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I always thought the three nails were a reference to the 3 nails that pinned Jesus to the cross!

The horseshoe on Louis and the nails on Harry were done just days apart according to Katie’s tattoo masterpost: 

I never gave much though to either tattoo, TBH, but recently Hayley @kindofsharethat had an anon who pointed out that Louis’ horseshoe was missing 3 nails (you can see 3 of the dots which represent the 6 nails are filled in/black and 3 are unfilled)

Where are the corresponding 3 nails? On Harry. Of course. Nicely placed right between two hearts (which is probably coincidence, but nothing would surprise me with these two). 

Louis’ horseshoe wouldn’t do much good with only half the nails. It needs the other half to make sure it’s anchored and kept steady so it can do what it’s meant to do. 

Cry with me. I know you want to.

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me as Bruce lying on the grass with no will to live

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i know i said i wasn’t going to talk about them anymore, but can someone please save that kid from this family. righ now. they’re at the beach, all together again, like it’s some sort of holiday. this is ridiculous. buying ridiculous. it’s dangerous and they’re putting his life at risk because they’re all a bunch of stupid and irresponsible people

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liampayne: Recently I made a personal, long-term commitment to support the @TrussellTrust and their vital work supplying meals to those in need all over the UK. It was humbling to get involved at my local food bank yesterday, and to meet some of the incredibly passionate people like Carla, Dorothea and Helena who are working tirelessly during these incredibly tough times. I’m glad to be playing my small part as we work towards a future in which nobody needs a food bank.

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Summary of Liam’s episode on Killing It podcast

Note: some of these issues might be triggering so please proceed with caution especially when you listen to the full episode.

Talked about Live Forever music video concept;

Why he wanted to discuss mental health and he mentioned that he went through different therapies trying to find the “key to his happiness”;

Being your own hero is an interesting concept to Liam. Mentioned Matthew Mcconaughey speech on an award show and how his hero was himself after 10 years;

Talked about his journey since he was 14 years old on the X-Factor;

Fun fact: Karen was his chaperone in 2008 at the show;

He did gigs by himself and he shares his bullying experience during those years;

Liam explained why he did go back to the show as “a way to get out of that town” and make his parents proud. Liam liked music at the time and he didn’t think he was that good;

Liam shared that he didn’t have many friends and it was difficult to deal with the 1D boys, with egos and adjusting to each other. Liam felt that at 16 years old, X-Factor that year was his last chance to make it;

The boys knew who he was already from his experience in 2008 and it felt like a “weird atmosphere”;

1D was crazy! Rehearsals, interviews together and separately;

Story: they had to go to a movie premiere and they didn’t want to do it. They wanted them to do interviews and in the end they had to go to the red carpet of the movie premiere;

At first they found it was really “funny” to have all that success. Liam thinks it’s beautiful and lovely, but he can’t understand it sometimes. They slowly spiraled and he thinks they were too tired and that’s why it was over. They were working relentlessly; 

The adrenaline highs were too many and the crashes were hard;

There wasn’t any support from mental health specialists. Liam considers their team was good, but he believes that nobody can experiences the same thing in terms of mental health;

He felt very lonely and he developed agoraphobia. He could do anything, but he didn’t know what to do and he had nobody to do it with;

His brain was good when he was active, but then it would get “really dark really soon”. That’s when alcohol started to be used as a copying mechanism. Liam mentioned it wasn’t healthy;

It was difficult when he didn’t had anywhere to turn to and there was “no stop button”, especially with fame. It’s an ongoing thing;

He felt like the more success they got, the crazier he personally got;

STD happened and he felt weird because he didn’t know what to do with it;

Mentioned that 1D never celebrated their awards after so they started celebrating during. Mentioned the story at the BMAs when they cut him off and he couldn’t finish his speech. Awards became normal. Said that he usually was the one doing the thank you speeches and he felt a lot of pressure;

Considers that 1D were the “boss”. They were too young and listened to the adults that were around. They couldn’t understand it all and didn’t know how to do it;

Liam felt tired being in the band towards the end. He was drunk 90% of the time while he was there. It fel tiring to do the same songs every single night in different places, even though he always thought that this was important for fans as it was “their first time”;

Mentions that he hated singing WMYB by the end of it and he felt like at 22 years old it didn’t make sense to him personally. His idea of love and relationships changed;

He felt relieved during the last two weeks of 1D. Knowing that he didn’t have a schedule. Felt that it was weird after they went on break, like he was retiring. Shared the same story about his dad through his retirement and how he helped him dealing with it by sharing the experience; 

Started working again and it was different to get a different team and label. He has the control, but he doesn’t know what to do with it;

What helped him during his mental health lows: speaking with someone, little role models around, learning to not be afraid to talk to people;

He worked with a psychiatrist and started questioning his decision making process and learnt to trust his own feelings;

A lot of voices questioning everything, but it’s important to know how your brain works. Helped him a lot;

Tried to figure out who he was;

It was important to him going to the gym and defining a goal. It made a lot of difference to him. The physical part helped him with the mental part;

Mentions that he might have gone a little overboard with the training because of the HUGO modeling;

The main goal to Liam is happiness;

Mentions that he usually thinks if he is in the right place in life and if he isn’t he “will get the hell out” to try and control his life;

Advice for a little kid wanting to be in the music industry: be careful to not be too obsessed with it and trying not to paying too much attention;

Dealing with criticism: he tries to tell that he won’t read it, but he will do it anyway. He sometimes go through trolls pages to see how their lives are. You wouldn’t take advice from trolls, but Liam would take criticism from somebody close to him;

Down days: tries not to do too many quick fixes (going out and partying). Good sleep, nice movie and pizza.  Accept that you have bad days, deal with it and sleep on it. Tomorrow is a fresh day. 

Liam feels that he hide so much of his life that he feels like it’s more effort;

Liam mentions that when he was in 1D he was “Mr. Boring/Vanilla” which was funny to him now because his life became a “media circus”. He feels like he is more carefree now and more confident as a solo artist; 

Liam talks about how he writes on his notes what he wants to say to trolls, in extensive detail and then just leaves it; 

When the criticism is about him he doesn’t care much, but when it’s about someone he cares about he gets “bitty”;

Feels like people pick up on different little things he says and looks over his should afraid that a little thing he said might become a big media story and has to deal with it;

Liam shared that he was driving around and listened to a Drake song and related to it;

He feels that it’s important to feel gratitude towards his life. Mentions the “Where We Are Tour” and how Louis used to say “Look around lads, look at where we are”;

Liam doesn’t meditate too much, he uses the gym as his “meditating” mechanism;

When he had a bad day after an interview he just walked home for like an hour; 

Mentions the cast for West Side Story and making the audition for Steven Spielberg; 

Feather tattoo similar to Jordan. Story about his grandmother and him and his mother finding the feather because he always thought it was his granny. 

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But I want to know your theory. :(

ok ok i guess i’ll spill…i was kinda hesitant to share just cause i’m still not all that solid in my belief in it myself but basically it seems like maybe ziam has made it a tradition to have some kind of couples trip most years (if not every year) in february ever since 2014…

(btw for future reference this ask is a continuation of this ask re ziam both being publicly in vegas earlier this year)

ugh sorry guys! hit enter by accident and posted this wayyyy before i was anywhere near finished lol…this will be updated within the hour (if it doesn’t take me too long to get my thoughts out)

narrator: she did not finish it within the hour.

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ok so part of the reason i’ve been hesitant to share this is because a good portion of it is VERY speculative and just based on a lot of guesswork and assumptions, but also there’s the fact that it feels like this is something major that more people in the fandom (or at least someone, other than little ass me lol) would have noticed before now and it kind of freaks me out that maybe no one else has?? (unless ofc i just haven’t happened to see any other posts there are about it idk)… 

also fyi a lot of what i propose throughout this is heavily based on info from this post just to make sure i remember to site my sources before we get into it lol

alright now onto the actual theory…

SO. all this started with me scrolling through old posts from late 2013/early 2014 and being reminded of the fuckery that was zayn’s bday that year (with the douche canoe crew and everyone pretending like liam was barely there as seemingly some sort of weird over-the-top cover-up)…the same party that seemed kinda like liam’s possible “introduction” to the malik family as more than just zayn’s friend/as his possible significant other. which was also only a month after that suspicious engagement-looking ring first showed up on zayn’s ring finger in december 2013 from bts midnight memories mv footage (and which stayed around as a necklace throughout january 2014 and early febuary 2014 right before the first appearance/debut of the mandala tat in mid feb). 

bts midnight memories mv with the ring in view - dec 2013:

(suspicious?) malik family outing/celebration with the ring in view - dec (or possibly late nov?) 2013:

[putting the rest under the cut cause as per usual with me this got insanely long]

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Numb // Linkin Park 80s Remix

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Just shut up and watch

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We all know the importance of #IStayAtHome, in order to benefit our health and the community’s one. Louis Tomlinson fans know it best, and to support him and be together (from afar), even during these social distancing days, they have organized the Louis Balcony Party.

It’s a project that was made on Sunday 5th’s afternoon, and it was based on listening and singing Walls from the balconies of one’s house. People also shared their videos on social media while playing the album.

Thanks to the videos posted with the hashtag, even Louis Tomlinson himself was made aware of the project and enthusiastically commented about it: “Fucking love that!”

“Walls” is his first album as a solo artist: it came out last January 31st and it deals with different topics that have touched Louis directly during these years, such as relationships, family, the wildness of youth and the feeling of inadequacy and insecurity.

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Do you think that Louis got the dagger to 'mock' us?

Yes and he is fucking Harry Styles to mock God

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Hozier performing “Toxic” by Britney Spears on ig live (3/20/20)

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Niall favorited the last tweet

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Although China is recovering from the disaster, it's still not so good as people think. There are still random cases in different parts of the country where someone collapsed and died suddenly from the virus on the streets. Even such extreme extent of nation-wide quarantine cannot completely stop the virus from spreading, and it still takes China two months to reach the better situation nowadays.

The US will be as messy as Italy with similar healthcare capacity and treatment (oxygen only, unlike Korea where medicines are offered to patients) so I'm not optimistic about the tour dates.

Do you think this will affect Louis and Harry’s US tour?

hard to say at the moment. US tour starts for Louis starts June 9 (harry is end of june). We could be past a lot of this by then. Or things may still be a mess. If you look to China, their cases are slowing…but they also had shut down more completely than a lot of the rest of the world so I’m not sure we can use them as a predictor of how things will go. 

we’ve got almost 3 months before the US dates so my hope is that things will be better by then especially as the weather gets warmer but everything is wait and see.

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The UK medical system is already doomed as my fellow there with a 42℃ high fever for four days could not get any kind of treatment... So sad for the US with a central government controlled by a possessive idiot who knows nothing about reality.

Right?? The UK has done fuck all. It's so random and stupid. Trump probably thinks the UK is where Greenland is. And zero actual domestic preparedness plan. I hope Trump gets it. He has been exposed to someone with it.

he won’t. he thinks he won’t get it because of his superior genes. it’s terrifying that this is the guy who is supposed to be making us all feel like the situation is being handled.

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(Why nobody realised that in fact only her DNA and the kid's DNA are enough to prove everything🤣)

Hahahahahhaha designer baby clothes, what a stupid waste of money. Amy you make me laugh - shit in them, or drool or vomit down them. Is that idiot selling any baby bibs. They'd be swimming in DNA.

 and she’s selling shoes LMAO (which aren’t usually washed). 

briana’s gonna end babygate herself by selling Freddie’s DNA and her own LMAO

literally all you need are 2 poshmark purchases (one of her items, one of freddie’s items) and a water bottle that louis threw into the audience or a cigarette butt. take it to an independent lab like this one: https://thecarlsoncompany.net/resources/alternate-dna-sources/. they’re literally stupid to let her sell freddie’s stuff for that reason.

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What’s happened?

Freddieismyqueen is getting harassed and posted a statement on twitter and she basically had to go to the police because of it