a fight, and needing to let off some steam, he drank more than he could handle. Resulting in a very sad and drunk Jimin. He ran over and threw his arms around you as soon as he could, splashing your drink everywhere. Annoyed and wet, and not in the good way, you pushed him off as he profusely apologized telling you how dumb he was and how perfect you were. At this point he had gathered enough attention that you dragged him out of the party and to your place, effectively ruining your night. 

“That was one time. And you can’t blame me. You were really mean to me that day” he pouts, pulling you by your waist to dip his head into your neck.

Arms still crossed against your chest, you fall under his spell. You enjoy the way he presses kisses to the exposed skin. 

“You were such a bad girl that day angel.” he mumbles as he kisses that sweet spot under your ear before nipping at it.

“W-was not.” you let out through a shaky breath.

“You were.” He cuts himself short, biting and nibbling into the spot marking you before soothing the sting with his tongue.

“But that’s okay I can always forgive my pretty girl” smirking into your skin he leans up to press a kiss onto your lips.

Snapping out of your daze as his eyes meet yours, you uncross your arms and push him away from you. “Not yours!”

“Yeah but still, you know what I mean,” he smirks as he picks up his jacket and flings it over his shoulder. “See you tomorrow baby” he throws you one more wink before walking out of your room. It isn’t until you hear your front door close that you let your hand reach up to your neck. Fingers graze the spot where his lips and teeth had left their imprint. The smile tugging at your lips let you know that you were getting in too deep. But why couldn’t you stop?

You had spent the day convincing yourself that you didn’t care about Jimin. 

As you chose a pretty shade of blue that you knew he’d like on your nails you told yourself you couldn’t care less about him. 

While you brushed your hair up into a ponytail knowing he loved to see the expanse of your neck, free real estate for his kisses later, you reminded yourself how little he meant to you. 

And as you squeezed into this ungodly tight dress that you knew he would more than appreciate to see you in and equally appreciate taking it off of you later, you try to come up with another lie to deny your feelings for Jimin.

Jimin was a good guy. You knew that. But after feeling your heart be crushed into a million pieces you can’t risk letting your guard down. 

Yoongi and you had what you and others liked to call a perfect relationship. He was patient, listened, and attended to you with what you thought was so much love and care. Until he sat you down one day and looked you in the eyes.

“I’m bored.” Your mint colored hair boyfriend said and he intertwined his fingers in front of him.

“We can go to the movies or something? I think they’re still playing Aladdin!” you suggest, unaware that he wasn’t referring to the lack of activities you guys had planned. 

“No, I’m bored of this. Us.” His voice loses it’s volume before he lets out one of the hardest things you’ve ever had to hear “You.”

“W-what do you mean? I’m not really understanding Yoongi?”

His shoulders shrug as a passive look paints his beautiful face.

“Ho-how long?” you try again to work into his thoughts.

“I don’t know? For a while. I just didn’t know how to say it. I thought I was just bored in general so I dyed my hair. But even after that I realized it wasn’t me. It was you.” He doesn't meet your gaze which you're glad for because tears are piling high, blurring your vision. “I didn’t mind just being here but you’re exhausting sometimes. You need so much.”

“I um. I’m sorry but I d-” fumbling over your words you look at your hands in your lap confused as to what he means.

“Constantly needing a self-esteem boost, always so down on yourself. How can you expect someone to want you if you don't want yourself?” 

A choked out sob escaped your lips as you quickly reached up to wipe your eyes. He hated seeing you cry. 

“And always so damn emotional. I can’t keep up with this. We’re young. Too young to be feeling this trapped. I want something new, something fun.”

“I’m sorry I made you feel that way. I didn’t know.” you mutter out feeling your body grow heavy.

“It’s my fault too. I should’ve left when I first knew I didn’t love you anymore. So I’m sorry for drawing it out more than it should’ve.” he answers in what you know is his best attempt at compassion. Despite having been in a relationship with him for two years he never quite knew how to speak from the heart. But you loved him, faults and all. The same couldn’t be said for him.

“Is there anything I can do? I-I love you Yoongi.” You let a few tears stray, internally cursing at yourself for being emotional when he literally just told you he didn’t like that. 

“Uh there’s actually someone else.”

And if your heart hadn’t snapped in two earlier, then it did in that moment. Trying to put everything together and rule out when it is that he lost interest in you, you let the tears free fall. 

“Y/N don’t do that. Look, it’s not like I was looking for someone else, it just happened. Sana and -“

“Sana?!” You cut him off somehow finding your voice. Of course it was Sana. She had been interning with him at the label. Multiple times he had reassured you that she meant nothing despite her beautiful face and near perfect features. And here he was literally leaving you for her.

“C'mon you had to have known babe. This was gonna end at some point. I mean how long did you plan to rely on me for everything?” 

You can always remember that day so vividly and the ache it leaves in your chest, though now dulled still was difficult to think about. There is no doubt in your mind that Jimin would never do that to you, but once upon a time you said the same thing about Yoongi and here you are. 

Beginning to rethink the whole party situation you start to kick off your shoes about to settle for a night in. As you unlock your phone you open up Snapchat and are greeted by a snap from Jimin.

Laughing you shake your head feeling your mood lighten up. Who were you to stand in the way between Taehyung and his birthday cake? 

You're slipping your shoes on once again as you click through stories, one in particular making you pause your movement towards the door. 

Jimin's roommate Jungkook had posted a snap. Your eyes widened as you saw a familiar man on the screen.

You had carefully avoided any interaction with Yoongi since the break up. Citing irreconcilable differences as the reason for your separation, your friends didn’t really push to find out why things ended. Except Jimin who you poured your heart out to one night. Which then led to Jimin throwing a punch at Yoongi, leaving a very confused mint haired boy wondering why his friend hit him and then stopped talking to him all of the sudden. You hadn’t set off to ruin their friendship by any means, it just kind of slipped out. Jimin was the one who chose to cut ties and it wasn’t like you would complain. 

He said it was better this way, that being friends with someone like that wasn’t what he wanted. At the time you laughed thinking that they weren’t so different from each other from what you had heard about Jimin. But unlike Yoongi, he would sit there with the warmest expression and listen. He’d respond with true words of reassurance he wouldn’t stop until your tears did. At times you felt bad thinking that he’d get bored or tired of being there for you like Yoongi. But he always assured you that he was your friend before anything.

You had started to rethink your decision to attend Tae’s party. But after having put so much effort in your appearance, it would be a true waste to not go and let Jimin ravage you tonight. He made you insatiable. Before when you were with Yoongi, you had definitely been attracted to him but there wasn’t a spark. Well at least that was his claim as to why things didn’t work out. That and the cute intern at the music company he was assisting at. 

Again, fuck you Yoongi. 

You honestly couldn’t even be that mad at him, the girl was gorgeous. Hell you would’ve left yourself too. After that shitshow of a relationship you grew more insecure constantly questioning your validity. It was something you didn’t talk about but somehow Jimin managed to pick up on it. 

Another reason why falling in love with him was too easy. But you couldn’t let yourself fall down that path especially with Jimin. Despite his sweet words and great dick game you weren’t ready for heartbreak. Deeming yourself immune to his charm, you gear yourself up and head out to Tae’s place.

Knocking on the door, you begin to overthink your decision to come. Then again Tae was known for having more friends than he knew what to do with, so there’s a chance you’d be able to avoid Yoongi if you hid well enough. 

Before you have time to make a run for it, the door opens to one of Tae’s friends, HoseokHe was a nice guy, his only fault being that he was Yoongi's best friend. Who was arguably one of the nicest guys in the world, it was a complete mindfuck as to how he was best friends with the soulless blackpit that was Min Yoongi.

“Hey you” a cheerful smile greets you as he pulls you into his embrace. “It’s been too long! How have you been?”

“Hobi” you smile back. “I’ve been alright, how about you?”

“Just busy at the studio, but we should definitely catch up. I’ve missed seeing you around!”

“Yeah for sure” you respond, patting him on the back as you make your way inside. 

“Oh and congrats by the way!”

“What?” you question, turning around to face him as he shuts the door.

“I heard you and Jimin were seeing each other. Although I really should be congratulating him, he’s been hung up on you for months. Finally gave him a chance huh?” he chuckles, playfully elbowing you.

Frozen in your spot, you stand confused at where Hoseok would have gotten that ridiculous idea. To which prompts you to ask “Where did you get that ridiculous idea?”

Eyebrows creasing in confusion he replies “I overheard Taehyung screaming about it a few days ago. Yoongi was definitely surp-”

“Yoongi?” you cut him off in equal parts shock and anger. That asshole had the audacity to question your not-relationship. How dare he?! It’s not like he didn’t take off with the first pretty thing in a skirt that walked into the studio. And yes you had to clarify with a skirt because lord knows Hoseok was beautiful and you’ve seen the way Yoongi looked at him sometimes and he worked there too.

“Yeah he’s getting more ice with Namjoon right now. Have you guys spoken since-”

“Um no we haven’t and I’m not seeing anyone, so I have no idea why he’s saying that.” you grit through your teeth finding the silver head through the crowd. Your daggers piercing holes into his skull frightening Hobi and he stutters to backtrack his remark. 

“Sorry my bad, I must’ve misheard.” 

“Whatever” you mumble furiously turning on your heel. An awkward Hoseok scratches his neck before you’re on your way to get a drink, furious and upset with Jimin. You had wasted all that time in getting ready for this dick appointment and now you were considering breaking said dick. 

Reaching the kitchen you manage to go unnoticed by that idiot, and grab a beer to immediately chug it. It was absolutely disgusting but you knew you’d have to get through at least 2 of them to start relaxing. 

On your mission for inner peace, your hands grip the counter. As you try to slow your breathing, you feel hands gripping at your waist. Glancing down to see a series of familiar silver rings, frustration bubbles up inside of you as he rests his face in the crook of your neck, placing a kiss there. 

“What do you want Park?” you growl out more than question as your body refuses to push him off, basking in his warmth so you just stand there with Jimin pressed up against you. 

“Aw don’t be like that sweetness, I’ve been waiting for you this whole time. Poor Jungkookie is over holding my hand and dancing with me.” you can hear the pout in his voice as his lips trail your neck. You feel your body betray you, giving into the delicate swipes of his mouth on your body. You knew the ponytail was a good call.

“P-park” you whimper out unintentionally sounding weaker than you wanted it to. You were annoyed at him for making it seem like the two of you were anything more than a casual fling. If he started to catch feelings then it would lead to something more, but just like Yoongi he’d probably get bored and leave you. And although you didn’t want to admit it, losing whatever it was you had with Jimin was too much for you to bear.

“I’m surprised you haven’t told me to fuck off yet, did you miss me too, sweet girl?” he laughs as his hands dance around your hips smiling on your skin. His words bounce around in your head snapping you out of your dazed trance. Bending your elbow, you push it backwards into his fit stomach as you  remember your anger from earlier. 

“Jeez babe, if you want to be rough give me a warning.” Groaning, Jimin hunches over as you turn to face him with your arms crossed over your chest. He takes a breath before staring at your angry figure from below. “Oh shit are we playing? What’s my story?” he says as he stand to his full height ready to take on the role, mistaking your anger for fucking roleplay. Classic Park. 

Rolling your eyes you turn to search for a drink, “I’m not playing games idiot, you told people about us?”

Confusion taking over his handsome features he tries to inch closer to you but the glare you shoot at him has him raising his hands in defense. “Baby I don’t know what you’re talking about?” he says earnestly.

Your heart softens at his face the tiniest bit, “W-well then why is Hoseok asking about us? He said Taehyung was talking about it. And if you told Taehyung you might as well have fucking put it in the newspaper!” your voice raises slightly but you’re still aware that you’re in public and you don’t want to draw attention to the two of you. 

His innocent expression falters and he starts to laugh and you feel your blood start to bubble. If there was anything Park Jimin was good at, it was pissing you off. 

“I knew it! See, you fucking to-” 

“Hey hey hey, no baby it’s not that” he wraps his arms around you as you try to come at him.

You sigh defeatedly in his embrace, “What is it then?” you huff out into his chest.

“Who fucking reads the newspaper?” He begins to chuckle out as he holds you and despite your annoyance you laugh quietly along with him. 

“You know that’s not the point, smartass. This thing or whatever it is, is just between us, Park, that was the deal.” pulling away from him you look into his eyes and your heart begins to beat a little faster as you take in the way he looks at you. 

His hands come up to cradle your face between his hands. “I promise I didn’t say anything to Taehyung, he literally took my phone when you texted me one night. He must’ve seen your naughty little messages begging me to come over and take care of you.”

You felt your face redden as you avoided his eyes, mumbling an embarrassed “Not true”. 

Smirking he grabs your jaw lightly, forcing your gaze upwards. “Nothing to be ashamed about, I always tell you how much I want you, I’ll tell anyone.”

Quickly pushing him away and scoffing, you go back to raiding through the cooler in search of a refreshment. “And that’s the problem, keeping something a secret won’t work if you’re telling people about it. Why didn’t you tell me you told Tae?”

“You literally punched the shit out of me two seconds ago.”

“Technically, I didn’t punch you, it was my elbow. And you deserved it.”

“Well you can do whatever you want to me, just c’mere I want a kiss” he struts over pulling your waist towards his body as his lips find yours. Losing yourself in the feeling of his mouth pressed up against you, you whimper into him and he pulls back, biting your lip.

“Quit doing that, people are gonna think we’re dating Park.” You huff out, checking around to make sure you don’t spot the mop of mint hair. 

“God forbid anyone thinks that right?” Jimin pouts as he lets you go and takes the cranberry juice hidden in the fridge. Grabbing the vodka he begins mixing your favorite drink together. Had he brought the juice  here for you? Highly doubtful that Tae or Hobi would own juice in general considering the fact that they lived off of Soju and noodles. 

“You know that’s not the point. I already told you I’m not interested in a relationship. Thanks” grabbing your drink from his hand you start downing it in one go before handing it back to him for a refill. With his eyebrows raised Jimin takes the cup from your grasp. 

“Trying to party hard tonight? Don’t worry I’ll take care of my girl if she gets too sloppy” he strokes your head after handing you your next drink. 

“Good to know. Too bad I’m not your girl.” You throw a wink at his direction before making your way out to the party with every intention of finding somewhere to hide out. 

Jimin tumbles after you, hot on your heels “Not for lack of trying!” 

You both head to a corner of the room where you down your drinks before Jimin pulls you to the makeshift dance floor in the middle of the room. Hands grip your waist as Jimin presses his chest firmly to your back. 

At some point you had looked up from your love bubble with Jimin and spotted the one person you had been dreading to see. Something about the neutral expression he masked his emotions with set you off as you were wrapped up in someone else's arms. 

Those dangerous self-deprecating thoughts flooded your mind. Has Yoongi ever cared about you? Did it even hurt him when he let you go? Of course not, how could he miss someone he was tired of. You couldn’t help how awful you had felt because of him and the frustration had you wishing the same pain on him.

Closing your eyes, you try to push the negativity away as you press your hips against Jimin, whose face was nuzzled into the crook of your neck. Turning slightly you can see his eyes taking in your own and your heart starts to pound in your chest. His nose brushes against yours and you can’t help but smile at the tender action. Eyes leaving him, you glance and see Yoongi standing there with the same blank stare but this time when your eyes sweep down you see his fist tightly clenched by his side. Bingo.

Circling your arms around Jimin’s neck you pull his face down closer to yours before angling up and kissing him. Humming into your mouth in surprise Jimin can’t help but give into the kiss quickly pushing his tongue in wanting more of you. Little did he know that this urge for PDA was fueled by the presence of a mint haired guy you had spotted moments before.

Jimin knew Yoongi had hurt you. Every time you were together he made it his own personal mission to push all of those awful thoughts out of your head. Yoongi is a dick and insecure in himself which is probably why he took it out on you and Jimin could never understand it. You were perfect in his eyes. How that dumbass let you go is beyond him, but he was so grateful for it.

You both had met in college through Taehyung. He always thought you were cute but within a month of your freshman year you were tied down and attached at the hip to Yoongi. It’s true that he had had his fair share of college conquests but as cliche as it sounded, with you it really was different. 

As you stand there with a slight buzz locking lips with the blonde you overhear voices from the side of you that you instantly recognize as your friends. Hoseok’s voice stands out above the rest calling out a “Yoongi wait” Smiling into the kiss, you pull Jimin's shirt closer to you but he quickly pushes himself away. 

“Why are you smiling? Did you want him to see us? You’re fucking joking” Jimin could feel his face light up in anger as you try to flaunt your non relationship in front of your ex. Not being able to deny you, Jimin would’ve gladly accepted kissing you to bother Yoongi but it’s that you couldn’t tell him that made him feel that maybe you hadn’t quite gotten over him. 

“W-what are you talking about Park” you cross your arms feeling guilty as his eyes widen in disbelief.

“This entire time all I’ve done is try and try and here you are hung up on him. Do I even matter to you? I’m not asking you for anything. I literally take whatever this bullshit relationship is because I thought you needed time. But you just want him.” His voice had gone from a harsh tone to one of sorrow at his realization that maybe he had wasted his time and that the girl who he was crazy for was hung up on a guy who treated her like shit.

“You know that’s not true.” you call out trying to grip his arm and calm him down but for the first time he shoves you away. 

“Don’t.” 

He storms off to some other part of the house needing time away from you. Feeling the weight of a few curious stares from around the room you take off to the balcony for some space.

You find yourself calming down in the stillness of the night as you try to piece together your actions. With 100% certainty you knew you didn’t want Yoongi back, hell he wouldn’t want you either. But why did you feel compelled to put on a show with Jimin? Maybe it was to show him that you were desirable? Make him jealous? Who knows, but what you are aware of is that you royally fucked up with Jimin. You didn’t mean to hurt his feelings and if anything this just solidified that maybe he wasn’t lying when he spoke all of those beautiful words in your ear. 

Mulling over your situationship with Jimin, you hear someone clear their throat from behind you, not needing to turn around to know who it was.

“Trouble in paradise?” Yoongi asks joining you against the railing. 

“Seems like the only trouble here is you.” rolling your eyes you wrap your arms around your body when a breeze blows through. He chuckles taking in your chilled frame in that little dress. You had never ventured out and wore something like that when you were together. Maybe it was because you never felt comfortable enough or maybe you just didn’t want to dress up for Yoongi? Though he had his moments as a good boyfriend, Yoongi never truly made you feel wanted, at least not like Jimin.

“I deserved that.” he concedes with a nod of his head before turning to fully face you “You look good”

“Thanks?” you feign politeness at the asshole undressing you with his eyes. A few months ago you would’ve been blushing or probably crying at the prospect of speaking to Yoongi or the compliment he just gave you. But now after having been with Jimin you knew that this wasn’t what you deserved even if you had just ruined things with him.

“Heard about you and Park. Saw some of it too.” he lets out nonchalantly but you knew him better than that. It had bothered him to see you and Jimin!

“Yeah pretty popular topic tonight apparently” muttering out, you start to play with your fingers thinking back to the guy who more than likely wanted nothing to do with you anymore.

“He good to you?” you hear Yoongi ask barely above a whisper. And suddenly with how hot your blood felt you weren’t cold anymore. 

“Why do you care how he treats me Yoongi ? You literally dumped me for someone else? Who’s to say you didn’t fuck her while we were still together too” absolutely fuming at his audacity to question Jimin who has been nothing but sweet, patient, and understanding. He had to have some fucking nerve to pretend to care now. 

“I never cheated on you. And besides I'm not with her anymore.”

“Well I’m so sorry I was really rooting for you guys.” Once again you're faking your tone to this idiot who for some reason thinks you’d be concerned over his failed relationship.

“Look I just wanted to see how you were. I've been thinking about you.”

“Oh please” you roll your eyes as he tries to inch closer to you. Stepping backwards from his outstretched arms you place your hand behind you feeling the corner of the balcony.

“No seriously. Hoseok told me about you dating Jimin and I couldn't believe it” he laughs a little, taking a step closer seeing as you’re stuck in your spot.

“Why?”

“Dont play dumb you know how Jimin is. New girl every week. Interested one minute and then leaves them faster than he changes underwear.” His words pricked at your skin, half of your heart wanting to yell out and deny them. But the other part knows that there is truth to his words and that once upon a time you would’ve never seen Jimin as anything other than a player. 

“Not that it's any of your business but I'm not with him. We’re just friends.”

“Good.” he hums more to himself than you.

“What do you mean good?” you question, your annoyance creeping into your anger. Who the hell was he to care about your dating life? He made it very clear he didn’t want you. 

“Like I said, I've been thinking about you. I miss you.” Just fucking great. This guy must be joking to think he could treat you worse than garbage and then come crawling back like nothing. 

“Oh fuck off Yoongi.” You turn your head to stare at the side of the house and not the ridiculous man in front of you. 

“Seriously. You can’t tell me you still don't feel the same.” He steps closer towards you, and you have nowhere to go but to continue to avoid his face.

“Yoongi I really don't.” Shaking his head his arms come out to grip your sides pulling you into him, and not in the cute way Jimin did but in a more assertive possessive way, face burying into your neck. “Leave me alone, what the fuck Yoongi.” Yelling out you manage to shove him out of the way, making him stumble back a few steps in the process.

“Don’t flatter yourself Y/N. You're still just an insecure little girl. Always desperate for a compliment and clingy as hell. Let's see how long it takes Park before he gets tired of you too.” He spits out before turning and heading to the door. You bit the inside of your cheek to stop the tears from filling up your vision. As he yanks open the door, a concerned Taehyung makes it out to the balcony.

“Everything okay?” he questions, concern lacing his voice. 

“Y-yeah all good Tae, just want to enjoy some air a little longer okay?” You almost want to applaud yourself for the way you level your voice, Taehyung gives you a side smile before whispering something to himself and heading inside.

You find yourself holding onto the railing as you exhale all the emotional build up Yoongi had provoked and you had caused with Jimin.

God what were you doing? Yoongi’s right, no matter what Jimin says you know how he is. You’d be stupid to think something could actually work. He’d get bored and leave you. What you didn’t understand is why Yoongi wanted you back if you sucked so much? Clearly you weren’t that terrible. 

“Hey?” Jimin whispers out to you and you flinch when his arm grazes your shoulder. You push him away holding yourself between your arms. 

“Leave me alone Park, I really don't want to talk to you right now.” The last thing you needed was to be consoled by the man you were trying to pretend like you hadn’t fallen for. If anything now with greater intent after what Yoongi reminded you about. You were clingy and needy and all of the things a guy wouldn’t want in a partner, so how could Jimin want you.

“Don’t be like that. What's wrong? Tae said you were talking to Yoongi, did he say something baby?” The sincerity in his voice could have tricked you but you knew better than to fall for his sweet words. 

“Don't. Fucking call me that. I'm not your baby or your girlfriend or anything. I don't want anything to do with you, Yoongi or anyone.” you find your voice raising in volume as you meet his eyes. He’s looking at you with the warmest expression trying to gauge what was going on and how he could help you. But in your current state, yelling at him through tears, there’s nothing he can do but try to reassure you.

“What’s wrong? You know I’m here for you what’s go-“

“Oh my god, take the hint. I don't want you. I know how you are and you really expect me to believe you changed? And for me? You must think I’m fucking dumber than Yoongi does. You’re both the same.” you answer with almost the same amount of venom as Yoongi spoke to you. But the difference was you didn’t believe most of your words. You knew Jimin was different from Yoongi, way better actually. It’s you that was the problem and it was easier to blame Jimin’s past than to say out loud that you knew you weren’t good enough for him. 

“I-“

“I’m not telling you again. I don’t like you. You’re just a post break up distraction. Leave me alone.” It was almost harder to be with him than it was to be without. But you had made your decision that Yoongi was right and Jimin wasn’t meant for you. It would be easier to rip the bandaid yourself before getting even more attached and letting him leave you. 

His eyes start to water and he clenches his fist, he can’t stop staring at you and the guilt in your body is too unbearable so you have to look away. 

“Please.” you whisper out.

And he turns on his heel.

When you hear the door close you look out and see no sight of Jimin, but on the patio chair in front of you lay his jacket. Taking a seat you let your hands cradle your face as tears fall down your fingers skim the material of his clothing as you try to compose yourself. When you feel yourself calm down you stand up and make your way inside. 

You look through the crowd trying to spot the silver hair through the crowd but come up empty. Walking over to Taehyung, you interrupt his conversation with a pretty girl. 

“Tae um have you seen Park?” He glances down to the jacket in your hands and tries to hide his smile.

“Um-he left.”

“Well can you give his jacket to him for me? I think I’m going to head home. I don’t feel too great” Throwing an arm around your neck he pulls you into a crushing hug.

“Sorry, I’m actually going on a little birthday trip tomorrow. But I’m sure you can stop by his place and drop it off, he’s always happy to see you.” he says giggling into your ear, clearly enjoying his birthday drinks a little too much. 

“Yeah well not sure that’s still the case. But anyways happy birthday Tae, I hope whatever you wished for comes true.” Smiling at the girl next to him. 

“It sure did,” he says, throwing a wink at her. 

Shaking your head you say your goodbye, skillfully avoiding a plastered Yoongi who keeps giving you a death glare from beside Namjoon. You pull on Jimin’s jacket as you step outside into the cold night once again. 

The walk to your apartment is full of your constant questioning if you did the right thing in cutting your relationship  with Jimin. You knew you were in too deep and you couldn’t risk getting hurt again. You just wish it was easy to cut all these feelings swirling around too.

You had avoided speaking to Jimin completely after the night of the party. Part of you figured he would be the one to break the silence but you soon realized that wasn’t the case and the jacket you had hanging in your closet was only mocking you. It was now Monday and after not seeing him waiting for you after your 8 am class with your coffee order in hand, you missed him. Not just for the liquid energy he provided, but the warm feeling you got when you saw him standing there. He picked up the habit one day and now you felt lost without his presence. 

To be honest you knew you missed him the second you begged him to leave you alone. But with the ridiculous way in which you were pinning over him you were sure you made the right call. Truthfully the idea of Park Jimin actually wanting to be with you and  staying faithful was laughable. He was extremely attractive and beautiful in every way, he’d get tired and walk out just as soon as he figured out being with you wasn’t all he imagined it would be. 

So how come knowing this you found yourself unlocking your phone and clicking on his name? Because you were an idiot and you had an excuse. 

Y/N: Hey Park I have ur jacket.

You silently cheered for yourself that you had the perfect reason to be the one to end the distance between the two. Now you just had to wait for him to take the bait which shouldn’t be too long considering Jimin always answered around .2 seconds after you messaged him.

5 minutes later

Any minute now.

Twenty minutes later

Should be soon.

An hour later

His phone is probably off.

Three hours later

Or maybe his fish died. Wait, he doesn’t have a fish.

It was nearing 10 pm and you were deep into imagining the scenario in which Jimin went to buy a pet fish only to make it home and find out it was dead. Then he had to of course get the fishes' affairs in order and plan an elaborate yet tasteful funeral for his new but dead fish. It’s then that the ping from your phone takes you away from your ridiculous thoughts and focusing on the message. 

Park: Yes you do.

“What the fuck” you mutter out, he was usually never this dry or factual in conversation. Half of the time it was compliments or sexy texts followed by the frequent picture of Jungkook's ass. (he strangely but not surprisingly had a lot of them saved on his phone) Taking time to skillfully craft a response that is both thoughtful and delicate you send your message.

Y/N: Well do you want it back or what?

Perfect.

This time it doesn’t take him nearly as long to respond which brought more joy to your face than you would ever admit to but it quickly faltered when you read the text.

Park: I’m busy.

You couldn’t help but scoff at his words. So much for all of his bullshit promises and kind words.

“I’m always here for you” you mimic him in annoyance. “Yeah right Park.”

Y/N: Well I’m dropping it off.

If he wants to be a dick after you rudely told him to fuck off out of your life, then by all means. You would be just as much of a bitch... right after you deliver his jacket.

There he was laid up in Jungkook’s bed, hands covering his face as he tried to pinpoint when exactly he became such a bitch for you. 

The majority of the weekend was spent in this exact spot after he had given his phone to Jungkook to help him give you the space you needed. He knew he wouldn’t be strong enough to let you go without any help from his roommate. 

So here he was questioning why he thought it was a good idea to be mourning the loss of a girl who was never really his, a fact that Jungkook has not so kindly reminded him multiple times over the weekend. Jimin truly felt the weight of your last conversation but still felt inclined to check on you and constantly ask Kook if you had reached out.

“I miss her”

“Yeah, yeah what a shocker. She texted a while back ago actually” he hears his younger friend nonchalantly say as he continues playing his video game.

“What did she say?” Jimin questions trying feign indifference despite having been heartbroken the entire weekend.

“Something about having your jacket. And honestly if it was that colored sequin one she’s doing you a favor by keeping it.”

Reaching behind him Jimin pulls a pillow from the bed to fling at Jungkook for his lack of fashion sense. “Says the guy whose wardrobe consists solely of black shirts and sweatpants”  

After dodging it he raises his hand for a moment from his controller, flicking Jimin off before returning to his game. “Well I answered and made sure to give her space like you said.”

“Wait, what did you say?” anxiously Jimin crawls up the bed to get to Jungkook.

“I told her you were busy. I left out the fact that it’s because you’re crying over her, don't worry.”

“Well how did you say it? Like “Hey I’m busy right now sorry I can’t be there” or “Hey I wish I could be with you right now but I’m trying to respect your wishes”?”

“Mmmm neither”

Growing alarmed at Jungkook’s calmness he questions him again “What do you mean neither?”

“I mean I literally just said ‘I’m busy” like a normal person?” 

Staring at his friend in disbelief Jimin can’t help but want to punch Jungkook in the face. “DUDE! What the fuck? You can’t just tell her I’m busy?” 

Pausing his game, Jungkook turns to face him. “Bro you literally said and I quote “Don’t let me bother her she wants me to leave her alone” what was I supposed to do, invite her over?” 

“No of course not! But you didn’t have to make it so dry, did you put any emojis?”

“Jimin are you fucking serious?” Jungkook searches Jimin's face for any sign of wavering. “Of course you are,” he sighs out. “No, I didn’t send her any emojis because I’m not 13. And once again she told you to fuck off, why are so stuck on her? She must have the best pussy in the world to have you acting this dramatic.”

“Watch it, and you send me emojis all the time?”

“I send you ‘bro emojis’ that’s different. I never send a fling emojis, it’s too emotional.”

“What are ‘bro emojis’? You send me a sparkly heart and a shy monkey like seven times a day?” Jimin asks, entirely confused at Jungkook’s logic. “Besides she isn’t just a fling, I care about her.”

“Oh trust me I know, you haven’t stopped your bitching and moaning, literally you called out for her in your sleep, it’s kind of ridiculous man.” Jungkook shakes his head to unpause his game, having wasted too much time on his hopeless friend.

“What do you want from me? This is the first time I’ve ever felt like this about someone. It's just so hard to be away from her when I just want to hold her and tell her she’s pretty.” 

“Are you sure you’re not the one that wants to be held and told you’re pretty?”

“You offering?” Jimin asks while pouting at his roommate, if you weren’t here for him to lather in attention, then Jungkook would have to be enough until you were ready for him or completely dropped him. 

Jimin knew your words at the party were empty. Okay not true, maybe Taehyung had to tell him about your conversation with Yoongi that Hoseok told him about. But regardless he knows you have feelings for him, well he doesn’t know for sure, but he’s banking on that to stop his heart from aching. It’s true Jimin had jumped from woman to woman, usually falling hard fast only to realize he wasn’t actually in love. 

But with you it really was different. He didn’t have the intention of having feelings for you but then you slept together, again, and again and each time he found himself discovering a new thing about you he couldn’t forget. From the crinkle of your nose when you smile to the somersaults he feels his stomach do when you stare into his eyes. 

Truthfully Jimin didn’t know how strong his feelings were until your first big fight, leading to numerous drinks that led to him seeing you at that party and literally begging for forgiveness, hands and knees on the floor. That day will be painfully engraved in his mind and so will the make up sex you had that night. Which then became the morning after sex when he woke up to you in his arms and knew that he had never felt this strong desire to stay before. 

Leaving you last night was extremely difficult and he’d be lying if he said your harsh words didn’t aid him in walking away. He went home and immediately cried while clutching a bottle of wine until Jungkook came home. Since then he had been in his apartment doing everything in his power to give you time to choose him. Which seemed to be close to impossible to imagine but he held on to his hope. 

As much as you tried to deny your feelings for him he’s caught your gaze and the way you’d tell him to go but plead in your eyes for him to stay. He knew you were scared after Yoongi was a complete douche to you and he wanted to fix that. Jimin had no idea why he did, but seeing you smile and be happy felt like the most fulfilling thing in the world to him. 

Sitting up Jimin comes to the conclusion that 3 days is probably enough time and he was ready to come back to you, to face whatever empty words you wanted to throw at him. By now Jungkook was fully engrossed in his game once again and Jimin could see his own phone on the bed. 

His foot could definitely reach it if he stretched over, so he quietly laid as flat as he could as his toes danced further down the mattress. Just as his big toe tapped the screen he felt a hand shoot out and grip his foot. 

“Not happening”

Groaning, Jimin kicked his trapped leg around “I miss her Kookie, it's been 3 days, I need to talk to her.”

“What you need to do is get over it, Chim” Jungkooks strong grip on Jimin’s ankle doesn’t cease despite his attention being on his game as Jimin continues to stare at the ceiling huffing out like a child. 

“I don’t want to get over it though, you don’t get it. I really like her and she’s just upset because Yoongi-hyung is a dick. She didn’t mean what she said”

“And if she did?” Pausing his game once more to look over his shoulder at his deflated roommate. “I like Y/N. She's cool, but is she worth all of this shit?” 

“Yes.” Jimin doesn’t hesitate to answer and his eyes find shapes in the popcorn ceiling. 

“But does she think you’re worth it?” Staying silent as he contemplates Jungkook's words, his friend only shakes his head. “I don’t know man, it seems like you’re putting yourself through all of this when if she really missed you she would be here right now.”

“She’s not like that” 

“Because she doesn’t want to be like that. When you want someone you put in effort, you go for what you want despite the possibility of heartbreak because you can’t stand the idea of not being with that person.”

Staring wide-eyed at Jungkook, Jimin heard the truth behind his words but was floored at how insightful his younger friend was. As he tried to form a response, the ringing of the doorbell cut his thought process off. “What t-”

Smirking, Jungkook shrugged as he stood to get the door but not before grabbing Jimin's phone with him. “What can I say? I’m always right, man”

Jungkook strides to the door feeling content with his analysis of Jimin’s situation that he pulled straight out of his ass. Flinging the door open expecting it to be the pizza he ordered, Jungkook groans as he sees who is at the door. 

“You’re fucking kidding me.” 

“Nice to see you too Jeon” you stand at his door, arms crossed over your chest.

“What’s up?”

“Just came to drop this off” you nod towards the jacket in your arms. Subtly you try to peek over his frame to spot Jimin but you end up stumbling on your feet a bit as Jungkook stares amused. 

“Oh well I can take that, I’ll make sure he gets i-”

“No!” you clutch the sequin material to your chest as you receive a questioning stare from him.

“I-I mean, I’d rather make sure he gets it. You know Park, he’d flip if something happened to his fancy clothes” trying to find an acceptable excuse for your freak out, you feel your cheeks heat up as the guy in front of you knowingly chuckles at your failed attempt to play it cool. 

“I mean he clearly didn’t care enough about this jacket if he left it with you.” wiggling his eyebrows you roll your eyes at him in response. 

“Is he here?”

Wanting to help out his friend, and slightly get back at you for being a dick to Jimin, Jungkook nods. “Yeah he’s here, I don’t know if he’s up though he had a crazy night, You know Jimi-” 

“Who’s at the doo- Y/n?” At the moment Jimin walks out to the living room, puffy eyes sparkling at the sight of you clutching his jacket and he feels the pressure in his chest alleviate. He looks adorable in his pajama bottoms and wrinkled black shirt, his eyes were slightly swollen and it was obvious by the Prada bags under his that he hadn’t rested well either. 

“Park.” You let out trying to still the nervousness in your voice. Jungkook throws his head back in annoyance as he’s caught in his lie but you weren’t even too bothered considering you looked like you were 2 seconds away from jumping on Jimin. 

“You’re here?” He takes a few steps closer, you can tell he's trying to mask his own excitement, but the dull sparkle in his eyes betrays him. 

“I am” you answer as calmly as you can, the both of you staring at each other. Forgetting what exactly was the point of your visit you stand at the doorway. Jungkook stares between the two of you as you just look at each other like complete idiots. Another step closer and Jimin’s quiet “Hi” followed by your own “Hi” is all it takes for Jungkook to take the hint. 

“Okay well looks like you don’t want your space anymore Chim, so I’ll give myself space because this is gross” He exclaims as he points between you and Jimin before retreating to his room. 

Jimin makes his way closer to the door before coughing a bit. “Sorry about him. But um do you want to come in?” he asks, scratching the nape of his neck.

Sending a glare towards the back of Jungkooks stupid muscular back you nod walking into his home. You keep your eyes glued to the rug as your fingers toy with his jacket. Jimin walks around the couch to stand in front of you but still gives you your space. 

You’re both just standing there, breathing quietly as you hear the muffled screaming and blasts from Jungkook’s room. Jimin had decided to let you be the one to break the silence, since after all you were the one coming to see him. Taking a deep breath you look up into his face as his eyebrows shoot up questioningly. 

“O-oh um I brought your jacket. Like I said I would” fingers trembling you have to consciously stop them as you hold out the sparkly garment. Jimin takes a couple of steps before grasping at the jacket, your fingers grazing slightly.

“Thanks you didn’t have to come all this way.”

“Yeah no. I know” words seem to jumble up in your mind as you try to come up with something better to say. But your efforts prove to be futile as Jimin himself tries to understand your visit.

 “Is that all you wanted, ba- uh I mean Y/N?”

Your heart flattered as he corrected himself. You had grown accustomed to his pet names and the sweetness that the detachment in his voice was hitting your confidence. What you didn’t know was how much Jimin longed to step over to you pull you in his arms and kiss your stupid head repeatedly until you understood what you meant to him. 

“Yes. I mean no. No, that's  not all I wanted.” Jimin had never heard your voice so demure and shy. It took everything in him not to press his lips against yours. 

“Then what?” He questions as he sits on his couch gesturing to the spot next to him. You take a seat leaving plenty of space between you two, missing the frown on Jimin's face. 

“I’m sorry” you blurted out to a confused Jimin.

“For?”

“You know..” voice trailing off quietly, you look down to your fingers. Your mind travels at lightning speed as you try to string together the proper way to apologize for being a closed off bitch. But you also want to let him know that it’s for a reason and you want to be with him but how are you supposed to just trust him? Granted he hasn’t given you a reason not to but still. 

As you're fighting with yourself you feel Jimin shift a bit, his body facing yours. 

“You can’t apologize if you don’t know what it’s for.” His hand shifts under his chin as he continues to stare at you. At this point Jimin knows what you’re trying to say. That you’re sorry for being mean at the party and dismissing him. Which he was fully ready to accept and move passed. But he kept prodding now in hopes that maybe you’d reveal something else to him too.

“Well don’t you want an apology?” your voice takes on a sharp edge and your eyes widen quickly as you look up to his eyes. Jimin remains unfazed as your tone and you let out a deep exhale. 

“You shouldn’t just apologize because you think that’s what the other person wants Y/N.” Sighing, Jimin starts to stand. “Well if that's all-”

“Wait!” you exclaim, hands coming out to rest on his forearms. The pleading look on your face almost cracks Jimin but he holds off and takes his seat. This time your arms didn’t let go of him as he sat down. 

“Look, I know I’m not the easiest person to deal with. Like how you’ve dealt with me.” you look up waiting to hear a scoff or hum in agreement but are only met with kind gentle eyes that spur you to go further. 

“It’s just hard to say this.”

“Say what?”

“That I was wrong.” you answer, turning to cross your arms over your chest as you stare at your pitiful reflection from the TV. 

“That’s usually the case but elaborate for me please” There’s a hint of a smile in his voice and as you look back over to him you can’t help the playful rolling of your eyes at him. Even as you're trying to apologize and somewhat profess how you feel, Jimin manages to put a smile on your face.

“I said you were a post breakup distraction. And at first it kinda was that.” the softening of your voice has Jimin mind going crazy. Did you still feel that way? Did you make this trip just to tell him that you didn’t have feelings for him, and that you still wanted Yoongi? At these intrusive thoughts Jimin's own body had stiffened and shifted back slightly alarming you. Hands reaching for him, you continue. 

“I kept telling myself that it didn’t mean anything. Everything between us.. I just thought you were a distraction which you were, until you weren’t.”

“Okay..So what’s changed?” his eyes were soft and curious as he nodded along encouraging you.

“You. Or well I guess me? Maybe both? I’m not sure. I just- I didn’t want to admit to myself that I had feelings. For you I mean. Well you probably think I’m a heartless bitch-” 

“You’re not a bitch” he interrupts with a slight smirk. You look up at him, throwing him a look to which he just rubs his thumb along the back of your hand encased in his.

“I have feelings for you.” you blurt out

Jimin stills and you see the corners of his mouth tilt up before he schools his expression down. This was everything he wanted to hear but he had to remain calm and let you get everything out. You guys had been on different wavelengths and if anything was going to happen you had let go of everything from before. His silence left a knot forming in your stomach as you took it for rejection.

“God” you huff out running your fingers through your hair. “You must think I'm the worst person in the world. I literally treat you like crap when you’ve only ever been the sweetest guy to me and then come crawling back when you’ve had enough of my bullshit. And I mean I knew how I felt about you but these last few days have been the worst. The second you left I wanted to talk to you. A-and I didn’t see you after class and I thought it wasn’t gonna bug me. But it did. I thought it was because of the coffee so I went to get one and you know what?” you stop your rant to stare at him determinedly and he nods gently for you to keep going. “But it wasn’t the coffee you know?”

“It was because it was you”

“What does that mean then?” Jimin croaks out, happy he somehow managed to still the nervousness in his voice. 

“It means that I'm sorry I took you for granted Park, you- um you mean something to me. Even if you do irritate me. And even if you're a little too touchy. But you're also really sweet and you make me laugh. But then again sometimes you do a lot of dumb stuff and it feels like I’m literally babysitting you. Which can be endearing at times but Jesus Christ Jimin, you’d think you’d know how to handle your alcohol by now. Its kinda insane and don’t g-”

His boisterous giggles interrupts your sweet but slightly insulting rant. Jimin knows it’s hard for you to open up and that this was your attempt at a heartfelt confession. The way you had slowly started to drag him was classically you, but what had his heart stopping was the way his name slipped past your lips.

“Hey!” the pout in your voice had Jimin feeling warm. “I’m trying to tell you how I feel and be vulnerable and you’re always on me for it and you’re laughing at me!” Letting go of his hand you stare at him with those big eyes of yours, looking absolutely adorable that he could help but reach out to you. 

“Hey hey hey!” voice coming out quickly and filled with joy as he finally wraps his arms around your shoulder pulling you into his side. “No I’m sorry baby, I didn’t mean it like that.” you let yourself fall into his embrace and enjoy the way his fingers card your hair before cupping your jaw and angling your face to look into his eyes. “It’s just you called me Jimin.” He giggles slightly.

Your cheeks flush while you roll your eyes. “Well you called me baby” you fire back eyebrows raised. 

“I thought you hated it when I called you that?”

You find yourself burying your face into his neck as your whole body feels hot. “Yeah well I hate it more when you don’t” he hears you mumble making his smile spread even wider across his face.

You sit there in his arms for a few minutes just enjoying each other's company before you find the nerve to ask, pulling away from him slightly to face him.

“Hey um so what does this mean, like where does that leave us?”

“Oh so we're an us now huh?” He chuckles, raising his eyebrows suggestively.

“Oh god Park nevermind. You know what maybe Jeon has another controller” you try to push yourself out of his arms only for his grip to tighten as he shakes his head.

“Baby I’m only joking! C’mon after the week we’ve had we deserve to play around a little”

With your arms crossed you try to scowl only for him to poke your thigh then your tummy before the tickle attack commences on your stomach until you're laughing and half of his body is on top of you crushing your body a bit. But you can’t find it in you to push him away. You stop laughing and just stare at each other as his hand comes to your cheek.

“There's that smile. God I love your laugh.” The look in his eyes makes you want to turn and hide from this too real display of affection, but his hand keeps you there.

“Oh shut up” you let out in an attempt to lighten the mood but Jimin wasn’t having it anymore. It was his turn to tell you how he felt.

“I’m serious. You know some of this is my fault, I guess I never was completely transparent about my feelings for you”

“You don’t have to say that it was my fau-”

“Listen. I know you had your doubts when it came to my feelings for you and I totally understand. I don’t blame you. Don’t have the best track record now do I?” he chuckles lightly sitting up a bit so he can hold your hand and you can sit up too. “But I meant everything I’ve ever said. I may not know what it means to be in a real relationship or I might not always know how to be the best guy. But I swear I’m going to do right by you. I can’t explain it but the way that I feel about you. How I care about you, it’s like nothing I’ve felt. When I see you my heart pounds so loud I’m scared you’ll hear it sometimes and make fun of me for it”

You laugh a little before he continues. “And I know I haven’t given you a real reason to trust me bu-”

“That’s the thing though” you interrupt. “You have. You’ve proven to me how you feel. I know it. I just. I can’t believe that you’d feel that way, for me..” the confidence in your voice falls through as you coward in on yourself.

He continues to caress your cheek. “What are you talking about angel?”

Taking a deep breath you start “After things with Yoongi. I dont know, I just don’t really get how you could feel this way about me”

“What does he have anything to do with us? Did he say something to you at the party?”

“I mean he said a lot of stuff. He even said he missed me.” you laugh out bitterly. “What a fucking joke.”

Jimins eyebrows are furrowed in confusion but his jaw clenches at the mention of Yoongi missing you.

“Then he also said some stuff. About us. And yes I know I’m dumb for putting any thought to him but I can’t help but see some truth in what he said.”

“I highly doubt anything that idiot says has any validation. I mean he had mint blue hair c’mon, what a tool.”

A snort comes out as you shake your head “This coming from the man who sported cotton candy pink hair for almost a year?”

“Wait, you said you liked it!” His pout only makes you smile at him wider as your hand reaches up to hold his cheek. His eyes stay on yours as his voice comes out softly. “What did he say about us?”

“He said that we- you would get tired of me like he had. And that you’d leave me once you were bored which I know th-”

“Do you believe him?” Jimin's voice turns sharp as he stares at you incredulously.  

“What do you mean?” 

“Do you really believe that about yourself, about me? That you’re not worth sticking around for and that my feelings for you aren’t real?” He sits up from you as you rise on your elbows to dismiss his worries.

“Hey it’s nothing to do with you I swear, It’s about me. How am I supposed to stop you from getting bored with me? Realizing a few months down the road, hell maybe a year from now that I’m not as interesting as you thought. Or maybe too clingy. There’s a lot about me that you wouldn’t like.” 

Jimins expression had only morphed into more disbelief as he listened to your insecurities surface. A mixture of empathy and anger flooded his body. He was definitely going to have a word with Yoongi after this. Okay, maybe not so many words would be exchanged. 

“Why would I get bored? I’m an adult. I don’t rely on you for entertainment. I like your company, I like how  blunt you are. Everything about you is perfect for me. Even the parts that aren’t. They all make up you, and I want to be with you. Please believe me”

“I do. I mean I want to. Yoongi he-” leaning down once again he presses his lips over yours. His firm chest pressing up against you as you lean back into the couch.

“He’s an idiot Y/N. I want that pretty little head of yours to drown out anything Yoongi has ever said because it’s not true. I’ve been moping around like a lost puppy without you.”

“He Has!” you hear a muffled shout from Jungkook’s room and giggle as Jimin’s eyes roll before chucking a pillow at his roomates door followed by a ‘fuck off’.

“It’s true though, and now you’re here. I don’t plan to mess this up, baby. I want you, all of you” he says earnestly before holding your hands up to his mouth and pecking your knuckles. 

“And if it’s not enough? Me, I mean.” you whisper at him through glossy eyes. 

“You’re more than enough, you’re just gonna have to trust me on that angel.” he cradles your face in his hands and he presses a kiss to your lips before mumbling against them. “I want you right now. I can’t promise this is forever, shit maybe you’ll get tired of me-”

“Won’t happen” you interrupt, muffled by his mouth. 

“And if it does” Jimin teases back with a comical glint in his eyes, leaving you to push against his chest with your hands. 

“Not funny”

Wrapping his hands around your waist as he graces you with that laugh of his, you can’t help but melt a little. Tucking his face in the crook of your neck, he plants kisses along the expanse. Sighing out in his embrace you let your fingers comb through his hair.

“Just want to take care of you.” you make out him, speaking against your skin.

 "Hey” your voice comes out in more of a breath as Jimin continues to kiss around the sensitive skin. 

“Hey?” you repeat, your voice now pulling him away as he stares at you eyes a little darker but filled with love.

“What baby?”

“Any chance you want to take care of me now?” the sultry tone of your voice has Jimin swallowing slowly, a smirk gracing his lips. 

“Gladly.” And with that he’s whisking you off to his room, pressing your back against the door. His hands pull your waist to his body as his lips meet yours. He kisses you sweetly and slowly, before he begins pecking at your mouth faster. You can’t help but giggle into his kisses as he smiles. 

You're both laughing when he pulls away to rest his forehead with yours. “How did I get so lucky?”

Turning away as the heat creeps onto your face, Jimin cups your chin to place a kiss on your lips before he’s pulling you towards his bed. He turns you both around as he gently nudges for you to lay on his bed. His mouth presses to yours again, his body howevering to avoid crushing you under him. Something you always complained about but now you find your hands reaching for his shoulder to press his body against yours. Jimin can’t stop the smile from forming as his lower half drops to fit between your spread legs. 

His lips begin to trail down your neck to your exposed collarbone. You stare down at him as he takes his time licking and sucking at the indents. Jimins hands come to grip at the hem of your shirt. His eyes meet yours as he presses a kiss to the valley of your breasts. “Can I?” he asks softly, and you're quickly nodding at him as you lean on your elbows so he can pull your top up and off of your body.  

“How could I ever get tired of this?” Jimin mumbles more to himself as his hands come from their hold on your side to fondle your boobs. He holds them in his hands, squeezing and enjoying them. You're growing impatient though as your whimpers become louder and your arching into his touch for more. 

Laughing, Jimin shakes his head. “Needy little thing”. 

He pulls down the cups of your bra to expose your chest to him. Immediately he’s wrapping his lips around your nipple, his tongue swirling around as his other hand pinches your left one. He continues to lap at your boob before swapping to the other side. His hands pinches and tugs at your other nipple and you feel the arousal pooling uncomfortably in your panties. Your hips seek relief as they push up into Jimin, looking for his hard erection straining in his sweatpants. 

“Jimin, need more,” you huff as his teeth are pulling at your nipple. The area is now covered in bites and there's no space left without a sign that Jimin had been there. 

“Baby need more?” he teases, eyes growing darker as his hands start to work on sliding your shorts and underwear down in one tug. His hands stroke the expanse of your legs as he squeezes your thighs. Pushing your knees up and out, he’s situated right about your pussy. 

His tongue laps at the skin on your thighs, pussy mound, everywhere but your aching clit making you whine out for more. And without further hesitation Jimin is leaning down to suck your clit into his mouth, finger coming down to spread your folds before he’s licking your entrance.

Your hands had reached down to grasp at the strands of his silky blonde locks, his tongue gliding up and down your clit. “M-more please, i need more” you moaned. His eyes meet yours as he continues to trail his tongue from your entrance, and then dance around your sensitive nub. Jimin wasn’t one to tease, usually giving into your demands for pleasure, but he was reveling in your taste and pleas. His own version of payback for everything you had put him through. 

“Baby you just sound too good moaning for me like that” He chuckles, tearing his mouth off of you only to let his fingers play at your hole. “I’m gonna give you more, but you gotta keep making those pretty noises for me” 

His fingers bring the wetness from your entrance up to your clit and pinch it lightly before rolling it with his fingers. “Yes fuck, please.” Grinning at your hips thrusting up in desperation, Jimin can’t contain himself and pushes his fingers inside of you as his other hand presses your hips down.

He was pumping his fingers inside of your cunt at a rapid pace enjoying the squelching noises he was making. “God baby, you have no clue how sexy you are” he groaned out watching you arch your back. Your hand had come up to your breasts, squeezing the mounds of flesh before tugging at your hardened nipples. Despite the added pressure of his hand on your hip, it didn’t stop you from trying to push into his fingers for more as you cried out for him. “Good girl, keep moaning for me baby, tell me how good I make you feel”

“So good, fuck! Need you!” Jimin, groans to himself feeling equally as horny and desperate for you. His hips start grinding into his bed as his ears only tune into the sound of the wetness surrounding his fingers as he’s fucking into you and you high whines and moans. 

“Park, ne- wanna cum, please!” You were doing your best to stop from completely thrashing against the bed as you felt your high coming close. 

Jimin knows your body well after many nights of lust shared between the two of you. He knows you well enough to bring his hand flat to your clit and rub it quickly. Curling his fingers he continues his relentless pace, eyebrow knotting and tongue darting out in concentration. You're able to lean up a bit and catch the sight of the man in front of you completely focused on your bliss, and you don’t think you’ve ever felt so endeared and turned on before. 

“Good girl, cum for me baby” his sweet voice along with the feel of his fingers fucking and rubbing your pussy is all you need to feel the band in your tummy snap. You moan loudly for him flinging yourself back on the pillows as you feel Jimin finger you through your high. 

He wants to stare at you as you orgasm but he’s more interested in seeing your juices spray out for him. So he continues to rub at your sensitive clit quickly as his fingers pump. “That’s it sweet thing, keep going, you can do it” pressing a little hard on your clit his eyes marvel at your juices squirting out. 

His hips rut faster into the mattress as he tries to ease his own arousal. “Fuck angel you sound so good for me, and look at how good you take my fingers. Too good for me” he mutters lost in your cunt as he pulls his fingers out. 

His bed is drenched in you and he only stares at your hole, eyes blown out in lust. Gripping your thighs he pulls you down before pushing his face into you. His tongue begins lapping at your pussy lips, collecting as much of your wetness as he can. You try to clamp your legs shut as the overstimulation has you whining out for him. “Oh God Park, please st- fuck” crying, you hands grips the sheets into fists and he continues to devour you. He avoids your clit but continues to lick up your entrances and lips. 

With a harsh tug at his hair Jimin pulls away whining at the sting. “Baby really? You could’ve just said stop.” his hand strokes his scalp as he sits back on his legs. You sit up still reeling from your orgasm, your hand pushes at his chest signaling you want to be on top. Eagerly Jimin swaps places with you as you sit up, wet pussy staining the fabric of his bottoms.

His hands grip at your hips as your lips come together in a sweet kiss, you let your tongue wrap around his eagerly sharing the taste of your juices with him. Jimin only giggles as he lets you devour his mouth. Pressing a kiss to his nose, you let your chin rest on his chest leaning your body on his. Jimin trails his hand up and down the expanse of your back rubbing softly. Comfortably you stare at each other while your own finger toy with the hair falling on his forehead. 

“I’m the lucky one” you whisper out before leaning up to kiss his lips once more.

Scoffing playfully, Jimin's eyes roll. “Impossible. 

You take a pause from kissing down his body to nip at his nipple jokingly causing a yelp from your unsuspecting partner. Continuing down your trail kisses along the indents of his abdomen, lovingly pressing your lips to his bellybutton as you approach the line of hairs leading to his sweats. Your fingers eagerly come to the waistband gripping both his underwear and pants and pulling them down swiftly. 

His cock eagerly waits for your attention, flushed and leaky.  “Pretty” you mumble as your hands grip his base and your mouth opens to accommodate his head. You suckle on his tip, happily tasting the precum he’s offering you and your hand squeezes the bottom of his length. 

Jimin lets out a harsh sigh as you envelop his cockhead. His fingers lightly push back the stray hairs tickling your nose but he keeps his fingers scratching soothingly at your scalp. Not pushing or pressuring you, simply appreciating the contact. 

Tongue swirling around, you lower your head as you make it your mission to take his chubby cock in your mouth at once. Jimin's eyes widen as his upper body leans forward to watch your pretty lips stretch around his fat length. “God baby, that’s it” he encourages as his other hand reaches to cup your cheek. 

His hands hold your face softly as though you are the most precious artifact in the world, despite the fact you're currently choking down his dick. His hips stay still and your nose pressed into his pubes. Jimin’s cock wasn’t the longest but it’s girth definitely put a strain in your mouth. 

Sucking on his cock as he’s stuffed in your mouth, you flick your eyes up to see the constriction of his abdominal muscles. You take a deep breath before you determinedly begin to bob your head on his length, your hands reaching to play with his heavy balls. 

“Holy shit, why are you so good to me” he huffs out laying back flat. Your mouth continues to work as your hands now graze the strong muscle of his thighs. You feel them tense as you swallow around his cock. “Baby y-you should, fuck, stop” he grunts out, tightning all of his muscles to hold off blowing his load into your sinful mouth. 

You hum grumpily on his dick before popping out of his mouth. Jimin had to actively swallow to stop himself from salivating at the sight of you connected to his cock with your spit, and big eyes pouting at him. “But I wanna taste it” 

If Jimin's mind had been reeling from your porn level blow job game then the thought of you finally letting him shoot his load down your throat had him near tears. “You’re joking?” 

Smirking mischievously you pop his cock back into your mouth letting your tongue swirl around his tip, “You’ve never swallowed” he gasps quietly truly shook at the fact that you’d be willing to eat his cum after repeatedly refusing and stating that swallowing was only ‘something you did for people who didn’t irritate you’.Jimin doesn’t know whether to cry or cum thinking of the advancement he just made in your heart. 

You pepper kisses along the base as you lamely respond “Yeah well”as the heat creeps onto your cheeks.

Heart clenching at your terrible but endearing display of affection, Jimin grabs your arm gently as he sits up, your own body climbing up to straddle his lap. His lips meet you in a soft but meaningful kiss. Fingers cupping your face as you break apart, his eyes stare into yours,and those damn butterflies start swirling in your stomach when you see the adoration blooming in his gaze. “I’m so lucky”

“Because I’m willing to swallow your kids?” you deflect humorously as Jimin’s own eyes widen at your implication. His mind flashes to the sight of your mouth full of his cum, maybe sticking out your tongue to show how good you were taking his load. God you are absolutely perfect, Jimin can’t help but think spurring him to kiss you again. 

“Park” you mumble against his lips as he continues to press his lips against yours before trailing down your neck to let you speak.

“Need you now” you plead as your hand slides to tug at his hair and make him face you. Nodding, eyes hooded with lust as his fingers drop from their spot kneading your ass to grip at your hips. In fluid motion he’s flipping you over so he hovers over you.

Hand coming down to grip at his cock, he drags himself through your slit hissing at the wetness of your arousal coating him. Letting his head slightly prod at your entrance you both take in a breath.

“Park”

Your whine snaps him out of his daze. “Please I just-I need to feel you.” Your words, though spoken in the most desperate and submissive tone you could muster, held a great weight over him. You held him in the palm of your hand, and anything you wanted he would make sure to give it to you. 

“Anything for you sweetheart.”

In a swift motion Jimin has you yelping as his cock swiftly makes its way into you. Hands coming up to grip at his shoulder, you hold on as he slowly thrusts himself out about half way before burying himself deliciously inside. Leaning down, Jimin takes one of your hard nipples into his mouth as he shallowly moves his hips, grinding his thick length into you. “Fuuck, bite me, p-please” you gasp as you hold his head close to you. 

Enjoying the feel of his tongue and teeth playing with your breasts you bring your legs to wrap around his waist. Eager to satisfy the both of you, Jimin starts to a steady pace of fucking himself up into you. 

Grunting he lets his lips trail from your nipples to your neck then to your lips and back down in a reckless need to mark you everywhere. Your moans and hands gripped at any part they could. His hands warped around you, body engulfing yours, his head buried in the crook of your neck as he pants and praises your perfect pussy. 

“This has to be heaven” he mumbles out against your neck, only making you grind your own hips more. “Feel good?” 

“So good” you nod, fingers lovingly sliding up and down his back as his steady rhythm of thrusts continues. His lips pressing quietly to your neck and his kisses along with the wet lewd sounds of him picking up the pace to pound into your cunt are drowned out by the sounds of your moans as Jimin pushes harder. 

Sitting up on his knees and gripping your hips, Jimin pushes into you rolling his hips when he’s fully inside, deliciously rubbing at your clit. Your legs untangle themselves from his hips while your hands fly to your breasts to tug at your nipples.

Like in a trance, Jimin watches you play with your tits and feels himself that much closer to his orgasm. Refusing to cum before you, one hand flies to your clit. Your moans grow in volume as you cry out for him. “Gonna cum”

“Go ahead baby, wanna feel this pretty pussy cum around my cock” he grunts out only fueling your desire and making your pussy clench around him. 

“Don’t fucking do that or I’ll cum right now princess” you open your eyes to see Jimin’s head thrown back as he hisses out his warning to you. You can’t help but test him by squeezing around his length again only to see his head shoot down to send you a look. He glares as you giggle at him. 

His hand swats at your pussy once in a sharp motion bringing you to your orgasm. Your hands reach for Jimin’s firm shoulders as you pull him so you can cling to him. He moves his hips helping you through your climax. His fingers rub at your clit making the euphoric feeling continue as you moan for him. You spasm under his touch when your body starts to feel over sensitive and cries leave your mouth. 

“T-too much, give me a sec” 

Fingers cease their movement and come to rest on the side of your face before stroking your hair. “Shh, take your time baby”

You feel his cock pulse within your walls as your breaths begin to steady out. Lips press against the crown of your head before peppering down your face. When Jimin skips your mouth you can’t help the whine that leaves your mouth, which has him quickly scanning your face for any sign of discomfort. “What’s wrong? I’m trying to be still but it’s hard when you just creamed all of my cock, I’m sorry princess”

You shake your head whispering out “You didn’t kiss me”

The furrow in Jimin’s brow disappears and his eyes soften. “Baby” he coos before pressing his lips and by response, his cock against you as well. A moan makes its way out between both your lips and you speak a muffled “Keep going”.

Jimin’s hips slowly rock into your body, his solid cock pressing back deeply into you. Your eyes lock on him as he continues his thrusts. “Want you to cum with me, can you give me one more?” Jimin's voice is tender and full of care. And you can only whimper in response.

“My beautiful baby girl" 

"All yours, yours, yours," you cry as he lightly presses against your throat, leaving you panting for air. 

"Are you gonna cum for me again? Show me  how good I make you feel ?" He hums, bending forward and slamming his hips forward, pressing against your nerve bundle. 

"Oh God, gonna cum again, fuckkkk," you cry pitifully, "P-Please"

“Hold on for me baby, almost there” he pants out through gritted teeth. A few more thrust followed by the delicious feeling of your warm wet cunt clenching him so good has Jimin faltering quickly as he finally lets you cum around him. 

“Fuck, fuck yes. God cum in me Jimin please!” Your cries of pleasure almost have him stopping to take in what you said fully, but he can only focus on thrusting harder before and he’s spilling in you. His mouth finds yours and it’s wet and sloppy and you both moan into each other.

His head falls into the crook of your neck as your legs fall to the bed limp. Jimin’s body is almost crushing you but it’s a comfortable weight that you had never let yourself bask in before. You hold his head, scratching through his hair as your breathing begins to even out. 

The stickiness between your legs begins to run down your slit when Jimin’s softened length slips out. “Whoops” he mumbles as he peaks his head to see his cum spilling out of you. Planting a kiss to your lips he quickly gets a towel to clean you up before he’s crawling back to your side pulling you into his arms.

“Hey, is it totally weird if I spend the night?” you ask as your fingers tap on his chest. 

When you don’t hear a response you stare up to meet his gaze already on you. “You called me Jimin” he laughs to himself before giving you a shit eating grin. “You like me”

“Oh god don’t start” you huff pushing at his chest only for his arm to press you further into his embrace. You smile into the crook of his neck, happy to be here. With him.

“Only messing with you babe” his fingers stroke at your back soothingly and you swear you had never felt more at peac-

KNOCK KNOCK

“Hey so are y'all done?” Jungkook asks from outside the door. 

“Because pizza’s here and I don’t have change” Jimin and you can’t help but hold in your laughs as you silently squeal at the embarrassment of Jungkook most definitely having heard your make-up session with Jimin. 

You both silently snicker and pull the covers over your head, deciding to let Jungkook enjoy his dinner. After all you and Jimin were definitely satisfied already.

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“Uh guys?”

[lonelyhobi]

Thank you for mentioning and enjoying “Mayores” 😭❤️❤️

2021 FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS

Welcome! It's Khystal and because we're nearing the end of the year, I decided to compile a list of (almost) all of the fanfics I've read for the second half of the year. I was really busy with life and school since August, so this is my "sorry I didn't get to post" post. Because this list is so long it gave me so many problems, but eventually, I made the decision to split this into 2 parts because there are about 170 fics in here because all of the members couldn't fit in here! So, in part 2, it's going to be Taehyung's, Jungkook's and any ongoing fics. Lastly, I'm going to be placing all of the authors that I couldn't tag anymore, in the notes area.

The majority of fics are 18+ so MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

(because this list is... EXTREMELY long, I'm bound to make mistakes so please message me and let me know if there are any or links that don’t work!)

❥Part 2

Legend:

Angst-🔪

Smut-🥛

Fluff-🐰

Crack-🍄

Social Media AU-💌

New Favourite-🌷

KIM NAMJOON

all about you by @taegularities 🍄🥛🐰

-fantasy!au, HP!au, strangers to lovers

Try Me by @jjkfire 🐰

-College!AU, Rugby!AU

New Haircut(e), Who Dis? by @alpacaparkaseok 🐰

-boyfriend!Namjoon x reader, namjoon's new hair cut

I Wouldn't Change a Thing by @spicyimagineifs 🐰

-small drabble, Surprise Pregnancy

Office Hours Series by @bonvoyagenoona 🔪🥛🐰🌷

-workplace/office romance, somewhat of a rivalry

docile by @minyfic 🔪🥛🐰

-zookeeper!namjoon x reader, our friend set you up on a date with Kim Namjoon, despite you telling her that he isn’t your type. He’s too sweet. You decide to humor her, and things take a wild turn

bigger & better by @lavienjin 🥛

-taehyung x reader & namjoon x reader, roommates, threesome au

So This Is What Makes Life Divine by @jinpanman 🔪🐰

-royalty!au, cinderella inspired, It’s his wedding day and life couldn’t be better

bothered by lavienjin 🔪🥛🐰

-brother's best friend, architect!namjoon x reader

blood & lust by @jamaisjoons 🥛🐰

-dark fantasy au. demon au. royalty au. soulmate au. established relationship au. porn with plot

Needy by @your-daily-biaswrecking 🥛

-Dating Kim Namjoon comes with its advantages and disadvantages. The later mainly being working so much all you get to see of him is in his studio. But you're a needy bitch. And if you have to get what you want while he works, you will do just that (guest star yoongi)

Inside My Mind by @jimlingss 🥛🐰🌷

-REREAD mind-reading, horny oc

Goodnight Nabi by @sahmfanficbts 🔪🥛🐰

-Single Dad Mechanic!Namjoon x female librarian!reader

Mayores by @lonelyhobi 🥛🌷

-Life is too short to spend it dealing with immature little boys. You’ve always been a go getter, knowing exactly what you want. And what you want is someone a little older

Americano by @hamsterclaw 🔪🥛🌷

-You’ve just opened your own cafe in a small suburban town. Namjoon owns the hardware store next door. He’s hot, he’s handy and suddenly you are in way over your head

Open Chest by hamsterclaw 🔪🥛🐰

-Namjoon and you were in medical school together, but you haven't seen him since you moved away for work. Until he turns up at your hospital for a fellowship

Under Your Spell by @rmnamjoons 🥛🐰

-bookstore owner!Namjoon x garden witch!reader, witch au, magic au, whimsical modern magical realism (Ghibli-meets-Practical Magic vibes)

WET by @joon-com 🥛

-Moans from a vibrator being heard from shower, made him feel shameful to get himself off, but needy to beg for more then sounds. Even if that ment fucking you against the glass shower door

Loveable Giant by @hoebii 🐰

-Domestic AU, drabble

Wish Granted by @jjungkookislife 🥛

-genie!namjoon x f. reader

KIM SEOKJIN

Midnight by jjungkookislife 🥛

-Unable to sleep, your boyfriend suggests a little midnight relief

Into Cool Water by @chimoona 🥛🐰

-newlywed AU, who says life slows down after marriage? To Jin, it’s only the beginning

if by chance by @sublimebangtan 🥛

-dad(dilf?)!Seokjin x female reader, neighbors!au friends with benefits

help by @jxngh 🥛

-you want his help but after you not wearing panties opposite happens

Love Me and Leave Me by @littlemisskookie 🔪🥛🌷

-You had no objections when you heard of your engagement to a faraway prince. In fact, you were elated! Especially when you caught sight of his handsome face and charming personality. You could see yourself falling for him easily. The only problem? He’s in love with someone else

pining for you by @dulce-pjm 🔪🐰

-your christmas isn't going exactly as planned, but you can say for sure that nowhere feels more right to celebrate than wrapped up in jin's arms. you just hope jin knows that

embers of the fire by @chateautae 🔪🥛🐰

-your marriage with seokjin is slowly dwindling, and so is your love. but as you near the end of it all, it’s not long before an unexpected event reminds you why you’ve always loved each other

all because of you by taegularities 🥛🐰

-They say food is the ultimate way to someone’s heart. It would be a shame if Seokjin didn’t at least try to confirm this belief

Of Bears And Bonds by @yoonia 🔪🥛🌷

-Were-bear/Bear Shifter!Seokjin, Witch! Reader, Fated Mates!au

soarin' by minyfic 🔪🥛🐰🍄🌷

-established relationship au, vacation au, very sweet & patient jin, pregnant!reader

love language by @augustbutwinter 🐰

-you wonder if he, who always takes care of everyone, has someone to take care of him. or if maybe it could be you. you’d like that

no pain, no gain by @diorkim 🔪🥛🐰🌷

-one-shot, strangers to lovers!au, personal trainer!seokjin, single parent!reader

aubade. by @junghelioseok 🥛

-it was supposed to be one night—no more, no less. but when your city is hit with what newscasters are calling a once-in-a-lifetime storm and the blizzard of the century, you realize that mother nature isn’t going to let you leave that easily. and neither is kim seokjin

The Test Kitchen by @triviafics 🐰

-Husband!Kim Seokjin x YouTuber!Reader

MIN YOONGI

back-burner by @yoonpobs 🔪🥛🐰

-sister's best friend!au, best friend to lovers!au

finger guns by @yoonjinkooked 🐰

-domestic, fluffy yoongi

take five by @jiminrings 🔪🐰

-dermatologist yoongi, nurse yn, unrequited love

Taxi by @honeyedhoseok 🥛

-Drinks at a bar + a rainy night + a single taxi to share with the bane of your existence, Min Yoongi = one interesting car ride back to your apartment

Birthday Girl by @btsarmy9593 🥛🐰🌷

-one night stand, noona reader, very wholesome

Sophomoric by bonvoyagenoona 🥛

-friends to lovers, college!AU, yn and yoongi live on the same floor

not around by minyfic 🔪🥛🐰

-basketball player!yoongi x cheerleader!reader, friends to lovers, mentions of infidelity

Spoiled Brat by @taesinferno 🥛

-dad's best friend!yoongi × reader, you're grounded, but you and Yoongi find ways around it

Countermelody by bonvoyagenoona 🔪🥛🐰🍄🌷

-Producers!Yoongi, (stationary shop) Shopgirl!Reader / Musician!Reader, Competition and Rivalry

Second Love by @cutaepatootie 🔪🥛🐰

-Summer love

Unravel by bonvoyagenoona 🥛🐰

-Established relationship, Jane Austen-inspired party game

Fortuitous part of the Bound Series by @underthejoon 🥛

-REREAD Your fates were sealed long before your paths crossed. Get your diploma and get married. You were similar in that way – both bound by outdated customs. Falling in love was never something either of you dared to dream about. Until it happened

chapped by @sopeverse 🥛🐰

-having injured his shoulder and unable to preform, the only thing yoongi has to look forward to are your lazy mornings spent in bed

bloom by minyfic 🔪🥛🐰

-you’ve been crushing on your brother’s best friend for years now, and after you overcame your diffidence, your feelings escalate which could only cause more agony because he would never return your feelings

First Love by lavienjin 🔪🥛

-fwb, coworkers, yoongi has a notebook filled with song lyrics

take me home by minyfic 🔪🐰

-you are completely infatuated with your neighbor, resident bad boy, but only you know how sweet he can be

creep by @xjoonchildx 🥛

-being a nice guy is not all it’s cracked up to be. sometimes it makes you a target for bad people. yoongi learns the hard way that no good deed goes unpunished

love on the brain by @koorara 🔪🐰🌷

-neurosurgeon!yoongi X children’s book author!reader, arranged marriages au, domestic au

little princess by @jimilter 🍄🔪🥛

-In his defense, his trysts with you and his job at your father’s office were initially non-mutually exclusive

A Tiger's Judgement by @borathae 🔪🥛

-Warrior!Yoongi x Princess!Reader, violence & fighting, blonde Daechwita!Yoongi

hypnotic by minyfic 🔪🥛🐰🌷

-zookeeper!yoongi x reader, yoongi has that scar, yoongi handles them big cats

catharsis by @dovechim 🥛🌷

-Yoongi knows he has a kink that isn’t socially acceptable as kinks go. he’s already had several failed relationships in the past tucked under his belt as a result, so when you offer him a chance to live out his fantasy in a guiltless, no strings attached kinda way, what could go wrong?

Little Monsters by @yoon-bug 🥛🐰🌷

-Yoongi hated kids. How were you supposed to tell him that you were pregnant?

Summer by jjungkookislife 🔪🥛

-camp counselor!yoongi x camp counselor!reader

Piano Keys by @knjsnoona 🥛

-After begging Yoongi for piano lessons you finally get your way

Yoongi: Predator by @bonny-kookoo 🔪🥛🐰

-His mother always used to say: "don't play with your food.". Well, then again- Yoongi has never really done what anybody told him to. And playing with you is way too much fun

make me by @ppersonna 🥛🐰

-an ordinary sleepover with your best friend turns into anything but ordinary, thanks to your ridiculously loud neighbors above you

devil's playthings by taesinferno 🥛🌷

-(dilf)duke!yoongi × princess!reader, royalty au, magic au, forbidden relationship

Summer Sweetheart by @dntaewithluv 🥛🐰🌷

-countryclubmember!yoongi x countryclubemployee!reader

The Back of Your Car by @joheun-saram 🥛🐰

-How would you deal if you were stuck in the trunk of your best friend’s car with your new crush?

in the margins by bonvoyagenoona 🔪🥛🐰🍄🌷

-Writer AU, Writer!Yoongi, Editor!You, Editor!Reader, New Relationship

sundress by @hxseok-honee 🐰🍄💌🌷

-fake dating, fwb, best friends to lovers, modern hogwarts

Lola. by taesinferno 🥛

-Even though you're not wearing the space jam shirt and your hair isn't up in two ponytails, Yoongi stills notices

I Wanna Hold Your Hand by sunshinerainbowsbts 🐰

-friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, fluff, Roommates!AU

Nepenthe by delightfulserendipity 🔪🥛🐰

-strong mentions of infertility; sadness; pain; brief hints at miscarriage

JUNG HOSEOK

Daydream by smaubts 🐰🍄💌

-in which hoseok, a college student, who has trouble falling asleep meets his new roommate y/n, who also has troubles falling asleep. they eventually fall in love in the most comical way without even noticing it, except for the fact that everyone knows

Potions and Poisons by jjungkookislife 🥛

-warlock!hoseok x witch!reader, marriage au, magic au

amae by ddaenggtan 🐰

-neighbor!hobi, writer!reader

For the First Time by candlewaxandp0lar0ids 🔪🥛🐰

-After your eight years relationship comes to a brutal end, you don’t really see yourself getting back into dating — ever, probably. And then, your new neighbor who has the most beautiful smile you’ve ever seen needs to borrow a corkscrew, and you don’t realize it just yet, but your resolve doesn’t stand a chance

All Hallows' Eve by jjungkookislife 🥛

-warlock!hoseok x virgin!reader, hocus pocus (loosely) inspired au

Snowed In by untaemedqueen 🥛🐰

-Best Friends To Lovers, Huddle of Warmth, Domestic!AU

Change of Plans by joheun-saram 🔪🥛

-your best friend tries on the latest Dior harness and you simply cannot help but jump his bones

All Your Fault by sunshinerainbowsbts 🥛

-drabble, PWP, established relationship, non-Idol!AU

PARK JIMIN

Ignorantly, Yours by ot7always 🔪🥛🐰

-Wolf!AU, Best Friends to Lovers!AU, A/B/O dynamics

me, you, and this thing we have between us by boymeetsweevil 🥛

-You’re pregnant and jimin is...happy about it

flirt by chateautae 🥛

-park jimin is a notorious flirt, but so are you. when you both meet at a party after weeks of back and forth, it’s a matter of time before somebody gives in

copycat by augustbutwinter 🐰

-single parents!au

him after all by mercurygguk 🔪🥛🐰

-strangers to lovers au, infidelity, oc’s boyfriend being nasty and stupid af

hide and seek by writtenwhalien 🥛🐰

-All it takes for you both to finally cave is a little friction on the wildest night of the year… Halloween

HASHI by joon-com 🥛

-You knew he found your body attractive, so did your bf jk. As much as jungkook kept an eye on him when you were with him, didn't stop him from using your body as you slept peacefully

golden cage by personasintro 🔪

-being under the mafia leader's protection in a world where mafia rules the world, there are ups and downs every day – like being accused of betraying him

High-Rise by hyungieyoongi 🐰

-CEO!Jimin inspired by his business looks in LV lately (how could I resist), a lot of flirting in an elevator, strangers to lovers, Jimin is romantic and flirty af

[lonelyhobi]

no bc now I’m crying and queen Fi approves of mayores joon 🤧❤️❤️❤️

Mayores

☆summary: Life is too short to spend it dealing with immature little boys. You’ve always been a go getter, knowing exactly what you want. And what you want is someone a little older. 

A mi gusta que me traten como dama aunque a veces se me olvide cuando estamos en la cama. 

☆pairing: namjoon x reader

☆genre: fwb, age gap

☆warnings: age difference, big dick joon (duh), fingering, unprotected sex (be responsible), vibrator use, squirting, oral sex (f & m), multiple orgasm

☆word count: 5.8k

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Thunderstorms are scary ☆ Step-brother Jungkook

☆summary: your step brother sometimes walks into your room at night. he also sometimes needs your help to calm himself down.

☆pairing: jungkook x reader

☆warnings: step-bro smut, pseudo-incest, nipple play, dub-con, somnophilia 

☆word count: 1.5k

A:N: hope you guys are enjoying our thirst baby drabble series, time for baby step bro jk to make his appearance @scribblemetae​ . 

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Caught Red Handed

☆summary: Being a stepmom was great, especially when you had such a sweet son, until you found out the little pervert had other things in mind. 

☆pairing: jungkook x step!momreader 

☆genre: smut, pseudo!incest 

☆warnings: mommy kink, masturbation, psuedo incest, hand job, cuming in panties, tiniest cum eating, little bit of humiliation 

☆word count: 3.8k

It was late at night when you decided that you had enough of the dryness in your throat. Slowly you peeled your comforter back carefully so as to not wake up your husband who was snoring very loudly in his slumber. Your husband was a good man. Granted it hadn’t been a marriage out of love but he was kind and took care of you. His wife had passed a year before the two of you met and to soothe his loneliness and to pay off your college debt, the two of you got married. 

You two shared a massive age gap, you could practically be his daughter. Which wasn’t an exaggeration given that his own son was a couple of years younger than you. You never would have seen yourself as a mother let alone a stepmom. And even though you were sure Jungkook would have hated you when your husband introduced the two of you, he was polite. Nervous even. It didn’t take long for you and Jungkook to grow close. 

Following your marriage to his father Jungkook had even let ‘mom” slip a couple of times. And you chalked it up to him just missing his own mother, which you found incredibly endearing.So when he asked if you minded the title you agreed happily.

As you pulled your nightie down to cover your bottom, you padded down the stairs. As you passed Jungkook's door you saw the glow of what you assumed was his computer flashing under the door. Rolling your eyes you continued your way to the kitchen. Countless times you had to get on him for not sleeping at a decent hour and then waking up to rush to work. 

Jungkook was set to take over his fathers company but he had a lot of growing up to do before he was ready. You assumed he stayed up just to play his video games, which was a terrible reason to lose sleepover in your opinion. 

You gulped down your water in the stillness of the night, your body eager to return to sleep. Setting the glass in the sink you tread your way back upstairs. While making it to the top of the stairs you think you hear your name being called. A crease meets your eyebrow as you pause to listen closely. 

There it is again! 

You think to yourself before you walk closer to Jungkook’s door. As you stand outside you hear it once again, your name coming out in a hurried and pleading tone. Worried that something was happening to your stepson you open the door wide. 

It took a second but as your eyes adjusted you realised that your son wasn’t hurt at all. His broad shoulders were facing you as he sat at his computer, which was what you had hoped to see instead of him being hurt. But just what exactly he was doing was what threw you for a spin. 

The soft slapping of skin was unmistaken as you took in the sight before you. Jungkook's shoulder shook as his hand made a quick movement on his cock. His computer showed images of a woman with big breasts stroking off a significantly younger looking guy. Cries of the young guy calling for his mommy we’re heard as his cum streamed over his co-star.

Baffled, you stare at your son jacking off to step mom porn while casually moaning your name. Riddled with disbelief you can’t help the pressing of your thighs together.

Jungkook was a very attractive guy. In reality there were only a few years between the two of you enough to count on one hand. Not like the truly significant difference between you and his father.

And here he was. Touching his cock. Pretending that it’s you. You starred as another video began to play. Same genre. Fucking your step mom. It seems that Jungkook had planned out his viewing schedule as you noticed the playlist at the side of the video. As the scene continued his cries only came out faster and whinner of your name. 

“P-please Y/N. Harderrr”

His head threw itself back against his gaming chair and if he were to squint his eyes open he’d see you standing there. But they’re shut in bliss. 

“Let me cum, puhhhlease. I’ve been good. Promise” his voice is shaky as his hand quickens it’s pace. The sweat on his forehead gleams with the light of the monitor and you see the sparkle of his eyebrow piercing.

“Need to feel you on my cock please”

You knew he was close by the sounds he was making and the speed of his hand on his dick. The swivel of his hips bucking into his hand was a giveaway too. But you’d enough of this little show. How could he be such a naughty boy? Touching himself while thinking of you. His step mother. 

“Jeon Jungkook, and just what do you think you're doing?” You snap out startling him as he turns to meet your alarmed gaze with his own doe eyes wide in fear.

His hand however doesn’t let up.

He continues to stroke himself that much quicker as his mouth opens in shock. “Mom?!” He questions but moans as his cock shoots out white spurts of cum all over his hand. A few streams graced his lower  abdomen.

Your own eyes widen as you watch your son cum. The aching between your legs begging to be taken care of. 

Frozen in his spot the two of you seem to stare at each other until the moans of pleasure coming from his computer shake you back. Walking in his room you shut the door turning to him.

“Turn that off young man” you snap a little more harshly than needed. It was hard to try and parent when there was only a few years between the two of you. But now more than ever did you need to make it clear that you were his parent. And this was real life, not some porno.

You see his throat gulp quickly as he turns to pause and close the window on his computer, leaving it on to illuminate your angry expression as you stand a few feet away from him. When he moves to face you he tries to stammer out.

“Mom I- uhh this isn’t. I wouldn’t-”

“Save it” you interrupt with a hand coming up to stop him. Feeling a breeze from the AC you cross your arms unknowingly accentuating your breasts. Jungkook does notice and feels his own spent cock twitch at the sight. 

As you paced around trying to think of something to say, Jungkook;s own mind was filled with a haze. It was no lie that you were an attractive woman. But to Jungkook you were the most beautiful woman in the world. You were nice and took care of him, and you smelled soooo good. He had been shocked the moment he sat down to meet you, absolutely baffled that you were marrying his father. If only he would’ve managed to meet you sooner, though he doubts you would've given him the time of day. 

You were an experienced older woman, though not by much! He always thought to himself when he pictured your body late at night. Everything about you, body, voice, personality was perfect to Jungkook. And it never really took much to please him, but the fact that you were his forbidden fruit only spurred him further into his desire for you.

As you stood there in his room Jungkook couldn't let his lust cloud his mind. Paired with the orgasm he just had as he looked into your eyes he couldn’t help but picture your body under his as he came just for you. Or with the way your pretty mouth was opened when you saw him playing with his cock, it would be perfect to shoot a load into. 

All the ways in which you could please his body filtered through his head and subconsciously his hand had traveled to his soft cock as he palmed it lightly enjoying the light shocks of overstimulation. 

You were walking back and forth as you spoke, gesturing wildly with your hand and running your fingers through your hair. But Jungkook could only focus on the way you short nightie exposed so much of your delicious thighs. Whenever you turned he could feel the way his eyes sought out a peek at your hidden panties that flashed with every rise of your arm.

“-which you understand that right?”

Snapping his eyes over to you as you repeated “Right Jungkook?” he realizes that he missed whatever you were saying but the compassionate voice you were sporting as you tried to tell him whatever only had his cock hardening. 

Forgetting to answer your question, has you quickly turning to your stepson whose eyes are staring directly at your crotch. You see his hand had begun moving over his dick again and the way you were surprised but also incredibly turned on had your own mind in a rut. 

“Jungkook!” you spit out at your masturbating son. 

“Are you staring at me?” You question once again crossing your arms over your chest. His eyes widen as he stares boldly at your tits, hand not hiding the way he squeezes himself. 

“I uhh um”

Stepping a little close you lean down to make yourself eye level with your step son. “Are you staring at my boobs?” From this angle you give him the perfect view from the top of your sleeping dress of your boobs and the strangled moan he lets out as his head drops in shame has your pussy clenching and your lips smirking. 

It was clear that Jungkook wanted you. And in honesty it was quite the ego boost to be so desired by him. 

Straightening back up, you watch as Jungkook raises his head up to look at you as you repeat. “I asked you a question, are you looking at my tits?”

“Mom, I’m sorry you just, you look so good” his voice comes out in a whimper and you feel your heart soften at the sweet boy, but he seemed too fun to tease.

“Gosh you little pervert” you let out in faux disgust. 

“Im sorry mo-”

“You know what?” you cut him off seeing his sad doe eyes. “Why don’t I do something to help huh?” 

Taking a seat on his bed you wiggle a finger signaling him over. “Bring the chair” And in a flash your son is in front of you, hard cock inbetween. 

He looks at you in fear but also excitement as he taps his fingers against the armrest.

Spreading your legs you let your panties come out slightly and Jungkook’s own breaths begin to quicken. 

“What are you doing?” he asks timidly as you raise your nightie higher now exposing your thighs.

“Shut up, and why did you stop? Weren’t you being a naughty boy and playing with your cock? C’mon now show mommy what you were doing”

Shy stammers leave Jungkooks mouth as he tries to explain himself. But you're too turned on to turn back now, so you quiet him down. “Uh uh, I want to see you pump your cock. Just like how you were doing before. Go ahead.”

His hand travels to his cock and he mediocrely glides his fingers along the shaft and you can’t help but eye the drying cum on his own muscular thighs. Leaning over so you’re next to his ear you whispered out. “Here mommy will help” before you gather as much spit as you can and let it fall onto his cock.

The whiny moan alone that Jungkook let out would've been enough for you to push him on the bed and jump on his messy cock. But you needed to tread lightly, after all, he was your step son. 

With newfound horniness Jungkooks hand lathers his cock in your spit, taking care to rub it around the tip of his cock as much as he can. His eyes stare at the space between your legs and you can’t help but stare at the middle of his thighs too.

The veiny tattooed hand that strokes his pretty cock has you licking your lips. “Who would’ve thought that such a nice cock would get you into big trouble huh son?” 

His gaze shoots to yours “Tr-trouble?” he chokes out unrelenting his pace on his cock.

“Yes you dirty boy. But don’t worry.” Sticking out your tongue you look at him as your tongue glides across your palm. Reaching over you place your hand on his base, his own hand freezing. As you bring up your hand to stroke up his cock you nudge him out of the way. 

“Mommy will be nice and take this cock off your hands. Would you like that?” Nodding eagerly, you smirk at him and continue to work him. 

Rubbing your hand up and down the base of his cock, your thumb occasionally brushing around the head. Your other hand reaches down to playfully fondle his balls before drawing back to smack his thigh. With circular motions you soothe the sting as Jungkook squeals from the slap. “My pretty, pretty baby.” you coo as you continue to play with him.

Stroking his cock you smile at the blissful expression on your son's face. Head thrown back, mouth agape as the faintest whines and moans spill sweetly from him. He really was such a sweet kid.

“Such a beautiful boy huh? My sweet Jungkookie” his whines only grow in pitch as his hips thrust into your fist rapidly. You stare at the way his leaky flushed cockhead pushes through your hand as you tighten it for him. 

“Feel good baby?” you snicker at your breathless son fucking himself with your hand. To which he can only cry out. “Yes mommy, s’good. Wan’ feel more of y-you.” his eyes are trained on the wet patch seeping through your panties. 

Giggling you release your hand that was holding on to him to press your finger against your slit. A sharp breath comes out of your lips and you press a little harder onto your swollen clit. “You want mama’s pussy babe?” 

Eyes fucked out and glassy meet yours as Jungkook nods at you.

“Mmm well I don’t think you deserve it for being so bad, I think you need to be taught your lesson.” your voice comes out smooth and teasingly as your grip on his cock slacks. His hips quickly lost their rhythm.

“N-no! I’m good! Please no mom!” he cries while chasing your fits with his own thrusts moving around his chair. You let your hand drop from between your thighs to wrap around his wrist and tug him to stand harshly.

“Now now Kook” you giggle as you tighten your hand at his base, pulling him closer to you with his hard dick until his head is mere centimeters from your lips. “Take this lesson like a big boy and then maybe, just maybe mommy will give you a reward someday”

Flicking out your tongue you graze it ever so slightly along the tip of his cock, and the deep moan that comes out of Jungkook’s mouth is priceless and has an unbelievable amount of arousal pooling in your pussy.

Biting his lip, big doe eyes stare down at you as you pull away from his dick savoring his taste. “I’ll take it mom, j-just please don’t stop.” 

Smirking you nod, “Good boy” before bringing your free hand to his ass and landing a harsh smack on it. Jungkook jerks forward from the unexpected impact of losing his footing. Your hands reach out to grasp at his waist while he tries to steady himself on his bed. His hard cock however manages to leisurely smear across your face causing your son to moan out.

Quickly he’s standing himself back up on wobbly knees as you take your index finger to wipe the stray pre-cum off your face before popping it into your mouth. 

“Fuck! I could cum just watching you do that, so fucking sexy” Jungkook groans out and your eyes widen at your stepson for the deep tone of his voice and his words. He stares at your chest as he begins stroking his own cock. “Mom, can you, uh can you play with em?” his voice takes on a meaker tone as a blush creeps onto his neck and cheeks. 

You shake your head as you smile at him. “God it’s hard to say no to you, must be because I’m such a good mom?” you tease before pulling your nightie down letting your breasts spill out over it. Your fingers make their way to tug at your stiff peaks as you eye your son's cock. You pull at them, before squishing and squeezing them laughing at the way Jungkook's eyes widen in amazement. 

“Wanna suck on them, look so good!” you feel your own cheeks heat up as you watch the way his hand strokes unbelievably fast, his eyes focused on your nipples, occasionally glancing down at your thighs pressed together. 

“Such a bad boy. Watching mommy porn thinking of me? There was a tone of videos there Kook, seems like someone’s been thinking about this?” you raise your eyebrows before letting a finger pop into your mouth. You make a point to swirl your tongue around as he stares at you, only making his hips push forward. 

“Yes, God yes. Always thinking of you, so good mommy” you're about to tease him again for his mommy porn habits but he beats you to it. “Thinking ‘bout you for so long. Always wanna fuck you, or your mouth. Or hand, I don’t really care, just want you. So nice to me- fuck! Gonna cum for you, God I’ve always wanted to cum for you” Jungkook admits as he lets go of his cock to cradle his balls. 

“Cum for me then baby, show mommy you want her” you encourage sweetly only to see him shake his head. “No!” he quickly answers.

Shutting his eyes he leans his head down. “Can’t cum, because then it’s over” he whispers out with a soft moan.

Standing up you place your hands on your son's cheeks, he leans into your soft touch as his hands fall limp to his sides. “Hey” you whisper, his eyes flicker open to meet your gaze. “Maybe mommy and you can play like this some more huh?” Eyes lighting up with your suggestion, Jungkook's hand reaches up to hold your wrists. “Really?” 

“Yes baby, so don’t worry your pretty head about it.” You lean up to press a kiss to his nose before one of your hands sneaks back down to the hard cock poking your stomach. 

“Can my dirty boy cum for me? I want to take something special to bed” pulling your son down so his head is shoved into the crook of your neck as one of your hands strokes his cock, your other strokes his hair. 

“Shh baby, there we go, mommys gonna make you cum so good, right?” you place a kiss to his cheek as you keep sliding your hand. “S’good gonna cum mom”

“You’re gonna cum? Such a good boy baby, can you do something for mommy baby? Need you to cum somewhere for me okay?” feeling his head nod you pull back, free hand tugging at your underwear forward exposing the mound of your pussy to your son. 

You hear him audibly gasping as his cock twitches. “Okay baby, mama’s gonna put this pretty cockhead right here, kay? There we go” you say as you let his leaky cock bump into your clit as you hold your underwear down. 

“Gonna make you cum baby, want to feel it here. Gonna keep it for you sweetie” stroking his cock you moan at the thought of his heavy cock shooting cum into your panties. Just the thought has you clenching around nothing. You knew exactly what you’d be doing the second you went back into bed. 

“Shit gonna cum, so good” Jungkook’s voice is shaky and you keep your pace on his cock, loving the sounds of his wet skin. His thrusts bump your clit and you can’t help but rub his head a little against yourself.

“Need to fill these panties baby, come on, just like that” you moan out for him as he cries out your name. 

“Cumming mommy!” White spurts of his cum dampen your panties and stream over your pussy. You both moan together as you milk out his orgams, wanting as much of his cum covering your cunt. “That’s it baby, doing so good” you encourage.

“All for you mommy, s’your cum, all yours” he whines as he cums for you.

Still stroking your eyes, watch as he gives you every last drop of his cum, like his orgasm belongs to you. And your son would likely say it does. They all do with the amount of times he’s had to touch himself for you. But here you were finally making his dreams a reality. 

“Holy fuck” Jungkooks stutters out as you shake the last bit of his cum out of his cock, letting go as it begins to soften. He stares in wonder at his cum that is now coating your panties and pussy. 

You smile up at your son before letting your underwear snap back into place. You laugh a little as you feel the dampness of his cum mix in with your own and seep into the material. Your hand reaches up to Jungkooks cheek once again as you plant a kiss on his cheek. “Thank you for that baby” 

Pulling your nightie backup to cover your breasts you see your son frozen to his spot staring down at his feet. “Jungkook” you call out softly making him look up like a lost puppy. 

“I meant what I said. About doing this again” you point your finger between the two of you as you walk closer to him. 

“But I better not catch you playing with yourself like that anymore. Wasting perfectly good cum.” you tut shaking your head. 

“Come to mommy okay baby?” He nods quickly as you squeeze his hand before exiting his bedroom. 

When you shut the door you press your back against it. Your hand slips into your panties and you can't help but glide them through your stepsons still warm cum. Sighing to yourself you let a finger push in a glob of his cum into your cunt. 

“Fuck Kookie” you whine out softly unaware that pressed rightup to the door was your son. Who was now smiling and counting down the seconds until he could cum for you again.

[lonelyhobi]

Okay FIRST Of all I talk about Namjoon so get your facts straight.

And I’m gonna need you to stop rn.

You did this. I’m just responding.

How DARE you come for me and Hoseok like wtf. Is it fun to hurt people who are happy??

I wanna fuck jungkook

[lonelyhobi]

I wanna fuck jungkook

[lonelyhobi]

The feeling are mutual 😏🥺

no one supports you like an internet friend you never met

[lonelyhobi]

I recently found your blog and have reread all of your works multiple times i really love your writing!! Btw I’m just wondering if there is gonna be a part two to help me with my monster 🥺👉👈

Hello xx ahhh you’re so lovely. I’m really glad you like my writings and actually reread them. That makes my heart so happy 🤧💖 but yes there’s currently two parts to step bro Tae. Help me with my monster and introduce me to your monster. Part three is coming soon!! :) and thank you for such a sweet message ❤️

[lonelyhobi]

i just read beautiful star and i loved it so much. stalker jungkook was amazing and the smut had me 💦 lol

Omg wow!! Thank you so much I really appreciate that! I Lowkey was worried when writing that since I wasn’t sure how that smut scene would go but I’m super glad you liked it ❤️ hopefully part 2 wraps up soon!!

[lonelyhobi]

So I've made a friend online but I'm to scared to talk to them to much because I'm not sure if online friendships are good for you? Like.. how do I know they aren't fake, what if I get to attached?

Well in my own personal experience I’ve found online friendships to be amazing. I literally speak to @scribblemetae more than so of my irl friends lol. I think they’re totally fine as long as their built on trust and respect. Like I have built a strong enough connection with my friends that I trust them and know they are genuine people. It just takes time and you gotta go with your gut. If you enjoy speaking to this person and you guys get a long than tread lightly and see where it goes. If for whatever reason something seems sus then don’t engage anymore. I’m already way to attached to Nox so I can’t give you advice there lmao.