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Jenny Jenn Jen, by @simoncrys on Twitter!

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the "i was thrown into a life of heroic responsibilities as a teen" squad

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Is this anything

Alternatively-

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anyone remembers this show???

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Jenny!!

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Jenny Jenny Jenny Jenny by @catfatigue on Twitter!

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OK BUT!!! MY FAVORITE THING ABOUT JENNY IS THAT SHE’S CANONICALLY 6 AND A HALF FEET TALL!!! she’s way taller than every other nicktoons main character i can think up right now,,, this information makes me so happy i dont know why

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The Blues Brothers (1980)

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Gotten back into using a sketchbook

Behold, some pen doodles

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OH PURPLE JAGUAR EYE

OPEN UP AND BE ALIVE

SEE THE WORLD IN VIVD COLOR

THERE’S NO TURNING BACK

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I needed a hero, if I only knew that the hero was me.

Kipo fanart because it's been a long time and i miss the show!!

[ID: a digital drawing that features Kipo (Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts) in both her human and mega jaguar forms, floating in the canvas. The mega jaguar is turning her head to look at human Kipo, her glaze is wild; Kipo is very small and faces the jaguar, her face is barely visible. The background has lilac, magenta and pink tones, with cyan, yellow and magenta lines circling both of them. End ID.]

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Needed to draw this guy for a while! His name is Maul, we got him from @liza-lilly! We love him a lot and only just got the time to draw him ourselves.

Please do not use our art without our permission. Feel free to ask to use for icons and similar things, but we have the right to say no.

Program: IbisPaint X Approx. Time: 1h 30m Original Date: 22.10.24 Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned! Art Of: Maul [OC] (System Member Artist: Shrapnel)

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Why is it when someone blocks me I have to sit up and be plagued by all the other people who've blocked me, like it straight haunts me.

This block I just don't understand. I trusted this friend of mine with extremely heavy things, things I wouldn't just talk about with anyone. My mistake I guess? It made them uncomfortable apparently and not only did they not tell me but someone went around telling them I talked shit behind their back? What shit? They don't understand, when I get attached to a friend there's no shit to talk. Besides I still literally can't think of a single complaint I had about them, not one of my alters can.

Now I'm having a dream just now that I'm waking up to about another person who blocked us. Uhh.. that was more reasonable I can entirely see why they blocked us. One of our alters couldn't source separate and straight up tried inserting himself in with someone as if they were dating him just because he really genuinely liked a story of theirs so much. Yeah you know, not proud of that one, we're glad he's dormant and we're happy to move on from that. He did wild things that caused them to unblock us to make it stop and they recently blocked us again. Which stung a little because we figured we were past that but it's their business and it doesn't matter. We just blocked them back. If we are a bad memory for them it's best not to torment them further.

Now I think about another block in the past where it started because we caught feelings for someone and they were uncomfortable. They did not tell us they were uncomfortable and played into it. Then we were blocked. Then they unblocked us, tried to get us to cut someone off that they just didn't like (the person does deserve it tbh, after how he talked to us, but we do work for him) and when we refused they blocked us again. Then they come back and pretend to be friends only to go to the admin and claim we were harassing them behind their back. When we definitely weren't. We actually blocked them on that one.

I don't know, so many thoughts swirling in our heads and it's made the majority of us extremely insecure now and now we're constantly asking our new friends "are you okay? Are we making you uncomfortable? Did we make you mad?" I want to scream with how this affected us, how each block has built up over time. I'm not saying everyone who blocked us in the past is unreasonable but some of them felt so out of the blue and from nowhere.

And I'm worried if I keep asking we'll make people uncomfortable. But if we don't ask then nobody will tell us. But if we keep asking they might not tell us also because lets be honest, people tend to spare other's feelings a fuck ton don't they?

We are not perfect. We've come a long way. But no block has EVER hurt like this. Where I really really thought I could trust someone and I couldn't. This paranoia now that someone, or even they themselves are spouting lies behind my back.

And the only reason I'm posting this here is because I know nobody will read all of this. I know nobody will give a second glance at all of this. But I have to post it public somewhere or it's going to make me scream.

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it was inevitable that i eventually draw Globby as a noodle dragon. here he is!

@drama-glob @enbydemirainbowbigfoot

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(a little tribute i drew for aesop's birthday. aesop is the embalmer ever and makes me really happy. this was a lot of fun to work on and i'm glad to be able to finish making a short mv after wanting to do so for forever... tysm for all of the support and love while working on this, truly means a lot and gave me the strength to actually finish it!!)