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heartstopper

It was one of those rare nights na I was by myself, so naturally, I turned to Netflix for company. I randomly picked Heartstopper among the trending shows, and immediately, I got hooked!

I love coming of age stories and Hearstopper was just an easy watch...I wasn't really looking for anything heavy that night. Pero a lot of the storylines really resonated with me—it made me think a lot about my younger self, which was comforting but slightly traumatizing at the same time lol

At certain points, I was Charlie, but sometimes I was Nick. Like Charlie, I was a shy, awkward kid (I still am shy and awkward btw). I used to say 'sorry' a lot because I thought my presence was an inconvenience to people. Like Charlie, I also fell for a boy. A boy who hid my 'existence' from his mainstream life. I remember having to meet on the other side of our school just to see each other. We had tons of rules to keep us a secret...it was bleak lol so the short of it is, we broke up. Up until recent times, he still wants to make it up to me and say sorry. I just don't have time for that 😏

Me to my younger self: 'Kid, it got better!'.

One of the most moving scenes for me was when Nick googled 'am I gay?'. That just pinched my heart. That feeling of being lost and confused was just all too familiar! Like Nick, I also liked girls at one point. I was actually in love with a girl in high school. But I always knew I liked guys too. Looking back, maybe the reason why I liked girls was just that my parents expected me to like girls, to have a girlfriend, get married one day and have kids. I don't know...I don't remember my straight relationships as romantic...it was romanticized, but never romantic.

I was hella confused... I just wish I had a support system back then. People who understood. I had friends who did understand, don't get me wrong. But we were all just misfits and outcasts back then...We knew nothing! Plus, I think they just dismissed me as a soft maybe-gay boy, so...lol

What I hope I had was an adult, maybe my parents, maybe my sister or 5 or so other brothers (from another mother lol) who could have assured me that it was going to be okay. I wish we had Heartstopper back then...it would have been a nice way to come out. ❤️

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Eric Cahan captures the natural gradient of the sky during transitional phases of the day in locations all over the world.

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This is probably terrible…but I found this hilarious.

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When We Were Young by charmful

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So glad she didn’t blame him. This was so sweet!

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As some of you may know, I have been working on this small but rather ambitious film my whole adult life. You can check out the trailer at the bottom & you can learn more about it on our website. Parts of the film are done with traditional frame-by-frame animation & I need some professional freelancers to pass work on to, preferably Manila based, but if you live on the Moon, we can work something out. Please email me at avidliongoren@yahoo.com if you are interested. Puppet based animators & 3d artists are also welcome to show me their work, my film has many different animation requirements : ) And if you aren’t an animator, please share this post to those who are : )

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yeah, blow me. blow me real hard. :))

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You and your boyfriend are adorable. :)

Hey, thanks! Fellow thomasian I see! 

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saurons:

balrogs:

alexmerry:

Ian McKellen should be the voice of everything ever.

GANDALF/MAGNETO IS TELLING YOU TO STOP YOUR VEHICLE

PLEASE NARRATE MY LIFE STORY SOMEDAY SO AT LEAST I SOUND A BIT INTERESTING WHEN SOMEONE ELSE LISTENS

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wellblainelovesfootball:

the piece of hair sticking up though

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Rolling Stone Photoshoot: TVD

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Yup, I’m officially a lesbian.

Yeah, definitely.