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been this way so long it feels like somethings off when i'm not depressed.
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your disorder is still valid if you:
- aren’t uw
- don’t fast
- do high res
- have never fainted
- labs are okay
- like food
- binge / “lose control”
- don’t exercise
- don’t purge
- eat sweets / junk
if your thoughts and behaviours around food cause you significant distress, you have an ed.
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Two people had sex and now every night I’m trying to kill myself
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Please reblog more people need to hear this❤️
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one day 10 years from now you will look back at your current life and wonder "Why the hell did I ever do that to myself, I was just a child and I deserved so much better, I should have loved myself the way I do now, I'm so glad I recovered and I'm finally truly happy and confident"
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To anyone who was suicidal at age 14 or younger, here’s your permission to grieve. Here’s your permission to not joke about it or just flat out ignore it. Here’s your permission to acknowledge that lost child who felt way more pain than any child should ever feel. You’re allowed to cry for that child, whether you healed or are still suffering the same thoughts. Finally allow yourself to grieve for that child filled with undeserved hurt.
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please please please can some scientist discover a way to slice fat off the body because i cannot with this
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thought up such a FUNNY post the other day then didnt post it and now i forgot
im so sad
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tw sfx cvts !
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baby styros after a long day <3
i dont usually post these kinda things but the pic was too good not to
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naps aren't enough, i need to sleep for eternity
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things i could never do but also really fucking want to do:
- drop out of school
- cvt deep enough to need a plaster
- smoke
- run away from society and become a hermit
- shout at everyone who has ever made me feel not good enough
- k1ll myself
#i have been telling people about the cvting that i sometimes do#and i have to be very careful about not revealing my deep and desparate wish to evacuate this mortal plain#because then my parents could get involved and that would be an issue#god i can't wait to leave school so i can get actual real help#for now i will simply continue to get worse and see if i can find a way to kick ye olde bucket without traumatising anyone
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i just want someone to CARE about me why is that so hard
#me when i am dramatic#i literally do have people who care about me they just also are mean to me sometimes and i wish they weren't
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