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btw happy Valentine's day! <3

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For @yyh-revival Valentine’s Day prompt list. #8, unconventional romantic gesture. Carrying your boyfriend after he nearly dies is kinda romantic and a bit unconventional right?? I guess? 😂

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For @yyh-revival Valentine's Prompt list, this is for #5, "love on the battlefield."

Title: Love on the Battlefield

AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/63025714

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: Kurama and Hiei

Summary: A quick one-shot between Hiei and Kurama, having vanquished their foes, where Hiei realizes he's in love.

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His blood was pumping, his ears were ringing, his mouth was wet with saliva. Among the battlefield strewn about were the corpses of countless demons; enemies they’ve vanquished, a discarded pile of flesh. A few feet from him stood among the fallen a figure of beauty and grace that Hiei could barely believe was his. A sharp, deadly whip of thorns flew through the air, slicing an enemy that came too close to the dangerous redhead. The fabric of Kurama’s green tunic flowed through the air as he spun about, his hair doing the same — an enticing dance that showed the demon’s agility and prowess.

Another enemy rushed at Hiei, a heavy club raised in the air, as if it was a threat meant to squish Hiei’s head into nothing. Instead, the demon became nothing as Hiei’s sword slashed through the attacker’s flesh, opening the throat of the creature and pouring forth a waterfall of blood. Hiei stood and bathed in it, feeling the rapidly cooling liquid coat his torso and neck, splatters making their way onto his dirty face. The blood’s smell only excited Hiei more, causing his nostrils to flare, his lips to curl up into a fanged grin. 

He turned to Kurama and watched the final foe on this battlefield fall to a murderous plant that swallowed the creature whole. Kurama’s back was turned, eyes still on the plant that devoured his enemy, as if watching to make sure it did not come back from its fate. Hiei wasted no time; he grabbed Kurama by the waist, the redhead whipping around, his hair slapping Hiei in the face. Kurama’s hands reached up to grip at Hiei’s shoulders as Hiei crashed their bodies together. 

“Hiei, there may still be—“

Hiei ignored him. He yanked on the gorgeous red hair to bring Kurama’s head down to his level and pressed a blistering kiss against the redhead’s lips. Their mouths pressed so tightly together that Hiei was sure their lips would be bruised. He hoped they would be, in fact. He hoped his fangs would pierce and deliver more of the delicious red liquid straight into his mouth. He made that wish a reality and held onto Kurama tightly as his partner flinched, his body attempting to move away in the brief moment of pain. But Hiei held him still, and he savored the few precious drops of blood that fell from Kurama’s lip. 

The redhead relaxed, his hands smoothing over Hiei’s shoulders where before they gripped, and his tense body loosened into a pliable form that Hiei could easily manipulate down onto the ground, to lie among the dirty and stinking corpses of their vanquished foes. Kurama’s body settled in a space between a broken arm and a crooked spine, his head right below a mess of innards that Hiei had ripped out from another demon, his feet right above where a bloodied club lay. As Hiei descended upon his lover, they were walled in by the piles of corpses, their dark blood mingling with the two still living bodies on this bloodied battlefield.

“This is rather unhygienic,” Kurama commented, a smile on his face. He looked relatively at ease considering he laid in the middle of a graveyard. 

“You can bathe after,” Hiei replied, his hands already working on untying Kurama’s belt. Kurama’s hands idly stroked along his own chest, smoothing the dirty fabric of his tunic, as his eyes wandered over the red-pink sky above them. 

“There was a stream nearby,” Kurama stated, his tone faraway and dreamy, as if lost in deep thought. “A bath after all this mess would be lovely, though I confess I would prefer one in warmth and with decent soap.” 

Hiei’s brows drew down over his eyes, his forehead growing tight with frustration as he undid the belt and ripped it off, jostling Kurama’s body in the movement. “I’ll heat the water. Now shut up.” 

Kurama’s eyes snapped to Hiei and he grinned. His hands were still idle, and Hiei’s frustration was mounting. He needed skin to skin, needed release, needed to feel. But Kurama was content to simply lie there like one of the corpses. He needed to be punished for it.

Kurama’s mouth opened to speak, to retort with something clever, when Hiei’s hand shot up to grip it shut. Hiei placed a knee on either side of Kurama’s hips, holding him down with one hand upon his mouth and the other around his neck.

“You’re annoying,” he said, glaring down at his lover as he leaned down over him. “Always yapping… Never helping me with what I need you to do. You’re lucky I don’t kill you.”

Kurama’s eyes were patient, curious, and the slightest hint of arousal finally, finally made it into the redhead’s gaze. Kurama seemed content to remain where he was, not struggling one bit to free himself of Hiei’s grip. 

Hiei squeezed the hand around Kurama’s throat tighter, and gulped with lust at seeing Kurama’s eyes close, his soft, muffled moan that followed the action serving to urge Hiei on further. He squeezed again, tighter, then let go, watching the momentary confusion in Kurama’s eyes as Hiei sat up, his ass against Kurama’s hips. He ground down upon him, then released the hand from Kurama’s mouth. 

“You enjoy being abused, don’t you?” 

Kurama merely stared, his mouth slightly ajar, his white teeth glimmering in the pale light of the demon sun. 

“Being choked, manhandled; you just want to lie there and let me abuse you. Are you so tired of being in control that you’re submitting to me now?” The excitement was apparent in Hiei’s voice and even more so in his physical form as he pressed down against Kurama harder. Another soft moan escaped the redhead’s lips, his eyes closing for a brief moment, before they reopened and focused on Hiei’s. 

“Now who is talking too much?” 

The tease produced a toothy grin from Hiei, and he grabbed Kurama by the collar of his tunic and hoisted him up, forcing their lips together roughly. He continued to press his body down against Kurama until finally his partner raised his hands to grip at Hiei’s hips. The grip with which Kurama held him was bruising and Hiei adored every second of it. He hoped there would be bruises. He hoped they’d both walk away limping. 

As they kissed, pressing tightly against each other, their mouths opening to allow their tongues to mingle, Kurama’s hands shifted around Hiei’s hips to his front, where a red sash kept his pants up and about his waist. Kurama’s agile hands quickly made work of the knot, and before long Hiei felt familiar hands slip into his pants. He rose up onto his knees, tilting his head down to not break the kiss, as Kurama slid the fabric down Hiei’s legs. 

Eventually Hiei did break the kiss, standing, and let the pants fall to the ground. Then he lifted his tattered black shirt over his head and let it drop, too, beside the pants. 

Kurama was still seated among the corpses, though Hiei noted now that he had been cheated; Kurama was truly sitting upon a pile of leaves and vines, likely grown in the last moments before Hiei had forced his lover upon their grim lovebed. But he was too aroused to care about the cheat, and only focused on the ground for the moment as Kurama’s hips lifted off of it to push his own pants down his thighs. Hiei reached down to grab the white pants at the hems of Kurama’s ankles and yank them, pulling the fabric forcibly off of Kurama’s body in a rough movement that was sure to leave tears in the fabric. Though Hiei was rather sure they’d survive, as pants seemed to always be made from tougher fabric than tops.

Pantsless and giving Hiei the slyest smile, Kurama laid back down among the leaves and vines and dead bodies. The bruising on his legs was evident, along with cuts and scrapes gained during the fight. Hiei was sure he had plenty of those on himself as well, and on clear display now that he stood before Kurama naked. He wanted to see more, though; more of the evidence of their fight, the evidence of their survival. Never had Hiei thought to rely on others in his youth, the fear clear in his heart that should he ever find one who would not betray him, he still had to contend with their possible death. But Kurama was powerful. He was clever. He would bleed and bruise and scream out in pain, but each fight he would walk away the victor. Painted red in blood, Kurama would find a way to cut through a thousand demons to be at Hiei’s side. 

And Hiei never, not in this life nor any other, could have imagined to be so incredibly lucky. 

Kurama opened his arms, a clear invitation, his smile welcoming. Had he sensed Hiei’s thoughts? Hiei shook his head, clearing himself of those pesky feelings. Only the sensations of body against body belonged in his mind now, and so he dove into this lover’s embrace. 

They kissed, teeth scraping along lips, saliva dripping down chins, moans and groans escaping the both of them until they were panting against each other. Hiei fished among the green fabric of Kurama’s tunic to find his aroused member and gave it a stroke, loving the way the organ felt hot and hard in his grip. It seemed to grow harder still, and if it weren’t for Hiei’s mouth against Kurama’s, he was sure the redhead would be moaning and groaning and begging so sweetly for more. 

Kurama quickly returned the favor, finding Hiei’s cock easily between their bodies. Hiei shifted, bringing their two arousals together and directing Kurama’s hand to cover both. The two hands stroked along the two cocks in rushed, fervent motions. Hiei’s body pressed tighter against Kurama’s, the force of gravity making him heavy and solid. Kurama’s body seemed to melt and mold against Hiei’s, a perfect receptacle. It was difficult to move their hands, trapped as they were between their bodies, but the satisfaction of crushing his lover was too great to entirely give it up. So instead Hiei leaned a little to his side, allowing his weight to still pin Kurama to the ground while allowing for a better grip on their collective penises, making the stroking easier. 

Heavy pants filled the air as the two separated from their kiss. A string of saliva still held them together as Hiei’s body heated up to an impossible degree. He could see his own sweat drip and drop onto Kurama’s skin. He could feel the pressure build within his groin. His cheeks felt hot, his chest felt tight, and the delicious tingling in his balls told him that he would soon have his release. Judging by the red flush upon Kurama’s cheeks, he wasn’t far off, either. 

Hiei reached up to grip at Kurama’s hair, yanking the redhead forward for another, slower, gentler kiss. Their grip on their cocks was as hard as a vice, their speed at which they pumped themselves was nearly inhumane. But the kiss was slow, sensual, warm, and so pliant. Kurama’s sweet moans and his relaxed expression was heavenly, and Hiei kept stealing glances between breaths at his lover’s face to see that look on him again. 

The release was sudden. Hiei groaned, staring at Kurama’s serene face, his closed eyes, his parted lips where a sheen of saliva shone upon his skin. The warm flush to his cheeks, the way his hair was splattered and sticking to Kurama’s sweaty and bloodied forehead. All of it, all at once, was too much, though Hiei would never admit that it was Kurama’s gentle expression and the pleasure and love he saw within it that sent him over the edge.

Kurama followed soon after, and Hiei felt the warm fluid wash over his hand as he gripped them both tightly. Kurama’s moan was soft, barely audible, but the way in which his body absolutely collapsed afterward was unmistakable pleasure. He sank into the ground, going completely limp, his head rolling back, his hand slacking until it slid off their joined members. 

Hiei leaned in closer, pressing a kiss against Kurama’s cheek, then down against his jaw. 

They stayed for a moment like that, Kurama’s near boneless body serving as a comfortable bed for Hiei, where he laid atop him, simply feeling Kurama’s chest rise and fall. After a long moment of simply that, Kurama’s body regained some tension, and his muscles shifted beneath that bruised skin so that the redhead could push himself to sit, forcing Hiei upright as well. 

The moment had passed, and Hiei felt himself grow disappointed and sad at the loss of it. But Kurama’s bright smile brought the leaping in his heart back to full force, and Hiei tried his hardest to not smile back as Kurama leaned down to press a kiss into Hiei’s hair. 

“Let us go find that stream. You promised me warm water.” 

Hiei hummed in response, staying still as Kurama’s hands caressed over his hair. 

Yes, perhaps this would work. Perhaps, Hiei thought, the two of them could last.

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For @yyh-revival Valentine’s Day prompt list! This one is #4, “may I have this dance?”

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things people have done to help me during a psychoses episode

i was on the buss and i hallucinated bugs crawling all over my hands, so my friend pulled my hoodie sleeves over them with permission and held my hands through the sleeves to "keep them off". they used the logic you would in a real bug situation.

i went nonverbal in a bad one in class, so my friend wrote me a note to give to the nurse since the teacher wouldn't let her go with me.

i often am very paranoid about the delusion that meat is actually rotten, so my dad will sometimes eat a bit of it before me

instead of telling me my delusions arent real, they help me through it using logic like it was real. they dont tell me that nothings going to hurt me in my sleep, they stay with me to keep me safe. then when it passes i can realize its not real

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Day 11 • ~ Sharing dessert | Shizuki x Juri

I LOVE these two!! My UNDERRATED baby's!😭✨🌷 Not sure what I was doing with this one! I thought about drawing something but I ran outta Time!🙏

@yyh-revival ⚡ I like this one(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

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An explainer for why I don't fuck with algorithmic social media

If you give a pigeon a little button to peck that releases pigeon food, it will push the button when it's hungry.

If you give a pigeon a button to peck that releases food every 5 pecks, it will peck it more often.

If you give a pigeon a button to peck that releases food at a randomly selected, always shifting number of pecks, the pigeon will peck that fucking button all day long.

Algorithm based social media is not set up to give you the best most fun stuff all the time, it is set up to give you a bunch of stress and nothingness with a randomized reward of something that actually makes you happy, because they want you pecking that button all damn day. It is a slot machine of content, meant to keep you putting in quarters made of your time and attention till you've nothing yet.

At least if I'm having a shit day on my own Tumblr feed it's because I've made a bad choice about who to follow and I can fix it.

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Where's he going? Why is he getting naked? 👀

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Oh dear. Bad luck friend, you've walked in on Yomi and Kuwabara. Yomi's gonna murder ya now. Peace U x U

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Day 9 • ~ Romantic getaway | Kuwabara x Yukina

{"Romantic getaway"} Ship: Kuwabara x Yukina✨

{~ A/N! Hi! so Here's YET another Oneshot! I know I'm writing a lot... but I'm trying to get better! I've actually had this idea in the back of my mind for awhile^^ Also! I'm not sure if a Honeymoon is considered a Romantic getaway but I consider it as one! so that's what I'll be Working with! ALSO!!! if any of this seems weird it's because this is part of my Fanfiction "A Cozy Home" Which In case you're wondering I HAVE NOT posted yet! sorry! but yeh this takes place 3 years into the future! ok enjoy!~}

×WARING! This story has other ship's if you can't tell Yusuke x Keiko! is one of them and there's a OC Yusuke and Keiko's son Yunoke. I have a Lot more yyh future kids but only one will be in this story^^ but it's Not About Them!! it's about Kuwabara and Yukina!! also Hiei's already told Yukina he's her Brother! I want a happy sibling moment!×

[4 days after their wedding they decided where to go for their honeymoon... Hawaii! Yukina was very Excited! Kuwabara and Yukina had been Staying at Kurama's house (*AKA Genkai's house! idk why but I decided to make him take over her house!*) and now it was Time to go!✨ they said their goodbyes to their friends and family before they got into the car and drove off to the airport!]

Yusuke: So how long will you guys be gone again?

Kuwabara: A week^^ (*smile*)

Yusuke: Ohhhh~ I week to yourselves~ Have fun~ (*sly smile*)

Kuwabara: (*Blushes*) ShUt Up UrAmEsHi!!//

Keiko: (*slaps Yusuke!*) Yusuke be quiet! (*holding Yunoke their son*)

Yusuke: Geez! that hurt!!

Keiko: Want some more...?️️ (*hands Yunoke to Botan*)

Yusuke: Nope nevermind...°°

Botan: Buttttttttt Anyway! you guys have a great time ok!^^ (*smile!*)

Yukina: Thanks Botan we will^^ (*looks over at Hiei*)

Yukina: Goodbye brother...

Hiei: Bye...

Mukuro: (*slaps Hiei!*) Give her a ACTUALLY goodbye!

Hiei: Fine Woman! I'll do it! (*goes over to Yukina and hugs her. a genuine hug*)

Yukina: Oh°°

Hiei: Goodbye sis...I ....(*he tries fighting the urge to say it*) Love you..

Yukina: (*Hugs him back*) I love you to brother!^^

Shizuru: Take care baby bro just don't pull anything.. (*smirk*)

Kuwabara: Why would you say that!? I won't ok!!... oh yeh Sis take good care of Eikichi!!

Shizuru: For the 10th Time today I Will!! your to worried about it! I'll take good care of her

Kuwabara: Ok I trust you...️️..

Kurama: Not to rush you anything but your flight leaves at 5:57am and it's 5:00am already°°

Kuwabara: Oh crap! we got a 30 minute drive to!! Okay everybody Goodbye!! (*grabs Yukina and jumps I'm the car*)

Everyone: BYE!!!

Yukina: (*Sticking her head out the window as they drive away*) Bye!!

Kurama: I hope they make it on time...

Shizuru: they will.

[After HOURS of flying Kuwabara and Yukina landed in Hawaii it was late at night and the first thing they wanted to do was...... GO TO SLEEP!! they were exhausted this was Both there first time on a plane. so they checked into the hotel, loaded in their luggage, took a shower and change their clothes and then they FINALLY got to sleep!! they woke up the next morning Excited for they're Time at the beautiful Hawaii!☀️]

Yukina: This is beautiful isn't!

Kuwabara: Not as beautiful as You!! (*simp mode activate*)

Yukina: Oh Kazuma^^ (*gives him a kiss on the cheek*)

{•°END!°•} A/N Hi so ok I Know over HALF of this FANFIC wax about them saying goodbye but I just don't how to write people on Vacation! maybe I'll try to rewrite this sometime but anywho! also I know it was weird to include Mukuro but she's Yukina's friend and Hiei Girlfriend! she had to be here! (NO hate please ) Also in case you have questions let me know!!

@yyh-revival (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ Hi... Are my submission's good so far? I feel like I'm the only one who Joined 💝

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uhg god my old art was SO- *remembers there's no point in being dismissive of my old art bc i was still learning and it's not fair to disregard the efforts of a young artist, even if it's my own work* *through gritted teeth* foundational to the development of my current style and skill level

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Hiei’s Guide to Wooing Witches (And Getting Bitches)

For @yyh-revival ‘s Valentines Event 🩷

Day 8 Prompt: Unconventional Romantic Gesture

Summary: Hiei is smitten with Botan and he hates every horrible second of it. It’s fine, though - he has a plan.

Found on ao3 and ff.net

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submitted by @depmode 

Fenris: Hawke and I went through a period where we had no relations at all. I totally cut off his sex. Merrill: You mean it grows back?! Fenris: Fenris: Yes Merrill, he’s a lizard. Hawke (off screen): Dragon!

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Miku in formal wear just hits differently!