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I believed with every part of me that we were eternal. That you were unforgettable and that I was someone you'd always be happy to see. Oh, how wrong I was.

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“Having butterflies for someone who deserves them is such a rewarding feeling.”

— you have the most beautiful eyes.

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“Juliana Valdés is Very Beautiful” - A Novel by Valentina Carvajal

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im falling for someone,

and

its not you

thats hard to say out loud now

but also

somehow

it feels relieving

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Seeking love and joy again.

Original post: 11-14-18

Update: I’ve got a date. 🙂 12-1-18

With a friend I’ve known online about 3 years.

Update 2: I’ve got a new girlfriend! 😍12-15-18

Update 3: Still together! 9 months! Ecstatic! 👩‍❤️‍👩

Update 4: Celebrated 1 year anniversary on 12/5/19! We are so in love. So much joy! It happened for me Friends! Believe!

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When hitting the send button will make you so happy....but will also cause so much pain

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I miss him...every day I miss him.

I want to call him. I want to tell him how my day was the good and the bad. But I dont want to talk to him because hes ripped my heart to pieces too many times.

I want to tell him I love him for the person he has helped me become and for being there through my dark times. But I want to tell him how much he hurts me and how not okay it is that he breaks my heart ALL the time.

I want be with him but I know being with him will cause me so much pain.

I'm torn...

Between loving him and hating myself....

I need to find peace.

Hes in my dreams...in my thoughts...in my whole being. I've never felt this kind of love...I dont know if I ever want to feel it again either...

Help...

Now I understand the movie eternal sunshine of a spotless mind a bit better...

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So true!

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Omg I love this so much!!

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“Love didn’t hurt you. Someone who doesn’t know how to love you hurt you. Don’t confuse the two.”

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