littlemissbih

[littlemissbih]

I want to be understood in a way that doesn't require me to present myself naked to the world.

Is it my fault?

That I cannot be understood the way l yearn to be?

Maybe I am challenged by gods I don't believe in to do everything on my own, to show that I am worthy of going to their heavens.

[littlemissbih]

someone know where i could get ozempic/wegovy in germany besides shady telegram men

dm

[littlemissbih]

i don’t want to be simple

[littlemissbih]

Every atom in our body-the oxygen in our lungs, carbon in our muscles, calcium in our bones, and iron in our blood-was born inside a star before Earth existed.

"The water in your body is just visiting. It was a thunderstorm a week ago. It will be the ocean soon enough. Most of your cells come and go like morning dew. We are more weather pattern than stone monument. Sunlight on mist. Summer lightning. Your choices outweigh your substance."

The same salt that is in the ocean is in our blood.

The electric energy of the heart is connected to the earth's magnetic fields.

The rhythm of our breath aligns with the ebb and flow of ocean tides.

The calcium in our bones is derived from ancient ocean beds and marine life.

so.. don’t ask me if i am religious

[littlemissbih]

I can't think about the past without feeling the romantic urge to relive those times.

I miss the boy i dated, every job I've ever quit, every flat I've ever lived in. I miss going to school, living with my parents, the view from my children's room, the scent of my grandma's home, the feeling of my childhood's cat fur and the room of my best friend in her old house. I can remember every feeling I used to have back then so clearly, it aches to think about the past because everything is so different today. It still48 amazes me how long a human life is.

How to move on, how to enjoy the present?

because certainly in a few years fromnow I will have the exact same feeling about my life at this very moment

[littlemissbih]

i replied back which means they now have the power to abandon me & i lost all control

[littlemissbih]

only a broken heart can understand a broken heart

[littlemissbih]

irony is endless:

i understood the meaning of life and I no longer want to live.

Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. it doesn’t built character.

it is just suffering.