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Left this site because of the censorship

Back for memes bye

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Highly doubt anyone remembers me but I'm not dead and I came here for meMes if anyone wants to follow my new Tumblr when I make it

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Why I’ve stopped writing.

Hi guys. I know no one follows me, but there are a few people who care here. 

First of all...I am a product of a broken family. I’m a child of divorce.

I’m a survivor of abuse by my own “parents.”

In December I was still working on my stories. Something went down, and my relationship with my fiance turned sour. We split. We were still in love, but we just couldn’t do it anymore. I don’t know what went wrong. My friend from Michigan came to Indiana to stay a few days because shit hit the fan where he was living. My fiance had the wrong idea and took off. My child was being watched by my abusive parents - who gained my trust over 2 years and fooled me into thinking they finally had compassion and empathy - because I needed to get my head straight. I had to go to the hospital. Michigan friend, Myles, stayed because I couldn’t be alone. My head was not on straight. I was depressed and anxious and it was eating me alive. I was disassociating constantly. I was tricked into signing a guardianship paper before I went to inpatient.

It was the biggest mistake of my life. I worked upwards of 50 hours at a factory every day and went in early. I started having a relationship with Myles. My parents stopped letting me see my son for 3 months because of something my ex said that I had nothing to do with. That made me worse. They started stalking me. I had an infection at one point that went septic. I was dying and they would not bring my 1 year old to see me. If I would’ve died, I wouldn’t have been able to say goodbye to my boy.

I moved 2 hours away from him. They weren’t letting me see him and it was killing me, and the stalking got to me, my supervisor at the factory screamed at me for an entire shift for using the restroom after a kidney infection almost killed me. It was too much. I packed some clothes and my grandfather took me and Myles and my pets to his place. He has dementia, but he’s in denial. He does take his meds however, so he’s okay. I’m leaving some important and terrifying details out, but I don’t want to make anyone panic.

My ex and I are still best friends. I’ve come together with him, his family, my friends, and my biological family (I was adopted), and a few people in my stepmoms family for my son.

We found out they were trying to gain custody so my stepsister could raise him. My ex got the baby back after my lawyer told my parents they did not want me to take the stand, since I was abused by them and I have witnesses. She harassed me after my ex gained custody. I don’t have custody yet because the GAL for our case is worried about my mental health. My “parents” have made a case that I’m mentally unstable. No. I have anxiety, major depression, ADHD, and I am severely traumatized - the word PTSD has been used but I feel guilty taking it because my bio mom keeps telling me some people have it worse. I’ve shut her, my adoptive father, and my stepmother out of my life. They sabotaged my relationship with my little sister (18) with lies. 

But I’m in therapy now. I’m improving. I’m getting the GAL in here if I can because I have all the boxes checked for her requirements. I’m ready. I’ve been ready for my son for 10 months. I haven’t slept next to him since Christmas. I never got to wean him off of breastfeeding, he was 15 months when they took him.

I have hope. I’m pregnant again. I’m not kidding. I’m surrounded by love and compassion. I have a relationship with my biological father. I get to see my son. I get to play with him and put him to bed at his dad’s. I’m still a bit of a mess because this year has been extremely hard, but I’m gonna be okay soon.

Once things settle I’ll get back into my favorite hobby. I miss it so much. I’ve been itching to write. And as a coping mechanism, I’m probably going to have my Deacon/Cait/Julien story reflect real things that have happened in my life, because the emotions I’ve felt are...worthy of being written. 

I’m sorry I’m rambling again lol. I have to wrap this up because I have therapy in 40 minutes. Take care y’all, I’m gonna come back and write at about 9 pm. 

Including pics so you know I’m not bullshitting and so you know I’m alive.

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Sketchdump for the ghoul boyfriend, with ink and white conte.

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“Never thought a reporter could consider themselves a success until someone’d threatened their life. Me? I’m very successful.”

Piper Wright, Fallout 4 (2015)

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Write while tired, they said.

It will help your productivity, they said.

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Reblog this if you support other fanfic writers and don’t let stats jealousy dictate how you treat them

Because through-the-roof stats isn’t the ultimate purpose to uploading our fanfics on AO3, and comparing ourselves to each other only poisons our minds and stifles our creativity. Let’s instead revel in our successes as they come, and take them as further encouragement.

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my sole survivor cosplay from acen 2019! I’ll probably redo this I waited till the last minute and didn’t have enough time to perfect the “cute but dirty” look lmao. 😋

photos: sunpeachphotography (edited by me)

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This game is extraordinary