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Please reblog if YES so your followers will know!

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the only reason im anti endo is because theres no scientific evidence for endo systems. if the science changed, id be pro endo, but thats just not the case.

and no, i dont "worship the dsm", im quite critical of psychiatry. current science is also critical of the psychiatric system.

science collects evidence and draws conclusions from it.

conclusions such as asylums are bad, letting people transition is good, and endogenic systems can not exist because highly differentiated ego states can only develop when childhood trauma gets in the way of normal development of the mind.

thats what a system is. we dont truly "split" because there was never a whole. a childs brain doesn't have a solid sense of self, and long term trauma stops it from becoming a single self. systems quite literally have multiple senses of the self.

when we split an alter, its actually a new sense of self developing, because we dont have a solid identity.

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Being a system ended my marriage 😖 it’s not fun. It’s not fun. It’s not fair. It’s not a game. It’s not OCs. I had to survive and they helped. We had to live and they did that. We are trying to be ok. And we can’t do that. To be loved.

Please don’t take what has fractured our mind and heart- what I’ve sobbed over so much- what has helped and broken us- and say you have it without the breaks.

A plate doesn’t shatter into pieces without being broken.

A mind doesn’t shatter. Without being BROKEN.

“Put this pro endo flag to let people know you are safe!” WHAT.

Why are endos acting like they are “discriminated against.” Having a system isn’t fun. I wish I wasn’t a system because it genuinely affects my life. It’s a DISORDER. Being an endo is the same thing as saying “I have PTSD without the trauma.” THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE.

This makes me so upset. My memories are getting worse and worse, and yet these endo “systems” are just “making up” alters for fun. Why are there pro endo people. Am I actually missing something??

I hate endo systems. I’m convinced that a small percentage are actual systems that forgot their trauma, and the rest are just making ocs while hiding behind the term system (its not fun btw!!)

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yeah, I really don't know why endos always act as if they're an oppressed class; you're not. You are the oppressors. They literally come from a movement that attempted to demedicalise DID completely, which would make many many systems suffer as they likely wouldn't have anymore accommodations or have access to the things their diagnosis gives them (which probably isn't a lot, but still). The only "discrimination" they experience (that's related to them being endogenic) is when people tell them facts, which, by the way, isn't discrimination. When someone tells you 'hey, what you're doing is hurting hundreds of not thousands of people (directly and indirectly) and you're spreading tons and tons of misinformation' that isn't discrimination. Your hatred for endos is valid and even if a small percentage of them are genuinely confused that doesn't excuse the misinformation and harm they spread / cause.

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Wuv yus 😸♥️

Hi Trinket~

Luv u too. 🩶🩶

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Hiiii!!! Miss yus!!!

Miss you too!

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!!! Sibby!!! 😸♥️

Tinkyyyy >< <3 Hi Sibby <3

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system ask game: hyper specific edition

🕛 how many headmates are in front when the body wakes up in the morning? who's there the most often? what time does the body usually wake up at?

🦢 which headmate would be best at interpretive dance, based on the current fronter(s)' opinion(s)?

🐞 take a vote on everyone's favorite bug. which bug has the most votes?

👹 in order of most likely to least likely, who would survive a haunted mansion for one night?

🔦 does anyone in the collective have night vision?

🦀 are any of the collective's headmates pescatarian?

📩 does your collective have a messenger (a headmate who's role is to deliver messages to and from the front to those in headspace)?

📒 have the second most frequent fronter make something creative (drawing, writing, whatever they'd like) and share it here!

🦷 is any of your collective's introjects an aesthetive of weirdcore?

🥵 how does your collective handle summer heat? how many people enjoy it and how many people don't?

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Watching our small host grieve currently it is exactly this scenario. Grief already isn’t linear- doubly so for systems. -Prowl

No one talks about grieving with D.I.D, and how badily it affects your entire system. Like people without D.I.D keep telling us that we are going through the five stages of grief etc and that you go through them in order, but for us it feels like its something that constantly restarts itself and loops due to switches.

Like no matter how much we think that we are finnaly at the acceptance stage it feels like we go right back to denial again.

I am NOT saying feeling this way automatically equals having D.I.D, but us feeling this way is most likely because of that.

Can anyone else relate??

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Hey fun fact! DID is NOT rare by any means! It occurs between 1-3% of the population which is NOT rare considering as low as 2% of the population carry the red hair gene (and I'm sure you've seen redheads in your life) and that statistic is not counting OSDD or undiagnosed DID!

Soooo if you're someone who fakeclaims a system on the basis that "it's rare" then you're a stupid misinformed idiot!!! :p

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when will pro endos learn that when they break our dni, we're just gonna instantly block them. we aren't clicking your links. we aren't putting any of our time and effort into diving down your rabbit hole of misinformation and lies.

you can't be a system without trauma, deal with it.

-- Rin 🥽

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A Reminder that Commissions are Open!

We have settled nicely in Florida and finally have time to do some of the things we enjoy again. A lot has happened in the interim but I wont go into a lot of details right now.

Recently we have realized we need to get a wheelchair to help improve our quality of life. We found a cheap one for less than $200 that we can use until we can afford a customized one so consider this a call for emergency commissions?

If you can't donate or buy a commission please spread this around :)

~Kiah and Kakashi

Kofi Link

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when I was younger I didn’t understand why “may you live in interesting times” was considered a curse in ancient greece.

I get it now.

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"I'm babey n I like to snuggle my stuffies n play tea party" that's awesome sometimes but who's going to build a littlest pet shop dictatorship and overthrow it with me. who's going to play orphans escape the witch in the woods with me. who's going to fight to the death during sharks and minnows with me.