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*walks back out the door*

k bye see u tomorrow

*dust starts gathering on counter again*

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it follows me everywhere i pretend i dont see it i partly control what it says and does i play along with it it comforts me and i welcome it im not sure what it is but it pretends to be my friends sometimes its not very good at it but its trying i think its trying to talk me out of it it talked me out of doing it last time 

have a boy.

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*humming sounds of not giving a shit while walking back into this blog*

man this place is a wreck *casually dusts off counter*

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have some spooky musics

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should i convert this account to just posting edgy music n art?

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i know i said i moved

i know your reading this im sorry im sorry im sorry im an asshole im sorry im an asshole when im like this im not ok at all ive been crying for 30 mins please forgive me i cant ever forgive myself please im sorry i broke the promise im so sorry please forgive me i miss everything and i know no one will ever care about me as much as you did im sorry i wish none of this happened im sorry ill take the blame for everything i caused all of this im so sorry i fucked up everything ill continue punishing myself until i know you forgive me i know it will never happen everything is happening to fast im angry most the time im sorry im taking it out on you im not meaning to im sorry im so fucking sorry i miss everything we had and i know this wont mean anything i wish i couldve stopped all of this from happening ive been crying since our argument i cant think im so sorry i said to never trust or make friends with special ed kids because none of us are good people all of us are crazy in one way or another and ive been believing im not one of them when i am none of you should talk to me or trust me i thought i was different from the others there but im not dont trust any of us im so fucking sorry i caused all this im a horrible friend and person in general and i know i said id kill myself if you were to die but im lying im a lair and i wish i wasnt but im a pussy i wish it was the truth and maybe it is and im just not sure yet im so sorry all of this happened you have every right to hate me im so fucking sorry this all happened i cant express it enough theres no reversing this shit its all gone to shit everything is wrong everything is bad everything in my life has gone to shit i cant control anything i cant do anything i cant fix this i cant fix anything i cant do anything right im a stupid bitch im stupid im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry if i could i would travel back in time just to hug you when we were still dating and tell you i love you im sorry i cant do anything right im so sorry i lost my filter this is the real me im sorry im acually a asshole i try not to but im being honest too much im sorry im sorry i cant do anything without someone calling me edgy and eugene isnt here long enough for me to vent to him so its all bottled up and i explode about it im sorry im sorry i still get worried whenever ur not online i still care but sometimes i cant im sorry im sorry i miss everything so much i fucking miss everything im sorry i need to stop talking

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migrating accounts

dm for link or whatever

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the discord notification sound spikes my anxiety for many reasons

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god i hope im wrong

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stress is making me sick and that makes me stress more

its an infinite loop

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please dont do this

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behold, edgy wallpaper i made last night with a dishonored quote on it

also suck my dick im gonna post normal edgy stuff on here too

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ah so u wanted to keep ur eyes? sorry m8

heres some bs i did last night when i was being an edgy lil bitch

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*slow drowning*

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time to maybe barf see ya later

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im shaking rlly bad and its making me feel like im gonna vomit

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not sure if this is a vent or not but idk i guess it is