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listen: it was bad writing. i’m not even really mad that they did break up anymore it’s just that the pacing was so weird. i’ve bypassed all stages of grief i’m at acceptance now but. it was poorly done

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Still like that old time rock and roll That kind of music just soothes the soul I reminisce about the days of old With that old time rock and roll

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Every single person who has refused to condemn or stayed silent in the face of the onslaught of rising global antisemitism, your silence is deafening and now we’re at the point of pogroms in European cities.

Never Again is Now.

I stand with the Jewish people in solidarity, today, every day, proudly, unhesitatingly and unapologetically.

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it’s not bucktommy.

that’s sad.. absolutely, but that’s not why i’m- and i think a lot of us - are upset.

i’m hurt because i watched a sector of this fandom devolve into some of the most vile behaviour i’ve ever seen in fandom because some of us dared step outside of the hive mind and decide to ship a person with two people.

which then devolved into some of the most heinous personal attacks (of both fans and lou) i’ve seen in fandom ever, and i’ve been in some rough trenches.

i adore buddie. always have. always will. (they’re quite literally the reason i’m married)

but i do not know how to interact with them in fandom spaces anymore, which is why i stopped. because who am i interacting with? where do they stand on the horrific stuff that has gone on? were they the ones sending the anon hate?

bucktommy (and buddietommy) became the safe haven for a lot of us to still be able to interact with the fandom and characters we love once it got so bad, and now that it’s ended…

i can’t unsee all the shit that has gone down.

THAT is what hurts.

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I need everyone, from all sides of the fandom, to take a moment to be embarrassed by how fuckass nasty they were to real people over a ship that didn't even last ten episodes. Go on. You'll only get mad at this post if it applies to you, so think twice before you send hate.

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what was the point then? buck isn't off the hamster wheel, we are just fucking back to square one. he wanted a future with someone, and it ended instead. we've been here before. it's such fucking bullshit.

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btw, i am hugging and patting the backs of all the queer men in this fandom that truly felt represented with this ship, that loved it so deeply and found comfort within it. i'm so fucking sorry.

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and the last thing i'll say on the matter because i think i'm all talked out about it right now: that ending is giving "we weren't planning on breaking them up, but shit happened." because make no mistake. were this the plan from day one of s8, we would have seen the cracks in the premiere. we always have.

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The buddie fandom need to knock it off with berating the writers, actors, and producers of 911 about making buddie canon. Keep pushing for something that wasn't suppose to happened and you get the shitstorm that was Cas confessing to Dean before dying and the show ending. and no one wants that.

I can't see buddie being canon and them still working the same shift or in the same station. not saying they can't, I just don't see it happening. The only way I can see buddie becoming canon is at the VERY end of series, either with a destiel bullshit or when them ending with asking the other out for dinner and the show ends before we see the date.

I also feel like even if buddie does become canon, whatever they put on the show isn't going to be nearly as satisfying as what they have made up in their heads or in fanfiction. everyone is going to be at least a little disappointing.

Liking a ship is all fine and fun but making it the whole reason to watch a show to the point of having so much hate, is just stupid. They need to chil the fuck out.

I don't consider Destiel canon. Just because Cas told Dean he was in love with him, doesn't make it actual canon. It makes Cas being in love with Dean, canon. Dean never said I love you, back. Now, anyone who's watched the show, knows that Dean loves Cas. In the same way that Cas loves Sam. As family. But the fuckery that went on in tonight's episode of 911, and they're basically just saying, 'fuck you,' to the fans, is bullshit. What's the fucking point of even bringing Tommy back, talking up how great things are going for BuckTommy, and then dropping this steaming pile of shit, on their fans? They should've just used Josh for Buck's Bi awakening if this was the fucking plan all along. I love Buck, I love Tommy, and I love BuckTommy. I used to be a Buddie fan before their asshole fans ruined my enjoyment of that ship. At this point, despite being pissed off as hell about this bullshit, I will continue to watch the show. For now. I love Bathena, Henren, and Madney. BUT, if Tim and 911 make Buddie canon and reward those psycho assholes with Buddie, after they've been such horrible trolls, I'll drop this fucking show like you won't believe, and will just write fics for every OTHER ship except Buddie. My thoughts on Buddie, before this episode and even more so after tonight's fuckery, are this: Be careful what you wish for, Buddie shippers. You might just get Buddie canon. But if you do, there's ALWAYS the chance that Tim will fuck it up, and it'll even ruin Buck and Eddie's friendship.

That shit happened on Glee with Blaine, and it pissed me off as Blaine and Sebastian were and still are my favorite Glee characters. Fuck Kurt. Fuck Karofsky. Fuck Tim for doing this bullshit.

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at the end of the day we lost another canon queer ship and that really fucking sucks especially after election day so i think its okay to be upset at a silly little procedural drama and its okay to cry over the representation that we lost

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Lou saying that he had issues with this ending...

Lou saying that he wanted it to last longer...

Lou saying that he was under the impression that it was working and they were connected...

I don't know who made this decision... but Lou didn't want this

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having josh make such a beautiful fucking speech about queerness and the history of it, only to completely tank this new beautiful relationship that has been a comfort to many, is just nauseating. like it is so fucking cruel. why give us this bisexual guy, who just realized he is in love with a man, and wants a future with him, and then crush it AGAIN?

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What was the point of having tommy bring up the importance of family so many times? What was the point in bringing him back at all? They literally could have chosen some rando with no history on the show for this. They never needed to intertwine him with Eddie. Like the entire storyline in general was pointless (with it being Tommy) if it ends there.

That’s just shitty writing.

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If the last 3 days has taught me anything...it's that the bullies win.

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yes it's just a show, yes there are bigger problems, but this was my little joy, my little escapism. and they crushed it.

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It’s not even the end of bucktommy, but the seven (and a half) seasons of Buck being left behind that just made the ending a little hard to swallow. It’s heart-breaking (and a little old) to watch one of Buck’s biggest insecurities play out yet again. I think it would have meant more if Buck had finally found himself in a place where he had to be the one to leave, but in a way that says I’m comfortable and confident in myself and what I want and what will make me happy and I am able to reach out for it and hold it in my hands without it shattering.

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OHOHOHO IM SAT