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{outofsass} Not that anyone I know is still here... but hi, I'm Jess and I'll probably never cosplay rp here again. But I thought I'd give a psa on why.

Turns out the last 6 years of me "loosing weight" was due to an extremely rare autoimmune called myositis... I also have systemic sclerosis (scleroderma) and these two diseases attack my muscle and connective tissue.

I really don't know how to explain the diseases except that I've lost a lot of mobility/range of motion, and muscle mass, but they also tell me it can effect my internal organs and all their connective tissue as well by the fermentation/thickening causing organs to solidify and cease functioning.

Anyway... due to this I haven't really been on here and may never come back as I navigate my new body and limitations.

Having an invisible disability has sure been rough.

Finding jobs that understand that I can't do certain things or have to miss days due to treatments or sudden exhaustion where I can't even get myself out of bed.

And damn I look like I'm anorexic (you don't wanna see my shoulders) now and all I want is to look normal again.

Anyway, if any of you have questions about me or what's going or treantments and things i go through, I'll probably keep this app on my phone for a bit, so message me or if you're not comfortable asking straight out with your account I'm cool with receiving anonymous asks.

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Pass the happy! 🧡 When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people in your notifications!

{outofsass} I no longer have muse anymore, but I will say things that make me happy to remind myself to be happy since I recently lost my father to a sudden pulmonary embolism Nov. 29th.

Things that make me happy

Music

Coloring

Compliments from others 🫣 (but also makes me flustered)

Handwriting things

Spending time with people I love

My significant other

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You need to be on a runway modeling gorgeous dresses because YES QUEEN!!! You are gorgeous!

{outofsass} thank you. That's so kind of you to say. Wish I hadn't found out it was all caused by an autoimmune disease that's eating away at me and causing mobility issues.

This really made my day. You're the sweetest anon. 🥰🫶🏻

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{outofsass} Not that anyone I know is still here... but hi, I'm Jess and I'll probably never cosplay rp here again. But I thought I'd give a psa on why.

Turns out the last 6 years of me "loosing weight" was due to an extremely rare autoimmune called myositis... I also have systemic sclerosis (scleroderma) and these two diseases attack my muscle and connective tissue.

I really don't know how to explain the diseases except that I've lost a lot of mobility/range of motion, and muscle mass, but they also tell me it can effect my internal organs and all their connective tissue as well by the fermentation/thickening causing organs to solidify and cease functioning.

Anyway... due to this I haven't really been on here and may never come back as I navigate my new body and limitations.

Having an invisible disability has sure been rough.

Finding jobs that understand that I can't do certain things or have to miss days due to treatments or sudden exhaustion where I can't even get myself out of bed.

And damn I look like I'm anorexic (you don't wanna see my shoulders) now and all I want is to look normal again.

Anyway, if any of you have questions about me or what's going or treantments and things i go through, I'll probably keep this app on my phone for a bit, so message me or if you're not comfortable asking straight out with your account I'm cool with receiving anonymous asks.

[littlesistersammy]

Saying “this niche, properly tagged, warned, and rated piece of fiction could theoretically hurt someone” is not a good argument. This properly labeled cookie with the allergen information at the bottom that contains gluten could theoretically harm me very badly, but only if I consume it. Tags are like nutrition labels, and warnings are like allergy information. If you know you have an allergy to something, the logic is to stay away from it. It is the same with fiction. I’m not running through stores yelling at people to take all the products with gluten off the shelves just because it could hurt me. Instead I ignore it and go to the gluten free section and find cookies that are right for me. And if running through a grocery store yelling sounds ridiculous, that’s because it is. Stop doing the same with fiction.

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Please reblog this if it’s okay for me to just pop into your ask box to RP with you even if you haven’t reblogged a meme because I just want to RP with you

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{outofsass} lol seems like all I do are mun posts now... oops.

Here have some more recent photos

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Munday funday. Here have some recent selfies.

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Send “You can help by leaving me alone.” for my muse’s reaction.

Send “But I want to help you!” for a alternative reaction!

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🐝  *  ―  𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊  𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘  𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄.   (  send  in  a  symbol  to  receive  a  drabble  or  meta  about  a  muses'  memory.  )

🌼 ― a happy memory. 🌧 ― a sad memory. 🌹 ― a romantic memory. 🌪 ― a scary memory. 🍑 ― a sexual memory. 🌑 ― a fading memory. 🌕 ― a vivid memory. 💫 ― an obscure memory. 🎀 ― a childhood memory. 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 ― a memory involving a family member. 👥 ― a memory involving a friend. 🐕 ― a memory involving a pet. 💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget. 🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget. 🧠 ― a memory that had a big impact on you. 🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened. 🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

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{outofsass}For those still on here listening to my little rambles and no rping 😂😅 my boyfriend and I are still going strong. Over a month now and we still can't get enough of each other and the days just fly by but also feel like forever. Can't wait to see what the coming months, and future holds for us.

He's a dork, but so am I, so it works. 😊

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Anonymously or not, send my muse another muse’s name and they can only reply with an icon summing up their feelings about them! 

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If anyone cares me and my boyfriend are still doing well. He spoils me to no end and just wants to see me happy... I've always been the giver in any sort of relationship so this is all so new to me... here have a cute pic of us for Munday.

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🐝  *  ―  𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐇  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  a  random  assortment  of  book  ,  show  ,  and  movie  quotes  from  ‘winnie  the  pooh’.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  but the most important thing is , even if we are apart , i’ll always be with you.  ❜ ❛  you’re braver than you believe , stronger than you seem , and smarter than you think.  ❜ ❛  it never hurts to keep looking for sunshine.  ❜ ❛  any day spent with you is my favorite day. so , today is my new favorite day.  ❜ ❛  how lucky am i to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.  ❜ ❛  could be worse. not sure how , but it could be.  ❜ ❛  after all , one can’t complain. i have my friends.  ❜ ❛  some people care too much. i think it’s called love.  ❜ ❛  the things that make me different are the things that make me.  ❜ ❛  what i like best is just doing nothing.  ❜ ❛  promise you won’t forget me ever ?  ❜ ❛  a little consideration , a little thought for others , makes all the dfference.  ❜ ❛  it isn’t much good having anything exciting if you can’t share it with somebody.  ❜ ❛  i’m never afraid with you.  ❜ ❛  a day without laughter is a day wasted.  ❜ ❛  if there ever comes a day when we can’t be together , keep me in your heart , i’ll stay there forever.  ❜ ❛  when all else fails , take a nap.  ❜ ❛  as soon as i saw you , i knew an adventure was going to happen.  ❜ ❛  love is taking a few steps backward maybe even more to give way to the happiness of the person you love.  ❜ ❛  promise me that you’ll never forget me because if i thought you would , i’d never leave.  ❜ ❛  people say nothing is impossible , but i do nothing every day.  ❜ ❛  i used to believe in forever but forever’s too good to be true.  ❜ ❛  a hug is always the right size.  ❜ ❛  life is a journey to be experienced , not a problem to be solved.  ❜ ❛  we’ll be friends forever , won’t we , [name] ?  ❜ ❛  if people are upset because you’ve forgotten something , console them by letting them know you didn’t forget - you just weren’t remembering.  ❜ ❛  sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.  ❜ ❛  it is more fun to talk with someone who doesn’t use long , difficult words but rather short , easy words like ‘what about lunch ?’  ❜ ❛  if you live to be a hundred , i hope i live to be a hundred mnus one day , so that i never have to live a day without you.  ❜ ❛  what could be more important than a little something to eat ?  ❜ ❛  you can’t stay in your corner waiting for others to come to you. you have to go to them sometimes.  ❜ ❛  don’t underestimate the value of doing nothing , of just going along , listening to all the things you can’t hear , and not bothering.  ❜ ❛  what’s wrong with knowing what you know now and not knowing what you don’t know until later ?  ❜ ❛  i did know once , only i’ve sort of forgotten.  ❜ ❛  those who are clever , who have a brain , never understand anything.  ❜ ❛  if it’s not here , that means it’s out there.  ❜ ❛  nobody can be uncheered with a balloon.  ❜ ❛  i’m not lost for i know where i am. but however , where i am may be lost.  ❜ ❛  i wasn’t going to eat it , i was just going to taste it.  ❜ ❛  they’re funny things , accidents. you never have them till you’re having them.  ❜

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guYS IF WE’RE MUTUALS AND YOUR MUSE RANDOMLY WANTS TO TALK TO MINE, TAG. ME. IN. A. STARTER. I WILL REPLY BECAUSE I LOVE RANDOM STARTERS AND CUTE SHIT AND JUST MY MUSE BEING THROWN IN A SITUATION WHERE THEY’RE LIKE “WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHY THE FUCK ARE WE DOING THIS?!?!” BECAUSE ITS THE BEST THING EVER. So yknow yeah. Tag me in shit.

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So... I'm seeing someone...

Not that I'm on here enough for my followers to care anymore... but I just need a space to talk about him that not many of the people who know me irl can see. 'Cause I don't know where this is going but I think he's a keeper... 😆

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Just kidding! It's gotten serious. After being single for the 28 years of my life... I've got a man who adores me for me. He thinks I'm pretty whether I'm all dolled up or not. He doesn't care whether I'm fat or thin. He just genuinely adores me for my personality/heart/mind and that's so new to me...

We look so bored of each other in this picture, but really we're just super comfortable with each other. 😆 (his mom snuck the photo... it's the only one we've got 'cause he and I just don't take photos. 😂)

The photo is just after I'd taken a huge fall in his driveway (you guys wouldn't know it but I'm super accident prone) and he almost hucked me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. 😂

Anyway thank you to those that actually read my little happy blabbering here. ✌️